OK I am being a tiny bit dramatic – however I have received several follows, several likes on my content and one of my newest videos has already had a share and that’s the first time I think any of my videos has been shared outside of the TikTok platform by another person (aside from myself)

My channel is also getting comments (on the videos I allow comments) and after having been attacked all night by others on TikTok, I woke up to this beautiful comment about me having an angel face 😇

So in terms of activity, it’s getting it and moreso than normal

That did my ticker some good and I’m growing thicker skin.

I’ve had to block several people tho but also I think I must’ve got blocked by another creator because I left a comment on their content about how they forgot to mention how people can’t actually retire when they retire, that they have to keep working and it was getting a lot of negative feedback, I only responded to others about the recession and the great depression because they were just saying people aren’t working hard enough if they can’t retire and that is definitely not the issue but it says the video is gone so I don’t know if the video is actually deleted or if I was blocked and I don’t actually remember the creators name to spy

I was literally making his video go viral with everybody responding to my comment and I can’t even fucking access it now, this is how toxic TikTok really is 😈

And I’m trying to find my voice, I’ve been sharing feelings (oh noes) which opens me up for even more attacks, but I need people to know we are in a mental prison 👀

We are being controlled through Big Pharma and advertising – and I hate to be fucking blunt but India is solely responsible for 90% of that

They spam us so much

And for the love of God please stop reading a book that was written by some boys in the middle east who were completely sexist towards women – please stop letting them fucking control you and stop giving them your fucking money at church

It’s time for Rome to fall again

God sent his best angel here (me) to warn you

And some are listening!

You’d be surprised at the amount of people I have actually woke up!!!

And, people have been attacking my blog and my poetry all night on TikTok simply because I said scientist were destroying the world or something so they instantly go after my heart

Personal attacks consistently but I did wake up to somebody complementing my angel face 🥰

I definitely identify as an angel so there’s that 😇

People forget that angels are warriors

I am a warrior and the United States Army and uncle Sam came back that up 💪

I’ve been itching to drop more poetry for you, just waiting on that improv spark that I get (I also have terrible stage fright so performing doesn’t come easy mixed with anxiety and a brain injury)

I have the option to record for 3 minutes now but hell it seems 30 seconds or under is my niche

But I’m pushing myself I really am!

And making TikTok’s has been easy on my heart. Talking and editing goes well on bed rest (yup still dealing with a swollen heart and left lung not inflating)

Crucifixions on TikTok are a dime a dozen which is why when I get a rare, positive comment it really sticks

Right in my fucking heart

And repairs all that negative shit and propels me forward for my next improv video

I studied drama and improv for two years in highschool

I am a very theatrical person

Le vampyre

*sigh* fallen angel 😏

My TikTok channel also received its very first Q&A question, so I answered via a video reply, it is getting some love too!!! Thank you!! 👇

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMdoxb5hk/

It wasn’t the nicest comment that I could receive but I think I answered well 😈

I mean it was the middle of the night and it literally took no effort to go through that door 😈

My ego must be the size of the entire galaxy 😈

If I stop blocking everybody, I might actually get more views on my channel 👀

I’m gonna to try to stop blocking people…

Link to my channel: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMdoQkKnk/