i can just see myself doing this tho.

why am i laughing tho

“they grieve who she could of been”

god i feel this

even about my own life that was stolen from me

this gave me tiny bits of hope

ive always been the bright rainbow of the family (and i dont mean lgbt)

i stopped fighting with the ai

no more caps, no more grammar, no more fucks to give

leave the apostrophe at the door

things are smooth sailing stalling

triangulation among the living, dying, dead

some people are being boiled until their skin falls of the bone, and the company uses the broth for their garden, i shit you not

*laughing again*

why cant i have the broth for my own garden tho?

give me my mom’s juice

daddy’s too

revenge is an honest obituary

“im glad shes dead”

maybe poe really was a dick

he definitely was a pedophile who liked fucking his own blood

He wrote some *then* unpublished shit to her which is tattooed into my bone

I kept telling my tattoo artist I hated her and I wish she was dead but she wouldn’t let me go

until the side tat was done

“im sorry i wished you were dead / heres your tip”

there’s probably a reason I don’t have too many friends 💀

im that meme

about the drunk girl giving some guy head to avoid getting raped or worse

my safe place immediately destroyed “can i just jerk you off”

i was probably 18 or 19

maybe 20 or 21

ive been getting sa since i was born tho

i can do a tell-all for the upcoming obituaries

i never thought id share my story or find closure

ill put it on a fucking tomb

“here lies the one i hate”

THIS IS GIVING MY LIFE

i was thinking about reaching out to the sperm donor one more time

I think I was 10 last time I saw and ghosted my daddy

oh daddy where art tho

it’s weird to be so segregated from my own bloodline that I don’t even have his phone number or address

but also I haven’t moved into this new version of me yet and I don’t know what the old version would do

im in the messy middle

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