time races in intervals
you’re into her
it burns like midnight sun
my lesson learned

did you know we live in purgatory
on a map i think i found your worry
and i list it first your secrets buried
but i’ve forgotten where i put your story

like drowning in a carpark
where all the lights are flashing but it’s stark
and we’re looking for an exit
as future ghost we’re feeling desperate

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Copyright © 2024 Delia Ross /@poeeternal. All rights reserved.

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the ole blog has over 100,000 miles on her, thanks to you…

i know i can’t take your words to heaven with me but i would try…

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i still can’t get over how John Jones died or how his question nearly made me solve first world problems – or at least connect the two

but i still live between worlds where his soul leaped into mine

(but at least you don’t get mad about it)

my dad let a tree grow through his tour bus

i want to hang onto my ride in such a way

today i drove her to Dread Boys and they quoted me nearly 500 to replace a battery?

so i got right back in and said “welp please get me back home…”

and she fucking did…

and i guess im either going to an auto zone or learning to install a new battery myself?

not to mention the guy running the front desk took a bathroom break in the middle of a transaction? and it sounded disgusting so ill never return

the mobile mechanic i called isnt very mobile currently – i dunno how i feel about paying for his cab..

at least the postscript is somewhat interesting?

i keep thinking i need to get the fuck outta florida – then i remember bama is 45 minutes away – and like it feels a lot like hope on the horizon

it feels so near i could walk

bike

run

i just keep telling my girl to hold on

no one can be trusted

kinda housebound til i sort the sorts

i aint paying $500 to replace a battery

the Boomers can get FOOKED

need some land

need to figure out where i want to be

it aint here…

i drank coffee

CHATTY

and jittery

i dont think that is good for my heart

like it triggers my anxiety?

i mean i just act more nervous than usual

tachycardia

adrenaline spikes

so prob gotta give it up

the coffee…

better not to ask me out on a first date over coffee

fucking disaster

and i love coffee!!!!!

people are mad that trump won and are threatening violence

i did not vote – therefore i have no opinion over politics for the foreseeable future as i am exiting the matrix – kinda lost – but this is what PROTESTING A SYSTEM I DO NOT COMPLY WITH LOOKS LIKE

go change some more policies to support your nihilism and leave me alone m’kay

there were 33 million who opted to NOT VOTE for the antichrist

i thought i was the only one

but there’s a whole lot of us out there

wonder how many are gen x

you know of one

*hi*

i tried joining the Army to make a difference

i tried getting an education

i tried being a medic

i tried on society and never have once liked it

im never voting again

EVER. AGAIN.

i literally fought for freedom of speech and it was taken from me

and you want me to vote? go back to sleep…

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(people in the system fighting for the system)

(but i want out)

(i wont participate)

(i dont wanna support anything in society)

(society is satanic)

(im going thru a spiritual cleansing)

(please dont exterminate me like you did p’nut & fred)

(and the squirrel out here i never found his head)

ripped off and not even a trail of blood

just his body

i have nightmares and ptsd

it is why i deleted my wildlife page

not risking Ali or any others getting hurt simply because they make me happy and demons live out here

have u seen the film Constantine?

top 5 fav for sure

i mean it once was

the me in this timeline which i jumped into during a lightning storm going 80 miles an hour…

she ain’t me but she is but she ain’t

not sure how im able to switch roles as myself but if the multiverse is real and we never really die

or we create our own reality

im not sure why i would wanna come back here

but there were thousands of hands of radiation and one of them touched me

it was so loud the entire town shook from the thunder

im not exaggerating! my ears are still ringing!

*kiss kiss on the cheek darling

but my tears are like acid…

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46,000 visitors huh

and over 1100 stayed

neener neener

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