STUFF I’M INTO AS OF LATE
vip
vip jacksonville
gotta get a hug
just been thinking how long it has been since i got a hug
from anyone
Florida birthday month
gotta get on dat
wait
where is Hollywood FL
(about 4 hours away)
Jacksonville is a hopscotch jump away
plus i did vip there before (not same venue)
i don’t know where i will be living come August
i was hoping it would be far from here
so tricky slow getting packages
but i am tied to a lease (i can break)
i could get the vip
and secure the hug
(i don’t need to pay Gavin for hugs. the man will literally stop soundcheck and exit the stage to come say hi to me – the band hates it)
he prob thought i died
i bet he’d like to see a ghost?
i mean familiar face?
do you think he will remember me?
p.s. i mean, the music does make me feel alive (and there’s very little art that i am still attached to)
i don’t know if i can handle a gig – let alone one TWO hours away
and candlebox is gonna be there
i met kevin ages ago
he still follows me on Insta
it would be nice to stop dying long enough to live
fbi put out a “migrant terrorism” warning lol
but remember the Boomer propaganda “if they come here they are on our side”
“they swing for us”
lol
also that EA BLM who only hires BLM workers to create a “safe environment”
oh honey, i’m not the threat
WILL IT BE FREE OF HOA’s and MOLD
i kinda ghosted my team cuz overwhelmed (sick and dying)
robot on mars
too many doors
short circuiting
im crying and praying to God “help me”
and they’re like “just pick a door, any door!”?
and im all “lost in hell, no direction”
and realtor is like “anywhere in Florida”
so maybe i need to get a map
i just know the cop said “not Daytona” “all of Daytona is bad” “not enough cops”
and the gangs here wanna shoot me
according to the shit they have the audacity to mouth
like don’t you know who the fuck i am?
cuz i don’t…
wait, how did we go from therapeutic bush hugs to i don’t know if i’ll be alive to make it
this iphone puts out more radiation than i like
france banned the iphone 12
this model is likely identical
im on it very little and it hurts my hand
my heart hates devices
it’s a fucking weapon owned by China
😈 10 seconds of pure madness 😈
When you’re the one consistently popping into and out of existence insisting he publishes his work 👀
So you can destroy it 👀
But it is indestructible 👀
And I was giving it my all 👀
Thanks for making it my second most watched in under 24 hours too! 👀
👇👇👇
Torn TikTok is now my 2nd most watched 👀
Torn took 2nd place in under 24 hours after being published 👀
Is this how you tell people you love them? 👀
Asking for a friend 👀
👇👇👇
My newest TiKTok is now my most viewed (in under 24 hours too)!
It’s a mood
🖕🖕🖕
My new TikTok is getting some views! It got a few likes too! I was just messing around trying to learn some new tricks (that everyone else makes it look so easy) cuz I wanna make some more! I wasn’t expecting it to get past 50 views or even any likes. But it has! Cool, thanks for watching!
🥳🤪🥳
Somebody’s watching me TikTok
Needed to vent and missing TikTok 🤪
“Everybody dog food” Michael Jackson
“All I want to say is they don’t really care about us”
Michael Jackson on the Illuminati
👀
“Everybody dog food”
“Everybody gone mad”
“They can’t kill me”
(They did tho didn’t they, they killed him)
👀
And banned this song? 👀
“I can’t believe this is the land from which I came” 👀
Oh MJ…
My hero and my first crush
I’m awake with you
And nearly dead
👀
I watched a conference where Michael Jackson was talking about how he wrote this song and that it was about the illuminati and how they don’t really care about us…
👀
The song 👇👇👇
MORE SIGNS FROM THE ROCK GODS 🙏
Has anybody ever missed the memo about me being 1000% a music groupie????
Y’all I hate to name drop but he is back in my story!!!!
He watched every single one of my stories again!!!
Why is he always in my story when I’m not showing any of my ass photos though!?!
Impressed! Having moments.
SIGNS AGAIN!!!!
I am definitely feeling an Alice Cooper gig in my future!!!
SIGNS FROM THE UNI!!!
*sobs to the uni, I CAN’T reach the gods*
*uni brings me gods*
So I’ve had a visit from a sex god this week and a rock God I’m still fucking alive!!!!!!!
I can still have babies too!!!
I’m not obsolete!
🦕🦕🦕🦕
You never know who is watching
😍
I mean, this song still makes me lose my shit and I’m still wholly obsessed with you.
I just see it as a sign from the rock gods
I am a music groupie, but I’m not allowed to talk about it anymore.
I do miss hanging out with all the rock gods.
Bless me with your tunes and VIP
Amen
(Signs from the rock gods, signs from the universe)
Is a gig in my future soon? It would be a miracle at this point.
And the guitar player for Alice Cooper is in my story, coolz!! 👀
I was just thinking how I wasn’t welcome in your house and how I needed a little attention and here you go blessing me with the rock gods so thank you
(And for the other grey signs too) ((my orbit is circling back to you, thank god))
SIGNS 😍
P.S. your poetry is my bloodline
P.S.S. (your rap drives me insane) ((I’m sorry for always childishly dry humping your existence everywhere but like why are you so fucking perfect at everything- the darkness- the light- I need every inch of you)). FUCK
Our love is meant to be.
I DON’T WANT TO BREAK THESE CHAINS 🎶
Just Like You Imagined
Song: Just Like You Imagined (NIN)
Someone requested I bring back the dancing like a decade ago, so here you go.
Did I hit every beat? 😏
MOOD
I dance for mental health, fitness, and fun. I can’t live without music. First love’s.
What do you do to center? I dunno. I find it ritualistic, cleansing, and therapeutic. 😌
Willow
First off, if you haven’t seen the film High Life, you should. I had a love-hate relationship with it when I watched it a few months ago, but it was one of those movies I had to watch again and again. And the end credit song sung by actor Robert Pattinson is sublime. I think it’s safe for you to at least listen to the song if you haven’t seen the film (or ever want to).
That movie is so bizarre I really don’t think the song will give anything away. Since the lyrics were freestyle, I wrote my poem freestyle as well. Can’t escape the rhyme tho. Welp.
When writing my version, I tried to keep with the same theme of the film for the most part. I’m big into sci-fi. 👍
You can watch/listen to the original theatrical song sung by Pattinson here.
So, my prompt was the film and music. I don’t think I’ve ever done anything like this before (prompts). But I’ve wanted to. So alas, my version… 👇
Willow, where are you rushing now?
Willow, where are you rushing now?
Over broken glass, through the blasphemy,
Do you follow it downstream?
What’s reality?
Willow, do you feel no pain?
Willow, are you still hiding shame?
In the hollow light, past infinity, do you think of me?
Willow, are you stretching my dream?
Willow, am I what I seem?
When I’ve lost defense, and there’s hopelessness, is there nothing real?
Are we moving still? Is there destiny?
Willow, how can you stand the night?
Willow, can you feel what’s right?
A tender will?
A wish
Nothingness
© Delia Ross. 2020
Completely inspired by the song “Willow” from the film ‘High Life’.
Thanks for checking out my work!
King Bush
So far in life
He’s as high as it gets
Not a king perched on strife
He hasn’t got any debts
There’s more than meets the eye
With dance in his silhouettes
He’s a gallop across the sky
Wistful clouds with pirouettes
© Delia Ross. 2020 / @poeeternal
Nevermind me. Just dreaming of better days like concert gigging and hugs from my king… 😍
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Can’t Lose You
MOOD (a favorite)
Petite. If you’ve never had a little, I said a little is alot…
I gotta get my claws on for Halloween.
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Heaven’s Gate ~ Spoken Word Poetry *Reblog*
New original spoken word recorded in my home studio. Free MP3 download.
Heaven’s Gate ~ Spoken Word Poetry
Written, recorded, and mixed in my home studio! New spoken word!! Free MP3 download or listen here (good speakers recommended)! Don’t forget to like or comment for positive support! 😄
Blue (Spoken word with guitar)
Spoken word!!!!!!
Blue (Spoken word with guitar)
Guys, this is me playing my own guitar and reciting poetry. I can do both! I’m terrible at both!! But I do promise to bring you some more real guitar playing with my spoken word in the future!!! I need a band so I can focus on performing the vocals for you- which is why I use GarageBand – because it’s terribly hard to play the guitar and to perform at the same time, at least for me! I hear you, you say ‘practice practice practice’ but then stage fright kicks in and let me just say it’s easier if I can just focus on performing! I also took Drama 1 and 2 in High School, have done minor acting roles, I dig improv so much, but I don’t know if I could ever do it like Jim Morrison did it. He had stage fright too. Which is why sometimes he would close his eyes or turn around. “Turn the fucking lights down” (because he didn’t want to see his audience).
I LOVE GUITAR. My depression and health issues keep me from playing (I won’t tell you how old I am, but somewhere like 420 years aged). My bones hurt everywhere. 🙂
If I can keep the support rolling in, I’m ready to move into making spoken word video. Everything I do is time consuming and you don’t see the creation process.
Anyway, I recorded this little piece for my muse last year, I probably haven’t improved much in the guitar area. I do not record from my squeaky chair though and this was live from my squeaky chair and recorded from my crappy cellphone. 🙂
I’ve been songwriting a lot lately though which means I need my hands on my guitar. 🙂
© Delia Ross. 2020
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The King
No one makes me smile the way he makes me smile – not by a mile
The way he wears me with his eyes, if only you had his style
Months go by without a word like we’re living in exile
And then word the king is coming and we’re lining up single-file
© Delia Ross. 2020 (poem & video art by me @poeeternal)
I got a “like” by Bush on this Instagram post of this poem I wrote and digiart of Gavin Rossdale I made!! (see post below) *squee* (it is definitely squee worthy for one of my favorite artist to like a poem I wrote about him, I will take the love in any form or fashion he gives me!!!)
So, *tries to breathe* some of you may know I’m obsessed with Gavin Rossdale and Bush, I literally wait for hours in all weather just to get front row for his band… I drive for hours, I wait in long lines for hours (I’m usually front of line, so get to venues extremely early, after driving for hours to get to said venue- although a couple gigs have been nearby!) Anyhoo, I am full-on, fangirl. And when he’s around me, I literally do stupid shit. I forget basic greetings. I drop shit. Sometimes I curse him. Last year I decided to skip hugging him when he reached out to hug me, and hugged Chris the guitar player instead. In my mind, I guess ‘save the best for last’ but in reality, STEWPIDS. He stills loves me despite me erratic behavior, he actually touched my pants and said, “I love your pants” (they were Kat Von D leggins). Everything is a bit fuzzy afterwards. But every time I meet him I get like, fuzzy. There are many stories, but I won’t get through them all.
6 days ago Bush performed a free live gig, for the launch of Fantracks, a cool interactive stage where you can see bands perform! Seeing as gigs have come to a complete halt in reality, a live stream is the next-best-thing! Of course I tuned in for the Bush performance. But, a couple days prior to the event, a Tweet came in very late in the day, to send in video questions via email, so I quickly put together a 19 second video, but almost gave up emailing it, because the file was too big to send email even at 19 seconds. So naturally, I had to reduce the file size, without reducing the quality, and in the end, tossing it in my Instagram story creator tool, and saving it without actually sharing it, worked better than anything else I could do! Eventually got it emailed, but nearly gave up until I tried the Insta thing! I didn’t think my question would get selected, Bush just dropped a new album, I figured they’d answer those sorts of questions by fans!
Apparently some 125,000 people tuned in for the launch of Fantracks with Bush performing!! I was watching it livestream free, but it’s now available on Video-on-Demand (VOD) for like $1.99 I think. So if you want to see the preshow, the gig, and the aftershow stuff, it’s worth getting!! You’ll get to see the entire show, plus see my fan question!! Anyway, I shared just the Q&A with Gav and me on my Instagram IGTV, and Youtube (see video below)! It’s been an exciting few days!! Are you a Bush fan? Are you into gigging as much as me? Are there any bands you worship? Music is what I am living for. And poetry. =)
Watch my fan question to Gavin Rossdale below!! A YouTube version is also below! This is only my section with Gavin, he answered two other fan questions as well! Mine was question two he answered! So cool that my question was selected and answered!! I love Bush!!! *screams*
P.S. I have more photos than what I’ve shared here. And honestly, I could make this entire blog post as long as a book! It feels good to have my tablet full of Bush photos again (even if only this livestream and Q&A)! This year has been a bust! BUT THIS MAKES ME HAPPIES. And I’m feeling some inspiration tickling in these cold veins again… =)
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Sorry Won’t Do It (a blues rift)
People always pushing, always rushing, like they’re racing to die
They will try to hide it but you can see it in their eye
I don’t know what I’m doing but I know it’s going to make me cry
And I know you said you’re sorry but sorry won’t do it this time
© Delia Ross. 2020
I need to get this on my guitar. Bluesy style. Or even industrial (but it’s bluesy in my head. And I don’t know yet if it’s a verse or a chorus).
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Carry You
I posted a song uncut and unfiltered on Tuners Radio, despite my crippling stage fright. I’ve never even been able to do open mic night or karaoke. I’d love your feedback though. Go easy on me. 😇
You can listen here: https://tuners.io/tracks/14915
P.S. my muse Alex Ebert not only gave it like but added it to one of his playlist on Tuners Radio (he’s literally won Oscars for his music but that’s not why I love him)!! 😍
Lyrics:
It was something that they put you through
It makes no sense at all
If you will let me carry you
I promise not to fall
I can take care of you
But only if you want
I’m strong enough to carry you
Though sometimes I may crawl
Hang on, hang on, hang on
ohhhhh ohhhhh ohhhhh ohhhh
© Delia Ross. 2020
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Top 9 Post of 2019 on Instagram!
Hi! Just a quick message to let you know I’ve shared my top 9 posts of 2019, as loved by you, on my Instagram, in my Instagram story, if you’d like a chance to see them! They definitely were highlights of the year, if not my life!!! I’m glad they made my top 9, although one was certainly shocking. You can check out my Instagram here, and I’ve highlighted the story, so it should remain in a thread after the story ends in 24 hours. The story can be accessed where my avatar is, if you are unfamiliar with how Insta stories work. Thanks for all the love y’all in 2019! If you’d like to be part of it for 2020, come give me a follow, no pressure though!
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Visual Audio Sensory Theater AKA VAST
VAST – Last One Alive
There’s a place not that far from here
Where people go when their dreams have died
As I walk from it’s faceless streets
I must be the last one alive
Where are you, you’re not with me
Numb my mind with this fantasy
Watching people live and die on screen
Where are you, you’re not with me
Where are you, I’m free
You left me high and dry it changed me
You lied to me now I am angry
And if the sun comes in your room
And awakes you from your vanity
You won’t find me ’cause I’ll be
On top a mountain pissing on your grave
Na, na, na…
There’s a place from where I just arrived
And I escaped The last one alive
Where are you
You’re not with me
Where are you
I’m free
You left me high and dry it changed me
You lied to me now I am angry
And if the sun comes in your room
And awakes you from your vanity
You won’t find me “cause I’ll be
On top a mountain pissing on your grave
VAST / Visual Audio Sensory Theater = Jon Crosby
Song 999
It’s the devil’s curse
It’s everywhere
It’s worse
It’s there
It’s the devil’s curse
It’s her
She’s everywhere he’s there
Anywhere that he’s there
And her
With the devil’s curse
It’s her she’s everywhere
I don’t care
I don’t care that he’s worse
I can feel him stare
Anywhere she’s there
It’s the devil’s curse
And it’s in his verse
Written in her verse
In blood, the devil’s curse
Signed and written in verse
We’re damned and it will get worse
Tethered to this curse, all of us
© Delia Ross. 2019
A song that formed in my head while I was trying to vacuum (it’s more like a chorus that goes on and on, ethereal, slow, gothy like). Now back to cleaning… (by the way, it feels like spring in Florida in case it’s snowing where you’re at…. neener neener neener- got my window open too- letting light through)
And it’s written in this verse / and it’s getting worse
Lil Peep
WALK AWAY AS THE DOOR SLAMS / YOU GOT BLOOD ON YOUR POOR HANDS
Just heard this and news he died. Heartstrings. RIP
Lumination
There he is my light shining through
Just knowing he is there brightens my whole view
And so I toss the curtains wide and give a smile or two
I’m sending all my love down the wire straight to you
© Delia Ross. 2019
Dear Alex, thanks for not being scared of my darkness or love. ✌️
I KNOW YOU’RE FUCKING SOMEONE ELSE
I SAID I KNOW, HE KNOWS, I KNOW YOU’RE FUCKING SOMEONE ELSE
https://m.soundcloud.com/shaylasparxxx/explicit-erotic-audio-spanking-session
Trust and you’ll be trusted
Says the liar to the fool
Lust and so what if you’re busted?
In love and war there ain’t no rules
Do you believe in forever?
I don’t even believe in tomorrow
The only things that last forever
Are memories and sorrow
Out of sight out of mind
The motto of betrayal
The prophets preach to forgive and forget
I’m sorry, but I am unable
You went to L’amour Saturday night
Red nails and lipstick dressed two sizes two tight
His tongue down your throat
His hand up your skirt
Yeah I’m a man
But it still hurts
Slut
Whore
Cunt
I know you’re fucking someone else
(He knows you’re fucking someone else)
You had cock on your mind
And cum on your breath
Inserted that diaphragm before you left
Practicing freelance gynecology
Where there’s a womb there’s a way
With you it’s for free
Slut
Whore
Cunt
I know you’re fucking someone else
(He knows you’re fucking someone else)
Done it before
Time after time
Refused to learn your lesson
Gave ’til it hurt
Thought it was right
Only fools make mistakes twice
So you sit home
Drinking alone
Empty bottle in your hand
Don’t even try
To sort out the lies
It’s worse to try to understand
You make me hate myself
I know you’re fucking someone else
(He knows you’re fucking someone else)
I SAID I KNOW YOU’RE FUCKING SOMEONE ELSE
LYRICS AND SONG BY TYPE O NEGATIVE
SHE’S A FUCKING LYING CUNT
Everything Dies
But not my love for TYPE O NEGATIVE
Trixter
He offered me the sky, said it would be no problem to buy, if I wanted it
He flashed diamonds in my eye, that should easily satisfy, said I have credit
Replace that hardened cry, with a fresh necktie, I’ve got the perfect fit
I looked the devil in the eye, I said you trixter of a guy, as the blood left my wrist
© Delia Ross. 2019
Suicide awareness everyday. I’m on the guestlist to see Peter Hook in Atlanta this month, I’ve waited all year for this. My only REGRET in life would be not hearing this live. Why is this related? Well, the lead singer/songwriter of a band I dig died by suicide, Ian Curtis. When that happened, Joy Division became New Order and NO is a favorite band. Hooky was the co-founder of both bands. I dance alot to New Order. ALOT.
Ian Curtis – suicide
Mina Tepes – suicide
Kurt Cobain – suicide
Judas Iscariot – suicide
Etika – suicide
Robin Williams – suicide
Archias of Cyprus – suicide
Hunter S Thompson – suicide
Diaeus – suicide
Sylvia Plath – suicide
Cleopatra – suicide
Alexander McQueen – suicide
Marilyn Monroe – suicide
Chris Cornell – suicide
Ernest Hemingway – suicide
Michael Hutchence – suicide
All Hallows Eve Dancing
Err, some of you may not be on Insta, but there are more videos up of me dancing in my fangs, if that’s yer thing.
But also, below are a few just in case you missed it on Insta. You can get on Insta, and not use Insta. I have many followers who use it like a newspaper, meaning they’re not active on their profile (liking, posting, or commenting) but they’re actively reading newsfeeds and stories. Don’t be scared to give me a follow on Insta (or here) if you wanna see more dancing videos. You can set your notifications to be on for my account so you never miss a post!
So I do these for one guy, but he doesn’t even follow me LOL LOL (does he even see them? He hates me but I follow him like a lost, starving puppy that he shoos away ugggggg) *sadface*
Yeah, so. Unrequited love sucks, in case you were wondering. But, I’ve convinced myself that he’s madly in love with me so my heart and mind are never in sync on the matter anyway.
“Please Come Lie Next To Me”
I dropped some vampire porn on my Insta (not nudity, FANGS). I’m also twirling a bit if that’s yer thang!
Full link: https://www.instagram.com/p/B4QvDv7F55t/?igshid=vzrwjyweaw5q
Top 10 Halloween music playlist
Top 10 of my Halloween playlist
- Ministry – Everyday is Halloween (The Godfather of industrial)
- Type O Negative – All Hallows Eve (The drab four, a fav)
- Type O Negative – Black No. 1 (Little Miss Scare-all)
- Type O Negative – Christian Woman (theme song to my life)
- Skinny Puppy – Worlock (in my top 10 fav songs ever)
- Nine Inch Nails – Copy of a (Reznor owns me)
- Nine Inch Nails – Came Back Haunted (thank fuck & when NIN returned, I was there. Have seen NIN live a few times since a teen, asked Trent to marry me once on his website, he was flattered, I was like sixteen)
- Type O Negative – Wolfmoon (What? You can’t have Halloween without TON. Besides, this is a story about a guy going down on a girl when she’s on her period during a full moon and he turns into a fucking werewolf, you can’t get any better than that). SANGUINE ADDICTION
- Zeromancer – Something For The Pain (eargasm)
- The Cure – Maybe Someday (Bloodflowers, this album, changed my life)
All Hallows Eve
“If it ain’t Type O Negative, it ain’t worth listening to”…
Dance like nobody’s watching / 119 pounds of sorrow
I was gonna go to the world’s most famous beach and then to a doggy park but it decided to rain and so dancing my blues away to Zeromancer instead in my bedroom, cuz y’all don’t know this good stuff, do you? 4 minutes of me sweating in my bedroom on an early Saturday morning is everything you’ve always wanted to see, right? (By the time the video uploads it’ll be mid afternoon). I have terrible stage fright. And I’m super shy. But this is a Norwegian band that I’ve been digging for quite some time and this is one of my favorite songs by them.
So I’m okay, if anyone was wondering. And by okay I mean, I’m still fighting the good fight. And to be honest, this blog and you guys are my only lifeline. And yeps, you met me at a messy period in my life. And I’ve already had so many give up on me. I’m trying not to give up on me too. And I know my body isn’t in its best shape but does that mean I have to stand behind the curtain because I don’t meet your expectations of perfection. But also, you could have just loved me how I deserved.
Kill your senses
You might be right
Hold your fire
I’ll take you higher
Never drop
We’ll never stop
Tar for feathers
Blood for honey
Milk for money
Isn’t it funny how it hurts
How it hurts
You never see me make
The same mistake twice
You never see a tear
Coming out of these eyes
You never see me beg
For another shot
And you never see me change
Into something I’m not
Famous last words
Stare at someone
You used to know
Laughs at you
Turns around and fade away
If only I could see it that way
Kill your senses
It can’t be right
Isn’t it funny how it hurts
You never see me make
The same mistake twice
You never see a tear
Coming out of these eyes
You never see me quit
See me disengage
And you never see me spit in your face
Out of rage
Famous last words
Come Back
Come back !!!! WEEKS TURN INTO MONTHS / MONTHS TURN INTO YEARS *falls over in despair*
Come back Come back to me I’ve been waiting here patiently [Repeat] I’ve been walking a thin white line Between love and hate I could use a lil company A lil kindness can go a long way Weeks turn into months Months turn into years Reaching the same conclusions Gathering up the fear Come back Come back to me I’ve been waiting here patiently [Repeat] I’ve been walking a thin white line Between love and hate I could use a little restraint A lil kindness can go a long way Weeks turn into months Months turn into years Reaching the same conclusions Gathering up the fear [Repeat x3] Come back Come back to me I’ve been waiting here patiently Come back Come back to me [Repeat]
The Fibonacci Sequence
I’m so glad this still exists, it makes my panties wet.
SPIRAL OUT, KEEP GOING
A Sunday Song
Well, it’s nearly Music Monday. Bite me. Just heard this one and it reminded me of the good ole days, when country music was actually country. But also self-loathing which country music is known for. DIG ALL DARKNESS. LISTEN: Roger Miller World Full Of Love
APC – TALKTALK
MOOD – A Perfect Circle TalkTalk
You’re waiting (you’re waiting)
On miracles (on miracles)
We’re bleeding out (bleeding out) Thoughts (thoughts)
And prayers (prayers)
Adorable (crisis)
Like cake in a crisis (in a crisis)
We’re bleeding out (bleeding out) While you deliberate
Bodies accumulate Sit and talk like jesus
Try walkin’ like jesus
Sit and talk like jesus
Talk like jesus
Talk talk talk talk
Get the fuck out of my way Don’t be the problem, be the solution
Don’t be the problem, be the solution
Don’t be the problem, be the solution
Problem, problem, problem, problem Faith without works is
Talk without works is
Faith without works is
Dead, dead, dead, dead Sit and talk like jesus
Try walkin’ like jesus
Sit and talk like jesus
Try walkin’ like jesus
Try braving the rain
Try lifting the stone
Try extending a hand
Try walkin’ your talk or get the fuck out of my way
APC is always a win. For real though. Happy Friday. Have some cake in a crisis ✌
Today Is My Birthday!
He looks at me and I exist
I form curves
The air in my lungs thicker
Wings for floating
Thoughts are clearer
I see beauty
I feel as a cloud
Ethereal and living
Pain is forgiven
Depression isn’t winning
Reasons for breathing
I breathe in divinity
I taste love
Confliction
So much confliction
Fight or flight
Wrong or right
Light or night
Blind or sight
Retreat or height
Met every road with conviction
An angels plight
In battle for her knight
Where flames ignite
Love is written on the invite
The cure to my addiction
My heart in restriction
My actions in detention
The longer I’m without – the deeper I’m itching
The louder I shout, the harder I am reaching
But baby, ever since my eyes saw you I can’t stop twitching
Darling, maybe you could stick around and help with my affliction
© Delia Ross. 2019
Same Mistakes by Echo Friendly
Listen here and how the fuck have I not heard this song before now!?! It hit me hard lol so I’m sharing because it’s an instant favorite for me. It’s in the film “Goodbye World (Amazon Prime)”. Feel free to comment with some of your favorite songs, music is my first love…. 😂😍😆
“I make the same mistakes
Feels like I never learn
Always give way too much
For little in return
I haven’t changed a bit
I’m still not over it
I make the same mistakes
I make the same mistakes
I…
I never did grow up
Feels like I never will
My friends are all adults
I’m still a teenage girl
I haven’t changed a bit
I’m still not over it
I make the same mistakes
I make the same mistakes
I…
My friends are all a drag
They think I’m such a flake
They want to go to bed
I want to stay up late
Walking the streets alone
Thinking of you ’til dawn
I make the same mistakes
I make the same mistakes
I…
I make the same mistake
(I never did grow up)
Feels like I never learn
(Feels like I never will)
Always give way too much
(My friends are all adults)
For little in return
(I’m still a teenage girl)
I haven’t changed a bit
I’m still not over it
I make the same mistakes
I make the same mistakes
I…
I make the same mistakes
(My friends are all a drag)
Feels like I never learn
(They think I’m such a flake)
Always give way too much
(They want to go to bed)
For little in return
(I want to stay up late)
I haven’t change a bit
(Walking the streets ’til dawn)
I’m still not over it
(Thinking of you)
I make the same mistakes
I make the same mistakes
I…”
PoeEternal 