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Vaccine injury update

It’s very rare to find a woke doc inside the VA but i’ve done did

And this is HUGE

the fact that it is in my records officially as a vaccine injury – despite the informed consent and non-traditional forms of treatment

And my new doctor has forbidden me to eat any meat or dairy (this should please the vegan?)

CARRAGEENAN FREE

I’m not allowed – furthermore – she removed me from my protein shake regime that the nutritionist had put me on – it has carriage in it or something (I’m not correcting the AI)

(More info I was given about my vaccine injury)

She was waving a book around, “i can’t get the VA on board, it’s not FDA approved, but you won’t need to go to the feed store”

And of course, I’ll have to pay out of pocket for the treatments

I won’t repeat everything said but it makes us sound super paranoid – but she unplugged from the Matrix

I specifically asked do I need to give up my medicinal and she said no

New treatment plan

She stated the international markets are okay to shop at, she specifically mentioned “black rice”

And now I’m wondering if I’ve ever even had black rice?

But you know, Walmart tried to kill me while I was paying for a membership

And it’s not hearsay because they sent me two emails telling me I was potentially exposed to E. coli and heavy metals

But to finally get someone inside, the VA to ACKNOWLEDGE and treat me for vaccine injury is huge, she also mentioned cancer

She doesn’t want it turning into cancer

I’m still losing weight but my labs look good, my kidneys, my liver

I’m on 10% energy – vaccine injury

(it is a side effect) (i’m not lazy)

I gotta give up the meat and the cheese, but I can keep the weed (legally)

no processed foods and I gotta go back in a few months. I didn’t see any mention of coffee on the list so we’re gonna have to have that discussion soon because I need to know, can I have coffee still?

Important stuffs

Anyway, I’m not in remission yet but my doctor has hooked me up with a connect that’s gonna get me ivermectin and I don’t gotta go to the feed store.

There’s also the long list from Amazon that I need to shop

Once I get my hands on the goods, and we’re looking roughly $300+ to start, and that’s not counting the grocery shopping for “the good food items”

Bananas are best when they’ve gone bad (you know when they’re mushy) that’s when they’re highest in whatever it was she said that was in there that I need (fiber?)

And I’m absolutely not allowed to do any more amoxicillin, she says that destroys my gut health

Cuz I broke out in a rash from the 2000mg that the dentist gave me

And had a two day migraine

She said cereal is bad

I’m not allowed cereal

I gotta get my diet under control if I don’t wanna die

(In summary: i don’t wanna die)

Oh you stayed?

From right now – no filter (but I swear they apply some sort of ugly filter when you don’t use a filter at all to try to force you to use a filter instead, but then I look in the mirror and I think it’s worse)

Ack

I’m going to a salon soon and I’m gonna see if they can remove some of these sunspots from my face and wrinkles (how much does Botox cost? Should I get a breast implant? Should I just pay off my ride?)

Byeee for now (and I really really really wanna catch up on y’all’s blogs. I really do. I really wanna go for a walk around the neighborhood. There’s so much I would like to be able to do and I just can’t?)

And I’m not autistic so you can let him know I’m not autistic but I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 16

(I talk to dead people) (don’t tell him)

GA DANG I LUV MY RIDE

WHOSE CALLING SHOTGUN?

GET IN

WE ROLLIN’ OUT

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60 percent of Americans say too many use religious reason to avoid vaccines: poll | TheHill

A new Public Religion Research Institute (PRRI) poll found that almost 6
— Read on thehill.com/policy/healthcare/585397-60-percent-of-americans-say-too-many-use-religious-reason-to-avoid-vaccines

First off, these vaccines infect others! I am no longer pro vaccination!

Secondly, too many immigrants over in America are claiming religious preference and they don’t have to get the vaccine that their countries are making and enforcing on us.

Immigrants need to follow the same rules as us, end of!

So stop blaming the unvaccinated for the spread of the Covid virus because it’s the vaccinated who are actually spreading it and also if you want to blame the unvaccinated then you need to start including the immigrants because most of them are claiming religious preference and not getting the vaccine!

This isn’t opinion!

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Going to see my doctor about my heart

Got an appointment with my primary care doctor tomorrow, will be discussing in person my heart test results (still waiting on results from my heart monitor tho) and discussing options on treatment, so I will update you!

I still have chest pain, fluid in my sac, and a goofy left lung that isn’t inflating fully (along with a list of other side effects)

Y’all remember that film “Signs” by Mel Gibson? Sometimes I think getting struck by lightning in my Jeep, prepared me for this.

I remember blogging about that lightning strike and talking about Brother Thor pinching me to wake me up about something, I just wasn’t sure what.

Maybe, getting struck prepared my heart for what was to come.

But, my holy ghost showed up after I was vaccinated and experiencing a lot more pain than people gaslit me to believe the Moderna vaccines would be

But he showed up and we did things we’d never done before 👀

And I think I probably love him 👀

There are atoms in me trying to reach him 👀

He is keeping me alive 👀

Just waiting to be ghosted, already half dead so dying on the street wouldn’t be hard

But there are things inside me wanting a chance at life 👀

Women can conceive in their 50s

I’m getting so close to that number that dying naked on the street feels like home

I’ve lived a very lonely and sexually deprived existence

I’m not meeting my potential as a child bearing woman

I’ve been having my period since I was 13

Getting pregnant now puts me into the “miracle zone”

I’m turning 43 next week (August 19th) 👀

I didn’t have one birthday card in my mailbox when I checked but goddamn Spectrum I hear from them every other day

They want my business so bad I’m about to go to jail because they won’t stop soliciting me at my home private address

Since when did our home address and our private phone numbers become a tool for spammers and advertisers?

We need some protection as a civilian

It’s getting ridiculous

Born to consume only

I don’t even know why people want to have kids anymore

The game is rigged

Anyhoo, I gotta go talk to my Primary care doctor tomorrow to find out what my life expectancy actually is now, and if there’s hope for a full recovery

I was to do the stress test today but I canceled that bitch yesterday but my doctor already knew about it when she called me. I already told her I wasn’t prepared to do the stress test, she did not give me a hard time or even give her opinion on why I need it. She understood.

I had 2 stress tests I was due to take this week, but no. My body, my choice.

I also need to discuss with my doctor about the booster shots for Covid-19 since soldiers are now being enforced the vaccines, they will soon be pushing that onto the veterans and I’m never getting anything ever put back in my body ever again, so World War III will break out and you will be hearing from me on the top o’clock news if they ever try to fucking push a booster shot into me or deny me service because I don’t want it in my body

I can just feel it though, they’re going to be pushing for those booster shots annually with the flu vaccine (but enforced) and to everybody out there going “but this vaccines are free, it doesn’t cost anything” you are so fucking wrong and don’t understand how life is actually working, Big Pharma is not working for free honey, 9 new billionaires did not evolve out of this mess from nowhere 👀

Politicians are just puppets for what corporations want and corporations control us through spam and advertising which we give them permission for 👀

The constitution is no longer “for the people”

I’ve been saying this over and over since the “Bush 911 signing statements” but you didn’t hear me did you

And you voted for Biden didn’t you?

🙄

I’ll be dead in my grave (that I don’t have because being buried is only for rich people apparently), but I can hear it in my decaying bones, “she was right about everything”

In 200 years, when y’all finally awake, make me the mascot leader please, k, thanx, bye

Turning the big 43 next week! Lucky to still be alive!

Y’all read through all of this and I can already feel people out there going, “she’s 43”???

Well, very soon. 42 currently

(He’s probably going to ghost me now) 😩

*dies on street*

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Only 4% of India has been vaccinated 👀

Still can’t get past the fact that only 4% of India has been vaccinated 👀

👇👇👇

https://www.npr.org/sections/goatsandsoda/2021/06/29/1011022472/india-is-the-worlds-biggest-vaccine-maker-yet-only-4-of-indians-are-vaccinated

Stop the vaccine fearmongering in the US

India Is the number one manufacturer of vaccines and yet their government under ordered vaccines five days before their vaccine drive

Thus, after all this pandemic time, only 4% of India has been vaccinated

That’s a huge red flag

India is making so much money off of sick people aren’t they

And off of pushing the vaccines on everyone else

Over 2.7 million live here in the US –

https://www.migrationpolicy.org/article/indian-immigrants-united-states-2019

I’ve worked for a few Indian owners here in the US and they worked us just like slaves, they paid us the least and worked us the most – but just not enough hours to get the work benefits like insurance and things

Globalism has ruined America

I mean the American dream is great for anyone who isn’t an actual American

👀

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My doc just called! Heart and lung damaged from Moderna vaccines! FYI: I’m still down

My doc just called and she told me that there is some fluid in the sac of my heart and she said it could be from the virus or something else (perhaps a blood clot) but she also said my lung looks like it’s having a hard time expanding on the left side and I told her I was having difficulty breathing and she is still waiting the results back for some tests but my heart and my lung is damaged

We haven’t discussed surgery yet but I imagine it’s a possibility if they need to remove the fluid buildup in my heart

But I have hope now because I’ve had a change in the intensity of the pain levels but I’m not in the clear yet and I’ve got this heart monitor strapped on me until July 29!

I also told my doctor that I didn’t really want to get the stress tests but that I would likely do the exercise one but I don’t know that I want to do the one where they pump you full of chemicals because I’m already in this mess because they pumped me full of chemicals and she did not fuss at me

So there’s that

🤓

I would just like to add, the only time I came in contact with the COVID-19 virus, was when I received both the Moderna vaccines

So just to sum things up, my heart and left lung were damaged receiving the Moderna vaccines

I nearly died getting the vaccines

I still could die

I believe it’s a miracle I still am alive

Still on bedrest fool! 😷
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COVID vaccine update

She said that round 2 of the COVID vaccine can get nasty, people are reporting having to “strip their clothes off” in the bathroom when they have diarrhea.

And it has taken me roughly 3 days to recover from shot 1. My heart was like holy fuck – we ain’t even had a hug since 2019! WTF did you give me.

And just think, in only a few weeks I get to do this all again!

I’ll keep you posted- And I am not looking forward to my body overheating so badly that I will need to remove my clothing and everything on the inside “potentially” (it is a side effect of the vaccine though)

*laughs insanely*

So I’m getting ready to shop for some butt plugs.

I’m all in. 👀

People say something is wrong with me because I sometimes laugh when people die or when they fall down or when they shit themselves and like it’s just how I process the bad stuff.

I’ve been having random burst of laughter all morning since I woke up because I’m terrified of what’s to come and the only way I know how to make some fun out of it is to buy some really cool butt plugs (like a glass one with a tail) that I can use in some of my cosplay photography on OnlyFans.

When life throws you lemons- buy some butt plugs.

That’s the lesson I’m learning here.

*laughs insanely*

Can’t. Breathe.

I finally got a good laugh in this pandemic, my gut is hurting.

My ass may soon be hurting too.

Just keeping it real…

Nicely put but the reality for some is “ripping your clothes off” in a meltdown because you can’t have any “fabric touching your skin”

Can’t.Stop.Laughing.

I’m gonna pee myself

If you’ve never had to violently remove your clothing while taking a shit then you don’t know struggle.

OK I think my neighbors might’ve heard that laugh

Information from the CDC about the potential side effects: https://www.cdc.gov/coronavirus/2019-ncov/vaccines/expect/after.html

The CDC do say the second shot is worse…

Drink plenty of fluids, wear light clothing (and buy a butt plug)