It's the end of the world but I'm okay. You?
Sending love (I think) during this mandatory social distancing
Broken thoughts, miniature words, endless sorrow
My blog hit 40k! Patreon only poetry and stories, original sharable digiart, private nude gallery, plus more!
Come get to know me better on Patreon.
I don't like anything in my closet (with photos)
I make decisions I know I'll regret later (but this isn't one of them)
I love him
You should go check out my public post on Patreon! ✌️
I'm forever sorriezz (no for real, I'm sorry)
My WordPress anniversary + snaps
Keeping it real + gratitude
The Moon - a poem + thoughts
Dear Patrons And Future Patrons
Information about my Patreon and love to my Patrons!
100 percent all natural and organic. Might be too hot to press.
Like the big bang
Cuz he is a multiverse
IT'S CALLED LOYALTY.
3 parts up
I can't stand her. Micropoem + vampire cosplay
My top 9 post of 2019 as loved by you are now on my Instagram! Thanks for the love!
I'm now on Patreon!
Love and thanks
Gratitude + snaps =)
Let's be real, you don't know love in any manner, you don't even love yourself.
Tools the narcissist will use
I am a victim of criminal mischief
Song recommendation by Lil Peep RIP
Don't just hit like, read!
A very personal poem + stories + photos of my best friend who died by suicide *possible trigger warnings*
I am you and what I see is me
Hello excuse me, uhhh sir, no don't go *sigh* (Are we doing digital lovers yet? Plug me in)
ABOUT ME WITH PHOTOS
I KNOW YOU'RE FUCKING SOMEONE ELSE
I live and breathe Poe foreverrrrrrr (love you to death)
One more thing...
Book publishing recommendation - you're welcome 😃
A deeply sorrowful poem + commentary (with hyperlinks to nerdy stuff I've done)
Do and don't of love on Tuners, listen free now
Goddess of Confusion / A poem + photos (because why not)
I am auditioning for SURVIVOR CBS again (4th attempt)
A poem about suicide that turned into a convo about suicide awareness + a gig memory & photos
Longing AKA dancing for the first time in my fangs... + Snaps
Hallows Eve + APOP + Fangs = Dancing on my Insta
What I got spinning for Halloween
Oops I did it again
Things written while mostly smitten (micropoems)
Oh hi there! 28K woah! Thanks!
dancing away my sorrows
Themes of death, possible trigger warning (irony)
Cast not the first stone... (super late night freestyle remorse/regret)
In my habitat / lair
Couldn't sleep, full moon. My alter ego came out.
I KILLED COMMENT THREADING + photos
eternal blackness, he's gone
What a waste of precious months with you, writing for what, for whom? The fall of pride vs ego.
A quote & a photo
Music and science, yes. 1000% nerd.
Thankies + snappies
Ah! The good country!!
Song recommendation or at least something in the lyrics will inspire you ✌
A glimpse of the real me. 100% all natural and organic
Grateful for you and sorries
Trigger Warning + metaphorical cutting
Amateur digi art I made of my muse, Alexander Ebert. Making digi art is a favorite pastime of mine. ✌
I got hugs today on my birthday from my absolute favorite person in the world, GAVIN ROSSDALE!
Friday afternoon freestyle freeform 🙂 + a few added snaps because it's my birthday weekend!!! 😃
Ahh ye great joy of depression!
Who cares, everyone has someone
MOOD "I'm gone and forgotten / maybe it's like I NEVER EXISTED AT ALL"
Thoughts. Ideas. Micropoetry. Micro-thinking. Is that a thing?
Do you guys meditate? This is the equivalent of me sitting in a circle with stone and giving us a journey to travel on... Freshly written this morning, freestyle. It was meant to be a non-rhyme but oh well, a bit seeped out. I hope you like!!!
This is not my best writing, but it comes from a real place of fear as I battle depression and suicidal tendencies. Trigger warning.
Blog cleanup + apology
A movie recommendation of my favorite film since I was 10 years old.
My love was made for you.
A love letter to myself
Possible trigger warning. Depression and suicide is the subject. Be warned. Including original digi art of myself.
I'm starting to believe them when they say "ignorance is bliss"... knowing things suck! This poem was written in freestyle, I like giving myself the freedom to flow. Age of reason, no doubt!!
I am in a financial apocalypse and am seeking help to keep my only ride. Desperately need help, please read & share.
Seems like I'm getting hit from all sides lately; a new mantra to remind me to keep putting one step forward, keep moving, keep breathing, keep living! Pain teaches us that we're alive!! Depression isn't forever! Good times will come again! Don't give up!!
I swear I'm going to take a vow, I swear I'm going to take it now...
a poem + spoken word on leaving and not looking back
Just some things I've learned in life
My blog has received over 12,000 visits and I wanted to personally thank you.
A photo from the 90s when I was 18 & my daughter was only 9 months old.
a private poem from my vault to share for April Poetry Month (raw & untouched freestyle)
Hey guys!! I'm sorry if I haven't been as active lately, not just with posting my own content but with communicating and doing peer reviews with other bloggers. I've had a lot going on both in my personal life and professional. I am also trying to beat a nasty illness called depression and sometimes it … Continue reading Update
Recently I was asked if I would do a short VIDEO on depression awareness and you can watch it on the JoyforJan Instagram direct by the link below: https://www.instagram.com/joyforjan/p/BwuvjQagf-Y/?utm_source=ig_share_sheet&igshid=18yzgj2zdg08y
Gavin Rossdale of Bush answers a question I submitted on the Kevin and Bean show!