It’s a love story from the dead to the dead
Rotating cyclones of he said, she said
It isn’t what I meant here’s what I mean instead
Constantly sending each other gifts of dread
You wanted to be heard, now your face is turning red
But I’m sorry, you’re sorry, it’s all we ever had
Now we’re feeling worse, we are always feeling bad
Our circles quickly dropping unless we stopped trying to add
Try to greet you all and you respond like you are mad
I’m certain all I wanted was for us feeling a tad less sad
Actions and words never meeting in the middle
And every single wound leaves us all so very brittle
Consequences come at you hard to read like a riddle
But everyone thinks they know how to love just a little
You swear it isn’t you but here it comes another missile
I know we’re all in hell it doesn’t take a degree
You’re always on the run, you barely ever take a knee
I know I’m paranoid the devil’s always after me
Blinding us with hate or lust I can’t convince you all to see
I’m just curious if any of you really do feel free
You build these walls and cages but who do they protect
You haven’t convinced me that your life is so perfect
I wonder if any of you clearly understand yet
It’s doubtful though so I’m passing on this bet
I’ll try again and maybe this time I will be more direct
Okay another verse, perhaps a message you can understand
None of this can work if we don’t give a helping hand
I live here, you live there, we all share this land
Love is not something to hoard, set it free unmanned
Love it knows the way so let it lead our command
This vaccine is about control and doing what you’re told and being good little sheeple and minding
It’s a prime example of peer pressure
I was wowed by money and fame when I was a little kid but not anymore, the game is rigged.
Ugg vapid is this world
They keep raising our rent for this 👀
To work long hours at a crappy job with no incentives or rewards
And now they want to lure you back into work with education by paying for your tuition yet there are many people with college degrees that can’t work because of the hiring freezes or jobs being outsourced to foreigners 👀
I often hear people refer to Native Americans as “Indian” but they’re not actually from India and from my understanding they don’t like being referred to as Indian because they’re Native American 👀
Be mindful and respectful of the culture please
My grandmother also told me we were Native American and I really wanna find my roots
But, NA deserve to be referred to as Native and likely their tribal name
It’s kind of scary how precise and accurate I seem to always be but they are starting to make vaccines mandatory at the VA at least for the healthcare workers and then next it’ll be the soldiers, won’t it… 👀
But I ain’t gonna get any goddamn booster shots 👀
“It’s called the American dream because you have to be asleep to believe it” George Carlin
I love (sarcasm) how all these jobs are starting to offer tuition as incentive to go back to work yet the hiring freezes have kept those with college degrees out of work for quite some time
Also, programs out there are hiring immigrants directly after college instead of citizens born here and fresh out of college
They also give immigrants incentives for majoring in certain studies like math, tech, and science 👀
Over 160,000 newly graduated American students wasn’t able to get a job but those immigrants could and did 👀
I tell no lies and have been sharing news articles on my blog frequently that you should take time to read 💪
It goes over all this better than I do
America is great for anybody who isn’t an actual American
I realize some of y’all are in some nice financial bubbles but you really need to take a look at what’s going on in America to Americans who have been living here their entire life and they are worked to death until they die without any benefits from these jobs or corporations, no health benefits, no health insurance, not even proper work breaks
No way to even save a penny or dime because many of us are forced to rent and they control the housing market prices and have inflated it
It’s hard for families to even buy a home and it’s even harder for single people to live in America
Most of us are checking out
Most of us no longer have the will or the energy to work for these businesses without any incentives or pay raises and if their incentive is to give you $500 sign on bonus and to pay for your tuition, it’s fucking bullshit because you’re just gonna turn around and deal with hiring freezes like the rest of the population who actually have a college degree already and experience and student loans we’re paying for 👀
I was five years away from retiring before they started doing all the government hiring freezes 👀
The Recession has gone on longer than The Great Depression 👀
Our veterans (me included) are treated like shit
They also come after our pensions
Lots of folks who do retire have to continue working just to pay the bills 👀
Laws are being made to benefit non Americans 👀
Globalism is ruining everything 👀
And other countries know how to skate between the tariffs
America equals generica
If you don’t understand what that means you need to start googling and educating yourself about the economy because if you were born here life probably isn’t very good for you right now but if you’re an immigrant or you have a green card or something you’re probably doing all right 👀
Stay woke
Can we start making laws to protect Americans? 👀
I mean buildings are falling down in Miami but boy they’re rich now and they know they don’t have to do anything about anything because the insurance will take care of it
They’re literally reading our private emails for suggestive selling – so they can PUSH advertising out to manipulate you to SPEND YOUR MONEY because taking your money is ALL they care about! You’re just a dollar sign!!
This is from Yahoo’s “How we use your data” policy
And analyzing our photos and private messages uggggg
They sell it to third parties
Is this why Spectrum harasses my mailbox daily to use their services? I will go offline before I ever submit. I’ve opted out of Spectrum but they still spam my mailbox.
So do the “your extended warranty is about to expire”
FYI, I turned Siri off.
I prefer my privacy over mind control.
I don’t need people telling me what to buy 24 hours a day of my life
WAKE UP FOR THE LOVE OF GOD AND TURN OFF AD TRACKING EVERYWHERE
Please give the post a like if this has helped you get some of your privacy back!
Spread the word!
I’m not missing out on life by saying no to tracking
You’re giving the bogeyman permission to track you and you don’t know how honest these trackers are!!!!
Yahoo has a bunch of advertisement settings including this “sale my personal information” that was selected to yes without my permission
I never authorized this when I first started using Yahoo but they snuck in a lot of updates that you need to go check out. This was automatically selected as “yes” until I just discovered it and turned it off.
I don’t believe companies or apps should be allowed to choose yes for you when they include an update…
Most advertising is spam and just a way to control you.
Stay woke and turn off your advert settings everywhere! They are spying on you!!!! You don’t need adverts telling you what to buy!!! Wake up!!!!
Tell your friends!!
There are a bunch of settings regarding your privacy and advertising!!
ARTICLE: Nearly 2.5 million Chinese immigrants lived in the United States in 2018—the third largest foreign-born population in the country. Chinese immigration has grown nearly seven-fold since 1980, and China became the top sending country of immigrants in the United States in 2018, replacing Mexico. Chinese immigrants tend to be highly educated and employed in management positions, as this Spotlight article explores.
— Read on www.migrationpolicy.org/article/chinese-immigrants-united-states-2018
Are there any Americans living in America or should we just rename it Asia?
I’ve worked for a few Indian owners here in the US and they worked us just like slaves, they paid us the least and worked us the most – but just not enough hours to get the work benefits like insurance and things
Globalism has ruined America
I mean the American dream is great for anyone who isn’t an actual American
Never knew people were being harassed over Twitter handles – so the handle could be sold. And, reporting false crimes to further your agenda and somebody dies and the criminal gets a slap on the hand. This isn’t even right… the law is designed to protect the criminal.
My doc just called and she told me that there is some fluid in the sac of my heart and she said it could be from the virus or something else (perhaps a blood clot) but she also said my lung looks like it’s having a hard time expanding on the left side and I told her I was having difficulty breathing and she is still waiting the results back for some tests but my heart and my lung is damaged
We haven’t discussed surgery yet but I imagine it’s a possibility if they need to remove the fluid buildup in my heart
But I have hope now because I’ve had a change in the intensity of the pain levels but I’m not in the clear yet and I’ve got this heart monitor strapped on me until July 29!
I also told my doctor that I didn’t really want to get the stress tests but that I would likely do the exercise one but I don’t know that I want to do the one where they pump you full of chemicals because I’m already in this mess because they pumped me full of chemicals and she did not fuss at me
So there’s that
🤓
I would just like to add, the only time I came in contact with the COVID-19 virus, was when I received both the Moderna vaccines
So just to sum things up, my heart and left lung were damaged receiving the Moderna vaccines
I’m so deprived and devoid of life, that even if he was a predator, I’d let him eat me! 😩
Or, maybe that’s just suicidal, welp 😩
Helps 😑
He said it’s just fantasy and they all tire of me quickly
Most take one look and run! 😫
I wish the need didn’t feel so real
I need him like air 👀
*dies on street* 😩
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It’s every job isn’t it! Low pay, no benefits, work us without proper breaks or raises!
Inflate the housing market and make it near impossible to buy a home, forcing you to waste money by renting your entire life with yearly rent increases and buildings falling down all around
Corporations are not people and they don’t care about you
They’re starting to put restrictions on unvaccinated people, no entry mandates
Told you
So let’s just not go
Over 40% of the unvaccinated US population hold so much power currently
Don’t let them fearmonger you
Your body, your choice!
If we’re doing all this simply to have electricity, well I’m ready to live without it honey
Solar
I’m vaccinated but I still could get somebody sick and I got hit with heart inflammation because they chose to not let the population know that it was causing heart damage and people have died from it and people have gotten hurt from it and they have silenced and shunned us from communicating and letting you know because they turned this vaccine into peer pressure and big brother is illuminati owned
They may not be knocking down your door like Hitler, but it’s the same thing with mandates
I’m sure there’s someone else who could do a better job of telling you what it is I’m about to tell you but I need you to listen and hear 💪
I’ve turned off ad tracking on every app I’m currently on and in the system of my iPhone itself
Apple ad tracking is found under your settings on your iPhone (mine was under privacy)Apple ad tracking is found under your settings on your iPhone (mine was under privacy)
I’m no longer on android because you cannot uninstall Facebook from the device itself and big bro has penalized me and took away my freedom of speech so I no longer support android
Mark Zuckerberg is starting to have way too much control with his little social media mind control game (both Biden and Trump say the aps are toxic)
I’m making it extremely hard for them to track me through ads and I am not giving them permission to do so
It’s getting ridiculous and clear that ads infringe on our privacy and rights and most everyone seems cool with it
Yet most of the ads that we do find on Facebook, Instagram, or even TikTok or Twitter are spam and people are coming on saying it’s spam so I’m sure it’s somebody from India who has learned how to trick the account and use us to get our money.
Most of the ads are spam and junk
I am not such a consumer where I’m having a conversation with someone on Twitter and then head to Instagram and there’s an ad pop up for what we were just talking about. I don’t need that sort of control in my life.
I can make decisions of what I want to buy on my own
They are using ads to manipulate us and legally spy on us
Well I’m making it hard for them to legally spy on me and that’s why I’m turning off all those things and I’ll just stop using the app if enforced
Instagram has sneaked in a bunch of new updates so go check out your settings – on Twitter and FB too (I’m sure any app you are using, I’ve downsized)
I had to unselect a bunch of ad stuff that they sneaked in and was already activated – I unselected the ad choice options on Instagram and they sneak in updates like this all the time
Instagram, Facebook and Twitter are so toxic and both Trump and Biden are calling Facebook toxic and Big Bro (Mark Zuckerberg Illuminati owned) is butt hurt over these accusations
Good
Let’s start boycotting these corporations who micromanage our every move and even what we’re allowed to post or say
At least turn off the ad tracking – you could start there.
They will still bombard you with the same amount of ads but they’re not gonna be able to track what you do and say even though they will still be tracking it illegally but you’ve not given them permission to do so on the apps and on your phone…
Anybody can make an ad and track you
You’re giving hackers, spammers, thefts, the boogeyman access to track you
What’s the point in having all that security in your home if you’re just gonna give them a Birdseye view from your devices?
Do you really need to be eye raped by that ad that’s probably likely spam which is why there’s a ton of people who fell for it and they’re leaving comments about how it’s spam, they never got the item, or it doesn’t work or blah blah blah
If you see an ad where comments are turned off, beware.
Ads are red flags
Why are you giving them permission to be in your phone? Have you actually read what it means, have you gone under Twitter and read what permissions you’re giving them to track you with?
When has an ad changed your life?
Turn if off
So if you need help finding anything just reach out to me and I’ll do my best to help you or to help you find the answer
I recently switched to an iPhone for the first time after being a Samsung/Android user and reason number 1 was the fact that you cannot uninstall the Facebook application from the device
Woah 👎👎
But I’m also finding that there’s been a lot of security threats all around with the safety of phones in general
This was a fairly scary article to read but wasn’t shocking that the attacks are coming from the Middle East / Asia) 🙄
There are a lot of people out there that doesn’t have the IQ or intelligence that we have or the critical thinking skills so they’re being manipulated and taken from their money and it’s not a positive experience for them and it’s young people and old people and middle-age people, they know how to use words and steal identity or money
Please turn off ad tracking everywhere, you are legally letting hackers spy on you through ad campaigns
It’s really scary if I’m honest
These ads are tracking and manipulating our children, not just us
What’s the point of even locking your doors at night when we’re letting the bogeyman spy on us through ad tracking?
But can we please stop having them spam us, turn the ads off please, for the love of God, turn the ad tracking off!!!!
*takes a deep breath*
I am an American soldier and I am trying to protect the American way of life, which is completely under threat right now
Please wake up
And turn off ad tracking everywhere
Safety first
You’re letting strangers track you through ads
Turn it off, tell your friends
I love you
Reporting the important topics to you today from ground zero: my bed
Haven’t even brushed my tooths yet – just thought you should be aware of how dangerous ad tracking really is because nobody’s telling you or talking about it
And I was trained in the army that safety is everybody’s job and it’s everybody’s place to let people know when there’s a safety issue so knock knock, safety issue, turn your ad tracking off
You don’t need it, I promise you
And go help your mom turn their ad tracking off and help your children and your friends, spread the word, let’s make it difficult for these assholes to spam us, spy on us, take our money, give us bad days
I’m starting to think the reason it was hurting so bad is because my heart was welding itself with electrical charges to heal itself
That’s why I would experience sharp prolonged flashes of pain followed by intense burning
And I still feel flashes of charges but with way less intensity
The constant pulling and tightness in my chest has also decreased, perhaps this means less swelling
I can still feel my heart is damaged and I’m still experiencing lethargy but my blood pressure dropping has decreased and my BP is starting to normalize again
I do still feel cold from time to time but nowhere like before
If I stop following you and you block me, that’s okay.
I’m not gonna block you back.
I don’t even want to remember your fake ass username or how terrible of a person you really are.
The same people who punish me for getting sick for getting vaccinated are the same kind of people who would’ve locked me on the bottom of the Titanic and watched it sink in boats that could’ve held more people.
Instead of people wishing me get wells, I get ignored, unfollowed, or blocked.
“Everybody gone mad / everybody dog food” – Michael Jackson
I have underlining health issues like a lot of Americans and this vaccine could actually hurt them like it did me or all the teens and youths’s
The CDC and Big Pharma should have placed warnings in the beginning when they knew the risks but kept them from us
End of!
For the record, my heart swelled up, heart tissue got damaged, I was in a lot of pain.
I’m just now getting to a point where I’m not feeling agonizing pain on the daily.
I’ve already had multiple tests done on my heart, and I still have two stress tests pending that I don’t even want to do.
My heart has been under enough stress, thank you.
And the guys who come and go from my life virtually are no different from the guys who came and went in my life in my real world and they always did me dirty no matter how good of a fucking girlfriend I was to them (or friend), no matter how good of a sexual partner I was to them, no matter how well of a financial partner I was to them or how I supported them it was always the opposite for me and very degrading, every relationship was very very degrading because apparently most everybody is a fucking narcissist and all they care is about is using others to get ahead, friends, family, co-workers, they spare no one!
But I’m supposed to feel bad that they’re gone 🙄
It’s my fault, when people are bad to me 🙄
I deserve to be punished 🙄
I’ve had dudes break up with me because my tits weren’t fake 🙄
I grew up in a society where they shamed mother bodies
But now you can watch women breast-feeding on Twitter in a sexualized manner 🙄
Whereas, I would’ve had eggs thrown at me if I had ever breast-fed in public 🤨
I take a clue then cut it into pieces I make a square just to see how it will fit I am a pupil and adapt to what he teaches But there’s no lessons for me ever to submit
I watch to see how space and time increases And if there’s information that I should omit I’ll spin in circles until my breathing wheezes I guess we’ll find that I’m just illiterate
This was not the direction I was wanting the poem to go at all but the truth is living with a brain injury gets very confusing and I can take conversation to the left field in no time and I often feel aloof and lost because sometimes I’ll just completely forget what we were even talking about while we are talking… 👀
I think I’m dumb
Like that Nirvana song 👀
Completely put together vs completely torn apart in a matter of seconds
Imagine standing in front of a classroom and being the instructor but then having to ask the class what we were talking about 👀
Now put it in a smaller setting and add anxiety and people 👀
Or, talking to your crush and acting a proper idiot, I’ve done them all 👀
No officer, not high, just stupid 👀
It’s embarrassing being so dumb 👀
And the doctors don’t seem to understand that being a writer who can’t spell is a problem for me 👀
And it’s not that I can’t spell, it’s that I can’t even form words or remember names, it’s all these things 👀
I tell them I’m losing my mind but you know, I don’t think people can hear me at all 👀
Most people make me cry when I act stupid but not him 👀
The way he deals with my stupidness and my insecurities makes me want to do the naughties instead of cry 👀
I like him a lot 👀
Just waiting for him to dump me in the trash the way everybody else does when they’re disappointed with me or annoyed by my inexperience 👀
But sometimes I’m running away because I think he deserves something better than already dying and half dead 👀
Unless you’re into necrophilia, it’s kind of the closest and most legal thing 👀
I have a walking cane and I wear pigtails 👀
Where’s the AA meeting for, “hi, my name is Delia and I identify as young”?
Jim Morrison identified as a lizard, I identify as a kid. 👀
I’m not allowed to act like a kid but I could split my tongue, tattoo my entire body into lizard skin, tattoo my eyeballs, and hiss at people 👀
I’m definitely in the wrong timeline, the doctors don’t understand my level of paranoia 👀
I have guys trying to kidnap me in broad daylight just for being petite and cute 👀
I guess I’ve been asking for it since the day I was born 👀
Can’t even be myself 👀
Okay, it’s 3 am and my favorite time and need the moonshine
Not the alcohol, the Moon!!!!!!
I don’t fucking drink
I’m part of the 1% of the population that is not an alcoholic 👀
These things rotate inside at super sonic speeds but it was entirely less traumatic than getting an MRI which made me 1000% claustrophobic when I got one. And the CT scan only took a few minutes.
Now I got a heart monitor glued to me capturing every heartbeat for the next 14 days and this patch cannot be removed by anyone according to this security statement – except my physician. I reckon that there’s some asshole out there that’s probably demanded people to do this which is why it has a warning.
It’ll turn orange and start glowing and beeping if it stops working. So not hearing anything is good.
They say though the patch can get irritating.
And obviously I can’t get it wet. Gotta be careful with the shower or bath.
Dying is so much fun. 👀
It’s also degrading and humiliating but my actual death isn’t something I’ll be able to worry over
Even though we all shit ourselves when we finally kick the bucket 👀
I’m not looking forward to all the disgusting shit that happens after I’m dead and I’m glad I won’t be alive for the humiliation
And I have demanded no funeral or showing so there won’t be any humiliation of only seven people attending and it being only enemies 👀
Poor Edgar Allan Poe tossed in an unmarked box
That actually sounds pretty wonderful and I’ll have an unmarked box myself please 👀
I don’t have a box at all 👀
And since no one is going to visit me in the eternal afterlife, we don’t really need a marked grave. Just drop me in the earth.
Slowly deleting every app from my phone The ad personalization has been dezoned Buried in the earth somewhere my bone The only destination left is alone
I’m on some sort of awakening journey or path but I also feel increasingly detached from society and more or less on a different or alternate timeline
Maybe knowing all them things before they happened came at a cost
What if I’m in the wrong timeline? 👀
What if other versions of me do exist and I tap into this knowledge
Like that’s how I’m able to know things before they happen 👀
What if I’m stuck in the wrong timeline
I’m not the only one experiencing weird things happening
Many have brought up the Mandela effect, others have said CERN opened up a portal (lol lol I know) but bizarre things have been happening
I mean, before they denied the existence of planet nine and it was my generation who said it existed and now the scientists are saying it’s possibly a black hole
Oh, and the Unicorn black hole – which has mysteriously popped up only 1.5 light-years away
The fucking unicorn 👀
And don’t get me started on the evils of CERN
Been doing loads of juice, nuts, and bread
Went on the Jesus diet 👀
I love the Publix bakery 👀
Anyhoo sea salt on everything 👀
People are always telling me not to eat bread and salt so it’s all I eat now 👀
I’ve gone Biblical 👀
I need a robe 👀
And a dungeon to hide in so I don’t get crucified for knowing too much 👀
And so I can randomly howl at the moon 👀
Actually, I can’t howl very well currently (wounded)
But my bitch radar is overheating
I gotta chill
I mean, I have been hurting and I gotta leave my house every five seconds to attend a medical appointment
Me no likey
Basically half dead and clinging to life
Bet some oxygen would’ve helped heal my heart but where’s the money to be made in that 👀
They actually want to stress my heart out and put it in more stress than it’s already under by giving it a stress test – Not once but twice and on different days
They wanna pump me full of chemicals to piss off my heart more than it already is
They want to give me a heart attack
👀
Can you feel yourself falling when you sleep? Gravity
Sagittarius A* 👀
Our mind is programmed to see only certain realities – If we see things in constant motion as they are because everything is energy and it’s always moving – it would really freak us out
But some of us are tuned to different frequencies and vibrations
Which is also why music and things are important because everything costs energy
And some people get hung up on jobs or family relationships when they should let them go because it costs you too much of your energy
It took me a long time to learn that lesson
And basically nothing is what it seems and fame is used as a distraction to keep you from the truth
That you are a slave, Neo 👀
(And they mock our existence with religion and porn)
Shame that many just don’t have the courage to wake up
Feeling increasingly paranoid and withdrawn and it’s only 5:43 AM. How’s your day going?
If you’re walking on egg shells, it’s molten around here 👀
In 2019 some Australians decided to go with a tour company hike up a volcano and the tour guide was like “yeah it’s a level two currently” and these people didn’t know anything about volcanoes but the tour guide was like “it’s currently a level 2, level 3 is exploding” and then the Volcano exploded and the rescue helicopter company right next to the tour guide didn’t come pick up any of the hikers on the volcano that was exploding, it was some random helicopter that decided to play rescue and hero and a lot of people died on that volcano 🌋 in 2019, a lot of people died…
It’s basically the Titanic everywhere, and buildings are falling down 3 1/2 hours from me 👀
The tour company took them hiking on a level 2 volcano and the rescue company didn’t come rescue them when the volcano went off 👀
People got burned
People died
The rescue company left them on an erupting volcano
And the mayors and the governors who pretend they give a fuck about us, they’re just playing an acting role
The White Island Volcano eruption – that’s you (the volcano) and me consistently climbing up while you’re erupting
A level 3 volcano and me hop scotching along with the tour guide
👀
But if a tour guide took me on a level two volcano that turned into a level three, he’d probably get kicked into the fucking volcano 👀
I ain’t out there doing tours during an apocalypse tho
I’m not suicidal enough to go hiking up an active volcano tho
But I am homicidal enough to get into fights with the gas station clerk
What’s weird is when you’re actually trying to be reachable but you’re not.
And also, when you feel your life could be shut at any moment and there’d be nothing left to say.
So you actually have lots of things that you need to say but you’re not getting through
And part of the reason could be your own fault because you block people
Or, the fact that everything we’re saying is being tracked right now and stored on a private server – and they control what we’re going to do through advertising – they also control the flow of information – that we’re basically slaves to them and consumerism but most people don’t care because they are narcissist and they don’t believe in anything therefore I guess they get off on being a monster!?!?
Do you remember what communicating was like back in the 90s? I mean, when you had to page people or ride your bike to a payphone?
There would be mass panic if communication systems were destroyed but do y’all know that stuff is happening out there – pipe lines and hacks and oh my fucking God I’m getting ready to take my communication back to that sort of level anyway because I’m reaching new levels of paranoia with the shadowbans and toxicity of social media in general and blocking hayfever
Blocking hayfever is that like a thing that I just coined or if I Google it does it already exist because I hate coming up with ideas that have already been thought of already, it’s been a huge disappointment throughout my entire life. I can remember coming up with ideas when I was like 10 and someone already had come up with that idea and Google didn’t even exist
I would say people today have it easier but they’re being controlled and in 200 years will cursing even exist?
Because I don’t want to live in a future where freedom of speech is under threat but yet freedom of speech is under threat as I speak
The New World order are closing in and they have us surrounded.
Oh fuck man
I’ve always been afraid of heights but I think I’m equally afraid of pits. Still, go further in.
Dig
Go under
If you want to know what’s inside a black hole, just die, because it’s the same thing.
Light enters our eye and never leaves. When you die, the color in your eye also goes. No more information can get through.
But they do say the brain has activity for several minutes after you die and we don’t really know how long that really is and we don’t really know much about consciousness do we? But we do know energy can’t be destroyed so your energy goes somewhere.
I’m circling way too close to the event horizon of my own death.
They say there’s seven levels of consciousness (this thang) 👇
I mean, I’m pretty certain I’ve met them all
Miracle to still be alive 🤔
But currently in lots of pain – was trying to clean up – Nearly put my heart into something I couldn’t get it out of and I’m not dying at the ER I won’t be calling 911
Would rather die by the ocean or outside or the forest – or home
No hospitals
No embalming
No organ donation
No funeral
No cremation
Just a box please. The cheapest one y’all can scurry. It doesn’t need a case.
I can be buried on my own land so I’m trying to stay alive for that OK and it’s cheaper to buy land and quicker to get a piece of land than it is to try to get onto the housing market and whatever
I’d rather just live in my jeep you know – nomad
I’ll just buy a camper and travel around Florida live at different campgrounds move around
I am fucking done with being a renter
😑
Or I’ll join the homeless crew in California you know they have an entire section called Skid Row
I wouldn’t last five minutes on the streets but whatever
Being a girl basically has been men trying to fuck me since I was born
And have been..
We’re nothing more than fucking sex objects
And I don’t really give a fuck about stuff
I mean I do because I’m a baby hoarder but
My ride is the thing I appreciate the most
I guess second up would be my intellectual property
What, what. No reverse that lol
But is intellectual property comparative to like a fucking vehicle? 🧐
I mean a jaguar probably does have more value than my life 😑
I mean the CDC already valued what our worth was when they decided for us that whoever got hurt with heart inflammation was worth the risk because they certainly didn’t let 60% of the population know that beforehand and many have died or been wounded like me and like my life is teetering on the line as we fucking speak and I may not recover but I wasn’t given all the facts about these vaccines and the CDC withheld information to us and they said they knew it was going to cause a certain amount of heart inflammation but that they thought it would happen in a lower number than what it did so they made the decision for us what our lives where worth
We all have the same value to them
How many billionaires and millionaires have been vaccinated? 🤔
Whatever
I need foodz
GTG
But also my TikTok’s are starting to get some views so I can breathe again
I mean yesterday I had one up for like three hours and it didn’t get one view so that bitch got destroyed
I also got in trouble for sharing the TikTok on my Instagram wall – it didn’t like me using Nirvana but that track was pulled from TikTok like all the other songs I use IN the app.
But I’m scared to share another one on my Instagram wall
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Whatever
You still blocked and everything’s my fault
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I don’t know how I’ve known tragic events to happen before they do but I do…
Predictions
A prophet
There are a lot of people out there that know because they were there and I said things and then they happened
Being who I truly am around others has never been easy for me and conforming in school or being forced to be a certain way is not something that’s be an easy path for me
Dying is fucking hard, I’ve been trying to get my affairs in order 👀
I always knew I was gonna die from heart troubles 👀
Told my kid that it’s not actually junk, it’s just all out and about 👀
My intellectual property is chaos 👀
That bill may be poetry scribbled 👀
I do it on toilet paper too 👀
Paper napkins 👀
Nothing is junk 👀
Although I could do with less clothes 👀
But I don’t actually know how to part with anything 👀
My kid said it’s because we’re poor and will never get it again 👀
Psychological and I do place attachments on things 👀
It’s not a t-shirt with a hole, it’s a memory 👀
And instead of fixing our hoarding issues, I told them that while it may feel overwhelming, they’d want the stuff. Put it in storage when I die until you can go through it. 👀
Don’t let anybody in the fam take advantage of your mental state after I die and take the stuff 👀
So I’ve contributed to their hoarding problem as well 👀
Albeit, I’m not actually hoarding trash but I haven’t been left alone with my own property, I’d probably have a tunnel dug to hell 👀
Trespassers shot on sight 👀
I am the dog 👀
Might catch me howling under the Moon 👀
Stood up too fast tonight and started slipping into death 👀
I don’t know what lessons I’m supposed to be learning. If the lesson is love by not getting any love, then I accept my fate and am ready to die on the street.
If I’m still here because someone else hasn’t learned the lesson, can we hurry up?
I know things before they happen but yet still manage to make the wrong choices?
Because they were already decided before I took this form 👀
I’m here to teach you a lesson but who hath eyes to see?
Don’t fucking embalm me when I die, don’t fucking cremate me, don’t fucking embalm me
I don’t think the bugs will eat my hair
I want my bones to take 10,000 years to decay
Don’t let them embalm me!
I don’t want to be preserved!
I want to recycle into the Earth.
It’s pretty fucking simple and Florida allows you to be buried on your own land
I can have my own little family cemetery, it’ll be a cemetery of fucking one just like my life but whatever all I need to do is buy my plot of land
I don’t even need to have cemetery space
I’m gonna have my own goddamn land bitches were my body can be buried because Florida allows you to bury yourself on your land
I can crawl into my own fucking ditch and die
Plant an apple tree by the cemetery
It’s cheaper to buy land for me to live on than cemetery space to be buried
You can start using my domain to contact me again – at www.PoeEternal.com
WP is honoring the coupon and refunding what I was overcharged!
I can start posting pictures and videos again!
Thanks to my patrons, I was able to do all this, their support is priceless!
I literally live paycheck to paycheck but I’m not ashamed to say that I pay all my own bills.
It’s terrible that the cost of living has become so expensive that everybody needs to work 2 to 3 jobs until they fucking die just to pay rent and electric.
So I appreciate your support more than I’m able to express.
I’m aware the content has been lacking on all my platforms but the sad truth is, I was warned too late about the negative side effects these vaccines cause. That didn’t stop me from asking everybody “are you sure you want me to go through with the second dose because the first one caused my blood pressure to drop” and everybody, all the medical staff said “yes” and even the guy getting ready to poke me didn’t want to poke me, we both just had the deer in the headlight looks and I fucking went through with it like the good little sheeple that I am and now I’m fucking half dead and learning that only 50% of young adult or teens recover from this- if they get hit with it – and even though I identify as young and or a teen, I don’t actually fall in that category 👀
I fall in the category of “miracle to even still be alive“ 👀
I’m not sugarcoating it and my ticker is in physical pain every day
And activity 10000% makes it worse
Any activity 👀
I ain’t no Golddigger but I am digging my own grave over the choices I allow others to make for me 👀
Peer pressure 👀
Or my future self had been warning me not to get this fucking vaccine because it knew that this was going to happen – so I didn’t listen to myself again – again I didn’t listen to the Oracle in me. I’m not like everybody else. I know things before they fucking happen or maybe this was supposed to happen to me so that I could warn all of you so that the CDC could put a warning out? 🤔
I mean everybody was trying to silence me when I was telling y’all about this shit and I was warning you about it before they even gave it a name and put it out in the press
And now people are just simply calling me a liar 👀
These narcissist have no problems gaslighting your reality though
I’m fucking dying and I’m not crying wolf 👀
I’m the reason the CDC put out a fucking warning 👀
I’m just a casualty of a big pharmacy war
The good news is, people are finally awakening
I’m suffering my own crucifixion in society
You know how Edgar Allan Poe talked about sanity being a nightmare?
Yeah…
Nearly died from my mysterious death tho, didn’t I? 👀
There’s no way you would’ve figured out that this vaccine killed me if nobody would’ve told you
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I’m also an Army trained medic
I do have experience in the medical world
I know what the fuck I’m talking about generally
I have years and years and years of experience working as an EMT (an emergency medical technician).
What I was allowed to do on soldiers was far more extensive than what I was allowed to do on civilians.
I was basically a nurse and I even have certificates of teaching others Combat Lifesaver cuz that’s how you keep your certifications to be medical
Just because you didn’t get to see me working in those fields doesn’t mean that I didn’t work in those fields 👀
I know how to triage for fuck sake
My skill sets are not like yours and when I was serving we weren’t allowed to be on our cell phones, we weren’t allowed to take pictures, we weren’t allowed to check in, we weren’t allowed to tell y’all what we were fucking doing 👀
I can’t even remember if cell phones existed when I was in basic training 👀
I’m ancient 👀
I found out how many lives I’m finally on though and I’m on life number seven
So if I do die between now and never, my energy will go to another dimension or galaxy
“You are not of this world”
True. And I really do know events happen before they happen so I need to stop doubting myself
Just because I’m paranoid, doesn’t mean I’m not being followed and just because something is a conspiracy theory, doesn’t mean it’s not true…
I thought the season had come and gone? Fleeing reason with curtains drawn? How lost was Eden, without her dawn? Left hand held treason, right hand moved on?
Me. Next to a swamp. No filter. Freckles and worry lines uggggg…. But pigtails caught the eye of a dad and son trio, when he randomly asked if I “got the shot” I thought he was asking me about the vaccine lol – but he meant the photos! Lol I iz ditzy but the son kept answering for the dad, I must have been a ditzy hit. 😏
I am tore up about that building collapsing in Miami. Another Boeing basically. The Baby Boomers set us all up for failure. They cut every corner they could and painted over every red flag!
How many more people are gonna die in the hundreds?
That building suffered extensive structural damage so they decided to put heavy equipment and work on the roof. Sounds like another CEO who would rather pay a lawsuit or two than fix a building.
Just like it was easier for NASA to “retire” the Space Shuttle whom NASA murdered 16 astronauts with – instead of building safe rockets that land.
You’re telling me we’ve been giving them our tax money since 1954 and all they’ve come up with is a goddamn satellite that they’ve put up into space to keep you distracted from the fact that you’re a fucking slave, Neo!?!
I don’t want my tax money going to NASA. I never voted for that. I wasn’t even alive.
When do new generations get some say on how life is going to be?
Because as far as I can tell, the people who are in charge, keep fucking everything up. And on purpose.
They don’t fear punishment.
We fucking do tho don’t we.
Jail is the least scary place for me these days.
I’d get a bed, clean shower and three meals a day.
I want the 1% to know fear
Operation Stand Down – OSD – begins with you and me
Yup I’ve got a name for it now 👀
Where my squad? 👀
How the fuck do we talk more n a secure line? 👀
They use advertising to legally track us
And to control us as well
It’s bullshite and I don’t know how it manages to ignore the fucking constitution
These loopholes need concrete 👀
And I wish the press would stop gaslighting us about there being hope for people buried underneath the 12 stories that fell on top of them
They’re dead
Whatever oxygen they may have had, is definitely fucking gone now
They don’t even hear banging anymore so they fucking failed the clean up
Nobody is really good at their jobs anymore if you fucking pay attention to 90% of the population they don’t give a fuck about their job at all not one fucking ounce of empathy not the fucking people working in the hospitals not the people working at the fire stations they’re fucking dead inside – fucking dead 👀
More dead than those buried under 12 stories of rubble
But we can hope 👀
I don’t see anything negative against age play on WordPress – just says to place a NSFW adult content warning in the title
I struggled with posting this TikTok even though I worked hard on it because it wasn’t perfect but I need to get use to making mistakes in front of people or I’m never gonna be able to read my poetry live and I have a brain injury and anxiety and all kinds of other fucking things that I’m pushing through 😑
