So I know the content has been slow incoming but I ain’t retiring yet 😷

And I appreciate you still having interest in the stuff I do

I put a lot of passion into everything I do, including my rants

I want to push more stuff out but I’M TIRED *ahem* dying

I’ve been procrastinating a lot today to avoid doing my medication *ahem* poison

I fucking hate chemicals and now they want me breathing it into my lungs every six hours and I feel like I’m crawling to my death 👀

And I’ve probably gained a lot of weight so I will get stuck

Because I’m eating but stopped working out back in April 😩

It’s not like I really have a choice

My heart and lungs just want food, sex, and rest

And apparently thinking something is the same thing as doing something so I’m getting a lot of you know… ahem rest 👀