I’ve stared into
Eyes as bright as sun
Who could love me
None

I’ve flowed into
Rivers boiling
Nothing stops
The lessons come

The way you hook me
Like time is frozen
Whole damn world rollin’
Til I return

From heaven’s sent me
Golden arches heavy
What have I done

Imagine
The kings and queens who could’ve been silenced
Separated at birth
The tongue of us

BUT I LOVED YOU FIRST
LIKE GLACIERS THAWING
I FELT THE THIRST

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Heaven brought me home. Got keys to my new safe space (rental only). Charming little vintage pad.

It has a lot of potential. Less space but the design layout makes it feel less boxy. Got a long balcony. And for the first time in my life the balcony is in the bedroom instead of the living room. There’s even a built in vanity or desk nook.

Did I mention my rent is going down. That extra money can go towards my car payment. Sure there is no outdated gym with dirty equipment but I invested in a rebounder and I can join a clean gym.

Cuz that’s likely where I will meet my husband?

Or church.

But I ain’t consistent with either.

Yet.

I do not have all my stuff moved to the new space yet but I got a lot done yesterday! Gotta pace! So I treated myself to a lot from the Publix deli, to enjoy meals and eat and run.

Cuz Friday I did not eat until dinner time.

Got a hot meal to enjoy first – damn good fish sandwich from the deli

Less than $6 and every bite well spent

I was like ‘the reward I have been needing’ (cuz fast food has not been cutting it and surprisingly I can go to the Publix deli and get popcorn chicken, mash potatoes, white gravy, and corn (you know where I am going with this) and it’s SO GOOD

And they be having BOGO on them hot meals

GIVE MAH

Also might be meeting my husband at the local grocery deli?

Cuz some don’t know how to take their eye off me

Some act like I do not exist

Some roll their eye

None hold the door

Rarely do they stop to let me cross

Men are the reason I was eating drive thru bullshite

The good food is made at home

And at the Publix deli

Got a footlong to enjoy, 2 soups, a couple wraps, and some Mexican thangy with beans and rice

No need to starve SAT and SUN while moving

Can nibble in between

I live two places at once

For the moment

You can be two places at once

A bed here, a bed there

I can turn my ride into a tent

The money I will be saving on my rent WOULD BUY the upgrade needed to turn my outback into my homestead

Girl maths for sure

My dad (in spirit) is telling me to get the tent – and not the one on Amazon, get the official tent

GO SEE THE WORLD BEFORE I DIE

I have not been to one national park?

The no child left behind act was a sham

I don’t know how I can have a husband when I can barely spell

But I can see through your lies

I can see thru you

Like looking at him

Maybe it was just myself

Like a black hole

I don’t know how I would feel about seeing the back of my head

It’s not a concept I concept

I think those are said differently

Brunch hours are from 9-1 ish

I can start on half my sub soon

10 AM

Nearly 3 now

I’d weigh 500 pounds if I always ate in the night. I get 12 hours of daylight to burn tho and Friday I was EXHAUSTED carrying small boxes to my new safe space

Kept drinking water

And stretching 🙂

And my heated seats on to help the back pain 🙂

I feel spoiled 🙂

Just blessed

To have the little things I do have

GOAL: get most of my shit moved minus the furniture

But I put the bed and couch together

I built them

It could be unassembled

A uhaul does not need to be needed

I could call 2 guys and a truck or a similar company and give my legs a break

Stop by the post, get the address changed – order/ get WIFI installed

Busy bee

Should be sleeping

Can’ts

Want to move

*yawn*

Just for the record, I’m grateful for any seconds I can run

I nearly died

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