Where is home
We’re shifting in the void
Like meeting in the bathroom
You called me paranoid
While all these years have past
My heart is where you roam
Like living in purgatory
Where secrets are destroyed
Where do the lost belong
When standing at the crossroad
Like we’re overjoyed
Do we wait here long?
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(p∞)
Postscript: hi. Thank you so much for still being here. How much time has passed?
… I thought I would be in recovery by now…
I thought I’d be dead…
North east south west
Confusion in my head
Remember A LONG TIME AGO i posted a link to a youtube video of a tool song + the fib sequence that a student (in college i think) put together
It received millions of views
Then… one day he posted he had to take it down
The sound was going to be removed
Fast forward to now – I tried to find that video – LONG GONE
What’s in place is MAYNARD talking about the song + math + the sequence
He’s still the biggest pompous piece-of-shit and i said what i said didn’t i
So just today (cuz how old are we again)
I found tool and Maynard on the tiktok – i followed first both accounts and then i blocked
Remembering that time May May blocked me on FaceBook for sending a friend request and “hi”
Not only is he ugly on the outside
But he makes some of the BEST MUSIC KNOWN TO EXIST
I just won’t support it
(My sis refuses to go to his gigs, calls him an asshole)
(She’s a professional music photographer (and wedding/pet)
I got her into them
She met him
“He’s a dick”
Literally did not want to go to a gig
Don’t blame
Slash gave me the cold shoulder when we met in New Orleans and I ain’t ever been the same
He was nice to my daughter tho
*rolls eyes*
We drove 4 hours to Hard Rock in New Orleans for them to tell me she wasn’t allowed in the club
I said WHAT U MEAN
I IZ HER MOM
So they waited and listened outside and “we tried to meet them after the show”
We met them…
I’m actually still Facebook friends with his bass player lmao
I was crushing on Todd
ANYHOO
Axl seems he’s half himself again
I wouldn’t mind seeing GN’R
They cancelled cuz Axl wasn’t allowed booze on stage with the fireworks
*rolls eyes*
I had an ENTIRE WALL dedicated to ONLY GNR – them posters from them magazines
Some of them folded out
TWO PAGES
I think I’d feel cozy in a space with a blacklight + blacklight posters + a stone mountain nearby (man i miss them stores)
There’s a mall here
I wanna loiter at the mall
There’s a cinema
An arcade
I don’t want another dead mall
I like this city
I just don’t know if I wanna die on this hill
I have a door in front of me
How many doors of opportunity have you closed?
Dr Peterson says it happens subtly, people aren’t even aware
They’re closing doors to their on possibilities
They had a chance to do something they wanted and they wasted it
“I see it happen all the time”
(Mind you this was a podcast I was watching, I wasn’t having a one-on-one)
Videos from 4 months ago that pompous prick talking about the song he made
How dare he
IT’S THE FACT THAT THEY MADE THE COLLEGE KIDS POPULAR VIDEO DISAPPEARRRRRR
I remember when he posted about it, I commented I was responsible for one million views – I think he liked it too
I never screenrecorded
I never thought it would DISAPPEAR
MY MOTHER LIED DEAR
THINGS DON’T STAY ON THE INTERNET FOREVERRRRER
Anyhoo
More lines?
Yes or no?
(Check box and return)
It’s weird, I have all these memories of a person I no longer am
Tale of the body thief
2.0
PoeEternal 