I got hugs today on my birthday from my absolute favorite person in the world, GAVIN ROSSDALE!
Category: journal
Poetic Ramblings For The One
Friday afternoon freestyle freeform 🙂 + a few added snaps because it's my birthday weekend!!! 😃
Ah, The Great Depression!
Ahh ye great joy of depression!
Empty and Alone
Who cares, everyone has someone
VAST – Dedicate a Place For Me
MOOD "I'm gone and forgotten / maybe it's like I NEVER EXISTED AT ALL"
Thoughts n’ Thangs
Thoughts. Ideas. Micropoetry. Micro-thinking. Is that a thing?
Endless Love
Do you guys meditate? This is the equivalent of me sitting in a circle with stone and giving us a journey to travel on... Freshly written this morning, freestyle. It was meant to be a non-rhyme but oh well, a bit seeped out. I hope you like!!!
I’m So Scared
This is not my best writing, but it comes from a real place of fear as I battle depression and suicidal tendencies. Trigger warning.
Blog cleanup
Blog cleanup + apology
Made in Heaven (Movie Recommendation)
A movie recommendation of my favorite film since I was 10 years old.
A Letter To My Future Lover
My love was made for you.
A Love Letter To Myself
A love letter to myself
Death
Possible trigger warning. Depression and suicide is the subject. Be warned. Including original digi art of myself.
Age of Reason
I'm starting to believe them when they say "ignorance is bliss"... knowing things suck! This poem was written in freestyle, I like giving myself the freedom to flow. Age of reason, no doubt!!
Eek! Seeking Help
I am in a financial apocalypse and am seeking help to keep my only ride. Desperately need help, please read & share.
Mantra
Seems like I'm getting hit from all sides lately; a new mantra to remind me to keep putting one step forward, keep moving, keep breathing, keep living! Pain teaches us that we're alive!! Depression isn't forever! Good times will come again! Don't give up!!
Garden of Evil
I swear I'm going to take a vow, I swear I'm going to take it now...
Not Looking Back
a poem + spoken word on leaving and not looking back
Life Lessons
Just some things I've learned in life
Thank you for 12k!
My blog has received over 12,000 visits and I wanted to personally thank you.
Happy Mother’s Day
A photo from the 90s when I was 18 & my daughter was only 9 months old.
Sad Empty Pathetic Lives
a private poem from my vault to share for April Poetry Month (raw & untouched freestyle)
Update
Hey guys!! I'm sorry if I haven't been as active lately, not just with posting my own content but with communicating and doing peer reviews with other bloggers. I've had a lot going on both in my personal life and professional. I am also trying to beat a nasty illness called depression and sometimes it … Continue reading Update
Depression is Real
Recently I was asked if I would do a short VIDEO on depression awareness and you can watch it on the JoyforJan Instagram direct by the link below: https://www.instagram.com/joyforjan/p/BwuvjQagf-Y/?utm_source=ig_share_sheet&igshid=18yzgj2zdg08y
Gavin Rossdale Visits The Kevin & Bean Morning Show
Gavin Rossdale of Bush answers a question I submitted on the Kevin and Bean show!
Things of Note by PoeEternal
Bits of pieces here & there. Thoughts. Ideas. Microwords. I feel like watching you smile is one of the most beautiful things I can witness in life. If you can't have it, dream about it. Fantasize. Talk to yourself. Loneliness is a state, not a being. Be one with it. Love. Even when you can't. … Continue reading Things of Note by PoeEternal
That one time Val Kilmer showed me some love
That one time Val Kilmer said he loved my handle.... 😍 I'm never changing my pseudo name! 😆
Gratitude
I am so grateful for all the traffic that my website has been receiving. It is a great honor to be able to share my words with you and that you keep coming back to read more. As such, and as a thank you, I will be releasing my epic poem in three parts, which … Continue reading Gratitude
Sending out an SOS
SOS
Wounded Warrior, Help
Is there anyone out there who can help a disabled veteran or fellow human being? Hello Family, Strangers, Friends, The transition from military to civilian life has been extremely difficult on me, especially with the government hiring freezes and state of our economy. I served my country honorably for 15 years but my body became … Continue reading Wounded Warrior, Help
This is raw. One year amongst the remains.
I realize now that it has been a year nearly to the day when I went no contact from you. My heart is still broken. But it's been breaking since the very first time you hurt me. And each time after. And you know the things you did. I'm still trying to process and heal … Continue reading This is raw. One year amongst the remains.
