I guess you have to live an entire year before you’re considered that age (so does this technically mean I’m still 42 and when I’m 44 I’ll actually be 43, my age now)? 🤪

And you have to have a plus 1 to get the 1K badge from WordPress

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Thank you so much for the follows! 👁👄👁

I love you! 💕

PSST I swear I am going to set up a blogging schedule soon, I have been gravely ill, and in the bed!

I get out every now and again for medicine, toilet paper and food

And on the occasion I stop by the beach so I can get a few frights

It’s just not normal the things going on in the world and around these parts

And I feel so bad for the people who visit the beach and try to enjoy it when I’m there because I’m hooting and hollering every few seconds and then they immediately leave, probably out of fear (lmao I’m gonna pee myself because my fear is contagious to others)

I swear when we’re on a flight and the plane starts doing shit it’s not supposed to do, when you hear me gasping, everybody on the plane is staring at me the entire time and my eyes get really big and both of my hands are clutching onto the armrest and the entire plane ahead and behind will be staring at me, but I can’t stop being scared y’all

This world frightens me and you can see it on my face

My fears don’t lie

And I’m a little girl that never grew up so anytime there’s a bug or I’m scared of something I sound like I’m being murdered lmao

I didn’t even share all the screams I had the other day when I stopped by the ocean briefly but it was even scarier than before

The clouds were hanging really low and were many different shades of gray and everything just looked doom to me and there was no lifeguard on duty and it was only 11:30 AM, it was about to be high noon and it’s uncommon because the ocean is warm but there’s no sealife anywhere, yet the ocean is still reaching the sea wall, and it’s all wet. And standing in it, surrounded by all ocean, scares the crap out of me, especially with the tide being a triple king tide that won’t leave 👀

The ocean ate the beach

The worlds most famous beach

And maybe one day we will get our beach back but I’m looking at reports that state Daytona Beach is undergoing extreme flooding over the next 30 years and buildings are falling down in Miami so you can continue to be gaslit and lied to but I’m gonna start listening with my eyes from now on

And when I’m feeling better I’m going to share a post on my blog where I can upload some photos and some videos of it

I haven’t even been watching TV or playing video games or reading, I’ve mostly just been in my bed and sleeping a lot and eating when I can

I hope I feel better soon but I may have to go to the ER for the treatment I need 👀

I’ve been avoiding it TBH

I don’t want to be held against my will and I don’t want to die there and I most certainly would probably get arrested because I would fucking leave campground and if the cops tried to stop me I would still try to leave and get out of there

I mean I would rather be in jail and have three meals a day than to be anywhere near the goddamn hospitals or clinics when I fucking die

Capeesh?

Healthcare is deathcare

My eyes are open

And just like Neo, they hurt from what they see

I don’t think I have much time left but I don’t believe any of us have much time left 👀

Blogging is my lifeline to you

My safe place

My safety net

It is the only place online I can speak freely

And not be penalized to have my intellectual property or my account removed

These businesses need us to survive and yet they treat us like shit

The only way we can get our voice back is to stop using these apps until we get some sort of freedom of speech again and stop spending our money

Only buy what you really need

In America, I’m attempting to support American owned businesses only (and small)

But I don’t believe any sign in the door and I don’t believe in the governments agenda society is a scam it’s a sham consumption is narcissism and the less stuff we have the more expensive it’s going to get and those who have the most money are going to hog it

Start looking out for you and your circle

We’re all we’ve got

And you’re welcome on my boat, it’s not very big and there’s holes everywhere

I’m heading to Point Nemo

And check out this warning from TikTok, “Participating in this activity could result in you or others getting hurt” 👇

Apparently people are getting tracked on TikTok too, children are getting kidnapped as well as adults (I don’t know if the two are the same) but social media is toxic and the devil lives in your TV and his minions use it to kidnap us

Now I hope many of you know that kidnappings take place so that people can get sexually tormented (children too)

I read an article recently where the Mexican government was working with the mafia and they sexually tortured several teenage children (in Mexico) and we allow millions and millions and millions of immigrants to come over here and live in America and they don’t give a fuck about you or our culture or traditions

They are torturing children in their own country and they come over here and they fucking torture us too

Porn has done something to the human race

The other day when I was in the Vet Center I told the guy that I would just take all responsibility and say that I am what’s wrong with the world, that I’m the problem, I’m too broken, I’m “crazy” and so I need to just not be around other people or get married and he looked dead at me and said that I’m not the one whose crazy, it’s the world that is crazy and I’m not wrong about what’s going on with porn and how it’s affecting mankind

It felt so nice to be validated by a man

I mean I’m literally walking into his office carrying my crucifix and falling fucking down

But it’s nice to hear from another male soldier that I’m not crazy

That all this shit in society is wrong and toxic

I’ve had to get off most of social media because of how toxic it is, because of the catcalling, because of the death threats, because of the stalking, because my freedom of speech is gone

I have no rights anymore

Immigration has been a Trojan horse in America!!!

I have a right to be angry!!!

My comrades are dying by suicide!!!!

I’m awake!!! I’m up!!! I can’t save you, you have to save yourself!

But, I can stand quarantined near you

I can ration supplies

Build shelter and dig trenches

Clean and fire weapons

Pull security

Disabled, not obsolete 👀

I’ve been fighting for equality for a long time, that applies for the job market and the housing market as well

You don’t get to come over here and steal all our best jobs and all our management positions and create toxic environments and then force your fucking poison drugs on us anymore

Society is a sham

And it requires consuming to work

Endless consumption

And we’re wasting our natural resources so you can have resin Knickknacks

Plastic everywhere

Plastic everything

Generica

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Anyway, I’m grateful I have a blog to voice my concerns, to share my poetry, photography, and prose

I’m grateful I have you as a reader

I can’t do this without you

I need you

So this is just as much your award as it is mine

We got here together, in this boat 🛶

It took the plus one to get the badge

And it takes living a year to earn that age? 🤔

So I’m not really 43 right now, I’m technically still 42?

When I turn 44, then I will have lived 43 years.

So technically I’m not 43 yet

Right? 👀

*pants* growing young 🤪