Stuck between retiring soon but not ready to die on the street (or be stung over and over again by a yellow jacket)

Should I drop some more spoken word? Writing is about all I have energy for these days.

For some reason, I have a hard time picking from the pool of poetry that I’ve written, and always wind up spontaneously combusting a freestyle when I make a video. 😏

For a program like me, you would think routine would be will but instead I was designed to bend the rules

And I am very analytical but this time they defaulted me to “disorganized mode” just to make it fun

I had a yellowjacket stalk me today, he ruined my nice Sunday drive! I wanted me windows down!!! He wouldn’t go away!!!

I went into terrified mode immediately when I saw it and had to put my windows up

But I didn’t want to hurt it to get it to leave

So it hung out with me, staring a hole through me, for at least 25 minutes.

It felt like Cujo but with a wasp. I was beginning to wonder if I was ever going to leave.

I made a TOK and I wish I could just be myself over there. I’m a blogger so I don’t mind sharing this sort of stuff.

Have you ever been stalked by a yellowjacket that rode on your vehicle for miles and miles and then when you stopped at your location, it still wouldn’t leave?

I sat there for 20 minutes at least!! He was planning his attack looking right at me!!! Or was she a queen? 🤔

I’ve got enemies everywhere!!

Or was this some other weird glitch and I’m missing the sign?

Maybe him staring me down for 25 minutes was a blessing? 👀

This was the longest anxiety attack by an animal that I have had – and probably from the smallest animal too – but Yellow jackets are really aggressive and I have a terrible fear of insects and bugs and flying things and things that can hurt you 👀

Your poetry is my spirit animal

Or maybe, I’m an aggressive Yellowjacket 🐝

I always thought the CoyWolf

But truthfully, you are

I think even your hum would put me in the right frequency

I don’t like seeing girls go on and on and on and on about your spoken word 👀

I start blocking everyone immediately

I think there is something seriously fucking wrong with me

I come from Sagittarius A* 👀

Sometimes when I’m trying to sleep, I can feel myself falling and my body will jerk me awake

They occur a lot

We’re not meant to leave this galaxy 👀

We’re kinda stuck here 👀

Kinda like John is stuck in that hole 👀

I think of him so much now it’s almost as if his soul went into my body 👀

Jim Morrison said things possessed him as well 👀

We’re enlightened 👀

What if enlightened is just another word for time traveler?

What things happened in that cave that they never want to talk about? 👀

We’re kinda nudged in a ‘soft spot’ of the galaxy

Most star systems are double or triple but not ours

The Great Filter is upon us and it’s possible we are the last intelligent species to survive and we have two great hurtles to overcome if we want to be an intelligent species that can live throughout the galaxy

It’s possible that the reason we haven’t discovered other intelligent life is because they didn’t overcome those hurdles

The distances are also too great

But everything is closer than what you’ve been told

So I don’t have very much experience with yellow jackets, in fact I don’t know if I’ve ever been around one before and after doing a little research, apparently if you kill one it will release pheromones and the colony can track you down!!!! 👀

This was some sort of test, wasn’t it? 🧐

You can watch me get stalked by a yellowjacket here 👇👇👇

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZM8MNo4TL/

I wanted to have a nice Sunday drive with my windows down but no…

Cujo in the form of a tiny flying warrior instead

If that thing had of flown in while I was driving, I would have for sure hit that fucking biker

It’s Daytona bike week and we have bikers everywhere and apparently rogue yellow jackets that get very aggressive in the fall