Just trying to not die...
Charlie was adopted
Charlie is home
To be adopted…
Even monsters need little friends
Day 3
New medicine day 3 feedback
I aged 20 years overnight
Stones were thrown
Hair loss & TikTok won’t post this…
EVERY FUCKING TIME I POST SOMETHING CUTE
Blue pill, Neo
First days... (or nights)
Red pill or blue?
It's prescribed
Soul kitchen
Making spicy witches stew (with sweat and tears)
Babbler dabbler
Tag you're it
Vaccine injury update
New treatment plan
Intermission
It prob needs a trigger warning
Thinking isn’t a crime
Sam is gone but hell is long
My sister, my dad, my dog (journal log 9654)
Told u not to read this
The worst day of my life
Deep deep regret
Dear John (p∞)
What brought you here
death and dying (a poem +)
listen im detoxing sins outta me
I CAN’T DO IT
JUST TAKE MY WHOLE HEART WHY DON'T YAH
silver lining (p∞)
got some greys and guns?
loss pt. 1 (p∞)
my blood sister died
gallows (p∞)
time to build
cuz
my name is Delia, like in Beetlejuice (but it would be TOO OBVIOUS they stole my identity if they had made me Lydia)
tmi for sure…
"know thyself"
i don’t know what any of this is about…
never want to remember that one
uncharted (wrong turn) (p♾️)
a plaque marks the place
that fucking bridge
i need to get back to watching the bridge fall
i ain’t nobody
awakenings
maybe/or (this is not a journal log)
i don't have the answers to everything
picture this
"you've been a dropout every since you've been seventeen"
“nature is good for you”
lions den
nihilism
rescue waited until it was a recovery
“do you know why you are here”
things are dark out here (and inside)
he wasn’t braking *trigger warning*
suicide trigger warnings
wretched week
we got sick and time is nearly up
finally. an honest obituary.
im glad youre dead
Update
Doc said my bloodwork looked good Said my liver looked good Said my skin is looking healthy Said it wasn’t in my blood anymore Meanwhile, I’m going “I threw up twice”, “I had to stop taking the other pill”, “I couldn’t breathe”, “need morphine” The morphine request was denied 🙄 But only cuz she doesn’t…
Pockets
Bricks and pockets
OceanGate received $450K in pandemic PPP loans to cover payroll costs
OceanGate received $450K in pandemic PPP loans to cover payroll costs — Read on http://www.msn.com/en-us/money/other/oceangate-received-450k-in-pandemic-ppp-loans-to-cover-payroll-costs/ar-AA1cWYT4 That's some fucking bullshite. Stole money from the civilians pockets to fund a future murder/death. CEO wouldn't even hire experts. I'm annoyed and angry!!! Voting means absolute shite. This government is nihilistic!!!!!! Satan's society!!!! Over it!!!!
The son didn’t want to go…
Crushing blow
Worse Case Scenario
They found Titan debris
Sources
Hopelessness
Deep
Deep in trouble
Astronomical (poem)
Poetry and despair
Billionaires
Let the dead be
Misheard lyrics (maybe)
New rhyme scheme or not
Invalid Date
Don’t go too deep - or sleepy sleep
Gotta get this off my chest
Men are nihilists - women too
Another weird death
Suicide & Hoarding
The plot thickens
My mind has gone down the deep end
“He came quickly”
Heart symbol & honor killings 🙂
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