Stop telling people to be happy no matter what happens to them

I GUESS I SHOULD BE HAPPY MY FATHER SEXUALLY MOLESTED ME

MAYBE I SHOULD INVITE HIM OVER FOR DINNER

MAYBE WE CAN START FUCKING AGAIN

🖕

CREATE AN ENVIRONMENT WORTHY OF BEING HAPPY IN

OTHERWISE SHUT THE FUCK UP

THERE IS NO FORGIVENESS FOR THEIR SINS

GOD WOULD EAT DINNER WITH ME

GOD GIVES ME LIFE

YOU DON’T DECIDE MY WORTH

YOU DON’T GET TO DESTROY ME OVER AND OVER AND THEN CONDITION ME TO BE HAPPY ABOUT IT

GET OUT OF YOUR BUBBLE

I WILL DESTROY IT

POP POP

Like a needle in a haystack – I won’t look back

Give me a game of dominoes and shot of cognac

WHERE MY BROTHERS AT?

I just need to get back to soldiering and like go on a ruck march but I can barely fucking get my house together and I’m not dropping dead from this jab

No fuck that – I’m filing for state disability and these motherfuckers are gonna pay me for killing me

I HAVE A PERMANENT HEART CONDITION AND CURRENTLY BROKEN IMMUNE SYSTEM AND THESE MOTHERFUCKERS CATCHING COVID LEFT AND RIGHT

As far as I’m concerned I’m age 5 and everyone has fucking cooties and I’m gonna wash my hands and I’m going to social distance – which means you need to keep at least 6 feet from me and I’m going to fucking wear my mask

I’ve yelled at cops for getting too close to me 👀

I DON’T FUCK ABOUT 🤨

I nearly blew out my left lung and my heart swelled up 3 sizes

In fact, one chamber closed off and another enlarged

I CAN BARELY TOLERATE THE FLORIDA WEATHER ✋🛑✋

I’m HOUSEBOUND

DEAL WITH IT

QUARANTINED

For the foreseeable future

Until my health improves

Which it has been because I am able to venture out to the park and the beach occasionally or even to the grocery store which is normally hard to do and Walmart just gave me an extra two free weeks for the Walmart + membership trial so I’ll be using it one more time for the free shipping and delivery. It’s better than attempting to shop myself. I’ve had to cut shopping short several times due to my health. Same with trips to the park or beach.

LIFE ISN’T ROSES OUT HERE, IT’S THORNS

Actually, there may be a bloom or two and that’s why I’m still going

If it looks like a dragon fruit though I’ll starve because there’s some fruit I just won’t touch, same with animals

Yeah no…

Hungry but pass

And he fucks children and gets pissed at me for eating chicken 🐓

Typical hypocritical super Christian

Personally, they should be put down like an animal that has a taste for human blood🩸

Eye for an eye

LET ME EXACT MY JUSTICE ON MY PARENTS AND THEN MAYBE I WILL BE HAPPY

JUST KNOWING THEY AREN’T BREATHING THE SAME AIR AS ME, FOR STARTERS

CLOSURE FOR HEALING

THERE’S A CONCEPT

MAYBE STOP HURTING YOUR CHILDREN SO WE CAN BE HEALTHY HAPPY ADULTS

Instead, FOREVER THERAPY!!!! YAY!!! 🥳

With the ever stopping rental increases, the noise pollution, the forming cults left and right, my never ending awakening into hell, the regret of being upside down in a cave, letting others convince me it’s the path I should take, DYING ALONE ALIVE AND YOUNG

Not knowing when the end is coming but just knowing currently my body is not in anaphylactic shock

EVERY BREATH HURTS AND I’M FIGHTING FOR A LIFE THAT WANTS TO JUMP FROM A BRIDGE

That’s all…

I’m okay 👍

I’m dying where I want – if I can just sit still

THE LIONS DEN

Also, I’m in therapy and detoxing because I want to be a valuable human

So far it’s minimal

YES THERE ARE MILESTONES

It’s the falls off the cliffs and getting stuck in caves proving to be the biggest dangers ⚠️

Dying on the street from madness (there)

Or worse, an immigrant or narcissist who doesn’t understand boundaries invading your space

I BITE

KEEP BACK ☠️

I’m not just gonna stand out in the open while you gut me and pistol fuck me in the face

Dolphins sleep with one eye open 🐬

SAME

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