Birthday Wishes Not Etcetera etcetera

Today 58 years dead- And years convincing others you're alive instead But I learned what you were after you played with my head And one thing you never were was thoroughbred Always promising love but gifting dread And you wonder why I sit around wishing you bled But you know how you treated those girls … Continue reading Birthday Wishes Not Etcetera etcetera

Birthday Wishes Not

Today 58 years dead- And years convincing others you're alive instead But I learned what you were after you played with my head And one thing you never were was thoroughbred Always promising love but gifting dread And you wonder why I sit around wishing you bled #lessthanhuman #birthdaywishes #lovingyouwaslikelovingthedead #waslikefuckingthedead

This is raw. One year amongst the remains.

I realize now that it has been a year nearly to the day when I went no contact from you. My heart is still broken. But it's been breaking since the very first time you hurt me. And each time after. And you know the things you did. I'm still trying to process and heal … Continue reading This is raw. One year amongst the remains.