woke up overheating
i don’t know if it was the poisoned donuts, the mold, or “extra strong medicine”
but i threw up and peed a little on myself
had the cops called on me and peed on myself all in the same week yah?
and this is why i prefer not being homeless cuz i took a sit down semi cold shower to “calm down”
like these are the exact times to calm down
when your body feels like it is dying
and you’re throwing up
but this medicine is a lot like chemotherapy
and the mold will make you lose your hair
i also threw up the other day and there were no donuts
i get to blame the donuts this time tho
partially
and the air purifier was red when i woke up sweating
so the devil was trying to possess me for sure
those always require a sit down shower after
if i was dreaming i woke up throwing up so there’s no way to recall
i went to bed nice and clean and woke up pissing myself
“not normal today”
went to bed clean, woke up sour
all in an angel’s day work…
“i can’t trust you”
well you could start by feeding me food that doesn’t make me shit myself m’kay
dying is humiliating
i’m not gonna sing a hymn
i’m probably gonna cry
in between the laughing like now
it’s hilarious that doctors try n convince me i got some worth “looks wise” (while sitting on an mri table) (even tho im home pissing myself)
like i would lock my husband out of the house…
“no you can’t come in right now”
“no im not cheating on you”
i don’t think first rounds of dating would go very well…
“so how do you spend your time”
“writing and shitting myself”
so it’s not a normal day
this isn’t like a common thing
in hindsight, i could be improving?
it attaches to your cell walls but i think my body just disposed of like a lot everywhere
all ends
at once
they said it “stunk down there in the cave”
he loss use of his legs
probably shit himself
and the piss tears sweat crying
i know
PoeEternal 