Checkmate to the Poe

I’m seriously going to have to give up on my dog because of the traumas others caused him and if they thought somehow that I was going to spend the rest of my life crying over a bond that they broke – they are wrong – they only did me a favor and freed me

Whatever goal or purpose they serve, I will gravitate to the opposite

FUCK YOU

Your tricks don’t work on me

And sadly sometimes in life, you have to cut the cord on things that you love to save your own life

It’s a tough lesson especially when someone else caused the problems that you cannot fix

But wolves expel other wolves from the pack

“An animal is not forever” – FIXED

You’re allowed to divorce or decouple from things that no longer serving your purpose

Especially if that thing is the root cause of your depression and I’m sorry that that happened to you but you have to cut the cord now

YOU GOTTA CUT THE CORD BABE

I didn’t even tell the evil sis goodbye on her deathbed

NO CONTACT ๐Ÿ˜ˆ

These evil demons thought they’d have my love and forgiveness in the end but I get to show them how much of an evil bitch I am ๐Ÿ˜ˆ

FUN IS HEALING

And no I DON’T CRY ABOUT IT

IT IS CALLED RELIEF

RECLAIMING MY TIME AND ENERGY

Whatever these monsters thought was going to happen, it’s not going to happen and I almost don’t even remember them anymore, how fucking fabulous is that

So why would I continue to hang onto the trauma

YOU CAN CHANGE AND GET THE LIFE YOU WANT

Just like these monsters live double and triple lives and there’s over 2000 active serial killers in the world still

I’m just actively actively anticipating and waiting someone’s shadow to even fucking cross mine so I can go ahead and put the second amendment into play

I don’t need to say this but you are definitely barking up the wrong tree

Definitely…

Learn some boundaries and love

The reason those serial killers are still active is because they would never give away their identity to their fucking family who would never suspect them to do such a thing

I’m sure that it’s a doctor or a lawyer or a judge or a politician or maybe the love of my life?

And it’ll be the ending scene of Dracula where he’s begging me to take his life because he could never fucking hurt me

Love is love

“Free me from darkness” as I sob and stab him in the chest, “I’m sorry”

And I still haven’t gotten over the house spider I killed two months ago

But as for mourning the dead sister

I mean, I guess eventually

I died inside

That girl is dead

THEY HOLD NO POWER OVER ME

What sister? Who?

My picture frames and walls are fucking empty and I don’t recall anybody in my family coming to my graduation


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