There’s more than one solution
Let’s just hope the world is better prepared with eyes to see
If my only mission is to expose the truth
I will die by my honor
And accusing Michael Leavitt of murder
He should be hung in the streets and then sliced open from the balls
Let gravity do its thang
Or, make him crawl in that fucking hole and hang with his bones
And for the love of God since nearly a decade or more has passed can someone please take a robot in there and retrieve his fucking body and put it in a proper burial ground
For the love of god please
I would crawl in the hole and do it myself but I experienced firsthand claustrophobia when I had to go in for my MRI
And they had to leave the little light on for me
Because I’m 2 and afraid of the dark
And confined spaces
And gaslighting
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And I’m dying
I’m not being melodramatic
But I’m trying to live
It’s painful
Just to breathe
But I had to get this off my chest please
I still didn’t even say or do what I needed/wanted
It’s just, that thing you said
Made me cry ๐
I know everything makes me cry
But sometimes the tears feel worthy
And I allow gravity to let them fall
But it also relieved some pressure built up in the chest
Because I haven’t stopped thinking about the way John Jones died or researching every goddamn thing about it
Like, I need to go to Utah and crawl in that hole and pull him out
But I can’t ๐ฉ
Constricted spaces plus gravity ๐ฉ
But I would die trying ๐ฉ
Please don’t let me ๐ฉ
4 responses to “Gravity”
I’m petite. I can go. But, gravity will win. Don’t let me go, Murph!!! ๐ฉ
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2009. How did I not hear about this? Over 100 rescue personnel but they were standing on the clock. Instead of getting the real experts in eh. They just let a man die and closed the cave. Michael still has a job presumably managing other caves? ๐ค
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They probably all got a bonus or promotion for “heroic efforts” even tho a man died and the cave closed! Gaslighting!
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My life is now on rerun to observe moments of gaslighting. It started with my mommy “pretending to walk away and leave me at the park” in my stroller when I couldn’t walk. Later on recalling that early memory my mother denied it. Fucking heartless cunt. No wonder I wanted out of that evil womb! Was depressed then! I remember how very agonizing having awareness in the womb! But reality was met with constant gaslighting by monsters!
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