Special Christmas incoming (shopping at Shein)

HOLY GAWD

The special Christmas lingerie sets I was picking out on Shein was SELLING OUT as I was attempting to load my cart up and shop

And there were other things I was shopping for. Sunshades for my Jeep (dashboard and steering wheel), cleaning rags, regular clothing, and special Christmas stuff (got a hat, socks, satin night cami) + silicone moisturizing socks for the feet (baby soft) πŸ›Ό

BUT THE BIG TICKET ITEM I WANTED WAS SELLING OUT. All I’d do is blink and another was sold. πŸŽ„

I WAS LIKE – COULD YOU SAVE ONE FOR ME

Now I know I’m not a busty 10 star but damn I’m an original so that makes have value thank you. I’m here. Deal with it. Plus this is my first time ever shopping for Christmas lingerie. I got a good tip.

I got some really cool Christmas leggings if they fit me and a really cool crop top to wear to events or to go skating in (it’s versatile)

There was a skirt from a favorite designer and I bought the last one potentially. The same designer I scored my Halloween spider witches hat, to be buried in. πŸ€ͺ

But the big ticket Christmas special lingerie outfit was selling out!!! I wanted it!

IT DID IN FACT SALE OUT (I got a set coming) πŸŽ„

So shopping hour was over!!!! Time to checkout! πŸ€ͺ

SOON COMING πŸŽ„

And I got it, in a small, and I hope it will fit! I hope I didn’t spoil the fucking surprise

I hope you like the special lingerie set that I got and it’s incoming, I’ll have a shipping status soon!

I’m glad I was able to budget in the big ticket items because I really wanted those but I had to put some stuff back because the other stuff started selling out! πŸ€ͺ

My wishlist is growing full. But I’m not just buying lingerie. πŸŽ„

I’ll probably wear that little satin Cami nightgown all through December and January (well it’ll get washed, but you know what I mean, sleep gown)

I like the quality and price of Shein. Shipping is never as long as it estimates – unless you get hit with a category 5 hurricane – that will set you back.

I really hope those black Christmas leggings fit because they remind me of Greese and I can go skating in them (you know the movie right)

I think it was John Travolta’s first film

If they fit, they will look good with my black and gold skates, and I busted out my measurements.

28 inch waist currently, 117 pounds πŸ‘€

Shoe size 6 1/2 – 7 (sometimes a 6)

34B (sometimes 36C unless lactating) (then like DD) πŸ€ͺ

STOP PICKING ON ME

My mini tree is out and first ornament I ever made in kindergarten (school is slavery)


The Feast! (journaling)

The food arrived! 🀩

A tiny learning curve using the Walmart Marketplace to shop for organic foods, but overall it was worth the delivery charge. I tipped my driver in cash. But went in and dropped him another $2 via the app. It’s a holiday, he did a good job. He got a 5* rating. And maybe an extra boost with the tip. It wasn’t a large extra – but hopefully the extra thumbs up was a mood boost. I’m trying out here tossing pennies around and shit (he got a fiver in cash).

I stretched it out. Even got a bag of limes for my water detox. Slurp.

The chicken was the main meat but I put all my eggs in a 3 pound pack and there were no substitute’s available. Shit out of luck. I cried lmao. So of all the things I ordered, the chicken was the only thing I couldn’t get.

Next time 2 or 3 small packs of different ones and thus substitutes might be available

And maybe not get the largest pack during a holiday without a backup if said item doesn’t arrive

It wasn’t as bad as I thought it was going to be, it’s just like when you study really hard for a test and you still don’t make a 100

I can’t remember my teachers names but I can remember the grade

“What is wrong with me”

I went back and looked over the list of all the food that was arriving and was sound

I didn’t have to get out and drive

I didn’t have to worry about getting shot in the Walmart parking lot for taking someone’s spot accidentally or whatever

They took mine

I didn’t have to worry about anybody coughing on me or having to wear a mask

I didn’t have to waste time at a red light or worry about anyone running me over at one

I got same day delivery but chose a less busy, cheaper time slot

I like shopping online

Everything was packed with extra care

I did not send him down a bunch of aisles. Most of everything I needed was in the produce section, as well as store brands.

This was “delivery” not shipping. I wanted mainly fresh produce and dairy. Not canned goods nor junk food. There were no heavy ticket items or bulk items. But necessities and things folks would likely need for a holiday in general (to cook).

I had a tight budget going in and a checklist.

There were 4 items that required substitutions that I had an hour to approve. I approved right away (and sobbed momentarily behind closed doors about the “no substitutions for the chicken, we’re sorry”). So 4 subs & 1 unavailable.

But, his substitutions were amazing. My eggs were one of the subs, he did a great job. Everything subbed was the same price too. Even got the brown eggs.

I was impressed I was able to get as much essentials as I could on $50 (I spent a tad more but also got ACV). For detoxing & cleaning veggies.

Holy god 4 bags of dry beans, a bag of potatoes

18 pack of brown eggs

I’m thinking deviled eggs (a few), egg sandwiches, making cornbread/cake/brownies, tuna egg salad, stuffs

And no, there isn’t any onion onion but I did get green onion and some garlic heads

It’ll be on my burgers and eggs

Douse it like fire

I do love onion (and can put some in the burgers I wanna make or the beef steak with gravy)

I got some Turkey dogs! And fresh buns for everything

The pizza was under five bucks ($3.48 to be exact). I’ve been dying for a pizza!!! That’s a good deal!

You can still buy a fresh loaf of wheat bread for under a dollar, it’s a fucking miracle

Egg sandwich with cheese and onion nom

Buttered bread yeee

Excuse me I got to go

You can blame it on the food

It’s a holiday and I’m sharing with you what I’ll be eating (kinda) πŸ€ͺ

I do have organic carrots and garlic and potatoes now tho (with broth and spices and green onion, soup is on the horizon)

I love to make homemade soups, casseroles and thingamabob’s

Oh my gah food

Excuse me


Living dead goil 😀 (photos)

If I don’t look 500 πŸ‘€

My roots are brown, my hair is faded black

I’m on death number 689832479074357 and still complaining

But I still see no grey hair

Despite being age 500 ish (give or take a century)

I need to accept that I became obsolete to man when I got my period

And I’m alive with a half working heart

You should see my regrets πŸ‘€

I like my lines. I earned them. 🀨

My hair is in between worlds these days. But I ain’t dying it and haven’t for months. Been detoxing it, stripping it, and then repairs. The dead ends should fix up but it’s a work-in-progress. Don’t touch my hair when I die.

There’s only one guy I even want to have my body and I want him to take care of my body in the afterlife, like I want him to be the gate keeper of my body, he can do what he wants to with my body, I want him to take care of my body and if he brings me back in some digital form then that’s between me and him 😌

I want to donate my body to *you know who* (love of life)

Some people like my nails. I did them. I’m tired. I look dead. I did them anyway.

Am I still fuckable half dead? πŸ˜‘

Happy Vampire day πŸ€ͺ

Gravity has been shaping my boobs

TIME AND GRAVITY

But somebody who ignores me now said he wanted to put a baby in me and fill them up

I wanted that so much πŸ˜‘

He’s mad at me for having my own place to rent instead of being homeless πŸ˜‘

He’s mad at me for his mistakes πŸ˜‘

Thanks for the love on my live today! 🌹

🌸🌷🌸

C-ya 2021

I did my nails for you and I know I’m not your favorite but I was making the guys tremble πŸ€ͺ

I bought organic coconut oil to start repairing my hair, the hair is real, and grown directly from my skull

I know I’ve been feeling some kind of way since a certain somebody decided to Unfollow my wishlist on Christmas, so I effin deleted it

He was cruel to me on purpose and I didn’t deserve it nor was I expecting anything from him at all

So it lifted my spirits today to have guys trembling when I entered a room

Stiletto nails glued on today 😎

Strawberry peach edibles πŸ‘

About to get all enlightened πŸ˜‡

Sending you all the good things because there’s just so many bad things

Good tidings to all!

Thank you to everyone who is in my life because they want to be and not due to obligation!

Did a detox instead of alcohol!

Look what I got for XMAS! A ring light! 🀩

New ring light for the studio!

I have absolutely no idea how you use it or really how to use yeti (my new unopened microphone) but I’m super excited to add these tools to my writing toolbox! πŸ€“

My website just hit over 1000 followers, and that means a great deal to me, so I’ve upgraded my WordPress plan and now I have new tools at my disposal. I have a lot of reading material, studying, and set up before I can get going!

It’s nice to finally have a laptop and a USB microphone!

Writing and your visits are keeping me alive!

I hope you are having a nice holiday wherever you’re at!

I’m keeping positive and staying focused and slowly getting a little bit done every day and I’m gonna be getting back to rebounding soon!

I’ve been getting back more active and I’m still having chest pains so I’m not trying to kill myself and I’m taking baby steps back into working out and cardio and jumping around

But I definitely wanna focus on making TikTok videos, I appreciate the views that I do get!

I have ideas in mind but often lack courage to execute.

The videos I do release there of my spoken word scares me lol

I have stage fright and people are mean to me πŸ‘€

But the last one I put out received over 1.1k plays! πŸ€“

https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPd6hLpKh/

And that does make me feel good because I don’t pay to play πŸ€ͺ

But if any of my videos get at least 30 views I’m OK with that because I’ve had many sit at zero πŸ˜‘

Your visits to my blog, your comments, your likes, the new writing tools and blog upgrades are keeping my spirits high!

Thank you for everything! I love you!

P.S. now is a good time to clean out your closet and get rid of negative energies around you

People will say they are happy for your success but their actions won’t prove it

Keep your energy clean

I only have a little bit of time left, so I only want to spend it with people who want to spend it with me 🐣

I’m back to being solo

The one person I did care about did me dirty

πŸ‘ŽπŸ‘Ž

Gonna start fitness rebounding out and about soon! πŸ’ͺ

I’ll show you more around my city in 2022!

My tiny mic has been fairing well at the ocean! 🏝

Merry Christmas and season greetings! πŸŽ„

I get a lot of compliments on my hat Uni, even at the beach (and it blocks the sun from my face well)