I'd wait for you forever but I need you now, tomorrow, forever, in any way but this way.
Nothing
Your love is a supermassive black hole
Mannequin
Does he really love me?
Creed
Your love branded my soul and I'll always be empty without you
Ghosting
Boo
Walls
His walls are made of iron and he's got a vermillon guarding the gates.
Heartsick
Loves me but gives all his time to OTHERS
Undiscovered
Past relationships do not define me. Old versions of me died. Zero luggage. So much time wasted trying to find love.
Space
Nothingness am I
Drowning
I had to drown the thing that was drowning me...
Rainbow
I tried to kill all the parts in me that loved him. I tried to understand the lesson he taught me. I tried moving on. I tried to love the distance. But the ache swells.
I’m So Scared
This is not my best writing, but it comes from a real place of fear as I battle depression and suicidal tendencies. Trigger warning.
Homeless
Where do I put the love?
Forbid
My tomb should read, "Ah, death finally" but in reality the VA will cremate my body and bury me with other Soldiers with a white tomb in a cemetery where no one will ever come visit me or even know where I reside... "unknown soldier"
Illusion
Love is an illusion. Give me love or give me death.
Not For Me
Good girls don't just always come last, they don't come at all... Am I even visible?
Scarecrow
It's better to love him from afar.
Crystal Ball
Another love poem about not having any love.
Cotton Candy
A micropoem about loneliness and longing.
Death
Possible trigger warning. Depression and suicide is the subject. Be warned. Including original digi art of myself.
A Song For The Heart
A song I am writing on my guitar! An ode to our love. Or the love we never came to have. The love that perhaps exists in an alternative universe, where we are together. I love you forever. Now we have our song.
Eye of Her Storm
In the eye of a storm, one final poem.
Garden of Evil
I swear I'm going to take a vow, I swear I'm going to take it now...
Debris
I am a wasteland
Shoes
I have small feet and her shoes are kinda big...
Love Triangle
I am a hopeless romantic y'all...
Cold Shoulder
Lower your arms, I withdraw
Ghost Island
Island of a thousand fucking tears - depression fucking avenue - loneliness - isolation - heartbreak - unrequited love
Edges
Some edges are sharp, some ledges are steep. (Lyrics for a song that doesn't exist. I never know if I should share my songs but I've actually had people turn my poems into songs).
For Your Eyes Only
If it hurts to read it hurt worse to write...
Winter Season
Cold love
Purgatory
LOVE IS THE ONLY WAY OUT OF HERE
Black Rose
Everything dies, even love.
Unworthy
no one fancies me, they never have, and they never will
24-hour Shift
My love extends 24/7 for him. So do my regrets.
Home
Home is where the heart is
Karma
There it was, labeled to me - I, the addresseeTrying on lovers because revenge tasted sweetlyInserting the blade ever so neatly -Ensuring the heart was severed completely Burning through dreams like an oil field in the night Running out of fuel and the zest for a life Looking back but never having any foresight Dancing…
Daydreams
My dreams ended with you
Equations
"my indecision is final". Sitting in a room with no door or windows with written equations everywhere and zero right answers. The odds are, he's the answer to all my problems.
Mildew
That's the problem with mold, it covers everything in blackness
Transfer Request Pending
Hey dudes, no worries, hitching a ride to Mars soon... I HOPE (a poem about that)
Heart Failure
A poem about arriving too late for love; heart is dead.
Love Is
A poem about what love isn't
Invisibility
A POEM. About losing things you never win for placing wrong bets WITH PEOPLE and love.
Sheepskin
Depression is ugly business... a poem says it's so.
Seek Me, See Me Not
What you want is right before your eyes...
Fossil
Drinking down the bottle 2 more shots should hide my mistakes His heart is like a fossil And I doubt it ever aches Picking up the throttle Will drink as long as it takes This pain it feels so awful I'd like to be one he appreciates © Delia Ross. 2019
Grant me a Pardon
No matter what I do he's on my mind...
Love Like Russian Roulette
His love is like Russian Roulette For all he's had and still not found love yet Under his reign I had many debts The lost and wounded are his favorite pet's Losing you won't give him any regrets He's already forgotten you I bet His love was like Russian Roulette It doesn't matter if they…
RESIDUE
The shore rises And as our dreams do Hopes are washed away inside us Awards instead of gifts as prizes Pills wrapped in silk disguises With this wave a bit of residue Likely he'll never get your point of view I'm sorry if I ever troubled you Give love a chance the universe advices We…