where did you go though
like drifting past the moon
carrying harsh sentence
sins so big they grew
lost in a vortex of regret
i think on him
i think i loved him best
like swallowing whole gloom
i lost what you like less
is Centauri calling
under a milky glow
like tears falling
casting my shadow
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i didn’t realize i had a chocolate crumb stuck to my lip. try to look put together and yet…
there’s one other with the flash accidentally on
no self-esteem for selfies
mirrors hold energy
negative energy
mirrors spread narcissism is a plague
mirrors cast spells
Skeleton Key is a fantastic movie – they just do not make them the same
i’m kinda nearing that scene where i want to put salt around me in a circle
KEEP BACK DEMONS
*hisses*
probably something i would do if cops approached me
“we got us a crazy one”
would the good doctor come see me?
“she’s on the news…”
let’s just keep this one for the pages m’kay
i ain’t trying to cause no trouble
no sir
“your honor, my lawyer told me to lay low and avoid the slumlords”
“ain’t my fault them toilets are never working and there’s a backlog two months long”
“it was a toxic relationship”
“they’re vampires”
“money hungry vampires”
“my lawyer said not to pay June rent”
“i counter sue”
“they nearly killed me”
“bear”
i have written a poem or two more
i don’t know if anything is worth sharing
i still have a visitor or three
never have i loved someone the way i have you
probably something i would say during a drinking game in front of your buddies all in a circle
really embarrass you
but i would be the one to get up and leave
and you wouldn’t come after me
and your buddies will notice
too bad you all want love with a prostitute – or whatever label you wanna give em
“call girl”
75% do not want love with you or anyone
“25% chance”
no, not even that
they have to disassociate to fuck you
you pay to take them to dinner and they smile while you talk
they rub your back when you enter
i fucking hate you all
something i remind myself frequently when i get the feels
usually my period
none of you thought i was good enough
just want us eating birth control like candy and using us as fleshlights and oh no birth rates are down (nihilism)
meanwhile, i never took birth control and i’m bleeding from my legs
“don’t look”
“that’s still looking!”
i can’t wait to burn my apple device
that fucking bitten fruit
eve spit it out, it was rotten
Adam laughs “fuck you, Adam” eve replies
Adam was gay
The pharaohs
LGBT
i fell down the rabbit hole again
The great pyramid scheme / the great wall of deceit
Yesterday I told my friends in the mainland that they could go ahead and ship out my package on the fifth and 20 minutes later I got a notification that my package had shipped because for me it was the fourth but I guess for them it was already the fifth so ha
i’m also getting 222 and 333 and so on reminders again that “God is still here”
and the watch ticking on my wrong wrist – love to hear it
weirdly calming to my heart
helps when i am triggered too
i feel like i am spinning without direction in space “i’m losing you”
“what is your location now!”
“i can’t see you!”
GRAVITY
i prefer the land
not the tunnels, not the boats
this place is showing signs of sink_____.
sometimes Florida swallows you whole
no body bag to leave in
i wanna lay low but not that low
hope JJ is still around
casting his shadow from another realm
if a ghost can leave a shadow behind
it would look similar to a radiation burn on a building
God used the same blueprints
the way peeling bark can look like lizard leaning or same a squirrel up to something
always on the hunt for something to eat
same.
CERN is a portal to dark entities
like reaching the realm Luci lives in
he’s here now
maybe, just maybe i got my foot on his wing
he has a double head
woman/man = demon
unless you earn your humanity
my life was stolen from me
my childhood
my womanhood
i am a thing
to be feared
loved from afar
PoeEternal 