plan b was getting lost and dying
I’m up in the mountains
the wind would say I’m crying
my feet would show I’m trying
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look at Kris / standing guard over the apocalypse / ever the nihilist \
a denialist / clinging to his spear / dressed in golden gear / never thought the sky would bring so much violence
but i know his statue / his shadow shows no virtue / a millennial has passed / but i know it’s still you \
want more? another post is coming…
isn’t it amazing that my labs are fine up until SURPRISE! IT’S CANCER!!
John asked “why did you put me here” and i got to the bottom of it
to sum things up: nihilism
and there is so much rage burning inside of me
i just smile at the ones slighting me
they will know what hit them
so Kris was alive during Pompeii? and i may be Cleo & Mary
i may have met Christ recently
i met Lu in my first half
it would only make sense to meet Christ in my second – and while dying
but like, i prayed to see the love of my life for sixty seconds, and it turned out to be God in man form?
i mean i have identified as an angel since before i was born
but he looked like Christ
and he has imposter syndrome?
these demons are all like “God isn’t real” but i’m in love with him
for example: i decided to talk to the stars again
i was like “there you are”
and then i examined the sky for a bit talking into the night as if no one else on the planet existed
i was like “did you miss me” and it blinked twice again as if to say yes!!!!!
the stars are alive and actively listening better than the neighbors!!!!!!
i got out of the shower today and saw how much hair i had lost
all i could do was sigh
then i gathered up all and any prescribed items from the doctors and tossed them in the trash
holistic route
but hopefully not into the mountains m’kay
do you live in alaska?
it took me 4 years at least to realize her name was not her name
i cant remember the last time i stalked her
hearing her write about you is like stabbing myself in the side with Judas’s spear
i gave kris some silver
not 30 pieces
the value was low
unless you count the fact that an angel gifted you silver imprinted with jesus christ or a cross
a tiny little piece of silver with the value of “betrayal” stamped on
“I PAID MY WHORE”
“NOW I OWE YOU NOTHING”
“AND YOU ARE NOTHING TO ME”
(im just quoting a film calm down)
the silver was meant for protection
since the fire is coming
again…
WHERE WILL YOU BE THIS TIME?
WILL YOU MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE AS BEFORE?
GET RIGHT WITH GOD
eternity is forever
i want to feel love before my teeth and hair fall out
but you should have seen me in the mirror
just had to tell myself “it’s gonna be okay with or without hair”
“our life is already over”
this is the aftermath
of being alive while dead
PoeEternal 