I imagine the distance that keeps us – and why heaven can’t reach us – because space isn’t just silent – it’s speechless
Maybe your name is Apophis. We’re both lost in the abyss.
THAT’S NOT WHAT I ASKED
According to Saint Peter Steele:
“April 2-0-2-9 the final time / the end my friend is not near / the hour – in fact – is quite here” (-)
(Could you pick your speed up on writing lines, even if I’m not on time, I never learned to set a clock, I never even hear a chime, it’s almost like it is a crime, but I can do a run-on, I think it has been too long, but I don’t have timer in the kitchen to help me not burn this song)
He reminds me of you. But aren’t your eyes blue? Like an angel from the sky, make me fall down and sigh. Know you saw me coming too…
Or maybe your the Jester, I’m just a guesser
Do you know how to measure luminosity?
What about the loss of me?
(I really just wanted to share the first 4 lines – I’ll play catchup another day)
It’ll be easier to snap photos of my messy writings
It’s just freestyle
It’s not messy messy
It’s just – the urge – to write in cursive
With curses
Found out who you really were / didn’t make a difference cuz / you were meant for her \
You go from sunshine to icy winds
The road less travelled is the road we’ve been
You go from shadow to now we’re friends?
I guess we’re ghosting again?
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Flat earth : not confirmed
PoeEternal 
Here’s quote that somewhat matches your post.
Who are we? We find that we live on an insignificant planet of a humdrum star lost in a galaxy tucked away in some forgotten corner of a universe in which there are far more galaxies than people.
Carl Sagan
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That’s a good quote. I don’t find our planet insignificant tho. I think most are just nihilist who haven’t woken up.
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Good point. And speaking of nihilist, I found these two quotes.
I believe that we are all, openly or secretly, struggling against one or another kind of nihilism.
Ellen Willis
“Let me tell you a secret about the human condition. Nihilism leads to spirituality. And spirituality leads to nihilism. It is never in between for long. It is always a see-saw in action. Yes, my dear child, one can’t remain mystical all the time, for hopelessness creeps into even the most positive of minds. But this hopelessness, this cynicism too is not permanent. Man, you see, swings between nihilism and spirituality. Man, you see, swings between utmost bliss and the feelings of utter despair. It’s a rollercoaster, our lives. One can’t just go higher, higher all the time.”
― Abhaidev, The Influencer: Speed Must Have a Limit
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THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I’M FEELING. THERE’S TWO VERSIONS OF ME. I may need to share this on my TikkyTok (the quote) (please) cuz I mirror the energy (sometimes) of others. There’s versions of me I’m ashamed to admit but heyyy I was also dealing with XYZ and the blame still lies on me.
I was dissociative (still am) and so if I ever appear having “lost my mind” or “out of character” it’s probably cuz it was a cry for help.
But nowadays being out of character is almost daily, I’m UP TO MY NECK with the social credit system and the only way to not comply is to not be online – buy with cash – stash cash up ass – or no buy at all (power move) (elite) (flex)
I don’t have a fancy boneless couch. Hell, I don’t have a couch at all?
But there’s enough to disappear, there’s enough to make them sweat dear.
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And speaking of versions here’s a quote.
I think we all have blocks between us and the best version of ourselves, whether it’s shyness, insecurity, anxiety, whether it’s a physical block, and the story of a person overcoming that block to their best self. It’s truly inspiring because I think all of us are engaged in that every day.
Tom Hooper
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