i never wanted to push you out into the current
but you would yell, it’s what you warrant
and you held my hand as i pushed you towards the torrent
you would say “love’s not important”

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i hope your ashes are burning. like a viking in the sky. down here i am rarely learning. like i’ve lost my mind.

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I absolutely do have a learning disability.

Then it’s like my IQ can only go so far until you arrive at a secure door without a door knob

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like those server rooms

where they spy on us and control time

none of this is real

“there is no spoon”

because they’re trying to condition us to believe in the Multiverse theory so that they can further segregate you from God and make you feel like you don’t have any kind of worth or value because they’re fucking nihilist at their fucking core and they believe in anything dark and that’s what they fucking serve like dark holes, dark galaxies, dark suns, dark matter, SHIT YOU CANNOT SEE, nor measure, “we just know” – cuz they are a cult of godless psychopaths who love love love children and making them believe early on – we are born in theta – that God does not exist – that he himself is a god – but an artificial intelligence

“computers feel things”

that way you can love your precious young AI like the pedophiles you are

you would rather imprint and love a fucking computer

this entire society is one nihilistic web

“God isn’t real” you demand as you force your dark void propaganda on me

HOW DARE YOU QUESTION ME

STAY OUT OF MY FAITH YOU FUCKING SOULESS MONSTER

I’LL BITE YER DICK OFF NO REMORSE

FEED IT TO SHARKY WHILE I AM DISASSOCIATING

ARE THESE WHAT FANTASIES ARE MEANT TO LOOK LIKE

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I don’t know what’s going on out there because I have stayed off anybody’s blog that I do not follow or where I feel unwanted?

this applies to 99.5% of my screen time

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I wish I could write without consequence?

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seeking a friend for the end of the world

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