I’m Okay

Do you guys meditate? This is the equivalent of me sitting in a circle with stone and giving us a journey to travel on... Freshly written this morning, freestyle. It was meant to be a non-rhyme but oh well, a bit seeped out. I hope you like!!!

I’m So Scared

This is not my best writing, but it comes from a real place of fear as I battle depression and suicidal tendencies. Trigger warning.

Blog cleanup

Blog cleanup + apology

Made in Heaven (Movie Recommendation)

A movie recommendation of my favorite film since I was 10 years old.

A Letter To My Future Lover

My love was made for you.

A Love Letter To Myself

A love letter to myself

Death

Possible trigger warning. Depression and suicide is the subject. Be warned. Including original digi art of myself.

Age of Reason

I'm starting to believe them when they say "ignorance is bliss"... knowing things suck! This poem was written in freestyle, I like giving myself the freedom to flow. Age of reason, no doubt!!

Eek! Seeking Help

I am in a financial apocalypse and am seeking help to keep my only ride. Desperately need help, please read & share.

Mantra

Seems like I'm getting hit from all sides lately; a new mantra to remind me to keep putting one step forward, keep moving, keep breathing, keep living! Pain teaches us that we're alive!! Depression isn't forever! Good times will come again! Don't give up!!

Garden of Evil

I swear I'm going to take a vow, I swear I'm going to take it now...

Not Looking Back

a poem + spoken word on leaving and not looking back

Life Lessons

Just some things I've learned in life

Thank you for 12k!

My blog has received over 12,000 visits and I wanted to personally thank you.

Happy Mother’s Day

A photo from the 90s when I was 18 & my daughter was only 9 months old.

Sad Empty Pathetic Lives

a private poem from my vault to share for April Poetry Month (raw & untouched freestyle)

Update

Hey guys!! I'm sorry if I haven't been as active lately, not just with posting my own content but with communicating and doing peer reviews with other bloggers. I've had a lot going on both in my personal life and professional. I am also trying to beat a nasty illness called depression and sometimes it … Continue reading Update

Depression is Real

Recently I was asked if I would do a short VIDEO on depression awareness and you can watch it on the JoyforJan Instagram direct by the link below: https://www.instagram.com/joyforjan/p/BwuvjQagf-Y/?utm_source=ig_share_sheet&igshid=18yzgj2zdg08y

Gavin Rossdale Visits The Kevin & Bean Morning Show

Gavin Rossdale of Bush answers a question I submitted on the Kevin and Bean show!

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