Just commented, “your laugh is annoying” and hit the block
I got zero fucks

Just commented, “your laugh is annoying” and hit the block
I got zero fucks
Do you know where your children are?
The commercial aired to our Boomer parents cuz they should all be crucified burn in hell
By the way, Mother & Father, do you know where I am?
Y’all remember Jim Caviezel?
He wants to know where the pope is?
He wants to know if you would lose your head for Christ?
He states, we have to go after the octopus head – not just the tentacles
He also played a role in “the stoning of” (sara?)
Basically a husband was cheating and got his wife murdered by burying her alive – up to her neck – and having her children throw the first stones at her head
This practice is still legal
He didn’t want to pay child support or something
Accused her of a death penalty – something he was doing
Anyhoo
I can still like him as an actor and person
I mean he played Christ
Kinda hard to probably take off that role
Jesus imprinted in him and me
But read the good book full of propaganda and lies?
Uhm no
It’s Satanic
I collect Bibles tho
Some falling apart
Some extremely tiny with a lock
You ever try selling a Bible during end times?
I can’t seem to part with them?
Via donation, sale, or trash
Or is is sell?
I’m selling something
I have a sale
Hmmm it’s nearly 4 am
I’m glad it wasn’t just a role for Jim
“Fighting with all their hearts but don’t have a voice”
He’s talking about me
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRESeVYn/?t=1
“Would you lose your head for Christ”
What does he mean?
Like not deny him?
He states he thinks about John all the time
“What would John do”
Yeah same – different John’s tho – same but not
He did not die in vain
If anything, he’s my compass down here in this hell
We both think about John all the time (same but not)
John the Baptist was always a favorite from the B
Jim might be part of the 244
Somewhere in the 244 is Christ
God is love
You mean get crucified? Fairly certain society shames me for being a light-bringing angel
They want the world covered in darkness – nihilism
6th mass extinction
Narcissism is a plague
Society is a scam
I hope I get well enough to marry a good man
Man has failed me
Searching black holes is nihilism
Segregation from God
Gonna expose you all
Deliver the head of Satan
Toss it at God’s feet
“I’m home”!
Literally got chills
Cash App founder Bob Lee attended underground sex, drug parties with sister of his alleged killer
— Read on nypost.com/2023/05/14/cash-app-founder-bob-lee-attended-underground-sex-drug-parties-with-sister-of-his-alleged-killer/amp/
And the plot thickens
From riches to rags
From rags to riches
It must be such a drag
Doing nothing that he wishes
And I’m raising the red flags
Pulling monsters from the ditches
Reminding God of broken airbags
The Great Anomaly comes with glitches
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I found the pot at the end of the rainbow
But I’m still dying
More cute clothes arriving
And organic cotton joggers n tees cuz t3 sarah mode
Gotta be comfys and calm and collect
Revenge is served coldly with a smile
I was double cursed
But Edgar (my daddy) already died naked on the street (been there, done that)
I know why Cleo died
I’ve traveled far through time
I’m not sinking with the Titanic again
I fear those waters for a reason
I know things to happen before they do
Major events
Little events
Been questioning authority from in womb / day 1
Depressed?
You’re not living how I God intended
The Great Judgment has arrived
Get right with me God
I want so many bird houses on my property that I forget where they are
Bring the pressure washer when you visit
I’m sure everything will need a clean
Bring pieeeeee (not poisoned)
(Anything bought is poison)
(Even the expensive vegan things)
(Bring all the ingredients for me to make a pie instead)
“I wanted to bring you a pie but they were all poisoned”
I know you’ve never had a real biscuit before
My memaw taught me to make them
Said, “the only way to a man’s heart is through his belly”
Or was it stomach?
You tiss it when u big enuff cuz you ain’t big enuff yet
She had 5 acres with a 3 bedroom trailer
I ain’t asking for much
She had 12 kids with her husband
I ain’t been married yet
The Boomers stole everything from me
And now BLM have the audacity to ask me why I move where there are black people?
Bitch for real?
I will fucking hang you on a tree
Without remorse
*stay humbled*
I’m only a messenger
ANGEL
The probability that scientists have unleashed adaptations is 1000%
Current adaptation: reducing the honeybees lifespan 50% so they would “be more productive”
Make more honey faster but don’t enjoy the time God gave us on earth
Also, they raised the retirement age to 75 in America, “respectively” and no one cares (but me)
Science is nihilism
Super nice guy
And I may not live in a high rise
But he’ll end your life
Get back to work
Work through the night
Bonds come in many forms / the way the sun warms / love arriving in thunderstorms / ghosting has become the norms \
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TMI below – be warned
I put my 30% towards my 20% so I’m definitely not doing it right but the “government” stole half my retirement savings during my disassociation through the pandemic and now I’m seeking alternative means to “save” in such ways where I don’t have such “easy access” such as a regular savings (which also got depleted, and the jeep wants every penny cuz she don’t have a trustworthy mechanic in this town) – so the rent and electric was paid – and I looked into gym membership prices (they keep adding on fees) and I doubt anyone cleans that sweaty equipment and folks can’t stop touching their privates, I’m fine working out from home in my extra bedroom that I don’t know what to do with (fortunate even in the slums) – not to mention – the new carpet was hard fought and won and I wound up securing a baby EE at that historic rate – and I will be nearly 65 when it doubles in value. Being suicidal homicidal and giving the government my money is fun!!!
They already stole half of my retirement but it’s still drawing interest and I refuse to move it to any other zones (unless to withdraw) (with penalty) (fuck you)
They stole half my moneyzzz and have the audacity to want to charge me 30% to get it all.
Again, fuck you.
Not to mention the state gave me an addiction and I don’t want them getting my 30%. Nor the gym, the terrible service at the fast food shops, nor the clothing retailers selling highly flammable polyester clothing (extremely hard to extinguish) (I can’t even find small cotton panties at Victoria’s Secret – who are stealing from their customers with their high interest rates)
Jesus wore a cotton robe because it didn’t cause cancer
Furthermore, they are putting cancer causing and hormonal disrupters in the tampons and hygiene pads – and tho I’m still ovulating, I cry that the vaccine made me sterile
The thought that man stole my life and generations – and they have – because my grandmother had 12 children and I’ve never been married and the divorce rate is over 85%
Men hate women
Men want love with prostitutes (according to the latest studies)
If you don’t let me have my acre of land – far away from civilization – there will be dire consequences and no remorse
Now, I already have a baby I bond but part of me desperately wanted to hook an EE too – especially knowing it is a fixed rate
It’s weird saving for a future you don’t believe will exist or that you will have
But what is worse, giving all my money to the medicinal shop when I don’t wanna
Me: “we’re supposed to have 30% to play with”
Also me: “yeah well fuck you. You have new carpet, roll around and wallow…”
I need plants growing. Big beautiful greenery. I like gym equipment that doesn’t require electricity. Upgrading the rebounder potentially. I want a white noise machine. And a big timer or stopwatch for the wall – one that doesn’t require electricity (is that possible)
Maybe even a large wall calendar to track my rebounding – instead of the regular calendar from the library that I’m currently using
A calendar without advertising – and just the dates/times
The old bookshelf will have plants growing – eventually – instead of the items currently on it
I got rid of all my storage – I donated my couch and dresser, basically kept my “seating” stools and benches of sorts – donated the bed!
I am not spending money on furniture, no.
This is not home. This is a curse.
Lots of people lost their lives and homes during the Great Invasion, I nearly lost mine, I’m having nightmares
The new carpet improved my mental health
They wanted $15 dollars for a fucking cotton mop – not even a wood handle – fuck you
I kept the receipt in case it breaks during “elbow grease” and I will try not to turn into the Incredible Hulk if it does.
Cinderella was on her knees for a reason. She didn’t want to chase her tail in a circle buying snake oil from the demons at the supermarket.
“Here’s your crappy product back” – I wasted gas/time/energy while you gut America. Fuck you
And now my therapist is censoring topics discussed during group therapy. Laughs
Fucking grateful for the new carpet tho
I think carpet should be abolished
But grateful that I can invite God to step on my floor
I could answer the door if he knocked
It’s doubtful I would answer, there’s too much shame
I’m coming off my period and I wanted to have a family so badly
I remind myself women go until 50 (until I check the census and read articles about how we’re having less – but they are having more)
I’m going extinct like the dinosaur
Also, Britain is now at 60% – so they too are the minority, having lost power and position, and many of us are ready to fight back for what we had
Hear, hear
Some say karma
But I am both Native American and white and I want what is mine
I read Mexican’s and Chinese identify as “white”
Oh yeah
Bleaching yer skin eh
I might go blonde soon myself
Want to look my absolute best while ghosting every man
And hope they cross my shadow so I can defend my right to exist
Still – men are illegally filming my ass when I’m out and about – disturbingly
Men will follow me and chase me to my car
No means no
Also, because my lightsource is incredibly scarce and rich, these demons show themselves immediately everywhere
They all wanna blow my house down
God dammnit how am I supposed to quit weed?
Me: pays bills then dumps every cent into propoganda
WELPS
But I have access to the other thing too easily and the jeep wants it
I’m speaking to someone as if he understands what I’m saying
He thinks me being autistic is like a crime (I thought he wanted hillbilly babies)
Anyhoo, it just means I’m an oracle
I’m angelic
I’m different
Than them
“I see dead people” (and talk to them)
Googly eyes
I am less sick these days but still sick
So the quarantine remains (even for God)
(No you can’t come in)
(I don’t want you to see me this way)
(Stop looking)
(That’s still looking)
I get the entire weekend to ponder my existence
I’d like to write more
People are starting to get “automatic comments” on WordPress for business proposals. WordPress sold out and this should be illegal.
I desperately want somewhere to reach you, I’m losing ground.
“This offer is automatically generated”. Just remember that as you dump money into WP.
Automation should be a crime
AI is the enemy
Asian Americans identity as “Chinese American and honor Chinese culture only”
They come here and destroy our way of life
These nihilists, they are destroying anything God made, and creating “manmade artificial in place” – to own you
To destroy it all
Think they are Gods
They destroyed the dinosaurs
They probably destroyed Mars
All them cracks on the moon, probably bombs
Those 500 whales dead on the beach, BOMBS
You hold distance like a torch
The sun is setting
I’m watching from my porch
The devil betting
But time has run its course
Copyright © 2023 PoeEternal.
Sidenote: I still don’t know who or what I am.
Did you ever think God needs you here to keep this place from going under
You’re light and thunder
Relax your plunder
I need you longer
To wake from slumber
Realize the hunger
Copyright © 2023 PoeEternal.
Postscript
I write for God now.
Could you please let God know I’m exhausted and need to rest a bit longer.
These demons have not stopped pounding me since I was born.
My dreams consist of multiple murder and full vape pens.
The mind normally gets what the mind wants
The face may show sadness, the eyes show rage
“The scientists” say that once bees are dead – all life will vanish
“The scientists” have fucked around with the genetic coding of honey bees, which has resulted in a 50% life reduction drop.
The honeybees only live 50% of the life God had intended for them – now that the “scientists” have reduced their genes to half life.
They thought the bees would be “more productive”. Pay attention
These demons are killing EVERYTHING
I do not fear imprisonment, my heart would self-annihilate or I’d ensure humane ending via a cop ending my life prematurely
Keep swinging your dick on the road like you have more importance than everyone women
Tell me something is wrong with me again
I’ll respond: what’s the matter honey? You in-love with a prostitute?
Yes. We know you all are.
The studies say over 50% of men want love with a prostitute and would legalize prostitution
There’s also a direct link to sex trafficking and prostitution – with testimony from men, “she looked trafficked and frightened and underage but it’s what I want”
Fuck you
Cut me off again, anywhere, anyday
You only treat prostitutes with respect huh
Like this book “racing the light” that I checked out from the library just yesterday – nowhere in the synopsis did I know porn would be the subject.
So far, the writer has used his characters to complain about the daily women, one being a “skinny scarecrow”, the other being “fat” – yet glorifying the porn star on the poster, how she looks amazing wearing “all black”. How they wouldn’t fuck her during a podcast show because they have boundaries
GET IN THE FUCKING SEA
I’m done reading!
Chapter 7! He’s on his way to meet the famous pornstar!
Gag me! I’d rather die than live in this porn infested society!
Stop conditioning!
This book should not be at the library!
Walmart and the mall should not be selling sex equipment in front of children or me!!!!!!!!!
FUCK YOU
Tell God I’m angry!!!!!!!
The honeybees deserve more!
Science is unethical!
Art is sin!
90% of all murder happen by men!!!!!!!!!
The other ten percent I’m contemplating falling in!
So many men are committing crimes they are reducing sentences – opposite for women – hardly any do so punishment is more severe
Rules for thee, not for me
I’m gonna fuck you up if you smile at me incorrectly or refuse to open the door when you see me
Cut me off again
I triple dare you
Money don’t mean shit to me
Ending your pathetic society tho – like Bonnie and Clyde
I dream of it
DAYDREAMS
Of bloodletting
With the de-lite
BLACK LIVES MATTER / ASIAN HATE ✓
All before morning coffee
Born this way
Need him to go where I’m going
The library is no longer a safe place for me – I’m angry and contending with that now
I sensed this with the LGBT and Boomer staff lurking and the “smell of lies” and the street political thugs in gold begging for my signature
Still there was hope
Briefly
It didn’t last very long
People ruin everything
I’m finely crafting my monster and angelic side –
Men have suppressed me from sex and defense
They get sex and murder – with the slap of a hand
Cut me off again
I can’t be the only woman feeling this way
Gonna start a riot
The way doctor lady swallowed when I told her “according to the latest studies over 51% want love with a prostitute and would vote yes”
Gutted her right there in her stool
Continued gutting her with more facts
I’m maybe the Oracle but get treated like Agent Smith
I’m maybe Neo Trinity Morpheus too
“Why me Gabriel” (you’re going to hell for the life you took – you’re fucked)
Should I join the order of Satanism? I was reading over their website – I read the DR book age 16 – it cost money to join – they say titles are earned – whatev, give me Priestess or fuck off – I will keep my $$$
Also, should I join? The order?
Of Satanism?
Revenge is a dish served by an Angel rogue in hell
It’s just another form of narcissism carefully crafted
“We’re not religious but we are, we think we’re Gods”
LAUGHS
Oh yeah?
So adorable
I really enjoy spending time in the sun getting “weathered” and feeding all God’s creatures
Probably causing them more harm but the intention is good
Tell God I’m sorry for being such a fuck up
I know I’m suffering cuz I died via suicide – this hell
But when do I?
I’ve been conditioning myself to do it since in womb
Age 5 on the kindergarten – got in trouble for putting “string around my neck and pulling” – wasn’t allowed sunshine or going outdoors for weeks (fuck you)
You treat prisoners better than civilians
I’ve got scars from cutting on my body
Charming
I worry more about my stretch marks than I do scars over my big veins
LOOK: TRIED TO KILL MYSELF THAT DAY
Wanna get married?
*jumps from bridge
A total scam
Delete your account
Write a paper check
Pay a money order
Protest
It should be illegal anyway – forcing us to pay rent online
Fucking move
Into a tent if you gotta…
I’m still waiting for my rent payment to go through – since the 31st
Paid my rent ahead of schedule – now collecting late fees – new management in the apartment instructed to “not even call Domuso support” and they have to call – to give permission to cancel it – since it’s in an “authorized status” according to Domuso – whom I contacted myself.
I guess they want me chasing my tail about my rent – worrying about fees and whatnot. I’m not.
Back to check writing.
And I dare you to make me homeless for refusal to “pay online” like you are enforcing other apartment buildings to do.
Go check the reviews about this company. They out there stealing money from folks.
It’s now day 9 and my payment is still pending and I’m not allowed to cancel it in an “authorized status” – the apartment complex must call Domuso and give the approval – but management says to “wait” and “we’re not allowed to call…”
Meanwhile, the fees are collecting and I went in with my checkbook ready to fix THEIR MISTAKE (I’m using the same bank I’ve been – no changes, my bank isn’t withholding my payment – nor do they have any reason to) but they refuse to do anything about my pending payment in cyber space and were ready to put a late notice on my door.
Do.
I dare you.
I have contacted Domuso via email and phone – same generic response, “your property needs to accept the transaction” but why should they when they can quietly quit and rack up charges and evictions on poor unsuspecting dumb folk
Touche
Hope you like your job very much…
“What’s the matter honey, you depressed?”
“Get help”
Those were the questions asked of me after I was rudely cut off on the road, so I rudely began following him, to wherever we were now going.
We wound up in a parking lot for several minutes – he threatened the cops – they never came.
Got his license plate number anyway
Stalked him until he was sweating anyway
But y’all keep giving yourself away
I should have responded “homicidal” but asked “was he in a rush to get to his prostitute.”
Of course, he called me a “manhater” LAUGHS
I’m ready to rip your veins from your neck – and your cock – with my teeth
Please keep risking my life – and then insulting me when I call you out
When he threatened to call the cops, I responded: “I hear restraining orders don’t work – and the more you have the less they work. Please call the cops.”
He retreated to inside his vehicle – but it didn’t stop me circling his vehicle like a vulture
So – y’all are making us depressed with malicious intent and purpose – so we’ll “get a job” and “see a therapist” – something must be wrong – we cry and boys don’t. Ohh boo
90% of all murders happen by men.
Please keep pissing me off
P.S. the jobs and medications to keep me asleep while you live a double and triple evil life – no longer work
Maybe you should have treated ALL WOMEN with respect, not just the prostitutes you’re “in love with” according to the latest studies “most men want love with a prostitute”
*throws up
Fuck you
Cut me off again
I double dare you
P.S.S. That’s TWO days in a row I’ve had the cops threatened on me.
P.S.S.S. Might be meeting my future husband soon and getting a new home. Do you think I’ll get visitation?
Yes. No. Maybe (select one) (please return)
I’m told I’ll be getting a renewal invite to remain at the heart of darkness.
It’s been nearly one year since that couple was gutted in the street – by a black immigrant – simply because they were “white” – and now they’re dead – and he gets 3 meals a day, a free roof over his head, dental, and an HOUR of sunshine for his MENTAL HEALTH – on us (the tax slave payers dollars = time/energy)
The political thugs in gold chains now want your signature – soliciting anywhere they legally can: the library, the mall, the medicinal shops.
Overjoyed.
I don’t know where I’m going – but I don’t have to prove anything to “remain here” as I’ve been stuck in purgatory so long now – I don’t have to provide any evidence of my existence.
Just keep paying the rent….
Do as say
But I yelled at the boomer Publix employee, “no bitch, you lost a fucking customer FOREVERRrrr”
Apparently we became a cashless society and she felt the need to rub it in, three times, scolding me in front of everyone around, my cash in hand, unable to pay.
“It says it right there” (honestly, you only need to point out my failure ONCE)
I’ve boycotted Publix forever
There’s poison and sugar and “natural flavor” in everything now anyway
“How did she die”
“Starved to death…”
“White people work out one time and be skinny” (latest neighborhood report on me)
The upside: they think I’ve only worked out once. Skinny. Weak bitch.
Let that be my fucking gain
In fact, at Burger King yesterday, the Mexican manager came out with two of her BLM pimps, when I told her to “step outside”
He was very upset when he heard me say, “oh you had to bring your pimps with you huh”
Very upset he got
Truth in fact hurts
I drove off too calm
The adrenal glands were not working
Even pulling off
“I’m too calm”
“Had to bring your pimps huh” I continue to yell, as traffic at the window was at a stop
They gonna run off all their white costumers with their terrible service
I ordered the “impossible king” and apparently that’s too complicated for certain species to get right
Though I repeated my order THREE times
Fuck it
I like starving anyway
I got my library card tho
And holyshit, that’s where I’ll be at the end of the world
Check the libraries
Leave clues a 5 year old could solve (anything harder and I’ll read the data wrong and wind up stuck in a fucking hole – as is now – with a heart condition – thanks to “television” and government – whom I no longer listen to in any capacity)
At least the library is ad free
I can read in silence
Love the smell of the old books
All them lies
There are perks to not being homeless (yet)
Aside from the thugs trying to solicit my signature in the parking lot – everywhere I go
In their gold chains…
I wanna puke
Stop talking to me
From now on
When someone interrupts whatever I’m doing solo
“Did I give you permission to talk to me”
And the ghosting will begin
And please cross my shadow
I know you’re trying so hard to break me out here
Of being a good Soldier, a good soul
But I swore my hand before the flag and God – and on my heart – and signed the dotted line – took my blood and all – to protect and defend the USA and its citizens – not DEMONS
And right now you stepping all up in the “fine print”
I dated for a lifetime and have nothing to show for it
STOP LOOKING AT ME
I’m ready to spit on these thug politicians in the street
FUCK OFF BRO
You can’t have my signature, my name, or my soul
Go back to your porn and prostitutes
I was trying to enjoy the jazz event – and men breaking their eyeballs to get a look
STOP LOOKING
I had to hold back the tears
Pretend the music was getting to me
Next week I hang with a cop who teaches about a Daytona Beach serial killer
Exciting! They want us living in fear!
Do I want to say yes to the “true encounters Daytona Beach serial killer” event. Yes I do.
I’m not even a jazz fan – but I went – and enjoyed (still cry anywhere)
The audiobook helped me not stalk anyone
But apparently I’m not allowed to order food anymore anywhere
Unless a yuppie place
I found something that sparked joy in me
It matches my values – it offers self-improvement and the entertainment is how it should be – without disruptions or ads
Easy scrolling interface
Eventually I’ll make my way to the science museum
The skate park and rinks
I checked out an express book
I’m 8 chapters in
I’m becoming present – and creating boundaries and discipline
My mind needs exercise – the books provide
The 2 week express lane gives me a challenge
You can’t renew those
I got my library card and it’s bringing me happies – can’t describe
So much to do too – free classes, movies at the auditorium, events…
I was also the youngest person at the jazz event
If you’re thinking about killing yourself – maybe get a library card instead
And be present
Read what you check out
Set time aside to read
Luckily – my first book was large print – that’s made reading a pleasure – no headaches or squinting – though the writer is a pedo – he’s brilliant – it’s no wonder I grabbed his book – of all books on the “new” shelf (express check out and no renewal)
I like all the digital perks that come with my card – as well as the real world perks – and I’m tapping into all
NOT READY TO DIE
But these monsters are ready for me to shed my light
I’m too calm…
A new Urban Institute study sheds light on America’s underground commercial sex economy
— Read on apps.urban.org/features/theHustle/mobile/index.html
Old data. Since then the pimps have overtaken the White House and now sex toys are sold in front of children!
Unfortunately, most animal shelter statistics paint a sad story. Though the progress in the years is evident, there’s plenty that can be done in 2022.
— Read on petpedia.co/animal-shelter-statistics/
Hail Hitler! He’s alive!
I’m old and sick! Euthanize me!!!!!
It’s not 60k annually anymore. The numbers are much much worse.
“Since 1970 68% of all life has gone extinct”
And children are being conditioned as children to support prostitution and porn. That’s why the divorce rate is 100%!
Just like it took decades for science to prove that smoking cigarettes was harmful, we are learning a similar lesson with porn in our society today. Science and research are proving that porn harms…
— Read on fightthenewdrug.medium.com/3-reasons-why-watching-porn-is-harmful-and-research-is-proving-it-bc572b1b0abf
The elite are building a society of psychopaths and narcissists period. They serve Satan, Black Holes, Dark suns, worlds, darkness in general, they are demented demons without a soul. They are nihilistic at their core.
They’re in-love with the porn stars and prostitutes (according to scientific studies)
Except, it’s not real.
The prostitutes – according to studies – create alternative personas while doing sex work – causes negative mental health – and men do not need to be tested for STD or STI – even though they are the silent carriers – often without any signs or symptoms – which can lay dormant for years – and parasites and cancer can be spread from semem, as well as simple skin-to-skin contact.
I’ve shared every study backing this up.
The prostitutes “rub their back” before doing sex work – and they do not use the same style to connect in their personal lives – they make up personas to get through the sex work – many were abused as children, forced into sex work.
Prostitution is a direct link to sex trafficking – making prostitution legal creates MORE human trafficking – which they now have undeniable proof of.
Many countries have made prostitution legal, while other countries have made it illegal but still sell sex via entertainment – creating street hookers, violence, and other negative social impacts. The doors to America remain open for sex trafficking.
Furthermore, the divorce rate is over 85%.
Prostitutes do not “enjoy” their line of work – disassociating from what they do – separating personal life from work – over 75% remain “single” and “would never marry the men they service” – even though they program them to love them (some maintaining sex relations with “repeat customers for years”)
And the fact that they can’t fall in love or show signs – makes it more exciting to them
They walk in with their dicks hard and ballsack full – ready to shoot them their biggest load
These prostitutes don’t even like the line of work
Porn and prostitution is creating monsters in a soulless society
Women and children at home – suffer extreme abuse
Porn isn’t real – it’s fantasy football. It’s soap operas in the nude on repeat. Porn stars fucking themselves in the ass with a wine bottle for decades – then taking a drink
Same story over and over
And the men get hooked as CHILDREN – many get into porn and prostitution by their own fathers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They have brain rot! Their primal side of the brain is activated – hence all the crime!!!!!!!!!
It’s the devil!
They’re selling sex toys at the mall and Walmart, CVS, Walgreens, Dolls Kill, and many more! It’s not behind a curtain!!!
It’s a society of sickness
Our very foundation is built on a sin and lie
All so men can go to war in exotic lands and experience exotic women – while the wives are at home
It’s turned into a well-oiled beast
It’s demon vs human down here (likely opinion but I identify as Angel Baby)
They say in the press that “narcissism is rare” but it’s actually a plague
They say psychopaths “are born” but a “narcissist is made”
Yeah, and it starts in the Bible (narcissism is throughout), with porn and prostitution
Big government is to blame
“The sins of the father”
Apparently you will experience 3 deaths: one when you die, the second when you are buried, and third and finally, the last time your name is ever said.
I’ll probably wind back in “Misery” because there’s only one person I want to see me dead – or bury me.
So if I wind up in his yard half-alive, it won’t be long. I will likely be nude – like our dear Edgar, to keep with tradition
Don’t make fun of my emaciated frame
You don’t know what holes I crawled out to get here
I was reaching depth blackout – but I am slowly retreating – and repenting these days – I think that’s what the holes in the wall mean – repentance and awakening
God put me down here on this earth to judge you
Taking my freedom of speech – silencing me from atrocities – will not stop me from truthmonging
But I’m still a woman with needs unmet, with a private strip club, where the devil is kept (poetry)
LAUGHS
Apparently it’s not a good time to move but I feel I will die if I stay here (it’s not just a “feeling”, there are many red flags)
90% of all homicide happen by men (verifiable)
Since 1970 68% of all life has gone extinct (verifiable)
We are in a 6th mass extinction (verifiable) (over never ending porn, prostitution, sex trafficking over 6000 years)
The leaders running things serve Luci
Apparently I was right about the enemy in the White House because the females are upset the law was changed (mostly voted in by men) – that they cannot show their shoulders
LAUGHS
They kept fucking with the female Soldiers changing the regulations telling us how to wear our hair, nails, makeup. I got out.
It was already strict when I swore my life to “America and our way of life” – which has been completely destroyed by immigration
Had no idea the waters I was swimming in
I had no idea the seabed could drag you down due to gravity – and with the pressure of the ocean above – you sink quickly
They are turning Florida into Dubai – but FL is limestone – and sinking – so not a good idea
The floods, the condos collapsing, I ain’t all talk
You have to turn it off if you want to change
I know you think you want how you are – but I don’t buy it
You have to remove predictive programming
I never said it was easy
I’m done supporting toxic masculinity society
I just still have hope I might get through to someone – who might change for the better
As far as the hypocrisy of doing nude art, I’m not compromising my soul, I find it therapeutic, I’m not disassociating to make photography or poetry
At the moment I’m overcoming dying and a major illness – heart inflammation and depression
I’m barely working or putting out content unless you count my blog work – and WordPress says I’m on a 19 day streak or something
I’m also in the middle of getting rid of everything I own – either in an attempt to save my life or end it
The odds are set
I’m just awaiting the verdict
And if I’m gonna be “responsive or reactive”
Don’t judge me
That’s my job, that’s what God put me here to do (potentially)
In the court room: “because God ordered me to do it”
The only thing God should be ordering you to do, is “tender mercy” (tho I’m not obliged to be telling him what you outta do)
God can hear me cursing outside his church
I live in hell…
catwinternational.org/wp-content/uploads/2019/09/Ten-Reasons-for-NOT-Legalizing-Prostitution.pdf
Prostitution is a root cause of sex trafficking, but it’s what men want…
They want us living in fear, not just Black Lives Matter.
Yesterday I was having chest pains and no weed but today some birds moved in next to me and I got a nap
The sun is finally out 
They form attachments and bonds
— Read on www.scientificamerican.com/article/why-do-men-buy-sex-2012-10-23/
I’m no longer available as a girlfriend or a wife
Demonic forces never stopped running through human affairs. We just stopped seeing them.
— Read on www.theamericanconservative.com/principalities-and-powers/
People like killing dogs and cats too. Facing my own issues with an animal; I find end-of-life services to be inhumane and Hitler regime.
Many just give up, shelter’s are full – animals will be sacrificed.
I’m not making this up. They are eager to take that money too.
One humane society charges more for you to “go back”. A significant amount more.
I’m autistic, “what do you mean “go back” and she explained – “to watch – to be with them” – “that cost more”.
And, an additional cost if you want a “box or urn”.
He’s had 3 end of life appointments made – one with his primary veterinarian, two with the humane society.
I called eventually a third time and stated, “I won’t be able to do this by appointment, I’m having a hard time letting go”
Because – I researched the chemical used to stop their heart – their bodies jerking around.
When someone ODs they go out peacefully and you can call it humane, but I disagree that End Of Life Services are anywhere but “humane” when their bodies are literally jerking around.
My grandmother let her dog “die naturally”.
Anyhoo – I’m against abortion and apparently against manmade animals from a lab getting sacrificed to the dark entity
My dog has a strong heartbeat and will to live. He may be a hellhound – but he’s my hellhound for “better or for worse”.
He may qualify for end-of-life services, and that may be the “easier” path for me – but it requires ending a life, stopping a heart. I do not comply.
And I’m so fucking depressed and suicidal that I would rather jump off a fucking bridge than figure out what to do with my dog, which means I’ve quit weed so that I can figure out what to do with my fucking dog because apparently this new age weed complicates PTSD (hear, hear) and causes suicidal ideation
Also, these drugs folks are doing, probably have code written in them, that’s why they see “the same thing”. 
Autistic doesn’t mean “dumb”.
Gullible sure. I know that they use art and cartoons to imprint on us.
NASA is extreme religiousness – they “the physicist” now are pushing “dark worlds” with “dark suns” and “dark planets” – made of “dark matter”.
It’s one extreme to the next – from walking on water to miracle pregnancies – to “dark worlds”.
They serve a dark entity.
Can I please have a tech free zone? Tech free state? 

Father,
I’ve been forsaken
Fell on earth
Still shaking
Whole world undertaking
You feel me aching?
Cursing while I’m breaking?
Nightmare got me waking!
I am awaken?
How light will break in?
Always knocking, Satan!
Tell him, I hate him!
My soul ain’t vacant!
I hope God is patient
Before world naked
I’m basic
Darkness so pervasive
I’m growing complacent
Getting stuck in places!
Knowing what John faces!
I’m faceless!
Falling down ain’t gracious!
I’m persuasive!
Smiling where I’m hated!
Holes in wall frustrated!
Emaciated!
Hung on cross related!
© Delia Ross. 2023 / @poeeternal
“Where do you get your truth?”
I am the truth – that’s why I’m facing you
6000 years of deleting my word
But you don’t know what’s coming
Or you do
So I expect you’re running
Split in two
Soulless, too
Through and through
I don’t actually have a problem with “dry rot write” (dry well, writing droughts)
I need to learn to shut the fuck up
And I felt like I could continue this poem on for several more lines…
So I stop for fear of going “overboard” but I really wanna just keep going four pages if I must…
I write. With brain fog edit. Post.
I don’t know when I will get another chance
The clock is ticking
I’m obsolete forsaken
😑
I don’t like showing him pictures
When I know he’s into perfection
And I’m leaning a different direction
Part of his daily “mess” collection!?!
© Delia Ross. 2023 / @poeeternal
I suppose when they’re paying for it, in their mind, they believe they’re getting top-tier sex, huh?
File me under Dante’s 7th level
You should have a file system like Inception – 9 levels deep (put me level 7)
Lucky number 7
Not first, not last. Made top ten.
Maybe with a ⭐️ on the file folder
Locked
“The chosen one”
Oddly enough my lifeline was 7 – I’ve done this seven times!?!
I’m on 7 now
The Matrix twas 6 times
If love is the anomaly, and they all think they love the fucking fake porn stars, and the prostitutes… uggggg
My grandmother stated “you must have a tapeworm”
She wasn’t far off potentially
My horoscope read age 15: “leo’s suffer from feet and heart issues”
My best friend before she died of suicide age 13, “something bad will happen to the world in 2003” – she was distraught – it was 1993
She didn’t live long enough to see her prediction come true
We went to war in 2003, I was part of the initial push into Baghdad, as a combat medic during the start of the war (she was long dead but it still fucks with me)
She literally came to school freaking out saying that she had a bad dream and that “something bad was going to happen in the year 2003, but she didn’t know what”
She died by suicide maybe a month later
She was 13…
Several years later her mother also died by suicide and they are buried next to one another. Their bones got a coffin! ❤️
A coffin plus one of those metal boxes that goes over the coffin…
Her bones have a home for now… ❤️
The point tho – predictions coming true
How!?!
I crawled into them!?!?
Someone up there is looking out for me!?!
I think it’s possible I might actually be locked in a computer against my will somewhere
The government took my DNA, blood, hair, signature, pledges and swears before the flag, like I was sold an idea about the US and that training imprinted on me 🙂
Just like porn imprinted on you
I’m trying to stay alive – get fit enough – to go down in battle
Total warrior
Like I’m still a Soldier who holds rank
They may have changed the uniforms, but I was never stripped of mine
I know the enemy wants me and my comrades dead
I’ve already lost family and friends
And I don’t know how responsible I am for my other family members who never even listen to me because they’re so fucking demented and toxic
My sister is dead, age 45
My fucking parents are still alive – and I’m growing resentful and weary of it
Agent Smith didn’t like the stench of humanity and I feel the same of narcissists 
Every state should make sex offenders, lifelong. I wanna know who my fucking neighbors are.
And pedophiles say that they were born that way, they swear they were fucking born that way, so they can’t change, so it’s not like they’re going to be different in five or six years or 10 or 15 or 25, that’s just long enough for them to start fucking your grandchildren
They will have the best relationship with their own children just so they can fuck their grandchildren, and there are studies out there of this, it’s not hearsay
I also have a degree in psychology, so I study human nature
I swear pretty bird has started saying “thank u” instead of “pretty bird” lately – and normally soon after I’ve tossed out seeds n’ nuts
I swear it
“Thank u thank u thank u”
I don’t care about these abandoned cats tho – not natural to the environment – made in a fucking lab – carry disease – and are terrorizing the wildlife here
I will fuck a motherfucker up
And it’s extremely hard being an angel because I don’t know what I’m allowed to hurt, and what I’m allowed to not hurt
Fuck that demented cat, but it shouldn’t be my karma to call the pound on him
He didn’t even eat the tuna I put out
What a fat kunt
I like lions but hate “man’s best lab friend”
So the American Asians identify as a Chinese American, and probably wish to drop Americans all together once they fully take over our country – they value “Chinese culture” and are pushing their way of life on us here
I don’t recognize my own country
I come from a generation where we had to page people to communicate or go to their fucking door, and I’m kinda ready to go back to that sort of lifestyle…
I sold my TV
I don’t even want a smart phone
I want sex toys behind a black curtain because I don’t want to see it and I’m a fucking adult
I need food
But I stopped going to the grocery store buying anything and I’m trying to eat what I have in my house
When was it acceptable to blow your horn in the parking lot for someone to come down?
What is this trend of people turning their fucking cars off at the red light?
I’m done with society
They want a 15% tip for ringing you up and they can’t even get your order right or smile
I don’t want to do any of this anymore
If I wanted to live in Asia I’d fucking move there
I do not have yellow fever
And I will never support another Asian franchise in America ever again or buy anything from China, India, or Mexico
“You’re racist”
Correction: I’m homicidal
If you’re gonna accuse me of something, make sure you get it right
Homicidal is the new suicidal and we don’t fucking talk about it these days 🙂
Happy to help
Remember heal and save
Sharpen your blades (they will invade at night, at rest, they will not follow GENEVA)
I’d really like to show God what sort of warrior I am and it’s not getting gutted it in the street
And this is like minority report now, they will fucking commit you for saying something
I’m still on the good side of god (I fight and live for God) – this establishment worldwide needs to END and be dismantled and destroyed
The entire reason they do these wars is just so they can have their fucking prostitutes in different countries…
It’s mostly military and white men apparently (according to studies)
An entire nation lost
They are also making the animals suffer and it has to stop
What the fuck are they doing to these gators at the amusement parks? Selling teeth? I have some. As a reminder – of how fucked up immigration ruined my country – turning everything into a Sims theme park – creating depression – addiction – addicts – monsters – lost souls
The doctors and nurses are criminals
I still have my medical background that the enemy didn’t account for
“No one will listen to her”
“Censor her”
Me: sells TV, stops supporting society
And I spend time in the sun now without sunblock, and I don’t get burned
I absolutely can be taken down by the elements very quickly though, the cold, the heat, I have a heart condition
Thanks to the government and my gullibility
RIP John Jones
P.S. your rugs are dirty
Are Men Looking For Love With Prostitutes?
— Read on www.huffingtonpost.co.uk/2012/08/13/relationships-men-fall-in-love-with-prostitutes_n_1772680.html
It’s all been conditioning – these men have been buying sex since children
And now children can see and buy sex toys – toys aren’t behind a black curtain….
The Devil’s society…
Give it time, LGBT will have an orgy in the street.
Porn has ruined man
They fall in love with an idea – and the porn industry repeats the same story throughout years – with all sex workers.
They need the girls in the pictures so much that they use “commoners” as fleshlights
“No one knows why” – ahem bullshite it’s porn
Porn segregates us from unity, imprinting
Well – these boys are exposed to porn at a very young age and it imprints on them.
And image is important to them – gaslighting – so the Church offers a safe haven for these demons – who want us paying for their housing and meals.
They disassociate when they use porn so it’s like they become a completely different person and that’s why there’s no remorse when they do the shit that they do to you
They have an addiction created by the enemy to break up the traditional family value home – all while the immigrants take throne during “yellow fever”
Suicide is a top leading cause of death worldwide
Porn is the gateway drug to ruin
It could be easily censored like they do my free-speech
All the little commoners who get on onlyfans, they just use us up like they do in the real world 
Most anyway
OnlyFans say most users loose out – it’s only the top folks with value (society is the Titanic)
They steal money from users too
And as much as I love blogging, I don’t want to continue paying the enemy
Pay to play
I’d rather die than give the state another penny
And I can’t even visit Orlando without having to pay four tolls to return and they aren’t cheap anymore 
It’s the same fucking county, but I have to pay to return to the city I’m registered to live in.
Florida is gone
Overrun with evil and immigration
I mean immigrants get here and naturalize faster than we can even procreate or vote 
Native Americans were doing just fine here until my bloodline was nearly wiped out by the fucking immigrants that you say bring so much greatness to our country
I fantasize about dying by suicide in terrible and terrifying ways
I know you’re a nihilist and do not care what happens to me…
”To be seen and not heard” while man destroys everything
But as long as we are making him a meal and doing everything for him
While he jerks off to the pretty women prostitutes
And by telling a man not to fall in love with you, they probably absolutely fucking do fall in love with these prostitutes (not commoners)
Because even the guys without any teeth, think they deserve a ten star 
And I’ve never been rated a 10 or treated with any value
Lots of marriage proposals though 
Fleshlights….

Please don’t refer to me as an “older woman” again
Or group me there
I know you’re a pedophile
And I’m GENX
But I’m only your 8 years senior
And that’s with the 10 year “decade” window
It’s considered NORMAL
And the couple that was recently murdered here in Daytona Beach – during bike week – double homicide from a BLM immigrant – she was only 8 years older than him – they had recently bought their dream home that they were biking home to
He stalked them and gutted them near a school
Now he gets better treatment for his mental health than I do and I served my fucking country and am facing homelessness (again) (sigh)
“You will own nothing and you will be happy”
You mean like stalk people?
Hunting them down like you want to gut them in the street.
I mean, yeah
You get 3 meals a day, an hour of sunshine, dental, free rent.
Where is the punishment?
I sit in an overpriced run down 4×4
The amenities aren’t even opened on the weekends, no 24/7 gym pool but paying the price like a fool
But due to gentrification in the housing market – it’s kinda hard to move up to the east side
This entire society is built on narcissism, the very foundation is a lie
Did all your dreams come true in Nam?
I’m about to jump off a fucking dam…
Don’t call me older ever again
It’s barely 8 years
Oh, it’s because I’m over 29 huh
And you’re a pedo
Don’t call me old when I’m still bleeding from my legs every three weeks you fucking insensitive asshole
I hate you
But, I do have the eldest blood of all the bloodlines
It’s kind of hard to bleed yourself dry when you think on yer superpowers
Fucking old
Like 13.7 billion years or something
At least get it right…
I’m not old, I’m glorious and that’s why guys are chasing me down when I’m in the isles crying
They just wanna spend time with me
I look like a dying zombie but many are mesmerized
I don’t know what they see
The age always disappoints them
I don’t talk to men anymore anyway
The new responses will be, “oh honey, I’m not Asian”
“I’m not a fleshlight”
OR
“You can’t afford my fleshlight”
That’ll really fuck em’ up
God didn’t make me hush
It’s possible he left his ministry to me because everybody seems to keep calling me a whore
And treating me with little value
I probably have a fortune in Bibles lying around, but you know
“I asked you to prove to me the Bible was re-written and not give opinion”
“The version is on the cover”
“This comment no longer exists”
Pop goes a demon
This is why heaven is empty
This is why my views are low
“Because of you, I can only smoke down here now”
Oh goodie, I’m glad I make messes in heaven still
The way I do on earth…
“God is love”
“Love is the great anomaly”
God was here!?!
God lives here!?!
Gotta get his house cleaned up
He doesn’t treat me ill
Creating bonds just to break
Breaking souls
To get a rise cuz you are numb and void and soulless and without remorse
Women over 40 have value – even if society has ruled us obsolete
Because you’ve been brainwashed by society to be a pedophile
And we’re meant to socially bond very young…
Imprinting
We’re not born to be your fleshlights
I got educated to save a life
It’s not my fault that doesn’t impress you
Or my tiny savings
One and five men have an STD and a divorce under their belt
Not interested in your opinion of me any longer…
Dig?
Women over boost men’s egos to not get murdered – in general
Men obviously are crazy and go through hormonal changes if “90% of all murders happen by men” and you know women get prosecuted harder for crimes cuz we rarely do
If more women committed crimes, the punishment would be less severe (like men)
And a demon has no remorse so therapy is invalid
My mental health is being destroyed with malicious intent and purpose, and has been since I was born
But I get called crazy for having to deal with being told what to do 24/7
Man has put his overrule over everything – trying to be god
Changing time
Literally trying to control women’s periods with birth control and everything else they do
Trying to control every aspect of time
“Time is energy” and they control the energy crisis too
Trying to fix the weed – the premium weed is weaker than homegrown from the 90s – it ain’t premium – it’s expensive junk and shite
Trying to control the food supply
“Natural flavor” in everything
The Great Filter of nihilism
Destroy everything God created
Man trying to take over and control
Making humans in a lab
Cloning
Honestly, you can’t even listen to the music because they did something to the frequency to cause depression
They are using weather modification and they openly talk about it now, so you can’t keep calling me a conspiracy theorist
It’s ruining the earth
Causing disasters
“But the insurance will cover it” (another filter)
No one wanted insurance, but they pushed it on us, just like they pushed the one child law on China residents (whom had been brainwashed into believing it was a good thing) (over 1 million parents lost their only child – and too late for many women to conceive after it was lifted – and many men left their wives for a younger one. But there aren’t enough women anymore and “too many men” due to their science! (All planned)
The white race is systematically being destroyed through racism (it’s not how we’re reporting dummy)
I don’t want to live my life through a computer screen or an algorithm
Most of China is depressed – apart from gentrification and “them”
Also, that Chinese politician who implemented that law and went to jail, he lives in America now
All the bad ones are allowed entry here…
They are fighting wars from a computer screen now and accidentally blowing up families an Afghan and going Oh sorry you can come live in America though.
They bring their entire family here
Violent upbringing and all…
Black Lives Matter
RIP couple gutted in the street – this isn’t the same country I fought for – I’ve wanted out of Daytona Beach since that violent crime – and crime continues to rise here despite reports of “best place to live” (it is not)
And they are forcing workers to work alone, and people are robbing the place and getting murdered – fuck that – I’m not dying for you and your goddamn taco
Jim Morrison was from Florida and loved tacos 🌮
And I love a little taco job – but I ain’t dying for this society – which is sinking faster than the Titanic
Go USA (the American Asians identity as “CHINESE American” and value Chinese culture” and only vote 1 way
We’re just pawns in their sick game
Just because you work in a factory 18 hours a day and allow your fucking government to dictate how many children you have – it doesn’t make you smarter – it makes you fucking dumb, not hardworking
And I’m so glad that family value and living together generations together like cockroaches is valuable to you because you’ve broken up the family home in America to have this – to fucking have America
Immigration is a Trojan horse and only the immigrants are happy here
FYI
They’re miserable in China too, because they fucking brown nose their government
My boomer mom believes anything the Bible or government says too
And you can’t tell her otherwise
It’s been cold here all day. The lizards haven’t even come out and I wish I had a little heater for them.
I made a vegan dish and I’m eating it and I also got a rebound session in
I may take a break from blogging for awhile, while I try to figure out how to detox from fucking weed – never had a problem with weed until government and science got involved
But now I have an addiction and suicidal ideation, and PTSD complications for voting yes for medicinal
I’m done voting – anyone can do it
And the immigrants who come here and their fucking teenage children, they actually get naturalized and get to vote sooner than the people fucking born here
I’m no longer participating in society therefore, I am not voting or doing any of this man-made bullshit anymore
Toxic masculinity
You barely hear of any women in the Bible, and when you do, they’re called a whore
“Men can have babies” (you see the conditioning) (cloning LGBT human rights vs AI has feelings)
The men are just monsters who are pedophiles and will do anything to get to the children fleshlights
I read about how y’all are buying wives and how horribly you treat them because you bought them
Shame you can’t take care of your creators (men come from vagina)
I’m sorry you’re mad about it – we didn’t make the rules
Men do spread parasites through their cum which can cause cancer and other health problems
It doesn’t affect men the way it does women (many men have no signs but are ill)
Anyhoo
The government gave me an addiction with malicious intent and purpose
“Premium content”
And pay the state to enter a medical building for wellness – while sex toys are sold in front of children (conditioning)
LGBT is a cult and all over the walls of the VA now
Why was I always shamed for being a girl and told to cross my legs growing up but gay men are fucking dry humping everything and dressing tacky in public 24/7
Just because it’s a song or art doesn’t make it okay or right
That stuff was always at the gay bars and that’s where it should be along with the sex toys at the 21+ stores
I said what I said
Apparently, China have a “savings problem” and they don’t want to spend and that’s my problem now, I have a savings problem, I don’t want to spend either…
I don’t have a man who wants to build me a house, but it would be fucking amazing if we could build one together
I’ve never even been valued enough to be taken to the opera, or given a piece of jewelry with any worth
Still – men seem taken back by my ugliness or beauty (I’m undecided which)
Pretty enough for them – just don’t like my petite frame (but you do Asians huh)
I don’t remember the guy I was dating for three or four months, but he was really into me I thought until one day he broke up with me and said that my pussy was great. He liked my personality, but he hated my tits.
I was in my early 20s
And even with all the negative conditioning, I still did not go get plastic surgery, even though there were times I could afford to do so, instead of traveling
But I got to breast-feed, and had hopes of doing it again
I think I’m human still
It’s human vs demon here (and many of you disassociate from what you truly are, a monster)
But you choose to be despite things and entities trying to push you that direction
Every time my true soulmate gives himself away to another lover, I go further extinct
I don’t even know who I’m talking to anymore because none of you want to change anything
You all want the world to end
I’m outnumbered unfortunately
You had me believing I had no worth when it was really you
I was hoping to save someone
And are you paying attention to the 18-year-old and 56 year olds dying?
Vaccine death jab (I’m at risk for ASDS)
Adult sudden death syndrome
I’ll never get another flu shot or vaccine again and I’ll never trust a doctor and I’m just gonna go with what God gave me
Men are pulling the veil on us while destroying the world
90% of all murders happen by men
There’s enough food, and everything to go around for everybody, but they have us in this dark field
Let him get back to the holy inquisition yellow fever madness
Magical pussies
Walking on water
Delusions of grandeur
Hello God
*waves*
It’s astounding to me that these yellow fever men do not have the sensibility to see – on the cover itself – which edition of the Bible they are reading
Because there are many versions
And they are different
The Old Testament versus the New Testament
The new revised standard version
The King James version
New International version
New Living translation
Just the fact that it was translated is a red flag – I watch basic movies in both languages – the original or translated – and the translated version most always certainly changes the meaning
Remember that study, where you tell someone something – and by the time it reaches the other end of the room – it’s completely changed.
Something simple like “the sky is red” will turn into “the sky is bleeding”! It’s obviously misleading (The Bible)
(I think I’ve read them all – I have a stack of varyingly different versions, some with the word of Christ “in red” (the conditioning), some that are super tiny, some large, and the first I ever received age 4 – in color, with a map).
Men try to control my every thought and move – but didn’t think I’d be smart enough to study the Bible and learn anything other than “to be seen and not heard”, “women come from rib of man”
No Asia, everyone comes from vagina – and not just magical Asian ones
Men come from vagina
Men cannot have babies
I will go down fighting
God exists outside the yellow fever Bible – that has been re-written many times – and the edition can be found on the cover – it’s not opinion asshole
Furthermore, I do have a degree and did study World Religions.
But because I’m white and female – my word will always just be “opinion” to man who creates and controls this entire delusional world – that I don’t want to participate in!
I don’t have value because I’m not an Asian with a magical sideways pussy.
Y’all are fucking insane
Porn destroyed you
But keep blaming marijuana as the gateway drug OK?
You’ll soon be selling sex toys at the church for health and wellness
The way you are now selling sex toys at Walmart, Dolls Kill, CVS, Walgreens, the mall…
You don’t even need to be 21+ anymore to enter
It’s all been conditioning
And because Asians supposedly are the “most educated and hard working” they come over here and they take all our best jobs too and that’s also not fucking opinion
I’m pretty much done voting, dating, or looking at men
If you are white, I will boldly presume you have yellow fever
If you support the Bible, I will boldly presume you have yellow fever
If you are married to an Asian, you most definitely have yellow fever
If you look at me with any interest, I’m gonna assume you have yellow fever
If you are alive, you have yellow fever
If you act interested in me, I’m just gonna reply “I’m not a ten, I’m not Asian”
“I don’t want to be your fleshlight”
And that’s what living with real autism is like
Many of Genzie and millennials, who claim to be “autistic” are really just emancipated
I’m kinda disgusted with humanity and those “in charge” ruining everything with religion and race
They use art and cartoon to get yeah
And NASA admitted it’s all “CGI artist interpretation”
James Webb only sees in red
I don’t know how else to get through
The rest is just data and numbers
Dots
They assign colors to numbers
It’s not even art, it’s an algorithm
And I’m tired of being conditioned to think that AI is art, it’s fucking not
It’s cutting corners
It’s lazy
It’s cheap (tho expensive lol)
Like I worked really hard to be a decent woman for man
And you all have yellow fever
At least the majority do
The fact that I’m still ascending (descending into hell)
The fact that God doesn’t want me disassociating anymore
“Where do you get your truth”
Not from the Bible – it uncovers the grand lie
The Great Pyramid scheme
The Great Wall of Deceit (is being disassembled on the black market and sold to build homes yassssssss – tear down the wall)!!!!!!!!
Did it ever occur to you that I am the truth
I’m one of God’s angels (I declare this and identify as angelic)
I am a truthmonger
I’ve been questioning my parents and the establishment since I was very young and I knew this was all bullshit
“How do you know the sun is so far away, you’ve been?” (Asked age 5)
“We shon a laser on a wall”
And I hate to be the bearer of bad news, or whatever news it is because you won’t believe me anyway, but the sun is electrical and closer to us than you’ve been told
Now I don’t mean plug in a socket electrical
But water exists as a fourth stage: plasma
Also, the Moon is a dead star (earth probably actually formed from her but whatev)
Again, I never believed the earth-moon theory
Never believed in the Big Bang model
Or the evolution theory
Or, that “women come from the rib of man”
If that somehow makes Asian women better than me – because I don’t believe in delusions of grandeur – and instead equality – then so be it. I’ll die alone without any worth from man cuz I’m not plastic surgery or yellow nor will bow to them simply to bow
Respect is earned
I know my worth even though I’m constantly crying to God “I’m worthless”, “I don’t deserve anything”
Apparently, this new age weed can cause suicidal ideation, and further complicate PTSD.
I’m getting off it now as I’ve never been more suicidal in my life
Big pharma also made me extremely homicidal
I will be real with you – so-in-so needs to go ahead and file multiple restraining orders- and I hear the more you have – the less they work
“90% of all murders happen by men“
But the other 10% – !?!
Are people worth going to jail for? No
But if you’re already dying and dead…
And you’ve sold or trashed everything you own…
What’s to lose!?!
It’s not murder if eye for eye
“You took my life”
But I have faith that God wants more for me than dying on the street or revenge from atrocities
It can go either way
I’m prepared for the worst outcome – dying
It won’t be jail or committed
DO NOT MOURN FOR ME
Porn has made it that man has no value at all – though he is racist to his core
I read into many articles about yellow fever – and migration patterns to the USA
It’s only the immigrants who say that are satisfied with their income and family here – and I summed it up to gentrification.
And now Biden made it so non- citizens can vote.
Americans are slaves to the Asian and Asian Americans who identify mostly as “Chinese American” and mostly only care about Chinese culture
Chinese culture has taken over America including yellow fever
Magical childlike pussies huh
Y’all are disgusting
I don’t wanna look at anybody in the eye
Some guy paying me a compliment: “I’m not Asian, shut up”
I don’t even wanna hear what any have to say…
I’m not Asian therefore white lives don’t matter
He’s got demons on his back
An angel full on attack
In an order of the fallen
His heart is black
But I bet –
He can hear me calling!
I know where success recedes
I hope God notices my little deeds
Despite making mistakes in excessive speeds
Crawling headfirst to sacred needs
I know where hatred breeds
How repentance precedes
© Delia Ross. 2023 / @poeeternal
Free speech below 🛑⚠️🛑
It should be illegal to sell our data or spam us at our private home address.
The rain forest is being turned into a McDonald’s coupon
I’ve always felt uneasy wiping my ass with a tree
Since age 5 or something
FYI
We’re turning earth into mars
Remember the great dust bowl? Here on earth
Keep chopping down the trees…
Earth will turn into a dead planet
“Since 1970 68% of all life has gone extinct”
Don’t shoot me if I wind up in your yard
Naked out of my mind….
Don’t have me committed
Don’t do anything
Just pretend I don’t exist like you do now
Midlife crisis
Or awakening
The sacrifices
They all look the same to me
© Delia Ross. 2023 / @poeeternal
First poem drop of the year
I lost all my worth, but Jesus has loved the worst
The Moon
A dead star
God’s mirror
Of a big scar
The start and finish are harder than the middle
But I’m not with good with riddle
Games that cost so little
Will leave your soul so brittle
Faith can neither be created or destroyed
It must be born
Crippling sky torn
Heaven scorn
“Love is the anomaly” they wanna kill it all
Watch God fall
Satan’s protocol
Written on the wall
I’m judgment call
Duly sworn
It’s what we wanted
Hell responded
Despondent
Regret is constant
Trust not an option
The cost of conscience
Into the sun a comet
☄️
Blame me I done it
But the sun won’t quit
I’m sincere in my insincerity
I’ve done stopped caring
Veins swollen from crying
Waiting on the greys from climbing
I’m not moving to Astoria
A town of euphoria
Urgent! Your plan is going to expire!
Like your book, it’s going in the fire!
It’s time to retire!
From sea to summit
Tell God I’ve done it?
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
I made an experimental toasted coconut almond lemon cranberry pound cake – and I love cooking thangs God grows. Even melted 1 teaspoon of butter and squeezed an entire lemon over the butter – added zero sugar – and glazed the top of the loaf with the sugar-free lemon butter nom.
My life is a mess and I might soon be homeless but today there’s a lemon loaf God bless.
The shit at the deli / bakery is poisoned. And they are charging triple to murder you.
My loaf was made with love, 3 eggs, coconut milk and coconut oil. I tried to better it. Especially with unsweetened coconut flakes, cranberries, and whole almonds.
My entire kitchen is ripped out and boxed up. My lease is up in April. I’ve no idea what’s happening next.
This is why Edgar wound up on the street.
And, I’m selling everything I own.
Do you remember that scene in Made in Heaven?
Emmett (playing as himself as God)
“Because of you, I can only smoke on earth now…”
I am a troublemaker but do not want to fall to Satan (sidenote)
But the scene was on the road and Mikey looked like shit
And Emmit was scolding him still and calling him a drifter
Mikey got offended and puffing off away from said stranger accusing him of “only being able to smoke down here on earth” and “a drifter”
“Me… I’m drifting buddy…”
Emmit demanded, “where are you going” and with a puff of the wind knocked him down
Put his foot on him and told him he was running out of time to find her…
That entire scene of Mikey ripping off his cheap, fake jewelry and throwing his cup of beer in the mirror.
THAT SCENE IS MY LIFE
I’m also the girl crying in the street
Because time is running out…
This must be what it’s like for God to mourn
Fall down with thorn
Hope stillborn
I’m here to warn
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
The sign read: buy, sell, trade. But the sign was a lie. I plan to return and pass a note to the demon owner: it will flood again.
LAUGHS
“I’m only doing trades right now”.
I can’t wait to pass him a note like a little kid from school. Gonna skip off too.
He’ll be watching his monitors for weeks in a panic. Thinking I’m unhinged.
Laughs.
“The floods will come again”.
I blame the world
For all my problems
Every single one
☝️
But I’m responsible
For what I’ve done
Every circumstance
The Devil spun
Drawing blanks
Loaded gun
Eyes clearly focused
Though in the sun
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
If I cut the cord, I’ll never be the same
In hindsight, it’s what I want, but not this way
An opportunity, to fix mistake
To save oneself
But at the cost of another…
So who is really being saved
Have you seen that zombie film with Arnold Schwarzenegger?
He couldn’t fix his mistake either
Prolonged the suffering…
It’s one of his best films next to Terminator. Highly underrated.
Cuz it’s all emotion.
That ending scene…
He couldn’t do the one thing she asked her dad.
Coward.
Being vague, because I don’t want to spoil the details.
No one cares about that film but me
Currently I’m going through a situation in where I don’t wanna do what I probably clearly outta
And my only outlet of expression is a poem to a private blog
*laughs insanely*
The isolation is starting to drown me
And you know what they say about a drowning man
Revenge
It really is better served cold and calculated
When I was growing up, sex toys were in the “Adult stores” that were age 21+ and only
But now anyone can buy sex toys at any age – (the Mall is also selling adult toys in front of children; conditioning).
Look how the algorithm includes suggestions
And over 1000+ search results….
So this is America now.
I am LOUDLY quitting
And I just thought you should know
What our children have been exposed to
And how you should stop supporting the enemy
Boycott Walmart
Boycott Walmart
I did send up feedback in the app to the AI in control
I am uninstalling the app
I’m gonna keep starving until I find food that isn’t poisoned 🤢
No one is doing anything to protect my precious energy
I do not own sex toys and have not for years
They desensitize
It’s not actually “healthy” despite being sold in the health department online
What’s next? The gas stations? Next to the crack pipes?
Also, Walmart is adding natural flavor to the beef. It ain’t vegan if it’s got natural flavor in it.
Go look for yourself if it will help you transition
The firming agent in the beans is actually ruining the beans!
When is the uprising again?
Y’all all have so many addictions.
Synthetic material is highly flammable, and when they go to drop their little bombs in the air, you’re gonna go poof poof
It’s extremely hard to extinguish
Corduroy was always 100% cotton (no synthetic fibers)
But now that the Chinese government openly control everything – they are changing the literal definition and meanings of words.
The first Bible can be traced back to Asia.
“Made in China”
The Bible has also been rewritten so many times that it’s Luciferian in nature.
Still think porn should be widely circulated on social media – while our free speech is not?
The Internet should be made 21+
I see one little thing and get traumatized
My sexual energy is pure
My body
There are parts of me untouched and untainted
I have a shit ton to learn with a man
If and when the time ever comes
And God knows the sacrifices I’ve made to cleanse myself of a curse
I’ve got holes in my fucking wall…
I need out of the city
I don’t want to support the enemy
There are people in China suffering from their own fucking government that I can’t fucking stand who has taken over America.
I’m still a Soldier!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They are going after soldiers who want 100% for PTSD. They’re trying to fucking commit us because the goddamn enemy is inside the White House.
Can anyone hear me through their addictions and own personal hell?
Or naw? Pretty certain naw…
Because sex toys are being sold at the health department at Walmart
The day resets
The bath grows cold
He’s no regrets
Said life is love
But mostly debts
Let luck manifold
And you’ll have no sweats
Little gold
Cuz I stole success
And you cannot fold
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
I do hail from the deep Deep South
Yep.
The Matrix is broken
The glitch took me to a place I’d never been before
SOS only
Disconnected
Lonely
Heaven holy
I’m so lowly
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
So I’ve been ghosted by somebody who has a life and an SO
Because I’m talking with someone I met in the real world but not really
👍👍
They make me feel cheap
Depreciative in value
I get no relief
Helping demons sleep
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
They got a room where they watch the tele with their cock half out and magical plates of food that appear
They gotta house
Big secrets
Landlines
Non-burner numbers
Zero shame
The day
He abandons me
I’ll be homeless
Complete psychosis
Without notice
Earth my focus
Death the prognosis
This site has been deleted!
Surprise! You were never needed!
Cast out and weeded!
All hope receded!
Compass points
To my heart
Upside down
In you
Without love
It’s all useless
The daily excuses
If we’re not exclusive
Hope is useless
He wasn’t ready for me
Giving himself away
He arrived late
Demanding me to stay
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Still writing my heart out – despite being completely cast out by the blogging community *bows*
Full unlocked exclusive set on my Onlyfans (where I snuck into Top 39 Thanksgiving. Thank you!!) 🥰
If I become homeless, I don’t wanna become homeless where it floods (perspective)
The content carries on two places at once: https://linktr.ee/PoeEternal
At all costs!
They trying to take away our Second Amendment through mental health
Luckily I live down in the deep south where us white folk don’t give a fuck about the paperwork because we like our motherfucking GUNS
Next they’re gonna start removing the soldiers for being too depressed so they can’t have their M-16
I was afraid to carry for a long time because I was so fucking depressed and falling down the propaganda hole and I nearly yeeted myself out of existence
I’m still suicidal because this society doesn’t connect me to my purpose
That’s why I go completely haywire during voting time
COLLEGE IS A SCAM MET WITH GOVERNMENT FURLOUGHS AND HIRING FREEZES
Notice how all the management positions and really good jobs have gone to the LGBT community Black Lives Matter community and immigration
Who is on the other end of the phone when you call to pay a bill?
I’m almost relieved when I get an American who speaks native English almost anywhere
I feel a stranger in my own land
But I’m not allowed to talk about it
I’m not allowed to talk about the country I signed up to protect
I swore an oath
I SWORE
To defend the citizens of the United States – the same citizens that the immigrants are using propaganda against to drive us fucking insane with hate, fearmongering, racism
The suicide rate continues to increase among Veterans and soldiers
And just because I’m graduating to group therapy doesn’t mean I’m not fucking depressed and that doesn’t mean you get to take my fucking gun from me either
I mean, you will see an uprising real fucking fast if people go to buy a gun and then they are flagged for mental health
And we’d be fine if we could get some peace and fucking quiet but they lifted the city noise ordinance in 2012
IMMIGRANTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I’m a soldier and yet I’m not allowed to talk about immigration or how it’s a fucking problem in America!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I’m sick of being forced into my masculine because the men here are emancipated
And then when I do take my clothes off so I can feel like a fucking female and human because I have no interpersonal relationships going on at all – then I’m fucking told I need to fucking cover up because I’m shameful and a fucking whore and I’m pretty “I’m to be seen, but not fucking heard”
He can buy whatever he wants but why buy it when you can manipulate someone and get it for free 👀
He has it all and he enjoys watching me run circles for breadcrumbs
He likes girls, he likes to gamble (there’s a poem here)
But God will be reigning on him soon
He was warned
Thinks he can piss all over God’s angel
Possibly his guardian angel
He wants me to beg for him to piss on me!!!!!!
Delusional!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
😤
I don’t care how married you are and how much connection you have – a great way to lose it is to piss on your fucking wife or shit on them OK that’s a great way to fucking lose whatever fucking connection you have because in the moment they may say yes to it but later on it’s going to eat at their fucking soul and then you’re probably gonna wanna do it again aren’t you, you gonna wanna keep pissing on them oh my fucking God oh my fucking gawddddd
I was a medic and I was a damn good medic and I’ve worked in the hospital, I’ve worked in the ER, I’ve worked in the ear nose and throat clinic, I’ve done all of it OK and I don’t want to be pissed on or shit on ever in any fucking kind of moment
I’D RATHER BEG FOR MY GRAVE
I don’t think there’s anything wrong with wanting to look at other images of people and using it in a healthy manner that’s not hurting other people
I personally would not want to know that my husband was getting off on other girls, it would make me wanna jump off a fucking bridge
But I like looking at nude art images, including gothic horror vampire nude art
I’m not out here worshiping the devil or doing satanic rituals or lying to people
I personally do not use any kind of porn or toys for fulfillment because I’m undegoing a spiritual cleansing because I want a husband
I am naïve enough to believe that maybe there’s one man out there who will choose me over porn
And the guy who called me for 11 hours, he only drops me breadcrumbs now and he doesn’t think I have any worth, he hates my style, and he wants me to beg him to pee on me, I mean as if
CLUELESS
I’m just ready for payday to come so I can fill up my gas tank and get the fuck out of my apartment
We still have hot weather but I would like to get out early enough to take my mini trampoline and do some fitness outside and it would be nice if I could go on my bike rides which I haven’t faced my fear of leaving the fucking apartment yet
Yes I do get out from time to time but I need a battle buddy
The Army instilled in me “use a battle buddy” system 
Especially as a female….
“Never go anywhere alone”
“If you get lost, stand still”
Like, I can keep going…
I mean, with the KNOWLEDGE IS POWER bits
I served in the Army when the Army was at its best (we got Gen Z and the quiet quitter now who want reward before service)
Now I believe it’s quite literally up to the veterans to save the world and we are trying to get our shit together, most of us are graduating into group therapy but that doesn’t mean that we are fucking better and it also doesn’t mean you are going to take away our guns or gun rights!!! 💪
You should be aware that the government likes to use emergencies to fuck you over and they invent the emergency to push control
I’m trying to save you
I love him so much but he keeps me on a low vibrational frequency and every time he comes around he’s disrupting my peace
I’m not ghosting him, I’m just setting healthy boundaries because he doesn’t realize what he has (but I do)
He can have his freedom I fought for
But I’m watching him fall all down the government millennial traps and his safety net is going to be removed by God
I have fantasies about spitting on my mother in her coffin when she dies
He said he doesn’t like my style and like I’m doing my best to not dress how society expects someone my age to dress and within my budget
I don’t need pretentious self-righteous friends like that
How hard is it for someone to say, “you’re pajamas are so effing cute” and why are only ugly people or supermodels allowed any nurturing!?!
I no longer like his existence so I guess we’re even
I know I’m not as cute as the model but I scored this super cute pajama set for under four dollars and it was a limited edition item and will not be restocked. Super soft lace and satin. NOT USED, NOT FROM THE THRIFT. I’D HOPE MY KING WOULD BE PROUD OF THE GOOD BARGAIN AND FIND. GOTTA BE QUICK ON SHEIN. QUALITY MATERIAL, TOP DESIGNERS. Stuff arrives faster than anticipated- IT ALWAYS ARRIVES, I EARN POINTS. Zero bad experience on Shein.
Yeah, I’m 44 and still a goth
BITE ME
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRacSGFp/
P.S. I don’t even know what my style is because I wasn’t allowed an identity growing up!!!! I like it now, maybe not forever!!!!!!
GET OFF YOUR HIGH THRONE!!!! YOU’RE GONNA DIE ALONE!!!!!!!!
You taste of Judas Iscariot
Betrayal you’ll marry it
I’ve paid twice for sins
Won’t pay again
144 awakening
7th seal opening
Judgment hour
No hoping (John’s still coping)
One, two
See through all of you
Hell hath arrived
THERE ARE NO GOODBYES
Oh, Prince of This World
They aren’t your gifts to give
Heaven rules over all but this
God is the Void
But Satan rules this world
I am a beggar
Crawling eternally
Helpless to stop it
Remove self from equation
The devil is invasion
I’m losing patience!
Careful crossing occasion
Will get stuck persuading
Hopeful helpful information
Nature becomes conscious of itself through you
I NEED YOU LIKE ETERNITY
Hell is separation
I’M BURNING
If I die here
Nobody will know
I didn’t want to
But nobody will ask you
Fallen
Angelic
Trying to ascend
Need him more and then
Eleven hours spent
Not bad omen
Number signs godsend
I do listen
And then repent
Foreshadowing
But if he’s dropping flags
I’m walking in
Red carpet rolling
With a halo full of sin
God said keep walking
But I want him instead
He turns me SOFT
Like the Grand Canyon will flow
Paradigm shift halo
He owns my soul
I’m sorry he betrayed you
A devil said to shrewd
I think with gratitude
The sun burns the moon
I rest in solitude
Black as blue
But oh so devalued
I do not dream of labor
The moon a gaper
Place our love on paper
He calls –
I turn to vapor
We’re reaching terminal velocity
Death is nearing
Is this the correct speed?
Thought you needed me?
He’s wrapped up in deceit
Like a sheet
Am I a ghost
I am discreet
I’m without kingdom
Guarding eternity
Trident
I’m not lying
WHAT LIES
Beyond the horizon
CRIMINAL EYES
But the sun’s still rising
AND I’M HERE FOR BLOOD
Touch me
So the curse will lift
Kiss me on the lip
Keep me near your hip
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
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