VOTE + some other stuffs (journaling)

I got out and voted yesterday and likely made things worse

I just needed to get that off my chest before I dies

It seems, no matter how hard I try, I cannot get it right

It seems often I just make things worse

There were no issues to vote on

There were no names I recognized

There was no political affiliation next to the names

I CRAWLED RIGHT DOWN THERE IN THAT DARK HOLE

I was starring at my Ballot like I had pages missing

In the minute of confusion that was swarming me, the people behind me had already cast their vote

Not one person corrected me in line that this wasn’t the presidential elections

NOT ONE

At one point I was stating the red white and blue needed to be changed to reflect the colors of China, India, and Mexico since that’s who owns us

The line got quiet

I SPOKE UP

IT’S NOT OPINION

THE IMMIGRANTS OWN CALIFORNIA AND NEW YORK AND ARE COMING AFTER FLORIDA

YOU CAN VISIT MIGRATIONPOLICY DOT ORG TO GET THE STATS YOURSELF

WE’RE SLAVES

“I agree” says the male voice behind me

THANK GOD I’M NOT THE ONLY ONE WOKE BUT HERE I AM PLAYING THE SLAVE GAME

I basically threw the dice all over I DON’T GIVE A FUCK

My choices came down to sexism and which male name I preferred over the others

I’m a dumb dumb so I can’t even imagine how well it’s going for people with an even lower IQ than me (or brain injury)

I took my I VOTED sticker from her hand like I had just committed a hit

And then I found a penny on tales and freestyle dropped a poem in the parking lot

AMERICA IS LOST

I likely won’t be any better at voting come November – but Governor Ron DeSantis does not want to let Florida go

I at least recognize his name in this timeline

I’ve been disassociating from society because it’s the devil’s society and it’s full of gaslighting and biological warfare basically

I don’t ever remember being this bad at voting

I dropped some toks on my tik channel – even tho I’m still red flagged for being a threat to communistic China

GOOD

But y’all will be out there throwing eggs and stones my way, when they crucify me

I’m firing at the enemy but keep hitting casualties

THE GREAT COLLAPSE

Society is falling apart because it was built on lies and greed

It’s demons vs humans in this timeline

I need to update my voter registration card or I won’t even be able to cast my vote for any republican – because I’m registered under a different party

I think it’s stupid that I have to vote only one way because it’s a fucking dictatorship

THE GAME IS RIGGED

I PROBABLY MADE THINGS WORSE

BUT THERE WAS NOT ANY GOOD DIRECTIONS ON THE MAP

THE MAP DID NOT DISCLOSE PERTINENT DETAILS

I WAS UNABLE TO ASSESS THE RISKS

I THOUGHT I WAS DOING THE RIGHT THING AGAIN EVEN THO I’M NOT PREPARED

I’M TRYING TO SAVE FLORIDA

HELPS

The ballot contained 3 names and zero issues

I SHOULD HAVE TORE IT UP AND WALKED AWAY

I GUESS I GAMBLE AFTER ALL

But it was just appointing a circuit judge or something – so hopefully it wasn’t too bad of a thing 🤨

I dropped some Toks about the experience

View them here while I still have an account: https://www.tiktok.com/@poeeternal?_t=8V6AFw2ewBy&_r=1

But seriously, I hope my negative experience improves yours

And that you register to vote or either update your registration to vote so that you can at least cast your vote for the correct party because your affiliation may have changed

I don’t identify as a demoncrat or Republican so it’s really weird updating my registration to reflect Republican – whatever – blah blah blah

I DON’T KNOW WHAT I’M DOING HERE

I don’t mean to run you out of your own junkyard

You should block me so I could just jump from the bridge already

But no

So be prepared for me to make things worse come November when I gotta cast my bigger vote

I’ve made a good difference in the past voting in Florida – like giving the criminals their right back to vote (which maybe that wasn’t actually a good idea) and legalizing medicinal – which 71% of the Florida voters voted yes on – which did not include the criminals who still weren’t allowed to vote after serving time

I don’t remember them teaching us that in school that there’s an entire population of Americans who can’t even vote and yet the immigrants are allowed to come over here and vote

ANYHOO

Time for coffee

Pretty Bird is waking up

I’ve got business shit I gotta take care of today and tomorrow and then it’s back to the fun stuff

I have been writing non-stop tho in between all the busy and the dying

If I continue detoxing, I think I may beat this thing

The CDC say only 2/3rds recover

But that is 2 out of 3

I gotta remember the progress I have made

It’s like climbing Mount Everest every day and I’m still having die of symptoms but this new regime I’m getting ready to try has a formula that is suppose to help with the die of symptoms

All the holistic treatments have been gentle on my body

If it’s artificial, I don’t want anywhere near it

Everything has been vegetarian or vegan formula

There are days I feel I won’t recover and I do want to end my life

But the will to survive is strong…

I’m doing everything I can to recover and not drop dead from adult sudden death syndrome

People are still victim blaming me that I got the shot

But I was a Veteran and I got the shot before it was given out to the civilian population and when I got hurt and reached out on social media to let y’all know I was penalized and threatened to have my fucking accounts removed

Love the victim blaming that goes on

It’s almost like he didn’t even hear me say I have cardiopathy 😑 (heart inflammation)

I left it on read. Had to hold my tongue.

I’m stupid but that doesn’t give China the right to pick on me, bully me, gaslight, lie, poison my air, food, and water – so they can stamp CHINA on everything

And ruin our men and women

And steal our land

Being stupid is not an excuse to kill another

I’m having chest pains right now and I don’t wanna deal with any kind of stress

I’m gonna go make my fucking coffee like I said I was going to do because that’s my comfort zone and this topic is not

“I’m surprised you got the jab”

“I beat to my own common sense”

I’M SURPRISED I’M STILL ALIVE AND FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE BUT GOD MUST HAVE TAKEN MERCY ON MY DUMB SOUL

And would you know, the doctors and nurses are still pushing for me to get BOOSTED

WITH A HEART CONDITION AND LUNG ISSUE AFTER THE JAB

I TOLD THEM THEY BETTER NEVER MENTION IT OR THE FLU VACCINE EVER AGAIN

CUZ THEY ARE SLIPPING IT IN THE FLU SHOTS FYI

I’M DONE WITH TRADITIONAL MEDICINE OR BIG PHARMA

I still get chest pains on a daily basis and stress and activity can bring it on

My condition is life threatening 24/7

It took me getting the jab to understand that this is biological warfare and the CDC has been overthrown by our enemy – just like our government has

I love y’all but please stop victim blaming

It bothers me so much that you victim blame and it bothers me when I see people victim blame John Jones – so today I wrote a poem victim blaming John Jones – what he should have done and should not have done and I will release that soon so you can see what victim blaming looks like in poetic form 👀

I still want to crawl into that hole and get him out and I’m obsessed with recovery stories now and someone else wanted to rescue their friend who got stuck in a cave and 10 years later he attempted to go rescue his friend in the cave but his skull fell off and then he drowned trying to rescue him and so he’s dead in the same spot that his friend died 10 years before

Bless his heart

He prepped for everything but his emotions and it did him in

Tried to rescue his dead friend and died during the rescue attempt

When I go AWOL it’ll probably be out there in Utah…

John Jones – my spirit brother and I fucking love him. He’s healing my heart. The best heart doctor there ever was… ❤️‍🩹

YOUR MIND MAKES IT REAL


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