PoeEternal

Stay (rant & rhyme)

June 1st, 2023

“Made in China” and should stay there
Like your feelings, I just don’t care

Kayaking all by your lonesome?
Not cuz you’re wholesome?

Those who play by the rules are the mark
I’ve got out my chalk
Refuse to talk
Right hand my glock
Born out of wedlock
Married to my walk

He thinks she should be paroled
Once she is dead

I’ve spent all my life
In captivity

Love will never blossom here again
Tie the knots
And tie the endless twigs
But love –
It won’t blossom here

Sleep in a cloud of prayer
Like running into a server farm
Have no idea if I have come to harm?
Like sleeping on a prayer
With halo in my hair
I’m so dumb I will sound the alarm

So I’m just baggage
Armed with a camera
Can do some damage
It’s an advantage

Centenarian
Want to live to then

He said it’s safer
In the lion’s den
Like hate is my neighbor
But he ain’t friend

Father,
There’s almost nothing left
My sister is dead
I’m bereft
Sick in the head
Near out of breath
Got money in the bulkhead

Compartments upon compartments
Secret dirty pockets

He’s a no outlet
I’m driving full speed
Like he’s a preacher for me to confess
But he’s a no outlet

Am I walking to the gate of resentment
Where there’s no contentment
I am so relentless
It’s a consensus

Copyright © 2023 PoeEternal.

Below: rant and rhyme

Shriveling into nothingness

Weighed in at 108 pounds today despite eating $100 dollars worth of Cracker Barrel over the last 3 days.

My new small clothing is already too big, and the extra small are loose. Extra extra small exists but I’m probably too fat for it.

108 pounds because “my labs are fine” despite cancer eating me alive

Medical malpractice is common

I don’t want anywhere near a hospital when dying

And like Bob, I would call 9/11 and hang up.

I recently did that, after giving my 201? (location) and she had the audacity to ask me the location.

I responded, “I just fucking told you” and click.

Call disconnected

I did not answer the return

And spoke with the cop when he arrived who informed me that “all of Daytona is bad. Move.”

My lease is up in April

I really don’t want to renew

I also don’t know where to move?

I need land (1-5 acres and a down payment of like a lot)

Can you start dropping coordinates

Of potential places

Where there aren’t many faces

I’m stuck in stasis

Skipping over bases

We’re tied just like laces

Let the sign read faceless

Erasing traces

Following the void

God is gracious

But my neighbors are so racist

I ain’t complacent

Need new spaces

(Help pretty please)

I hope TikTok gets banned

I made my account private and uninstalled the communistic spy app cuz I’m in trouble again for sharing LGBT fashion and stating I was boycotting it

My hate extends all the way to “Made in China”

Stamp it

Engrave it

I fucking hate it

The Great Wall of deceit

WordPress too

The phone is dead come September

Don’t want a new

Not dropping $500+ every two years to be punished on social media

Literally ready to just disappear

By Uncle Sam

My parents are still alive but I don’t know their phone or address

Like a kid, I feel helpless

Acting out of will

Guess I’m growing feckless

Avoiding road of reckless

And feeling so desperate

Just need a quiet place to rest

Maybe God’s chest?

I love him the best

God 1st

Fuck AI

Stop training the AI

I will fuck him up

The Chinese will use AI to commit crime as they are attempting to avoid karma

I do not comply

With any change happening

You fucking asshole

You voted for Biden eh

And have the audacity to say “I can’t trust you”

Oh do-do

I can’t be in the same room as a man

Hardly any women

99.9% of the population denounced God

Stop gaslighting you soulless pricks

“I’m not having children”

Yeah cuz you are bad witch

Nihilist

You all went grey in your 30s

Cuz you removed yer sex organs

For plastic

To look like you’re about to have a baby

But you can’t

And are not

And I’m still bleeding

My life was stolen from me

God feels pain

The dog is driving me insane

I know who is to blame

There’s only one name on my blacklist

*insert shit that could hurt me in the future*

So which path do I take?

Revenge or forgiveness?

It ain’t none of your business

Sincerely as your witness

Kisses sealed with suspicious

Pepper sprayed cuz I’m vicious

What if all these freckles on my body are shadow burns from other stars we can’t actually see cuz our own Sun

Like how the shadow of people were burned into the wall when they were nuked

Like an xray

A mirror reflecting the cosmos

If we could really leave earth, we would

Man killed the dinosaurs

6th mass extinction

You’re gonna burn in hell

For all eternity

Reincarnation is another word for cloning

*sigh* I spend so much time fixing the algorithm

And don’t get paid for it

I no longer answer surveys or give my opinions

Unless you gonna $$$$ me

I’m not racist, I just don’t like you

Be someone worth liking

You’re a walking HollyWood soundbar

Propaganda is all you spew

Cox and his cocks, I mean clocks

Science is nihilism

I wish the dog was dead

I want my life back

Sorry not sorry

People changed him

I’m a passive nihilist in recovery

God save me

But the darkened ones in Generica

The majority

I don’t want to save

Would step back from my own family in flames

Have done and did

Regrets? Oh yeee

Going dark for 6 months or so

There are demons running this world

Satan’s domain

I’ve overstayed my welcome

Losing faith but seldom

Sharpening it like weapon

Cuz devil is depression

As above so below

You ever worry about just being ones and zeros

Like Pinocchio hoping for a soul

Like jumping in a hole

I ran out of stories of cave dying

And have moved onto “crocodile’s eating humans”

I’ve done some seriously dangerous shit as a teen

Nothing like jumping off a ship into shark infested waters at night

This one guy wanted to visit the nudest colony in Death Valley

By miracle he was rescued

But opted a second time to go again

HE DIED

There is a pattern with the seconds

Like how I got the second shot

I’m at risk for Adult Sudden Death syndrome

My immune system was compromised

I’m alive by sheer will and the grace of God

If I knew I only had X amount of time remaining

I’d probably exact my revenge

It’s extremely hard walking a path of holy

In the devil’s land

What dimension are we in again?

It’s a proven fact that Gen Y and Z are dumber than previous generations

I can’t relate to anyone but Gen X and him and him

Him and Him – new book name

I identify as a GIRL

Men cannot have babies

Everybody is a fucking pedo

Fuck LGBT

Fuck TikTok

Fuck “Made in China”

The cops: indecent exposure

Me: the clothes make me burn

Cotton or au gratin?

Apparently most cheese isn’t cheese

Why does God spare some and not others?

Potential?

Not an NPG?

Anything that can happen does and will

Possibility?

Both wave and particle

Timeline jumping

I was going at least 80 miles an hour when I moved into the middle-lane at the exact moment thousands of hands of lightning struck my Jeep, all 4 windows down, arm out

“Fuck” I cried as I whipped my arm in and looked through my rearview and side mirrors taking my foot off the pedal

The sound deafening

Lightning touched my arm

The whole Jeep was surrounded by arms of lightning

God is behind every miracle

Deny him three times no never

My love you can never sever

God gave me the cosmos

Man gave me counseling

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Blocking wars

May 29th, 2023

Just commented, “your laugh is annoying” and hit the block

I got zero fucks

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Blocking frenzy

May 27th, 2023

Starting to block people who look like they are in love with a prostitute

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Misheard lyrics (maybe)

May 26th, 2023

Somebody told me

That you had a girlfriend

That looked like an elephant

I think I’m smaller than 111 now cuz my extra small have become loose

I’m growing thinner

Maybe a bit meaner

A misdemeanor

I’m sick of being single

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Burn the Boats

May 25th, 2023

If you want to take the island
Burn the boats
I’m near the horizon
And taking notes

Copyright © 2023 PoeEternal. All rights reserved.

Inspired by this speech

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Dear Boomers

May 24th, 2023

Do you know where your children are?

The commercial aired to our Boomer parents cuz they should all ~~be crucified~~ burn in hell

By the way, Mother & Father, do you know where I am?

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Triangulation amongst nations

May 24th, 2023

God 1st

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Dear Noah and all

May 22nd, 2023

Bye

I’m done communicating with other bloggers

I tried

I enjoy stuff y’all write

But anytime I open my mouth and leave a comment

Everyone else will get a “really appreciate your comment” and mine DO NOT

Sometimes additional comments aren’t allowed

For instance

I responded “mirrors cause a negative self image”

I found this extremely fascinating to learn

They did not

I’m done trying to be social

No one understands me

But the two monsters who do but only leave me breadcrumbs

I’m literally trembling writing this

I wasn’t being rude

I enjoyed his poem

But noooooo

I’m not allowed to respond with the way it moves me or gets me thinking about the topic

My problem is I “add to”

THAT but also…

I’m done socializing on other peoples blog

It only makes me cry

The additional comment he wouldn’t allow through and deleted

I explained how they hold negative energies and should not be placed near a bed

(I’m kinda a good witch and into energies – Tesla and Einstein was into manipulating energy too, hear hear)

Tesla said once you master it…

Who said, “know thyself”

Plato? The one with an A?

Anyhoo

I guess my comments weren’t appreciated or even wanted

Should have just commented, “yeah man mirrors suck”

But it probably wouldn’t get a like either

Or even go through

And because I’m a child

I unliked every post and unfollowed

Was not able to block or delete my ONE comment

I will never comment again

Or read your beautiful lines

Many do not know I am extremely autistic and sensitive

I’m basically an oracle

Wanna talk mirrors? No? Fuck you

P.S. I hate losing followers because I’m not allowed to express myself to others on their beautiful writings because they don’t fully understand my meaning and then I respond like a 2 year old and ghost them

I hate my parents

It’s all their fault

I’m crying so hard because I can’t just “fit in”

Maybe there is a slight chance the algorithm blocked my comment

But that isn’t what my heart is telling me

It’s kinda embarrassing?

I really liked his poem

It’s why I commented about things I recently learned about mirrors

I put sheets over mine when I learned (not something I commented) and then moved them out of my room lol

I’ve been dealing with “mirrors” in different ways but apparently not allowed to be a knowledgeable weirdo

I wanna be able to hold onto what bloggers I have

So I won’t be able to communicate with you on your own writings because it will offend you?

The fact that mirrors hold negative energy

Guess he don’t wanna know or have my knowledge on his page

My free speech once again limited

I wasn’t cussing

Or being rude

Or disagreegable?

I miss real artist

The ones who show you something they did and ask “what do you see”

They were always amazed by what I would find

And when I asked them the meaning?

They’d say, “there is no right or wrong answer. And while this is what it meant to me, your view is my favorite”

The 90s don’t exist anymore tho

I’m I’m still stuck in it

Mad and sad at myself for trying to be normal when I’m not

Mad at myself for caring

Mad at myself for trying

Mad at myself for giving a fuck

Crying cuz gonna lose another reader because I’m a child

Fuck you all

I wasn’t doing anything wrong and the fact that Noah – you are making me cry.

So it’s bye

I deserve better quite frankly

It would hurt anyone’s feelings to read the author commenting “appreciate your comment” to everyone but your own?

Insulting

Bye!

I’ll be dead soon and unable to leave comments and some of y’all are going to deeply regret how you treated me when I came to your yard – without animosity

Thank you for not appreciating my comment

Because this has happened more than once with other bloggers

Unfair treatment

I don’t want to comment on your blogs

I guess I should just close my blog altogether and just quit and let the 3 year plan expire

I’m done with everything!

Sick of crying because of you!!!!

I told someone who commented “God isn’t real” to stop gaslighting and I got penalized for it on TikTok for him responding “fuck you”

Easy to spot a nihilist now

“God isn’t real” is shit they say…

Or, “I believe in black holes”

Science is nihilism

NASA is cartoon CGI artist interpretation

We had computer’s 6000 years ago

Maybe not mini size but they realized they could reset

6th mass extinction / reset

The Matrix was a documentary

Love is the great anomaly

God is real

The earth is alive

Prayer works

Gotta put in the work

Anyhoo

I’m not allowed free speech or my own view of your writings and your art

You will comment to every other blogger but me “really appreciate your comment”

And bro, it was my first time even trying to comment

I’m not gonna start crying again

But probably will

You don’t deserve me and feel free to delete my original comment and I’ll disappear forever as if I was never here

Ghosted my father age 10 in front of him

“You can make me sit down but I’m not eating or looking at him or talking”

And skipped a Happy Meal at age 10 – to teach my father a lesson I still don’t understand

And now I’m crying harder

I haven’t seen my father since I was 10

I gotta go

Y’all are a terrible insensitive species and I gotta protect my energy

Fuck everything

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Over 4500 followers on the TikTok

May 21st, 2023

The TikTok

I’m just some gal from the deep south

Oh wait

Deep South should be capitalized but not earth

Why is earth not a noun

Whatev

The follows are still coming in today

Also reached over 37.5k “likes”

I don’t use fancy setups or lighting or filters

But will probably start posting rebounding and skate content for summer!

Along with complaining

It’s what I do best

But folks are trying to take me down in tricky ways

And I’m still recovering from CUD

And this cancer

2 days zero weed or vape or edibles

Not caving

Gotta clean the lungs

No more smoking

No more drinking

No more disassociating

Tough days

Not even allowed sugar or bread but haven’t fixed my diet completely

Cuz I need to hire a maid to deep clean my kitchen

I don’t know what’s holding me back from doing it

Maybe because I’m dying and have so little energy

But hopefully can show off my cute outfits from Dolls Kill soon

Embarrassing the mess currently

Took an assbeating on TikTok because of it but some have commented I’m adorable

The drafts will probably get deleted

I will post more cute booty content when I recover mentally from all the weight I lost

Itty bitty again

I want to be God’s favorite

But squirrel is so cute

And red bird

Woody has been quiet

So glad I captured him pecking when I did

I’m kinda homebound because every time I go out a cop gets involved

I think the last one wanted to prepose? To me

Proposal propose

The fucking algo makes it harderwith a brain injury but I hit space

Fuck you

Stumbling with speech more cuz brain rewiring itself with zombie weed

Know what I want to say, can’t get it out

A band is getting ready to play from a big race thing

I can hear it miles away

NIN was supposed to come

Now it’s Tool and Pantera and some others coming

Heard on the radio

I was like “too bad I ain’t supporting shit anymore”

Maynard’s a fucking dick

The cop told me to move

It’s unsafe to venture out

And I’m pro 2a and won’t think twice to shoot your shadow

Ohh poem thingy please

Also, if I reach 10k in this lifetime, I’m one goal away from turning on video gifts

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Turnpike (poetry)

May 21st, 2023

Pop up artist in Oklahoma
Has no damn diploma
Divorced him in a coma
But darling she’s a cold one

Unreal omens
Roaming like the Romans
My blood is spoken
One spell never broken
Couldn’t love them both then?

We’re nearly dressed alike
Turn down the turnpike
Let’s go for a hike
Heard from hope tonight

Maybe it was harder than I thought it would be
Humility

He likes my tiny –
My tiny tiny heart
Nicknamed sunshiny
His counterpart

The big girls keep yelling that I’m small / I fear he can’t see me at all

Like a volcano about to erupt
I’m running amuck
Let me be abrupt
This government is corrupt!

Everything he writes
Is about him me you us
Combined in a trust
Locked without fuss

To put her mind at ease, he lied
With spear in side
Not Judascide
Cat caught the mouse
Lie tied to mouth
Not big the trap

Are you burning down cities?
Running from the guilty?
Like a modern viking gypsy?
Do you fancy life more risky?
Got a shot a whiskey?

AWOL / never ordered you to leave

I’m 1600 miles away from hope
No room for boat
Get your telescope
Walking a tightrope

Has karma grabbed your foot?
Think you’re off the hook?
Think steps I mistook?
Ban me like a crook?

I’m a fucking primate
Gotta lot on my plate

You make life misery
You take all liberty

I clean but make a bigger mess / to God I confess

It’s like he’s observing a galaxy from 4 billion years ago –
The girl he used to know
Does he see how much I’ve grown?

Adventure is more reliable than happiness
Said once a therapist?

You’re a deceitful mess
I learned from the best

Dear Necromancer,
Nothing is not the answer
Let God be the anchor
And Earth, don’t forget to thank her

The nervous thumb twitch
Like broke then too rich
Got called a dumb bitch
Might wind up in a ditch

Your new life will cost you your old one
Just waiting for the dog to be done

There’s something super familiar about all these incidents
Just can’t place my feather on it

He works in 12 hour shifts
Might hear from him
In a dozen years

Could you mumble in monotone some more / you’re a zombie chewing on my bored

I wonder where you are on my follower list
Someone I’ll surely miss?
Connection with a twist?
Or maybe you don’t exist?

Got knocked down
Lost my place
Scattered humility
Eclipsed across my face
Nearly lost my soul
Now taking second place

He doesn’t understand
I don’t have love for him
I don’t have love for much
I don’t have love for them

He comes on like rain
Smell of petrichor
Bet I love it more

I know you think I’m boring
Map me like you’re exploring
Tell you stories that got you snoring
I know who you’re ignoring

He’s so bizarre
Drive fast in my car
Foot on the throttle
He thinks I’m odd

We are distributed across billions of light years of space
That’s the love it takes
That’s why our heart aches
Unlimited weight
We’re at infinities gate
Heaven will not wait

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Got my asshole tore up on TikTok today. A few violations.

FYI: you ain’t that good at thinking (poem coming soon) (maybe)

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Getting trolled on TikTok

May 21st, 2023

Cuz I called someone with an addiction weak

Doesn’t mean I don’t like you

I mean, I’m day 2 off no weed

Fighting my own demons

Happy to give them all to you

Currently not blocking

And enjoying the onslaughts

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By the way

May 21st, 2023

I had to turn post views on – when TikTok decided to not let me see the view count

Fucking criminals

I don’t care about traffic of names

I like seeing the number without clicking on the video

But, they took that away

I didn’t know how many views it got at all

Zero? 1? A million?

Is it going viral?

Who fucking knows?

Gotta turn “post views on”

Fuck you

“Made in China”

My hate too

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Accidentally

May 21st, 2023

If you accidentally follow me

I will accidentally block you

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99%

May 21st, 2023

I swear 99% of black folks on tiktok always make it about $$$

I ain’t paying you a dime

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Scrolling through the tiktok

May 21st, 2023

This motherfucker stated he was “bi-sexual”

BLOCKED

Get outta my feed

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Passion of the Christ

May 21st, 2023

Y’all remember Jim Caviezel?

He wants to know where the pope is?

He wants to know if you would lose your head for Christ?

He states, we have to go after the octopus head – not just the tentacles

He also played a role in “the stoning of” (sara?)

Basically a husband was cheating and got his wife murdered by burying her alive – up to her neck – and having her children throw the first stones at her head

This practice is still legal

He didn’t want to pay child support or something

Accused her of a death penalty – something he was doing

Anyhoo

I can still like him as an actor and person

I mean he played Christ

Kinda hard to probably take off that role

Jesus imprinted in him and me

But read the good book full of propaganda and lies?

Uhm no

It’s Satanic

I collect Bibles tho

Some falling apart

Some extremely tiny with a lock

You ever try selling a Bible during end times?

I can’t seem to part with them?

Via donation, sale, or trash

Or is is sell?

I’m selling something

I have a sale

Hmmm it’s nearly 4 am

I’m glad it wasn’t just a role for Jim

“Fighting with all their hearts but don’t have a voice”

He’s talking about me

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRESeVYn/?t=1

“Would you lose your head for Christ”

What does he mean?

Like not deny him?

He states he thinks about John all the time

“What would John do”

Yeah same – different John’s tho – same but not

He did not die in vain

If anything, he’s my compass down here in this hell

We both think about John all the time (same but not)

John the Baptist was always a favorite from the B

Jim might be part of the 244

Somewhere in the 244 is Christ

God is love

You mean get crucified? Fairly certain society shames me for being a light-bringing angel

They want the world covered in darkness – nihilism

6th mass extinction

Narcissism is a plague

Society is a scam

I hope I get well enough to marry a good man

Man has failed me

Searching black holes is nihilism

Segregation from God

Gonna expose you all

Deliver the head of Satan

Toss it at God’s feet

“I’m home”!

Literally got chills

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Cops forming gangs in LA

May 20th, 2023

Cops forming gangs in LA

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTREkbgHN/?t=1

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No straight men

May 20th, 2023

There’s literally no straight men on TikTok

Zero

Maybe one or two

In the closet gay

All of them

Want love with a prostitute

One asked “who hurt you”

Bitch, he’s using a burner phone

They use their lunch breaks to see prostitutes

“Lunch dates”

I hope you burn in hell

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Breadcrumbs

May 20th, 2023

How many decades we been leaving each other breadcrumbs?

I’m outta weed!

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Triangulation amongst the sexes

May 20th, 2023

At least I know what sex I am

Tell me how I have no self respect again

As I’m bleeding between my legs

And dealing with the pink tax

Let’s talk about stats

How over 93% of women are murdered by men

How 90% of all murder happens by men

Ask me a sexist question

How men can walk at night and in the day

And women cannot

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WTF is growing

May 18th, 2023

WTF is that growing in my pot?

New unidentified bloom on left

Is that a sunflower?

A fungas?

Some other unknown species?

A single unidentified bloom

I did decide to “repurpose” the soil and mix it up and start feeding it to the plants that were surviving

It was risky I know

But the earthquake shook something

That wasn’t there yesterday

In fact, I left the window open yesterday during the rainstorm briefly – and they all had their first rain bath!!!!!

It was pretty exiting

Now they’ve had a rain bath (first) and drink daily spring water (my own supply)

It could be a mystery seed finding its way to the surface?

I should move him into his own pot?

Why does it scare me?

The green stuff growing was potentially edible – but now – I dunno if this pot still is?

More unidentified stuff in my pots

That’s probably the fear – I thought this would be a fun experiment by the library

I’m slightly shaking

Maybe because my last day of weed – but I was fine until I saw that… unidentified plant and a single bloom (and not green)

But if it turns out to be one of the mystery plants I killed, then yah!!! ?

The forget me nots are getting big!

Should they be repot?

And these potential edible thangs?

Check out the glass of roots

Healthy roots?

Healthy roots or not? Wish my soul would rot? Is this your thought?

I have a stone from Colorado that I collected – in this glass jar – and the plant really enjoyed having the rock and the clear glass to grow – but I admit – it’s more of a challenge

Even the roots scare me

I dunno what’s wrong with me?

I fear the unknown. I also jump into puddles not knowing how deep? Had no idea one should not..

We drank from the hose because we were locked out of the house

I’d get in trouble if I told you what I wanted to do to the Boomer folks

So poems incoming soon…

But wtf is growing?

And just for reference – this is this mystery sheet

Nothing is in the big pots yet – was wondering if I could relocate the glass herbs – they are the only ones I never moved – added the rock from Colorado – and then the roots took hold. Now I’m afraid to plant them in a dark pot with soil – and shock them.

I also don’t want them to get root rot and die

But for now – they did experience a wonderful full moon recently – and last night a rain shower.

Would love to put tags on my plants: “Hi. I’m 3 years old”

“Hi. I’m 15 years old”

That way, upon my untimely passing, they don’t wind up at the dump

They are loved, even tho I fear whatever the fuck they are?

Is that a sunflower? Should he get his own space?

I’m afraid to touch it?

Or breathe around it?

Is it safe?

It grew overnight?

A night bloom?

*sigh*

My thumb isn’t green – it’s mysterious

He’s never had a homemade biscuit. I don’t know what a sunflower looks like growing.

Or basil? Chamomile?

I ate chives growing unwashed in the yard

My mom: “why are you eating that”

Me: “it smells like onion, can I not eat it”

Mom: “yes but you need to bring it in and wash it”

Also me: *drank syrup from some sort of flower*

Anyhoo

Growing thangs

Don’t know what

Could be poisonous?

Wanna come over for dinner?

P.S. when I do upgrade my phone, if TikTok isn’t banned, I will show you my cute new outfits. I’m thin as fuck tho. Like “Thinner”. Keep eating. Won’t gain a pound.

Last day of sungrown legal weed.

QUITTING

And been off the super potent vape pen for 2 or 3 weeks now

Lungs about to be freeeeee

It is fucking harddddddd boi

Takes minimum of 4 months to recover from CUD

4/19 was the last day I had access to the medicinal shop

The whole fentanyl laced drugs is a real issue where I live

Not just the city, but my backyard

Someone got busted with $39k in their car

Along with laced drugs

It was all over the cops official social media accounts

I do not use or consume illegal drugs

I’m quitting state issued as well…

Sleeping in the lion’s den with whatever is growing

And honestly, it ain’t gonna keep the lion’s satisfied

I’m living on prayer

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Cash App founder Bob Lee attended underground sex, drug parties with sister of his alleged killer

May 16th, 2023

Cash App founder Bob Lee attended underground sex, drug parties with sister of his alleged killer
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And the plot thickens

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Alarms

May 15th, 2023

The alarms are calming
Saw someone was coming
The fourth numbing
My faith is humming
Battle axe now summing

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I was trained to not run out into danger, “play dead” when overtook

“Don’t become a casualty yourself”

“Don’t play hero”

“Make sure the scene is safe”

“Triage”

“Ration”

“Defense”

“One shot, one kill”

Targets chest and head

= dead dead

Never failed at range

Range was at least twice a year – not just Basic Training

“Trained killer”

The Army imprinted on me

You never lost my stripes

Just my sense of direction and uniforms

Which I can replace with ones that fit

I can wear my uniforms anytime anywhere

And you will address me as my title if I am in such role

Deal with it

VETS MATTER

But go on and keep pissing in the Veterans memorial and getting Walmart closed down

The alarms bring a sense of calm

I’ll use it to my advantage instead of having a ptsd meltdown

I’m looking entirely natural and cute while going out – most people are treating me nicer – I’m seeing loads more BLM who want to unalive me – including the children who wanna pop us (and 3 teenagers were just charged with killing a white person)

I’m not ready to die, I’m fighting for my life

This fucking cancer is eating me alive

Go on and make fun of my body again – even though I work out – I don’t live in the gym – but I don’t sleep all day (or at all?)

Going weapons shopping soon 🙂

Gotta lay low for now

My rent is cheap as fuck – I don’t call this home – it’s hell and cheap for a reason – but I can’t flee yet – or would let them have this place – which is being gentrified – the cop Sunday said this whole town is bad.

Just going for gas or food is a gamble

Just checking my mail

They want us living in fear

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I stand

May 15th, 2023

With the Divided States of Americans

God 1st

My land, my country

If I die in a battle, it will be a heroic fight

A weakened Soldier is most fierce

God already won

But do you know what side of the glass you are on

Do you wish you were black?

I don’t trust anyone but God

I ain’t letting these demons gaslight me into thinking he isn’t real

They are very polarized

I believe in God

Not propaganda

Heaven and hell is a frequency

They trying to keep me from ascending

With 5g and the music is in a certain frequency now – it ain’t good

There’s subliminal messaging in the porn

The music

The grocery shopping

I learned about subliminal messaging in college

I learned some thangs

I get irritated at music everywhere

It ruins my shopping

I wind up spending less

I gotta get out fast

Same at a doctors office

Drives me nutty

Turn it off

These days it’s just louder

Constant noise

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Invalid Date

May 14th, 2023

Nitrogen narcosis
Dead roses
Lost hope like Moses
Wandering desert hopeless
Some nights we’re frozen
Like unfocused locust
We’re losing focus
Gave God diagnosis
Humanity atrocious
I guess this is us?
The depths that we cross?
Tell God all is lost?

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Maybe you can access my domain and maybe you can’t.

Listen, I am the Great Anomaly. But maybe not the only.

244.

I’ve reached out to the Happiness engineers – but I’m never really happy (it’s likely also their fault why I never set up the contact page and things because I get stuck on a step and all hell breaks loose)

I’m drinking ginger currently – it’s spicy

All my clothing from Dolls Kill is fitting – and I’m feeling super cute in said clothes –

My OF ID is poeeternal77 I believe

I deleted my TikTok again – maybe for a day, maybe an hour, maybe a month

Gotta keep em guessing

I don’t pay attention to the hits incoming

I just hit delete notification and uninstall

I hope TikTok gets banned

And Instagram

And PayPal sold your identity out TWICE and then had the audacity to list you as my first contact

We’ve never communicated there

It was an anonymous thang

And like X amount of years later – first contact

I almost paid you back

But I deleted my account instead because I’m fucking psycho

And got tired of the outting and the spam emails

And then the cashapp was mutiliated – not long before Bob was

I don’t know how to spell the word and there is no other suggestion

MUTILATED mutilated

Oh well now I got it

Whatever

Fuck it

“Honey, I’m trying to spell something I know I can spell but can’t”

My mother once said watching TV with the subtitles on “is annoying” (which I need) (it’s not about the volume either)

So I no longer own a TV

My therapist says I’m polarized but the two weren’t related

Just an observation – she’s a cunt

(The Boomer mom)

My last words to her were a text message on Valentine’s circa 2017 (maybe) stating I hope she has a painful death and whatever it is couldn’t be near the pain and suffering she has caused me

And I blocked her and never looked back

Then last year my sister died

And I didn’t go say byeeee to her in the hospital

The Boomer mom will be rolling in her grave – if she ever dies

I wonder often these days should I contact the blood folks

My real father wants to know “if I’m happy”

His sister got her head bit off for reaching out to me

I ghosted my father when I was ten

People say you can’t hate your parents – so then I researched and realized that you could – not only hate your parents – but an entire generation

The Boomers

Who hold most of House

Once people die, there’s literally zero reason to hold onto a grudge

I can’t fix my dead sister and she was a psychopath so death was the only relief

“I think I might drop Cain / like Cain dropped Abel”

Because he was a fucking psychopath

She needed an exorcism and even that might not have saved her

It’s not my job to save you

You gotta save yourself down here

Stop being an asshole

I was gonna drop more poetry but I don’t have anything to type from

The phone can’t even type the letters I press

I got a hacker from India inside my phone

My modem was destroyed

I’m not hitting backspace for letters to disappear

I hate autofill – it pops up but changes to a different word

I spend more time correcting than I do writing

I don’t care if I misspell anymore!

It’s the algo, not me!

More poetry coming soon

P.S. these immigrants don’t care about you. They have invaded our borders and way of life. Stay protected! Your life matters! They are attacking females especially and doing so unprovoked! It’s seems to nearly always be a black person attacking. Black lives matter. White lives don’t. Check the CENSUS, it’s not how they are reporting. And not gossip sites but research shows many Chinese Americans and Mexican’s identify as “the new white”.

CONCERNING

Just gonna erase history huh

Wipe us out, take over

The Great Race war is real

I’m brown and white and not dissing my own race to put up another race – slavery started in Africa and is still going on in Africa and not one white person owns a slave – but black people do

White slavery exists and started with a black person owning a white woman and they condition and break us all!!! They hate us!!!!!

I do not hate white people and I’m tired of the slander against us

No one in my bloodline ever owned a slave

Take money from me for it and there will be consequence

Byeee

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Triangulation amongst generations

May 14th, 2023

Forest for tree

So deep

In this hell I flee

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The most dangerous generation

May 14th, 2023

I’m gonna fight back for what the Boomers sold

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May 14th, 2023

I think they hate me cuz black isn’t even a color and the sun is white

Check the CENSUS

But also, I turn red

I got the Red Indian blood in me

My land twice over

Fight me

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I’m so unstable lol

May 14th, 2023

I am blocking folks on tiktok for all kinda of reasons

I only use my main account – so views will stay low – I keep the algo confused, “gotta keep em guessing” – I stay on the go

Anyhoo

I told myself I’d stop scrolling

Only use it to post

*boring*

And many of my good videos don’t make it through – cuz folks block me and then report me for harassment – for lip syncing a Nirvana song “I think I’m dumb” cuz he commented my IQ could improve

I got in trouble for his insult

I was videotaping me lip syncing in my apartment – and he didn’t want y’all to see it

I still think I won?

Fuck so off topic now

The blocking that I do is different

(But how does one get a post removed for lip syncing a fucking song?) (I didn’t even respond) (no text) lol

He all butt hurt

GOOD

Stop phishing for info

My TBI fractal brain is none ya bizz

I know everything and not anything all at once

*God mode off*

*Human mode on*

Nope, not even human yet

Fallen Angel

“Born this way”

Fight me

I haz wings

Under his bed

He stole em

He didn’t really steal them

He collected them from the rubble

Not thinking maybe someone would come

To get the thing broken

He took what was mine and didn’t consider it belonged to another thing

I fucking fell

My first instinct was to find cover

They were my wings but God dismantled them in the fall

Or I dunno, the blazing atmosphere I was searing through

They were left behind

I was probably in shock

It’s an actual medical condition

Not a mindset

“Survival mode”

And there is water in the desert eventually

Dessert twice please (before meal and after dinner like an hour or 3) (not immediately)

(I should not eat after nine but gremlin, need the meal at midnight)

(Even if I eat dinner at 9, I’m like wtf are you growling like we haven’t ate since 5 am)

I already have insomnia, it’s nearly impossible to get through a 5 hour span

So I’ll always be sneaking in the kitchen for a bite

If he loves me, he’ll surprise me with treats awaiting

(And then he gets woken up in different ways yah hear)

I ain’t getting near that thing if he goes putting it in other things

Men especially

Fuck you

Oh who and what things I iz blocking on the TikTok

Someone just had her daddy come help her move a couch

BLOCKED

It wasn’t even suggested content

Just a normal family acting normal

Fuck off

I dunno, random shit like that

I forget…

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The mystery plants saga

May 13th, 2023

The mystery plants are still a mystery

The tall glass is a forest of something edible

Except for the Forget-Me-Nots

The strawberries and Lavender did not take and the other mystery plants never bloomed

They got some new soil and spring water

Yesterday they got too much sun and wilted but I hooked them up and by morning were sprung again

Maybe they needed more soil and less sun – so that was the remedy

It’s some sort of edible growing but I don’t know what or when it is edible

I almost lost her a time or two but she’s rooting strong despite my errors

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Gotta get this off my chest

May 12th, 2023

Someone posted a tiktok of a 911 call – with a man dying and taking dying breaths

Another user commented it “turned him on”

Also Chicago was overrun by darkness

And the local cop here told me I need to move – “out of Daytona”, “all of Daytona is bad” “I hate to tell you to move” “I hate to lose someone level headed like you”

Well, I’m more reckless than anything – but absolutely still serve my country – I ain’t running away – I practice running a lot though – on my trampoline

Gotta make sure I can wind the Devil

They gonna try and shoot you from the back

Zig zag but with skates?

I don’t miss my shot tho

The Army trained me to hit moving targets 500m back

I’m efficient up to 350m but definitely passed all my skill sets

I ain’t gonna have a skill issue

I was only 4 rounds from expert first time on the 9mil

The hubby got a lot of work to do

“I gotta girl / you want to meet her? / her name is 9mm”

90s hip hop yo

Other men dying – turn men on

Uhm, men hearing babies cry, turns them on

Squirrel

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Another weird death

May 12th, 2023

This one shook me

He hung himself in a closet and wasn’t discovered for 8 months, the hoarding was so bad

I’ve never owned my own home but narcissism is a plague

Their house was so dirty, he wasn’t discovered for 8 months

He probably knew

I struggle with daily suicide ideation

Stay in the light

And clean up yo dirty house

He probably knew tho

“It’ll take them months to find me”…

“One day, she’ll open us this door and find me”

“Fuck you”

Bless his heart, don’t know his name or story or if this is even true (I did not verify)

Was reported missing – home searched twice by police – died via hanging himself in a closet – not discovered until he had mumified

Hey boo, did you know mummification was so easy too?

Apparently only 25% of women on TikTok are worthy of marriage material

I’m glad I get comments sometimes like “you won’t last on the market long”

Maybe not all are ageist

My man gotta think I’m hot in the garden dirty and 80

I wanna live to 100

He gotta help me get there

I got goals

Not dying in a closet undiscovered 8 months

Not getting gutted like Bob

Not letting an immigrant get near me

Sleeping in the lion’s den with mold

Helps

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Eye drops

May 11th, 2023

She killed him with eye drops

“I put a couple drops in his cup thinking it would make him sick and uncomfortable. I didn’t think it would kill him” (the nurse who killed her abusive millionaire husband)

Oh goodie

No, not that she killed him.

Had no idea eye drops were dangerous if consumed

Laughs out loud

Meanwhile, Jimbo, “have you been born yet, are you alive”

TBD

Oh Romeo where art thou?

The poison is so easy to acquire

Oh rhymey things

I speak in rhyme

So annoying

But wouldn’t give it up

Anyhoo

New game: write a story or poem about current events

Michael Jackson would do this, “Annie are you walking, are you walking Annie”

He read the paper

Save the trees!!!

Live for your stories

LIVE FOR THEM

By the way, those fungas things in the market causes cancer when uncooked

I don’t eat mushrooms

And those mushrooms are from a manmade genetically modified ~~plant~~ ~~animal~~ parasite

I hate mushrooms and can barely get through them cooked

Those supermarket mushrooms cause cancer

You won’t read it online

They don’t want to lose sales

It’s possible some species exist that counteract the poison

The poison is the cure

For me tho, ginger, turmeric, beets, daily x 30 day

Got so much heart health going on I’m shitting solid beat juice lol

TMI I know

“You are what you eat”

I was like, “is that normal” lol

At least it wasn’t blood

And the heart approves

So fuck you

Solid poo

My gut is healing

My heart

Working on my lungs – need lots of tlc

The ticker still too

Toot toot

“Don’t mess with my toot toot / don’t mess with my toot toot / you can have another woman / but don’t mess with my toot toot”

An actual song my memaw had on 8 deck? 8 tape? 8 track?

The algorithm is dumb for not knowing “memaw” is a southern slang word

TOOT TOOT

“Memaw, what is a toot toot”

“Her pp” memaw replied (I think)

It was probably about cheating but memaw kept me pure

We also would jam to “lunatic fringe” on 8 track

In her car….

She had an 8 track on 5 acres of land

The 80s had some of the best heartbreak songs

The 90s was all grunge and goth – like an explosive 60s

God: “you wanna be there for the 60s or the 90s”

Me: born 1978

Don’t judge me

Kinda wanna hit a Bush gig soon

Bet Gavin misses my moody face

The way he finds me in a crowd

I KNOW HE MISSES ME

I can feel it

(Doesn’t know I exist but does)

I won’t ever support another artist again

(Will only support muse or husband)

(Whichever comes first/last)

Single never married

I will look better once I get a facial

For mood and self esteem’s

Going closet shopping again soon 🙂

Have been donating like crazy

Still throwing clothing away too

At least will die cute

The poo is not bloody tho

I fucking love whole beets juiced

I need land to grow beets

And beans

I need to feed squirrel and am getting them a corn treat soon

Might go live on the tiktok

They come out of the forest line when I call 🙂

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The domain is live

May 11th, 2023

My domain is live again and I’m ad free for the next 3 year as I bit and got the 3 year plan!

I may go back to writing on a typewriter

Photography the old time consuming way

I did create an OF – but I’m living rogue with 95% of my belongings gone (I’m sleeping on the floor)

I don’t need your money but may keep my rated r bits behind a paywall

Anyhoo, the dot com is active again

www.poeeternal.com

How to look cute and shitty all in one

And since I’m still not washing my face per official guidelines, I’m dry as fuck

My bathwater smells like chlorine

My nails aren’t painted, I need a haircut

Tiny babe “you ain’t got any either” 😐

I’m not ready for a husband yet but am working hard with self and God to get things right

And the Devil wanna take away my smile

But the neighbors are being somewhat nicer to me now that I’m dressing in clothes that mostly fit (extra small is big and I’m not quite xxs and trying to actually put on weight) but was wearing medium and large while extra small

(I’m fighting a cancer inside me but my labs are fine)

MY LABS ARE FINE

Healthcare equals medical malpractice but we sign forms so they can hurt you with malicious intent and purpose

I’m looking to upgrade my very old but loved rebounder

Only because it squeaks and someone on TikTok complained

So I stopped sharing

And am secretly ~~rooting for a ban~~ hoping for a revolution

My TV is sold

No more PS4

My devices are outdated after 2 1/2 years

iPhone 12 would only be good another 2 to 3 years

News has come out that 12 and 13 may be obsolete with the new 15

I’m not paying them prices

I don’t eat with my phone

Or shit

The voicemail is probably full with malicious intent and purpose

I can post from the library but they would steal my login and data

Probably give them access to my browsing history from the last ten years

It is off

The Devil tried to murder me

I’m still here

I got some sort of superpower and you don’t know what that does to a person

There are two ways I could go

But you know me, always taking the off path

Sometimes we find things more valuable than gold, sometimes we find John Jones

He ain’t resting in peace

“I want out”

Final wish

So these Boomers sealed him in

His wife worried he was sealed in alive

“There are things that happened down there that will never be disclosed”

Oh yeah?

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Rags to Riches

May 6th, 2023

From riches to rags
From rags to riches
It must be such a drag
Doing nothing that he wishes

And I’m raising the red flags
Pulling monsters from the ditches
Reminding God of broken airbags
The Great Anomaly comes with glitches

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I found the pot at the end of the rainbow

But I’m still dying

More cute clothes arriving

And organic cotton joggers n tees cuz t3 sarah mode

Gotta be comfys and calm and collect

Revenge is served coldly with a smile

I was double cursed

But Edgar (my daddy) already died naked on the street (been there, done that)

I know why Cleo died

I’ve traveled far through time

I’m not sinking with the Titanic again

I fear those waters for a reason

I know things to happen before they do

Major events

Little events

Been questioning authority from in womb / day 1

Depressed?

You’re not living how I God intended

The Great Judgment has arrived

Get right with me God

I want so many bird houses on my property that I forget where they are

Bring the pressure washer when you visit

I’m sure everything will need a clean

Bring pieeeeee (not poisoned)

(Anything bought is poison)

(Even the expensive vegan things)

(Bring all the ingredients for me to make a pie instead)

“I wanted to bring you a pie but they were all poisoned”

I know you’ve never had a real biscuit before

My memaw taught me to make them

Said, “the only way to a man’s heart is through his belly”

Or was it stomach?

You tiss it when u big enuff cuz you ain’t big enuff yet

She had 5 acres with a 3 bedroom trailer

I ain’t asking for much

She had 12 kids with her husband

I ain’t been married yet

The Boomers stole everything from me

And now BLM have the audacity to ask me why I move where there are black people?

Bitch for real?

I will fucking hang you on a tree

Without remorse

*stay humbled*

I’m only a messenger

ANGEL

When you want to feed pretty bird but also skin a head…

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Riots

May 5th, 2023

Jim Morrison was capable of creating riots
I’m terrible changing diets
But I’m feeling twice as violent!!!

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How many woke Boomers were murdered or went into hiding!?!

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The Mystery Plants

May 5th, 2023

They basked in the glory of the full moon last night

I have several pots doing nothing at all

And there’s a lot of guilt involved in mistake

And I did clean the windowsills but then spilt the strawberries (which maybe now they will sprout!?!)

These are the ones surviving thus far and needing re-potting

The Forget-Me-Nots – around 7 growing and a few have rot

The Lavender hasn’t sprouted but I didn’t use all the seed (did something right)

The other mystery plants may be dead?

It could take 3 weeks for it to surface

Do you know how much time I have to kill things between then?

I’m like “please grow”

I think I could do better with some land?

The cop recommended me to move today, said “all of Daytona is bad”, “hate to lose a level headed person like you”

Do you think he could be my future husband?

The BLM brought up my skin color and size, said, “you ain’t got one” but like I do!?!

It’s tiny sure. Take it up with God. I’m Angelic.

She was threatening to beat my ass

I said, “they want us living in fear”

She replied, “why would you move where there are black people”

Like OMG

“Why would I move where there are black people”?

That’s an entirely good question

Where can I move where there aren’t any?

But that’s so mean. I don’t actually not like black people lol

“Why would you move somewhere there are black people?”

*pretends I’m a ten like Ms USA*

*plays dumb*

I ain’t got any huh

Then why you watching it shake when I’m walking away

The men don’t mind my tininess

They use words like “fit”

So yeah The plants. The drama. The hellhound. The hellhole. The noise. Interruptions.

Need country

Lots of trees

Good neighbors

“Not born in a barn” type

Also me: *wants a sleep barn*

Also: thanks for 37,000 Likes on the TikTok

Well almost

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Rare

May 4th, 2023

You have dreams from my nightmare
Plant a flower that is rare
Tell me how you don’t care
I’ll be there
With flower in my hair
Dancing but nowhere
Erase me like your software
Drop down now in prayer

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Things you should know about me: I’ll never ask for a Senior discount.

Never ask a lady her age

It’s your job to make me feel as young and youthful as I feel

Dying and still clutching the “Goddess of Youth” title

My nightmares become your dreams

Plant or pluck

Pluck maybe seems implied if it’s now in my hair – and what exactly don’t you care about nihilist?

But, we don’t know who plucked the rare flower now do we?

We can only assume

And you hate assumptions?

Found something the Devil doesn’t like.

Assuming

My favorite game to play

Oh goodie

It’s a full moon

I must manifest purification and a husband

Some guys don’t mind the miles especially when they see you make effort to keep it mint

And apparently, I may be worth more now than before…

Because the actual Jeep place wants to buy my ride. “Worth more now” – eh maybe

She kinda imprinted on me

I worked hard to get her paid off

Need a mechanic I can trust

Wanna see how many miles I can get – but they go quick

It’s not a good time to buy a house or car

BUT

I am looking for land

Maybe a sleep barn

Gonna hide cash like a squirrel

Let’s play Easter egg hunt 2.0

Who can find the treasure chest?

I can’t even find another apartment to vacate to

I’m not paying for cable

Plus everything else

But please, don’t call the cops on me when I wind up in misery

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The Boomer GenX war on TikTok is ongoing

May 4th, 2023

Tis all…

Getting crucified in the real world and artificial

Today a lady stood up for me: “this is going very one-sided, she was actually attacked”

And banned from the property

LOL

God save me

(Did see 2 dolphins on my live today)

(The lucks)

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Copper

May 4th, 2023

Apparently we need copper in our diets

Got banned from the imaging clinic today

3 cops arrived

One recommended a juicer for me

I wanted to press charges but no crime was committed

I asked, “what do you do other than eat donuts”

Cop: “oh stop”

I don’t know anyone’s phone number if I get a phone call

I won’t know who to call

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Give Thanks

May 3rd, 2023

George,
Maybe if we met in different timelines
In many lifetimes
While singing these hymns
You won’t leave my mind
Give thanks like windchimes

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The messy middle (growing pains)

Don’t let these demons gaslight you into believing God isn’t real

The ether told me you live two times. The first when you’re born, and the second when you discover your purpose.

Sometimes we have really intense connections with people we will never see again.

People we wish we could know on a different level.

A mutual energy exchange.

God works in mysterious ways.

I hope he finds me a husband like *insert so-in-so*

I hope for a husband instead of a grave

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Dear God

May 2nd, 2023

*need land and a husband*

*please heal me*

2 month supply of detox arrived!

I am my own healthcare practitioner

victoriahealth.com

Found the stuff without the bad junk

No sugar junk

And this came in a glass bottle, the big ticket items

Fighting for my life

Tell God I don’t want to die

*Quarantined not scared*

*selfless service*

*Sacrifice*

It wasn’t worth jumping into the trench

Got my free speech stolen too

*wakey wakey*

111 pounds currently and have detoxed and rebound around 30-50 pounds of the Devil

The vaccine nearly wiped me out

Finally getting rays of my lungs this week – they wanna put me under – no no no

No no no no no no

*takes raw shot of ginger*

*sweats for 2 minutes*

*nearly dies*

X 8 days in a row of 30 days ginger raw shots

HOLY GAWD

*mouth burns*

*face blushes*

*goes through purification process to find husband*

Him: “what’s yer number count”

Me: *ghosts him*

I’m practically a nun and the reason you see a prostitute

You left me fucking behind

“No child left behind” came out after I was left behind

Uhm hello!!!!!!

*sobs*

So, I wanna write poems with different words that sound the same

I don’t recall the lesson here

Same words but different

I wanna start writing code into my poetry like EAP

I did it one time – I don’t regret it at all – though humiliated and crucified

I sweat out years of fast food

GROSS

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I re-installed the TikTok

May 2nd, 2023

Videos are still getting heat lol

I got called a gaslighting fascist lol

He literally kept changing the meaning of what I was saying, making me run in circles, then poured gasoline on the fire when I called him out on it

I’m not for “any press is good press”

He ain’t blocked yet but it’s coming

Apparently I’m a gaslighting fascist y’all

I wonder if TikTok allows this trash

Meh more narcissistic circles

The AI is demented

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How is this legal

May 2nd, 2023

Blocking access to your account through the web browser – and re-directing you to the app to install

So – you can’t use a web browser anymore to access TikTok

Only an app – a spy app

There is NO LOGIN option

Only redirect to install the app (no fuck you)

I hope TikTok gets banned

Byeee millions of views

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OnlyFans pt 3

May 2nd, 2023

3rd times a charm?

I’m likely starting the process soon to create a page

I need a hideout

I haven’t moved yet so there isn’t anything fancy to look at

I don’t need your money

I just need to start over everywhere

Edgar died naked for a reason, he was suffocating

You ever seen that movie with what’s-his-face and he was Buried Alive

That’s what TikTok feels like

And me giving him all the wrong clues that he winds up at a different grave

I don’t wanna wind up so stuck he can’t reach me

I’ve examined many ways to die and John Jones still ranks as WORSE

I’m obsessed with ways people die

I’m seeing patterns too

There’s always a “second” involved

“He went back in for a swim”

“They went down for another dive”

“Decided for a harder section after completing an easy one”

“Two rides said no”

“He stayed for a second day”

“He changed his plans”

“They went back in”

Poor Jacob and the Whirlpool, he went back in, back down again, a wee bit further

But the drain was draining and getting stronger (like a bathroom tub draining)

I counted several warnings by Mr. Death himself

I get called ominous for delivering love poems via internets while dying – (it happened one time chill) (humiliation favorite overkill)

But Jacob wasn’t ominous for swimming in a black hole?

His friend edged him on

“I don’t know what else I can do aside from die”

*shrugs*

*hops back in*

*goes deeper*

They found him at the other end of the drain

Oh… and then that guy that went down the deepest part of the ocean, the Trench

Not even fully qualified

I had no idea that the ocean could “push you down” at “incredible speeds”

I wouldn’t have stopped falling, I would have just kept going huh…

Newsflash: we can’t leave earth

We’re grounded to earth

Charged

The sun is electrical

Positive / negative charge

We’re static electricity buzzing

Hair standing on head (it needs the blm lube for “all hair types” that the blm hog in the blm section)

My page will probably be free or ridiculously cheap membership to keep away the kidnappers

I mean, I wanna post some nudes

I’m still working out while dying and 111 pounds despite everything

And now I wanna quit all meat but chicken

I like eggs and sometimes I wanna eat a chicken

I know, but the heart likes beef and chicken a lot

For ethical and moral reasons try to leave most creatures alone

Someone harassed me and I got penalized for it

Makes absolute total sense

“Money won’t buy happiness” it’s true but I’ll be a whole less stressed out in the country where no one can find me

“Do not enter property without secret code or homemade pie”

Him: “I’ve never eaten a homemade biscuit before”

Memaw: “the way to a man’s heart is through his belly”

Me: “you need a proper biscuit with real maple syrup”

I myself haven’t had one since the 1800s but once I get moved from this dumpster

And I got another rent increase incoming

The appliances are also from the 1700s and my electric company knows my shit ain’t updated and I’m being penalized

“This is a man’s world”

Well I don’t want any part in it

Can you come help til the garden tho?

I gotta get a fence up

Coms

Some sort of place to shit

I need land and a realtor I can trust!

I’m injured!

“I think I’m dumb” but not dumb enough to get married to the banks

Can’t have more than 9k on you or the cops will seize it even with proof it’s yours

The government will come steal your gold too

They didn’t cash their silver coin bonds “backed by the good faith of the Chinese government”

“Made in China”

Who owns the majority of bonds

But we needn’t worry

Every new label, every new change, Big China buying America

I got to go

Too far down the rabbit hole

Weed gone

(Half jar remaining and low thc compared to vape pens)

(Been out for days)

(Haven’t renewed card)

(Panicky)

Need some TLC on OF after the TikTok beating

I’d like to post workout videos and peach shots and nudes

Sue me

(Give me the dopamine boost as God intended, thank you)

(Otherwise, you know the fate of Poe?)

(And the ominous is in the blood)

(I might be Cleopatra)

I might be all things

All or none

I was nestled with God in the Great Void

“This is where you find some quiet, huh”

Gonna be fighting for my life until the end (it was stolen)

(Cry so much)

I’m facing future days of not bleeding between my legs and it feels like the end of everything I ever dreamed of

The women who got rid of their ability to have children and “love it” – nihilists

But you don’t look at me the way Squirrel does

I don’t know anything about life at all

Man has failed his part with me (thus far)

It’s like I’m being punished for his sins

But God has answered many prayers in one sweep

I need to find my way

To 1-5 acres

Once I have land, I’ll worry about other thangs

Land = ark

And I have seeds to plant!

I want trees growing until 1000 years of age!

Get off my land!

Unless you got pie?

Or a nut tree to plant

Fruit?

You brought me a chicken! Not to eat! *heart eyes*

Coyote gets fed chicken eggs too! He ain’t getting shot!

Give him a dog house far off!

Figure it out!

I need a pond!

Byeee

If I get enough followers – I can go live so will probably do the free thing and just ppv certain booty post ridiculously cheap?

But livestream workouts and walkabouts

Park adventures

Maybe land buying

“I’m dumb and boring”

But guys are hollering for my attention at my apt complex now that I’m dressing cute and less bum

He wanted me to know Squirrel crawled on him

Ok fool

But do you feed his entire family pistachios and sunflower seeds and cashews and all the top seeds and nuts

Are you gonna build squirrel a paradise?

They swing from the trees like monkeys!!!

Got another neighbor from NZ who don’t have squirrels at all

New Z doesn’t have squirrels I’m told

I’m like “none at all!?!”

No flying squirrels huh

Not moving there…

*crosses New Zealand off the potential move list*

If you could go anywhere, where would you go?

Montana? Utah? Nothing grows in Maine?

I don’t have an address in hell or online anymore

*purgatory

I scored this and I hope it fits. I’ve started ordering xs since small is big on me. Tiny petite thang

It’s 100% cotton too!!! I ordered a small!

They still are running a flash sale entire store!

My phone is broken and outdated

I may go back to regular photography

With a real camera

I hate WP

I miss OF

The short set: https://www.dollskill.com/products/tea-and-secrets-shorts-set

Tea & Secrets

I want that to be in my page name lol

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Pro the TikTok ban despite millions of views

May 2nd, 2023

Someone insulted me

“Your reading comprehension could improve”

So I posted a lip sync video of “Dumb” by Nirvana and I was penalized for “harassment”

I uninstalled the spy app so am disappearing again for six months

I’m pro banning that app and Instagram and FaceBook and let the banks all crash

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Bonds

May 1st, 2023

Bonds come in many forms

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The multiverse

May 1st, 2023

New conditioning to segregate you from source & make you believe in the multiverse & “computers have feelings”so “sex with bots” feels good

They believe AI is in its infancy (pedos)

AI is evil and old and written by psychopaths

6th mass extinction

Science is nihilism

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TikTok heat + Boomer logic

April 30th, 2023

The TikTok is still heating up and Boomers don’t like being called Boomers but they make up most of the HOUSE of CONGRESS

Therefore, I will not comply about referring to them as “politicians”.

One replied that they were enjoying their retirement and I told them congratulations, enjoy. All the Boomers will be gone by the 60s.

He probably never looked at it like that (forest for trees) and the comment remains unliked

They say any traffic is good traffic but I did block someone commenting multiple times

I’m very open, exposed, and raw delivering such heavy content such as “I lost half my retirement but it wasn’t because I was stupid, all Gen X did – so I feel slightly worse.”

I’m backing it up with real evidence tho (just not personal statements tho some comments phish for it)

Boomers won’t admit to any wrong doing, ever (prove me wrong).

Gen Y & Z should back X up in the fight to remove the Boomers from HOUSE

My TikTok is #poeeternal or PoeEternal

Thanks for your feedback here and there!

I love having a place to direct my rage: the Boomers

Cause-and-effect

Have fun love 🙂

I’m the Great Anomaly

WOKE

“Take a pill” – NO

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I gotta stop blaming the immigrants

April 30th, 2023

To be fair, my hate goes towards the Boomer generation more lately, who won’t give up control

I mean, it could be an act, he could be acting

“We’re all stuck in this loop”

Are people supposed to cry when they hear shit like that?

This is why I’m begging God to save me! Humanity! I’m lost!

So segregated from everything and all!

If it isn’t raw or natural, I don’t want it

Descending

(I got into a rift with another blogger who wants me jailed or banned – I asked nicely to be removed tho several times) (before things heated up)

I just wonder how much people really love their jobs or life?

I’ll respect your boundaries if you ask me yo

But demons don’t

And I had a boomer threaten to call the cops on me when I was social distancing in line

I literally have the cops called on me for standing in the sunshine

And sometimes I hate demons and tell them so

Free will

But how much do you love yer throne?

They’re delusional thinking the law protects them 🙂

They want us living in fear but they actually fear me 🙂

I’m the Great Feared One 🙂

They also admitted they don’t believe in God (duh)

But I’m the problem

*laughs*

His rent was raised but he got a paint job

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