i loved him in a flash
in mysterious moonlit mornings
where chaos and order clash
like opening doors when your blood is coursing

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Copyright © 2024 Delia Ross /@poeeternal. All rights reserved. (p∞)

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postscript: it’s kinda incomplete but i like to post things before i’m dead

so it comes with curses and misspellings and everything instead

i like to share my ideas immediately so he can steal them and do something better with them

cuz i am him (and him and him and i wonder how many can fill up the “i love” list instead of “i hate”)

i’m capable of imprinting on the right man

we may not get “lifelong” together, but we can get the shit end of the deal

as long as we sleep in the same bedroom

and maybe i could get some sleep if i had a husband

shame i’m dying…

(yes some people take a long time to die and some go into remission. i need the new stronger meds increased)

this is me today this instance (see below)

i’m tired, i’m worn out, i need to shave/wax everything

i want to cut ALL MY HAIR OFF and start over

so be prepared for the ‘short look’ so i can grow out some healthy strands

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p.s.s. still sleeping on the floor. hard to shell out $600+ for a bed i will hate

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