I still don’t know what’s growing

They weren’t looking too hot so I rehoused them

I still don’t know what’s growing aside from the Forget Me Nots that are slowly dying

I’m trying not to kill them

Too much sun, not enough water

Who fucking knows. But they all got a new house to stretch out their roots – which weren’t looking bad. I added magnesium salt cuz we all need it in our lives.

Someone said don’t get attached to your plants but I haven’t learned that yet.


WTF is growing

WTF is that growing in my pot?

New unidentified bloom on left

Is that a sunflower?

A fungas?

Some other unknown species?

A single unidentified bloom

I did decide to “repurpose” the soil and mix it up and start feeding it to the plants that were surviving

It was risky I know

But the earthquake shook something

That wasn’t there yesterday

In fact, I left the window open yesterday during the rainstorm briefly – and they all had their first rain bath!!!!!

It was pretty exiting

Now they’ve had a rain bath (first) and drink daily spring water (my own supply)

It could be a mystery seed finding its way to the surface?

I should move him into his own pot?

Why does it scare me?

The green stuff growing was potentially edible – but now – I dunno if this pot still is?

More unidentified stuff in my pots

That’s probably the fear – I thought this would be a fun experiment by the library

I’m slightly shaking

Maybe because my last day of weed – but I was fine until I saw that… unidentified plant and a single bloom (and not green)

But if it turns out to be one of the mystery plants I killed, then yah!!! ?

The forget me nots are getting big!

Should they be repot?

And these potential edible thangs?

Check out the glass of roots

Healthy roots?

Healthy roots or not? Wish my soul would rot? Is this your thought?

I have a stone from Colorado that I collected – in this glass jar – and the plant really enjoyed having the rock and the clear glass to grow – but I admit – it’s more of a challenge

Even the roots scare me

I dunno what’s wrong with me?

I fear the unknown. I also jump into puddles not knowing how deep? Had no idea one should not..

We drank from the hose because we were locked out of the house

I’d get in trouble if I told you what I wanted to do to the Boomer folks

So poems incoming soon…

But wtf is growing?

And just for reference – this is this mystery sheet

Nothing is in the big pots yet – was wondering if I could relocate the glass herbs – they are the only ones I never moved – added the rock from Colorado – and then the roots took hold. Now I’m afraid to plant them in a dark pot with soil – and shock them.

I also don’t want them to get root rot and die

But for now – they did experience a wonderful full moon recently – and last night a rain shower.

Would love to put tags on my plants: “Hi. I’m 3 years old”

“Hi. I’m 15 years old”

That way, upon my untimely passing, they don’t wind up at the dump

They are loved, even tho I fear whatever the fuck they are?

Is that a sunflower? Should he get his own space?

I’m afraid to touch it?

Or breathe around it?

Is it safe?

It grew overnight?

A night bloom?

*sigh*

My thumb isn’t green – it’s mysterious

He’s never had a homemade biscuit. I don’t know what a sunflower looks like growing.

Or basil? Chamomile?

I ate chives growing unwashed in the yard

My mom: “why are you eating that”

Me: “it smells like onion, can I not eat it”

Mom: “yes but you need to bring it in and wash it”

Also me: *drank syrup from some sort of flower*

Anyhoo

Growing thangs

Don’t know what

Could be poisonous?

Wanna come over for dinner?


P.S. when I do upgrade my phone, if TikTok isn’t banned, I will show you my cute new outfits. I’m thin as fuck tho. Like “Thinner”. Keep eating. Won’t gain a pound.

Last day of sungrown legal weed.

QUITTING

And been off the super potent vape pen for 2 or 3 weeks now

Lungs about to be freeeeee

It is fucking harddddddd boi

Takes minimum of 4 months to recover from CUD

4/19 was the last day I had access to the medicinal shop

The whole fentanyl laced drugs is a real issue where I live

Not just the city, but my backyard

Someone got busted with $39k in their car

Along with laced drugs

It was all over the cops official social media accounts

I do not use or consume illegal drugs

I’m quitting state issued as well…

Sleeping in the lion’s den with whatever is growing

And honestly, it ain’t gonna keep the lion’s satisfied

I’m living on prayer


The mystery plants saga

The mystery plants are still a mystery

The tall glass is a forest of something edible

Except for the Forget-Me-Nots

The strawberries and Lavender did not take and the other mystery plants never bloomed

They got some new soil and spring water

Yesterday they got too much sun and wilted but I hooked them up and by morning were sprung again

Maybe they needed more soil and less sun – so that was the remedy

It’s some sort of edible growing but I don’t know what or when it is edible

I almost lost her a time or two but she’s rooting strong despite my errors

The Mystery Plants

They basked in the glory of the full moon last night

I have several pots doing nothing at all

And there’s a lot of guilt involved in mistake

And I did clean the windowsills but then spilt the strawberries (which maybe now they will sprout!?!)

These are the ones surviving thus far and needing re-potting

The Forget-Me-Nots – around 7 growing and a few have rot

The Lavender hasn’t sprouted but I didn’t use all the seed (did something right)

The other mystery plants may be dead?

It could take 3 weeks for it to surface

Do you know how much time I have to kill things between then?

I’m like “please grow”

I think I could do better with some land?

The cop recommended me to move today, said “all of Daytona is bad”, “hate to lose a level headed person like you”

Do you think he could be my future husband?

The BLM brought up my skin color and size, said, “you ain’t got one” but like I do!?!

It’s tiny sure. Take it up with God. I’m Angelic.

She was threatening to beat my ass

I said, “they want us living in fear”

She replied, “why would you move where there are black people”

Like OMG

“Why would I move where there are black people”?

That’s an entirely good question

Where can I move where there aren’t any?

But that’s so mean. I don’t actually not like black people lol

“Why would you move somewhere there are black people?”

*pretends I’m a ten like Ms USA*

*plays dumb*

I ain’t got any huh

Then why you watching it shake when I’m walking away

The men don’t mind my tininess

They use words like “fit”

So yeah The plants. The drama. The hellhound. The hellhole. The noise. Interruptions.

Need country

Lots of trees

Good neighbors

“Not born in a barn” type

Also me: *wants a sleep barn*

Also: thanks for 37,000 Likes on the TikTok

Well almost

Fate

Are the fate of empires?
Held in your words?
Gated records?
That you hurl towards?
Like a landlord?
Landslides on board?
To my own accord?
The way we both build rapport?
Like you know just what I’m asking for?
I couldn’t love you anymore!!!!

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Is any more a word? Is is any more or anymore? I’m not saying no more… 😐

I’m trying to say it’s nearly impossible to squeeze MORE of something you ENTIRELY already have

Like, I already love you so much

Where do I put the love?

Indoor gardening (beginner level)

And then there were 9

Today I got pots to start planting some of those seeds, but was unable to score the soil I wanted and many shelves were wiped clean.

But I prefer my non GMO seeds from the local library (free)

I picked up some biodegradable ones – to help the process – and stop using my kitchenware

And I grabbed a 6th mystery seed bag, my final practice bag. It gave me some encouragement to learn.

But I got many unused pots now 🙂

I just gotta find soil for my good seeds!

Here’s some great info on where to get the good seeds – provided by my library (seeds too)

Info at top right

More info

Info at bottom

They are non GMO and USA seeds (and I’ve collected a ton of packs since January – to use on my land – once acquired).

I didn’t want to waste any more time learning to grow

A jungle of food and floral

And this is only 1 windowsill, my living room is empty. The kitchen bar. The corners. Hanging baskets. Like, I want to turn my apartment into a jungle I think.

The soup served me well but it’s all gone.

Day 3 leftovers – final bowl

I still don’t know what I’m doing or how or when to get these to the big pot but alas

Mini pots

Seedlings

Wish me luck

Learning material

Free non gmo seed kits provided by my library (these are what I scored today + the mystery kit)

I want to plant many of these in my apartment

The other seeds I’ve been hoarding, are for my future land (you should see my stock)! 🙂

Making use of my library card! And the seed library! 🙂

But why wait til I’m dead to start growing!

Unused space

Living room needing life

Got rid of everything! Want a greenhouse!

The gang! 🙂

Hopefully more unison coming since I got proper pots but everything else was gone at two different stores.

6 of the 9 are mystery plants! 🙂