Before sunrise ramble pt 2

“When there’s nowhere left to go, go further in”

I wanna come outta my foxhole, check the snailmail, return to hole

With a lots of weapons and guns

Nuts and spring water

THE BASICS

GUNS AND NUTS

I even got snail mail and packages when I was in Iraq, even though sometimes they were really really delayed

You have no idea the power of hello and a roll of toilet paper in the desert

NO IDEA

I’d rather be putting my rent money on a plot of land….

And guns

Lots and lots of guns

Water nuts and guns

Pay attention to the tides (called society)

Japan made obesity illegal (are Americans a fetish to mock now)

China has “too many men” due to their “one child law” and “preference for males / aborting the female babies”

THEY ARE FUCKING BABIES CONSCIOUS AND ALIVE

WE HAVE SENSES AND ARE AWARE

THETA MODE BUT ABSOLUTELY ALERT AND AWARE

HOW LONG WERE YOU IN AGONY BEFORE YOU BUSTED OUT

IN A BALL WAITING ESCAPE

“We know the sound of our parents”

YEAH IT’S CALLED AWARENESS

I COULD FEEL THE ENERGY AND VIBES OF THE VOICES

I HATED THAT CAVE, THE EVIL WOMB I GREW IN

THE SISTER, THE MOTHER, THE FATHER

I knew the hell I was being born into

I TRIED TO DIE IN WOMB

By age 5, getting in trouble on the playground for trying to die

I HATED THEM

I HATED SCHOOL

I HATED CHURCH

I HATED DISHES AND CHORES FOR THE ENTIRE FAMILY

I HATE THE RISING RENT COSTS EVERY YEAR!!!!

^tries to calm down

They were always telling me what to do

How to dress

“Cross your legs, you’re a lady”

“You’re not supposed to play with boys toys”

“You belong in the kitchen”

“No you can’t have a GI JOE, here’s a Barbie Doll instead”

“Girls wear pink”

“CHICKEN OR BEEF, NO GRILLED CHEESE”

“WATCH TV”

“KIDS ARE TO BE SEEN AND NOT HEARD”

“You won’t ever get anywhere with poetry”

I HATE THEM ALL

How miserable can you make another human being before they self-destruct or commit a crime

The so alert now, I know the squirrel dropping the nuts

THAT ISN’T THE SOUNDS BOTHERING ME

They don’t need to blow those loud noisy leaf blowers in the breezeway

I’M LOSING MY MIND

Also they will just bang on my door and run and three of them were outside my door saying they wanted to bust it down

I fucking immediately opened

They ran like punks

They won’t hesitate to gang up on me and shoot me in my fucking back or jump out from the bush and slice my neck open no goddamn fucking remorse any of these demons

They all commit sexual crimes when they murder – the cops gently brush over those details

Porn makes them a shit ton of money……

The doctors, the lawyers, they’re all in on it

Sucks for guys like John Jones and me…

The good ones


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