Coming back to life potentially π
But not really because I still can’t do anything π
But now I know why π
I gotta get back to the doc and ask the big questions like: “will I need a procedure to get rid of the fluid in my sac, will it go away on its own, what is my life expectancy now, am I going to have an aneurysm any moment, is it gonna go to my brain, can you please get this shit out of my heart, am I going to die prematurely” π
You know, the shit you don’t discuss during a phone call but face to face π
This fluid is like a ticking time bomb and at any moment it could just explode in my fucking heart so I don’t like putting my heart under any kind of stress, it doesn’t want to do anything but eat, sleep, and possibly procreate π
Dying and all I can think about is doing the dirty π
And cake π
Treats and fucking because every day is Halloween π
Or maybe I just never grew up π
Heyyyyy it’s my birthday month
It’d sure be cool to have some birthday cake!!!
And to be honest, I’d like this cake from the Publix bakery π

It’d be really cool if I didn’t have to make my own box cake this year π
I don’t even know if I had a birthday last year π
This pandemic has been hell
So cake from anywhere would be cool – I’d even be happy with a cake from a box so long as I didn’t have to bake it myself π
That Chantilly cake is really good, I’d almost die eating it π
I don’t have parents or people to give me cake on special events π
Maybe I’m not special π
But I’m still alive and I want cake π
CAKE
So if you were wondering my birthday is on the 19th
of August
Which is coming soon π€
I hope I can eat cake before then because this entire month is my birthday as far as I’m concerned π
CAKE – it’s absolutely the meaning to life π
And thanks for showing my new Instagram post so much love! It’s already got a bunch of likes and views! I appreciate the love! πͺ
I got my heart monitor removed on July 29th (a few days ago) and it will be a few weeks before I get the results back!
I still can’t workout but I am trying to get my bike fixed.
Anybody feel like buying me a bike from Walmart pick up? π
It would not hurt my feelings to get a working bike for my birthday (the cheapest thing they got) π
A bike to ride or cake to eat give me things to live for π

Living in general is expensive so I just hope cake and recreation is nearby π
At least my expensive ass rent is paid but there’s a crack above my head on the ceiling and this is the same material used as that building in Miami π
I also live near the beach, not on the beach but near π
It’s an older building π
There’s a lot of safety features that don’t work like the front gate and the alarm systems are always going off but they just painted the building π
We just had another annual rent increase directly after a tiny COLA adjustment π
The government gave me a tiny pay raise but they took it back in my rent immediately two weeks after with a note on my door about my rent increase π
Like clockwork π
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