How to not make friends 101

Honestly, I shouldn’t be allowed to sad and drive

FYI

The egg came first probably

BUT I DEFINITELY DID NOT COME FROM THE RIB OF A MAN

CONDITIONING FOR HUMAN HYBRID AI CLONING “MEN CAN HAVE BABIES”

This has been WAR ON THE FEMALE POPULATION FOR 6000+ years

SO MAN CAN BE IN CHARGE OF EVERYTHING ARTIFICIAL

IT’S NARCISSISM

THE DEVIL IS A MANMADE CONSTRUCT

TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOUR ACTIONS

THERE IS NO OTHER VERSION OF YOU

NOW IS THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS

There is no other you watching

God isn’t standing over you watching and judging millions and billions of creatures and animals on earth and throughout the fucking universe, it’s fucking narcissism wake up!!!!

SEE ME SEE ME SEE ME MENTALITY

LGBT IS A CULT

I GOT MORE HITS

But I have a very self-destructive personality and I’m working on that

I don’t actually want to push people away but I want the entire system to fucking collapse because I can’t stand the fucking devil OK

I can’t stand this fucking shit

I can’t fucking stand it

Being a slave and all

Not having multiple babies or growing my own food

I’m kind of getting pissed off that men are keeping me from my purpose

I’m allowed to be angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But my heart can’t take the stress and I need to get some rest

It’s almost 3 am 

I was dreaming I was in hell and then woke up in hell

And I’m sick of the multi-verse conditioning everywhere

I want to move far far far far away from the city

And I shouldn’t have to live inside the VA to receive my fucking benefits

I wish I could reset

I’d jump from a bridge age 2

Kept gaslighting myself things would get better

Apophis is on her way so there is hope

I think I may be recovering from that intense therapy session I just had not even 48 hours ago and at this point I’m just looking forward to a comforting coffee when the sun comes up

I don’t know what it is about me and coffee these days but if I’m actually dying just bring me a cup of coffee with chocolate and cream in it and I will be like John Jones “it taste so good”

I hate having chest pains and been having this tightness constant since day 2 rebounding

Hopefully my body will expel any of the clots or “absorbs it” like the doc said

I get scared when I start moving through doors I haven’t been through before or sharing parts of myself and then I want to self-destruct and create these toxic boundaries

It’s just a wave

I gotta ride it til it chills

I am getting tired of the racist neighbors bullying me and I will skin me a head if they get into my fucking zone and I just want to get moved to the country and away from all the goddamn racists and the propaganda

Even if they attack me in a gang like they try to do all the time to intimidate me to make me live in fear which I don’t I will skin me ahead and take two or three out FYI

The weekends are always the worst but thank fuck the rain came and the cops were hanging out

It’s been getting bad here…

Since the immigrants stole my job and my way of living, my safety has also diminished and this has all been part of their plan

I’m grateful for my blog and readers and want to continue being transparent

I had a moment I felt I was drowning

I also have a lot of people who are unfollowing both of my accounts

I’m trying to focus on the positive

The goals

The plans

And not burn out…

But y’all need to stop saying that I came from the rib of a man and religion needs to be made 18+

If anything the egg came first and men come out of our vaginas, they need to accept it already

Such ego

Keeping us below

Honestly, I’m ready to get better

I wanna walk up to a man and be like: do you want to destroy my life and impregnate me? Can I be a cum bucket for you? You can just walk away, you don’t have to pay any child support, can you please ruin my fucking life for the next 50 years?

I WANT TO BE SEEN AND NOT HEARD

KITCHEN NOW!!!!!!

Parents should be held accountable for fucking their children up

I’d like to see both of mine burn at the stake and I’d start the fucking fire

I dunno

That’s the aggression in and out of therapy

I swear such relief comes when they DIE

IT CAN’T COME SOONER

BETTER THAN THERAPY

The fact that I want to take them out so badly myself

For the crimes they committed and got away with

I don’t understand why we put down an animal that has a taste for human blood but we won’t put down a human who has a taste for human blood

If you’re not gonna eradicate the pedophilia propaganda then we need to start eradicating the fucking pedophiles

With that said, I don’t actually believe anyone should tell me when I should be starting sex especially when I started my period at 13 and women mature quicker than men – you basically ruined several good years of my life when I was childbearing age

A man could have bonded with me

I could have imprinted on him and each other

We’d still be together into our 60s

We’ve let immigration ruin everything about our country, our children, our men, our women, with fucking propaganda, Hollywood, politics, I’m fucking over it all

I don’t belong to this world and I really connect with the things that Jesus said

He was a man crucified

He said he wasn’t God

STOP SPREADING LIES AS FACTS

I was questioning the education system when I was little

“But who is responsible for what they are teaching”

Always asking the right questions

Never following the crowds

Going my own way

Forging my own path

Getting stuck upside down and spitting in a cup for a year

There is less spitting these days

I hope there is light at the end of the tunnel soon

Not only did they not give John Jones a second phone call but they kept making him turn off his fucking headlamp

I’M TRAUMATIZED

RIP John Jones

Fucking monsters everywhere

Things would’ve been so much easier if I had had a parent that would’ve said honey you’re an angel and demons are everywhere but my mother was an actual gaslighting demon

I was trying to die by suicide in the womb


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