My Top 3 TikTok’s

My top 3 most watched TikTok’s! 🤓




I’m glad my spoken word made top 3 but the nasty “wtf” comments don’t help my stage fright 😑

I’m an introvert with severe stage fright.

I want to make more TikTok’s tho and I appreciate your views to my channel!

I’ve been writing a lot of poetry but I want to make more spoken word videos AND go live on TikTok for the very first time to read my poetry – since I’ve had a request on TikTok to do that, just this week!

Pushing through fears and listening to my audience!! 💪

(You can completely turn off commenting and other features if you don’t wanna deal with comments)

I’m going live on Twitch again soon too!! I’m going to be live-streaming more of the new Resident Evil chapter that came out on Dead By Daylight!

Fun stuff planned!

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Thanks for supporting independent content creators! 💪

One Bit – new TikTok

They take fantasy as fact – it’s all an act 🤓

New freestyle poetry just dropped on my TikTok! I’m going to start using it more! 👀


😈 10 seconds of pure madness 😈

When you’re the one consistently popping into and out of existence insisting he publishes his work 👀

So you can destroy it 👀

But it is indestructible 👀

And I was giving it my all 👀

Thanks for making it my second most watched in under 24 hours too! 👀


Torn TikTok is now my 2nd most watched 👀

Torn took 2nd place in under 24 hours after being published 👀

Is this how you tell people you love them? 👀

Asking for a friend 👀


The new TikTok is now 5th most watched 👀

When you can’t rip a book apart quick enough but the pages don’t wanna come loose 👀

Also forgot to spell check, pick a cover, or add any kind of effects or transitions



Thank you ma’am

Got a paper cut too

Welp. 15 videos up and it just took 5th place 10 hours in. 👀

😈 found my niche destroying u 😈

Maybe I’ll make a tradition of tearing your book

I’ll just keep buying your book and when it arrives on Amazon I’ll fucking do a TikTok video of me ripping the pages apart and telling you how much I hate you and that can be my like my thing

you know ripping your fucking book to pieces

buying it tearing it apart never fucking reading it buying it tearing it apart on TikTok

Found my niche

Wasting my time and money on you

I’m going to make a full-time career of it on TikTok

Destroying you 👀

Maybe I’ll find new ways to destroy your book

Better ways where I can really get into it!

That fucker is hard to destroy!



When you wanna rip his book in half but it’s too fucking fat and you only have half a functioning heart 💔


I was King Kong destroying his kingdom and then I got a request to go live and do spoken word.

People go live to put rubber bands around 2 liter bottles and gallons of milk – so I guess I could go live to read some of my poetry 👀

Or maybe to finish ripping the pages from your book 👀

I got a paper cut doing so 👀

You fucking hurt me again 👀

Guess I gotta wear battle rattle to complete the task 👀

Gotta give it my all to rip out a few 👀

Iron fucking pages 👀

How do you think Edgar faired in his end?

How am I doing? 👀


Nope still here 👀

Fully awake and aware I’ve lost my mind 👀


Look at all the hearts it is getting 👀

People like seeing me fuck shit up 👀

Maybe there will be a part two 👀

Nearly died from torn pages 👀

The rage 👀


You made a mockery of my house these bruises vivid
Fleeing reason
Like lying to the wind
Consequences rigid
Or maybe gods to blame my wings unfitted
Now trapped beneath the cross
I’m scorched and livid
Did you ever stop to think
Your words imprinted
Whether I was meant to see
Your light emitted
Is forgiveness in the tree
You were acquitted

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

What happened to Mary Magdalene? 🤔

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He keeps me in his pocket
A picture in a locket?
Cuz lately I’m part comet?
Or maybe where his heart’s at?

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

So I still own my domain and it’s paid up thanks to my patrons but I am still looking for a place to rehome or start again.

Once that is sorted I can connect my domain!

Until then, I am still dropping poetry here!

Thanks for checking out and supporting my work!

I appreciate!

I’m going live on Twitch today! NLT 6 pm EST (but maybe a little sooner)!


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For you, I’m beholden
Spirals of death
Maybe golden
But I’m still flowing
In a clutter
Slowly going
Dimly lit
But I am glowing

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

I’m watching a show on hoarding in the middle of the night and it’s almost midnight and I’m going to get a snack so I might turn into a gremlin

Snacky time



He leaves me clues confessing
They could be lies to keep me guessing
There’s trouble around always pressing
He’s pouring poison on the gauze I’m here dressing

© Delia Ross. 2020 / @poeeternal

I dropped a few of them thangs that I can never remember the name of even though I’ve studied poetry all my life. 😑

Another freestyle rhyme


When you are a warrior, but sustained a wound
When they utter hero, but you have no tomb
When they yell it’s summer, but you’re stuck in doom
When you really need him, but don’t know what to do

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

Babe, I kinda need you to be the strong one right now and make practical decisions

There is a time in The Matrix where Trinity takes a hit to the heart. Uhm, hello.

Knock knock, Neo. Wake up 👀


When he says he’s full
But comes back for seconds
When he draws a plan
But never changes his methods
When he’s seen it all
But it’s just nightly rejections
When he’s looked beneath the stone
But worships all imperfections

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

Uhm, I want to do all the things with you and all at once. 👀

Sometimes I am a speed train

Heading right toward you

Without brakes 👀


Can I be the soil under your roots?
Or the vine that’s growing our sweetest fruits?
Can I be the voice that settles disputes?
Can I be the rug you toss your boots?

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

Uhm, I love you 👀

And, we deserve a chance to fuck everything up


And you can toss your boots at my pad anytime


I mean kidnap me 👀

(Compatibility 100000000000%)


What oft do you find here in my ruin?
Why do you return?
Do you know your eyes are glass to peer through?

You leave your book of lies outside the door
Open pages torn
I suspect the leaves are growing disdain
I feel the same

You know there is love beyond these doors where none can enter
Yet you crawl in
Sometimes barge
With flowers in your arm

I’ve replaced the door with claw marks
Scribbled madness
Or a protection code?

I’m dying
And you’re the reason I’m still alive
Yah know?

They call it will
Biology bleeding out of me
Atoms dying

We’re spinning 2000 light-years closer to the center of a black hole

Apophis has been here before
And will again
And once again

The end isn’t happening overnight
But in long, slow riddles under midnight

I don’t want the worst getting the best shelter

And I’m a mole for disaster
The fucking end is what I’m after

I’m not a robot and I need to dysfunction
Just like a black hole and a star in conjunction

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

FYI: I only need your arms.

But, if contact is impossible because we live in different dimensions or realities, or because we don’t live in the here and now, could you just put me out of my misery?

Like a lame horse?

Because I literally don’t want to live for anything or anyone other than you.

And pizza

(But don’t let Jupiter or the tacos know) 👀

End All

To the world a punisher
Made of iron, “the resister”
But he needed more from her
Maybe love as his governor
He has the key to enter
It would end all winter

I feel the motion
Of time
And you
Flowing like an ocean

The air is toxic
And care
It just isn’t there

I’m slipping
Detachment from feeling
Or maybe why I’m reeling

I hear
The words, the lines
They’re still not appealing

The tears
They just never end
And written text
He won’t ever send

I’ll make dying an art as he slipped the blade from earth’s heart 💔

The continents may be fractured but now they have a chance to part

Is the Great Filter in our rearview?

What if we are a chance encounter?

Are you an interstellar comet?
Fixed beneath promise
Drifting between done it?

Glowing pink hues
Maybe it’s just vomit? 🤔
God’s sick of promise?

1900 miles from ordinary
1900 truths from where I’m cold and buried
Underneath the shroud
Burden is all we carried

I’d jab out my eye with this broken crystal ball

I’d rip across the flesh but I don’t have the gall

It seems I know most, or, I don’t know at all

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

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Notes in Private

I send him notes in private
And even with the wind hailing
All is quiet
Dancing solemnly
Outside a riot
No normalcy
Chaos our diet
We sail the sea
Like we’re compliant

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

Home is wherever you fall at my feet

And nobody else can produce these chemicals that you put in my brain and release at light speeds into my heart which makes me feel whole and complete


The system is rigged


Everything boils down to narcissism and gaslighting. And the game IS rigged so the rich stay rich and the poor stay poor. The rich get rich off of lies. Drop your traditional banks. Drop your credit cards.

Even if you attempt to live free, you still won’t be able to save a penny to get ahead.

Guess who is to blame? Go on. I fucking dare you to see the truth.

Open your eyes.

It’s nice to see that others finally are.

Heavens Harp

Why do you come peering through the night, like a pink moon full, breathing through the clouds?

You are a bull, stampeding through my nightmare.

I have grown a sullen child.

You bring thunder and rain like crayons for me to play.

But all toys fade with the sun.

You’re a wildcard.

A rare stroke of luck in the midnight hour.

I call to you in dirty bathwater.

When eyes look of innocent rage.

You are the shape in the cloud that gives me hope.

Your thunder is heavens harp.

I want to catch your lightning and store it in a jar.

I call them sun rays.

You’re why the earth sways.

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

Are we like string theory, connected to everything? Cuz we’re not attached. Yet we are one? 🤔

But I don’t even know you. You don’t even know me. I can’t live without you. But you can. Or, am I the reason you come up for air? Can’t breathe in hell? 😑

The Exodus

Call me the exodus
It is the next of us

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

– woke up still wanting to walk away from everything and welp these lines –

Maybe I identify as Moses? 🤔

So I get to wander around the desert for 500 years freeing the people but then I’m not allowed into the fucking paradise? 🧐

That sounds exactly like something a narcissist would write 😑

I’m gonna burn it down

The establishment

The 1%

All if it

I might not be alive for it

But the revolution will begin in my name

“The Enlightened One”

It begins now

Population control


It’s especially concerning because my bloodline is Native American and my grandmother had 12 children

Could you imagine if those same laws were imposed here and my grandmother didn’t have 12 children? That means my mom would’ve never been born and neither would I and maybe that would’ve been a slight fucking miracle because she didn’t want me at all but my grandmother taught me how to be a good person and how to cook and how to love and how to garden and she was basically my mama

The root of all evil actually starts from over there and I really want to build a fucking wall and make America the way it really should be – the land of the free – not the land of slavery so India can sit back and get rich and DO NOTHING but impose more rules to enslave you – End it says “23,000 Indian millionaires” have left their own country since 2014.

Yeah they come here and take all our jobs and never give us proper work breaks and increase our rent every fucking year for no reason other than to take our fucking paycheck

I don’t like where the world has headed.

I don’t want to play the money game

It would be nice if I made enough to cover my main cost of living like my rent but I barely get enough support to cover my website and operation domains

And I’m still called a Golddigger

Even though 99% of people around me want everything for free

Stop gaslighting

I made a mellow TikTok

I made another TikTok – with the intention of adding spoken word – I could not sort how to adjust the audio – so did not add my vocals to the NIN track – but I mean, if Trent Reznor is okay with it… 👀

I did however learn some more editing and filter tricks – for this mellow TikTok 🤪


Keep the mask, wear it a crown
Stitch it to the weight that drags me down
Watch regret filling up the mound
You made me the last to come around

Put a cover over sun
Blame the past for all you’ve done
Inventing endless problems to cover one
Subtracting the solution like you’ve won

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

Censorship VS Transparency

See, this is why I already like the Twitch platform and I do plan to start using it more once I get my master bedroom set up the way I want and move my TV and my gaming system and everything back here

I’ve been getting hit on Instagram about my posts not being seen by other users because of my background music – so thank you Twitch for letting me understand what Big Bro has been doing to my account.


Instagram has become a dreadful platform to use. Not only do I have to worry about my content being erroneously reported or having to fight the algorithm bots, but now I’m dealing with even more censorship because of the background music I chose to be playing when I’m dancing or working out.

Street teaming was once glorified and now you get in trouble for it literally!!!!

It’s nice to see though that Twitch is actually upset that Big Bro is messing with peoples accounts like that even though this isn’t Instagram or Facebook, it’s Twitch.

But it also means not every company or app is bowing down to Big Bro.

My new free OF is still pending – and I intend to start using Twitch to livestream more – even for the nights I’m gaming. I had Twitch set up with my computer in my home studio but when I did my poetry livestream, the audio was cutting in and out – but not during the performance, I could only hear the technical issues after. It wasn’t an issue with my mic.

I don’t really know what I’m doing and I have a brain injury so when something goes wrong I get stuck and I don’t have anybody to help me. 😏

Unless I am selling you a product on Instagram, Insta has made sure I become obsolete.

“We believe they used automatic tools to scan”

Yup!!! No god damn privacy! We’ve moved into an actual Hitler state and 1984 is now but you can go get a free donut at Krispy Kreme for just obeying!!!!

It’s hip, it’s cool to peer pressure somebody into doing something that they don’t want to do or to steal someone else’s ideas and copy them!!! Bullying is okay because it’ll become a TikTok that has gone viral!

It’s no wonder all the good people like me are going unhinged and taking all you motherfuckers out!

I hope to watch the next shootout with a livestream at the next one with my little fucking cheerleading outfit and a goddamn stick on a pole cheerin the motherfuckers

Woo hoo you got another!!!!

The entire morning shift!!!!

Go you!!!!

And look at you not even messing with the fucking law, you didn’t even care about the cops, you knew cops were gonna take you out, you were going to get as much of the motherfuckers that pissed you off on the morning shift!!!

You are now my effing hero!!!

I’m going to start sensationalizing the fucking gun shooters!!!

Woo hoo yee hawwwww!!!!

1984 is now and I’ve been ridiculed and silenced by the same system I fought to protect!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank you Twitch for having the little guy’s back!!!! I love you!!!!!!!

Diggin on this headline about India

“India is what happens when rich people do nothing“


Damn, the ENTIRE COUNTRY was literally just labeled vapid

I’m not the only one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

“Was not caused by one man, or any single government” 👍👍


I’m not the only one hitting on India hard!!!!

It’s time to wake up sheeple!!!

I fucking love you!!!!!


A good read about Aliens–5T7dqd65crw

I get this kind of thinking too. It’s why religion is so important for the narcissist because they want to believe that they can be a monster and people will still forgive them and love them.

They want to be a monster but take no responsibility for it and blame it on “evil” or “aliens made me do it”. It’s easier to disassociate from yourself – take no responsibility for your terrible actions – and believe all those around you will forgive you – yet – you can’t even admit that you are the bad seed. Or, you know you are the bad seed, and it’s now your life mission to turn others into what you are. Vapid without remorse and soulless. But you all love to cum so much….. 👀


Why is it anytime I get an annoying spam call

Or email

Or junk mail

Spam bots on social media

Pay to promote

Pay to be seen

It’s 99% India involved and wanting MORE MONEY

Asking for Americans and every single one of you who have experienced this more than you want to admit


(Pay attention to the spammers trying to take your moneyzzzzz)

Leonardo DiCaprio hiding From the paparazzi who should be illegal since you can’t even post things online without your shit getting taken away. You shouldn’t be allowed to take pictures of somebody and then sell them. No no no

When you anti-Paparazzi, push for world peace, make movies entirely “green” (eco-friendly) and the NWO hate youuuuuuuu

Some would label him “racist” 👀


Three Words

You are a shooting star
Wishes not to discard

You are an orchard
Where hope was recorded

Three words, three seeds
That’s where love proceeds

© Delia Ross. 2020 / @poeeternal


I mean, the world is falling apart, but I still love you.

It’s ridic. Right? 🤔

God created this obsession FYI

And I actually know what a black hole feels like

I actually know what Sagittarius A* feels like

It’s possible that sometimes I am Sagittarius A*

When other girls are talking to you


I mean I started taunting this other guy who is married and having babies because I thought he was you


For months and months taunting this poor dude

And even liking the posts his wife would drop of the fam 👀

And I don’t have any hate towards his family or any animosity

Just that damn porn chick 👀

I hate her with a passion especially since she stole my signature booty move

You don’t get to steal my signature booty move and get the fucking attention of the loves of my life too and me not hate you

But, this poem above is about the other guy, the third guy, who I’ve convinced at certain times is you – but have also equally accepted that he is not


But like I love this dude and the love has manifested to be real because he bought me pizza 👀

I love three guys who at one point I thought was only one – but for sure is not 👀

Three libras but it wasn’t so obvious 😑

But now I love all of you equally the same


3 guys and I don’t get 1

*Starts chanting in some weird gibberish voice and just lets people know I’m talking to God so they don’t think I’m insane*

*goes insane*


Uhm, so I haven’t lost all my ass or leg progress yet but I feel nowhere near like I’m ready to start fitness again and it’s really scary to be having these kind of heart problems at my age over a fucking vaccination.

If you’re still supporting me even though I am dying and venting on the daily, thank you.

I get called lazy for serving my country and I get called lazy for having an OnlyFans.

Jesus Christ left Mary Magdalene in charge of the gospel and they wiped her from the books and labeled her a whore.

Just like me!!!

They create poor conditions for you to live in and then condemn you for trying to survive.

They fucking condemn you if you try to die by suicide as well.

“No no no you’re not allowed to die like that, it’s a sin”!

Apparently it’s a sin if you lust after somebody else even though that is actually biology

And “a sin” if you try to die because you don’t want to live in this bullshit life

The only thing that is not a sin is giving them money

Lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of your money

I ain’t wrong


Zone of Avoidance

He’s the zone of avoidance
Darkness so thick
No clairvoyance
Light it travels quick
Set to destroy us

© Delia Ross. 2020 / @poeeternal

Witchy cosplay wig 🤪
If I had extremely thick black and grey long hair with bangs
I do my makeup and rarely do it the same
Cosplay wig!!!

Did you know that I am a Leo? Ruler/ leader of all the signs.


Me burning for you in the dark

Thanks, updates, and more thanks!

Thank you for making my new TikTok number one on my channel! I’m always afraid to even do one because the competition is so fierce! 👀

My TikTok clocks in just over 15 seconds but it has already been played over three hours!! 👀

It shows the average watch time as being longer than the actual TikTok (does this mean you were suspended and experienced time dilation)? 👀

683 accounts reached! Holyshit! I’d pee myself! I can’t perform in front of people. Hell, I can’t even type if someone is standing over me. If I am eating and I am into a guy and he sits down and starts talking to me, I will choke on my food. I iz nerd. 👀

I love making TikTok’s and I am trying to get better. I’d like to make more. But not 3 a day more. Those creators are just copying things that have already been done. And they have all the equipment they need that I don’t have. 👀

I create in spontaneous combustion oft times.

If you haven’t had a chance to watch my new TikTok, you can check it out at the link here:

I have other videos too on my channel – I don’t have a set theme. But I do prefer using it more creatively than journalistically. Apparently you are supposed to respond to comments with more videos (even the negative comments). Eh, no thanks.

Thanks for checking out my work and for supporting content creators!

I’m sorry there has been less content lately, I am still recovering from heart related issues but the passion is still in every thing I do (including the rants). 👀

I played everything how I was supposed to

I did everything I was supposed to in society and look where it fucking got me 👀

I have a college degree but the recession has gone on longer than the Great Depression did, and I remember specific conversations my grandmother told me about living through that experience.

So if you’re out there supporting me financially, I appreciate you even more.

Dying (maybe) but not giving up or quitting.

And I’ve been writing like mad, and am working on a draft for my Patreon rewards for the month of May!!! Y’all have stuck with me and I appreciate you so much! Your support paid my domain operating fees this month too and I am grateful ! Thank you!!

Writing has always been my dream and my passion, this is what I’ve always wanted to do! Along with guitar, music, and acting but my stage fright has proved challenging over the years (and my brain injury).

I do have a few public post on my Patreon and you can follow for free and get those free rewards when I post public content! I drop poems from time to time (poetry that hasn’t been posted anywhere else).


My lowest tier is $1 if you’d like to support my ongoing creativity while earning perks and rewards! 💝

It keeps this blog up and going, the content coming, as well as advertisement free! Zero spam ever on my blog! No ads! So you can read and watch my content with a virus looming. 👀

I started my campaign in 2020 and grateful for my patrons!!! 💖

I really appreciate that you let me focus on my art instead of being a socialite (I’ve never been one of those).

I don’t actually do good around people.

And I’ve always been very intuitive and to know things before they happen.

“But what’s really going to boggle your noodle later is would you have even broken it if I hadn’t of said anything“ 👀

And that my friends is the only answer I need to know in life.

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