he wanted us to see his profile – it might be awhile

cuz he’s agile – and running wild

i love him now

333

feel connected to him

think he’s still alive – for now – and hoping he don’t self-inflict if the heat turns on

he needs to be careful – they tracking signals in the mountain range

he got an awful lot of cheerleaders so if he does look back – he made his decision – he died with dignity and peace

but if he is already dying – and the healthcare he paid into is gatekeeping him from wellness – it’s a dignified response

but are the words a mirage

even his hands and frame

his thin eyebrows

i know this face

he reminds me of him

i see him everywhere these days

so much love not allowed to give

gotta give all my attitude to the lazy staff

just don’t go driving off any mountains

maybe stop looking back for SIX MONTHS

and forget your name

i’ll assign you a number

but i don’t know which one

even his eyes are gentle under the hood

like he’s thinking about me

“here i am, i’ll never forget you”

emptying live rounds on the slow walk away

so very calm

you just wanted to be with me

but society disagreed

or all our choices i agree

i only see a man in self-defense mode

against the satanic matrix

he’s welcome to come home

i might finally clean up the mess…

BUT DON’T YELL AT ME ABOUT THE CHICKEN AND TURKEY IN THE FREEZER

there’s no dairy in the fridge

there is clear evidence of a lifestyle change struggle ongoing

and a heartmindsoul in need of fixin

just need a hug

don’t go

don’t ruin the good deed by sacrificing yourself to the dark entity

you’re still alive and i can breathe

synchronicity

or that other thing

symbiotic

you die, i die

don’t die

(how to sympathize with a murder)

see – they created monsters – and did not expect – the monsters to love one another

ahhh bless

even the best nihilist is tired of the nihilism and seeking God

precious

so many layers to this game

and he is defo on an advanced level

*cries*

don’t leave me behind

i’m not as strong as you

i’m the weakest link? 😦

when i fell behind on a ruck – they – the UNITED STATES ARMY – made me lead

sorry boys – but i was running to keep up for miles

ain’t as tall…

gotta take 4 steps to your 1

“LEAVE NO ONE BEHIND”

HOOAH

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