They did an experiment some years ago where they put a baby monkey in a cage without any comfort but food and it starved.
The other baby monkey had a wire cage mama but no food.
The end result was that a baby will choose comfort and DIE without NURTURING.
There’s zero ethics in science.
I am now providing myself with comfort. Comfy blankets, coffee/hot chocolate, hot meals. I’m also including fresh air and started re-organizing my entire life.
Got some food arriving today in fact from Walmart delivery & I got myself some good eating this month!!
I am living for the food I ordered! I even got me a little box cake to make myself for my upcoming birthday! π₯³
But if you have any tips on how to organize – I’m all ears. My parents never taught me anything and I know how to pack my duffel bag and rucksack but haven’t learned how to apply those skill sets in my bedroom and home apparently.
I keep reminding myself that it doesn’t matter how we got here, let’s just figure out how to fix it… lol
I’m trying not to have a meltdown cleaning my closet.
I look like I’m moving in or out. And I may be a baby hoarder.
I CLEAN AND I AM NOT STORING DEAD ANIMALS UNDER PILES OF SHIT.
However, I have bills from a decade ago still unopened. π
I just found a typed out letter an ex wrote to a mistress. 4 pages of groveling like an emancipated bitch.
Now I’m taking a coffee break cuz the rabbit hole goes deep and I’ve apparently been disassociating.
There’s a shit ton more paperwork to organize throughout the damn house.
I’ve got poetry in spiral notebooks from my twenties.
I’m finding pictures I’ve forgotten with negatives.
I DON’T REMEMBER THE PERSON I WAS AT ALL – OR WHY I’M HOLDING ONTO THINGS
*sips coffee*
Coffee is my safe place.
I’m also fighting an illness and not many recover from heart inflammation.
Many are still dropping dead.
Sorry, probably should have an emergency meeting with the therapist…
Oh boy. Ok, I’m your therapist, but I’m probably crap at it.
1. When’s your birthday?
2. Do one room at a time, very slowly. The difference you begin to see will make you happier.
3. A baby hoarder? You’re hiding babies in your closet ?!!! π€£
4. Rip the bills up if they’re decades old !
5. Sorry to hear about your heart, don’t know what to say about that !! You can borrow mine.
6. I think you’re absolutely unique and one of a kind, THAT’S THE PERSON YOU BECAME.
I’ll send the bill when you let me know you’re picking up.
That’s why I started in my bedroom master closet. Had no idea the things I had hidden. God knows what’s to come.
Furthermore, I can’t have anything nice cuz the dog just put a hole in my new tank that I got from the thrift.
Like, I’M DONE
Now I’m crying because I’m sick of dealing with him.
He’s not normal. He’s completely out of control.
I DON’T KNOW HOW NARCISSISM IS TEACHING ME COMPASSION BUT HIS IDENTITY WAS COMPLETELY DESTROYED WHEN MY NEIGHBOR CHASED HIM AROUND THE PARKING LOT AND A DEMON TOOK OVER HIM WHEN HE WAS RUNNING IN FEAR
In a Romanian orphanage
they discovered the same sad
fact with human babies π’
There’s only one clear solution
to this problem, let the Sunshine
of Love in πβ€οΈπ
That’s really sad π
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They did an experiment some years ago where they put a baby monkey in a cage without any comfort but food and it starved.
The other baby monkey had a wire cage mama but no food.
The end result was that a baby will choose comfort and DIE without NURTURING.
There’s zero ethics in science.
I am now providing myself with comfort. Comfy blankets, coffee/hot chocolate, hot meals. I’m also including fresh air and started re-organizing my entire life.
Got some food arriving today in fact from Walmart delivery & I got myself some good eating this month!!
TRYING NOT TO DIE
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Scientists who experiment on animals are wankers. Do not die, or I’ll kick your ass π€£ Look after yourself.
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I am living for the food I ordered! I even got me a little box cake to make myself for my upcoming birthday! π₯³
But if you have any tips on how to organize – I’m all ears. My parents never taught me anything and I know how to pack my duffel bag and rucksack but haven’t learned how to apply those skill sets in my bedroom and home apparently.
I keep reminding myself that it doesn’t matter how we got here, let’s just figure out how to fix it… lol
I’m trying not to have a meltdown cleaning my closet.
I look like I’m moving in or out. And I may be a baby hoarder.
I CLEAN AND I AM NOT STORING DEAD ANIMALS UNDER PILES OF SHIT.
However, I have bills from a decade ago still unopened. π
I just found a typed out letter an ex wrote to a mistress. 4 pages of groveling like an emancipated bitch.
Now I’m taking a coffee break cuz the rabbit hole goes deep and I’ve apparently been disassociating.
There’s a shit ton more paperwork to organize throughout the damn house.
I’ve got poetry in spiral notebooks from my twenties.
I’m finding pictures I’ve forgotten with negatives.
I DON’T REMEMBER THE PERSON I WAS AT ALL – OR WHY I’M HOLDING ONTO THINGS
*sips coffee*
Coffee is my safe place.
I’m also fighting an illness and not many recover from heart inflammation.
Many are still dropping dead.
Sorry, probably should have an emergency meeting with the therapist…
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Oh boy. Ok, I’m your therapist, but I’m probably crap at it.
1. When’s your birthday?
2. Do one room at a time, very slowly. The difference you begin to see will make you happier.
3. A baby hoarder? You’re hiding babies in your closet ?!!! π€£
4. Rip the bills up if they’re decades old !
5. Sorry to hear about your heart, don’t know what to say about that !! You can borrow mine.
6. I think you’re absolutely unique and one of a kind, THAT’S THE PERSON YOU BECAME.
I’ll send the bill when you let me know you’re picking up.
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August 19th! π₯³
That’s why I started in my bedroom master closet. Had no idea the things I had hidden. God knows what’s to come.
Furthermore, I can’t have anything nice cuz the dog just put a hole in my new tank that I got from the thrift.
Like, I’M DONE
Now I’m crying because I’m sick of dealing with him.
He’s not normal. He’s completely out of control.
I DON’T KNOW HOW NARCISSISM IS TEACHING ME COMPASSION BUT HIS IDENTITY WAS COMPLETELY DESTROYED WHEN MY NEIGHBOR CHASED HIM AROUND THE PARKING LOT AND A DEMON TOOK OVER HIM WHEN HE WAS RUNNING IN FEAR
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Don’t cry luv π― not sure what to say about your dog!! He sounds like he’s a little confused and scared.
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I think I’d think twice about it, although the baby monkey thing still leaves me wondering.
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In a Romanian orphanage
they discovered the same sad
fact with human babies π’
There’s only one clear solution
to this problem, let the Sunshine
of Love in πβ€οΈπ
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Yeps! But it’s hard to come by from others! Gotta get it from yourself! π
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The greatest love of all πͺβ€οΈπ
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