community – PoeEternal

Posted on December 14, 2025 by poeeternal · 2 Comments

LOST ACCESS TO INSTAGRAM FOR NOT PROVIDING FACIAL RECOGONITION

WHAT.

I literally stopped posting because all the threats and penalties were damaging my mental health

I’ve logged in from time to time, my account was back in “good standing” for pretty much all of 2025.

But because Hitler still reigns – META is holding my account hostage and not giving me access to any of the content I worked hard on – building my community – so they could bury us under the rubble and build a new temple on top of all we did – the poetry – the digiart – pictures of my now dead sister and dad

So the only reason I was hanging on to my account was personal

I was behaving

I was following community guidelines

But in the end, it didn’t really matter

My nightmares are true

They are keeping me from you

So even after appealing, giving them my email, agreeing to captcha, they still cockblocked me and requested my fucking FACE

I DO NOT COMPLY

“You ain’t got none either” (the ex neighbors)

P.S. hope mark zuck *____* into a tree

(Fill-in-the-blanks)

Posted on April 29, 2024 by poeeternal

Dear Hacker (with laughs and love)

caught me jerking off huh?

gonna share it with all my family and friends huh?

go for it

Standing by….

you already know all the details right? no need for me to fill it out for you?

….

first of all, it’s either Angel or SGT Ross

i even respond to “bitch” or ‘Delia’

…

… they prob would be swept away – with joy

… some kind of stupid moron… not a “god”

…if he was God, he would know I am an Angel without any mercy?

or the ability to behave?

be notified and burn in hell

… it WAS NOT SENT INTERNALLY (but how the fuck was my private email sold)

demented maybe but not perverted

i don’t do porn

i barely get off?

i do not own a “toy”

i’m suicidal

i do not care what you have on me

now i have a reason to go to the cops

maybe propose

find me a hubby

i choose the medical emergency and the bear…

you can tell the stupid hacker to get another job

im dead inside

im poor

and im sick of the internet

and changing my passwords every 5 minutes

and putting my phone on lockdown

i said android was hacked but it was also at&t and apple

Posted on April 2, 2024 by poeeternal

Facebook let Netflix see user DMs to help them tailor content as part of a close collaboration between the two tech giants, new court documents claims

Newly unsealed court documents that were filed as part of a major anti-trust lawsuit against Meta appear to have exposed the intricate relationship between two of Silicon Valley’s biggest players.
— Read on www.msn.com/en-us/money/other/facebook-let-netflix-see-user-dms-to-help-them-tailor-content-as-part-of-a-close-collaboration-between-the-two-tech-giants-new-court-documents-claims/ar-BB1kVvz5

Posted on March 18, 2024September 18, 2024 by poeeternal

Michigan Town Votes Out Entire Local Government, Immediately Changes Locks

Michigan Town Votes Out Entire Local Government, Immediately Changes Locks – RedState
— Read on redstate.com/terichristoph/2023/11/09/michigan-town-votes-out-entire-local-government-immediately-changes-locks-n2166107

folks waking up to the “this country was founded on immigration” propaganda – tired TIRED of everything being “Made in China”

we ain’t got yellow fever no mo!!!!

Posted on March 17, 2024March 17, 2024 by poeeternal

“nature is good for you”

it’s kind of traumatizing seeing and hearing what animals do to one another

i just don’t think i’m doing life right

it’s prob just a bored abandoned cat terrorizing everything God made cuz “it’s fun”, “it’s what i want”, “i can’t stop” cuz he’s no better than an animal and i just wish the neighbors that hear the laughing coming from the window is not of “fun nature”

they’d wanna kill me even more

the crime is still ongoing just fyi

the “bad dope” is in my backyard and when the state gave me CUD and i have to temp stop my pain and anxiety medication for 6 months – i wasn’t allowed to accept gifts or phone numbers no matter how tempting or good the offer smelled

they leave live rounds outside my window

and i ain’t never did them no wrong

‘cept that one time the gang leader living next door asked me if he could “live with me for 3 months” cuz him and his gal were splitting up (and i wasn’t gonna have to hear him beat his dog anymore through the walls) and he offered to help “catch me up on my ride” cuz “he knew i was behind” cuz we had some hurricanes out here that made us lose power for a weeks time and “love thy neighbor” (but not that much)- i’m just a big mouth (but not a narc) (or narC) and folks will never phish any info out me again ‘cept maybe “hell is real” “god is everywhere”

but i told him no immediately (despite having threatening letters by Capitol One that they were gonna start the process to remove my ride) – and so as if being sued by my creditors and having to go to court (for other debts) wasn’t humiliating enough – the judge demanding i take “3 full breaths before we start because i look like i want to jump from the bridge behind us”- and this was in a full courtroom

…as if that wasn’t humiliating enough i had to tell the thug “no” and he said “you can sleep on it” and i replied “i don’t need to”

and the devil got mad

said my back window would get broken

it did, the day before thanksgiving

and now all his friends cousins and brothers

make life hell for me

and there’s an undercover out here waiting on his promo

i won’t have anything to do with anyone

it ain’t just black people “we don’t talk like that”

i have ghosted my own father

why you so mad

“equal opportunity hater”

“we hate everyone”

so even if i wanted to break the law and “make peace” – i could fucking die from the w**d

I had a fucking addiction right in the middle of a gang war and like

i.dont.want.to.die.

uhm SOS?

it’s like every direction is trying to kill me and suicide is humane?

i couldnt breathe again and had to open a window and now the gangs think i aint living in fear

my third air purifier is arriving soon

30 days to close they say

i can’t manage to leave the very house that is killing me

this place aint worth dying for

these people

this town

im not gonna be able to breathe until i am far gone

i better stop laughing with the window open cuz dont wanna leave in a body bag

cop: “you need to move”

“not just from here”

“but all of Daytona”

“all of Daytona is bad”

“there’s not enough cops”

protection prayers please

i had nothing to do with this by the way: https://www.daytonabeachconnection.com/Daytona-Beach-Police-Department-makes-major-drug-bust–arrests-suspect–1-16524.html

i simply told a man “no” and bam – despite my lease stating and having a clause to protect women – i have video evidence and proof of so much shit i have been through

enough to make someone die by suicide

“you can’t make someone kill themself”

they took away the noise disturbance law in 2008

and some of the things in my head that would put me on tv – are justified

“we only hire Black people for a safe environment”

God is gonna know when im back home cuz im gonna be slinging the devils head outside the doh!

im sure one of the cats will wind up dead cuz 3 or 4 have been murdered with a vehicle by a neighbor – and i either hear the cries and see the aftermath and blood pooling – or discover them cold and dead

and i hate the things but not enough to kill them

im selling my new ps5 btw

i already know i likely probably break community guidelines and this is minority report

and you definitely in the minority if you believe in God

so JJ wanted me to know that he would not be released when the floods come

and im apparently welcome to visit anytime

he knows my greatest fear after all

Posted on March 13, 2024 by poeeternal

nihilism

i mean, they built a snow cave so they must have not known they were suicidal!?!

“it’s an adventure!”

the eldest was a Boomer (58)

and they will lead you off a cliff (or pier)

or freeze to death on the alps

some say “a worse way to go”

and though I get their meaning –

“John Jones” (a worse way to go)

Posted on March 8, 2024 by poeeternal

fool me twice

i let paypal do me dirty again

i was having too much fun shopping (in small increments & amounts) on TikTok

and funny how the same day congress wants to ban TikTok

PayPal is restricting my account – without any real reason attached to their claim – and have decided to hold my account hostage – until i provide them more DATA that they will sale to the enemy – that i do not want to do

therefore, i cannot use paypal for why i signed up (a second time)

(the first time they outed my anonymous donors who contributed to a pool i created – based on FAQ provided by PayPal – which they apparently can update and change at will – rules for me but not thee – and there is more to this point i’m sorry) – but not only did they expose who the anon donors were – they eventually made them priority in my contact list – who had never sent me a dime where i was meant to be aware – but low and behold – something i don’t think the therapist could understand – and even if they should – there was so much shame attached to my sense of self – that the bridge was nearing closer everyday!?!

so i deleted my obsession

i mean account

but then for stupid “i wanna shop in private and protect my data reasons” – i opted to open a new account

start again

this time not using my account to receive – only send and shop

but now PayPay is cockblocking me again

and they outed my private new email – that i will need to delete

and i had to call my bank to let them know that i need to change my identity in order to break up with paypal

because they keep doing updates and selling my data by turning on those little boxes they add in

im getting scam emails – clever tricky ones trying to get me to put my money in a shoebox and tape it up and give it to the blacked out car with the CIA/FBI agents (please note that if anyone wants me to put any amount of money in a shoebox – even $5 – i will be calling my therapist and the cops immediately and letting them know i have potentially crossed the threshold breaking point)

m’kay

anyhoo – the scam emails continue even tho i ain’t giving anyone my info to send/receive

but PayPal is

and now for no other reason than “shopping on TikTok” they have decided to hold my account hostage until i provide them more personal forms of data

and so the contract should be null and void

cuz i can’t use it how i signed up for – and i ain’t providing shit

they won’t remove my card – so the card is destroyed – bank informed – text and emails reported as spam and phishing – and a Better Business Bureau report pending to be done

i don’t owe paypal a penny

nor is anything pending

other than my random penalty “ma’am you were shopping with the enemy”

but don’t they know i got friends in China?

it’s cheaper and better buying direct from the source

fuck a third party

but now i gotta move to break up with paypal

i had to change my bank info

im gonna have to change my phone number…

i swear it’s not a joke

there’s been no fraudulent activity

no resolutions filed

no issues with bank or login

just suddenly today “tiktok may get banned” “provide data or no soup for you”

and so i said no

delete my account

but they won’t

so i gotta change my identity

i swear to fuck

genX out

(i told paypal thank you for curing me of my ridiculous obsession with ~~love~~ shopping)

that i will be outside more thanks to them

you should delete your account now – while you still can

i couldn’t even delete my profile photo after i canceled all my subs

when i called support back – the way she paused at the name change – and said “it’s kinda inappropriate” and i said whaaaaaa the “FU” and she said “yeah” and i responded “well the AI let me do it”

“and i didn’t need to provide anything”

so they will likely fix that glitch yee-haw

i am the anomaly in the matrix and is god is here!!!!!! he/she is everywhere!!!!!!!!!!!

paypal is holding my data hostage and unless i bow down to thee i am not allowed to shop – only receive

well im done receiving!!!!!!

im done giving!!!!!!!

and i cant spend my own money for ~~7-10 business days~~ 2 weeks cuz the banker failed to tell me my new card wouldn’t arrive until then

so shopping withdrawals thanx to our good PAL

looking at a place to rent tomorrow

they aint getting my new number or address

gotta flee the country to escape ELON MUSK!?!?

who da fuk own PayPal now

he thinks hell is gonna be a party where all his friends are

they will he in hell – but he wont have access to them

lol

could you let God know i don’t really think it should be legal – what they are doing and my mistakes are so hard learned if any

the bank listening: “paypal won’t let me break up with them”

“this is toxic”

“i gotta move”

“change my number”

straightjacket or pier?

limited to shop cuz they want more data to sell to the enemy but my name change is inappropriate

*laughs*

hope Walmart still takes a check… nearly out of water

and thank god i never attached anything other than my card – that card is now destroyed – and my address and phone number are changing

maybe i don’t need to leave the country yet

giving away more items: donated books and bakingware to the library and neighbors

i had planned to do some mental health shopping this weekend

yah no

Posted on February 17, 2024 by poeeternal

them damn acorns

this is hilariously sad

he fired off so many rounds – over 1 acorn

“shots fired, shots fired” – has no idea from where – panics – targets the car in front of him 😬

but im called “paranoid and crazy” cuz i dont want to leave my house cuz anytime i do there is high risk for me to get trafficked, kidnapped, swamped, hid in a wall, or something worse 👀

and the traffic is insane

25 minutes just to back up from the parking lot at Publix and the overweight white millennial parked next to me nearly blew his lid

there are worse ways to die than John Jones – but so far – for me – his tops

only 10% of people hear voices in their head – and i hear whole symphonies of people who have died – singing – the most beautiful sounds

ive been collecting acorns around here

that squirrel or the lawnmower hasnt destroyed

it used to be a swamp out here but it was nearly all wiped out

i tell the trees and animals i worry for them

the remaining bits of trees that remain

but its private property and just cuz 70% of my income goes to living here – it dont mean i get a say about how things go

the blowing dirt and leaves around the parking lot for HOURS

DUMB

over pruning the trees

DUMB

i get triggered when i hear the chainsaw now 😭

“mature trees and landscaping” the website advertises

but they cut down a baby tree growing – and i planted more seed in the same spot – now another baby is growing

and they cut the arms off of the trees growing towards the sunlight

she was a sycamore

had survived two hurricanes

but not the chainsaw

i cried

i researched pruning – with pictures –

not to mention all the fish they killed dumping chems into the water

i called the EPA eventually and Allan laughed at me

i think i ended that call “i know you want love with a prostitute”

Allan was terrified for his life 🥶

i got a private call from

a cop “so youre not on your way to orlando right now”

*laughs*

“not at this precise moment, no….”

*laughs*

I bet Allan still thinks about me 🤩

*laughs*

cut down another tree – fire more shots at people cuz acorns are violent as hell

you ever had one hit you in the head?

you ain’t alive 👀

Posted on February 16, 2024 by poeeternal · 2 Comments

real life

he didn’t fall out of a 5th story window tho did he –

he “fell ill”

(stories from Russia)

she drowned in the back of a cop car – with handcuffs behind her back

(stories from Tennessee)

he musta done something so God awful he never wanted to be found. so they reported him missing and pulled his body from the ocean – but remains unnamed

(stories from Virginia)

the most inspiring couple of 2024 🤩

and here’s me not giving a fuck about anything and everything all at once

“i’m not suppose to wear this at my age”

*subject to go private again without any warning – don’t come in*

Posted on February 9, 2024 by poeeternal · 1 Comment

the ai did me good 😭

i love ipsy 😭

people were complaining they didn’t get her signature look but i did 😭

thank you ipsy and ai 😭

oh! im getting a free gift for upgrading too!

im afraid to do an unboxing 😭

people will burn me at the stake for getting her signature red 😭

im also getting the barbie roller with my glam bag and folks would unalive me 😭

the ai hooked me up 😭

why am i being nice to ai 😭

and gwen and gavin were my favorite couple for decades 😭

stop making me choose between them 😭

i’d go to both of their bbq’s 😭

happy with my glam bag & icon box upgrade 😭

yes ai will choose for you 😭

it’s a draw of the cards

but also they said dont put too much in the quiz otherwise AI wont know what to choose 😭

and i instantly thought of that bot on mars 😭

then everything made sense 😭

i didn’t cancel my membership, i upgraded 😭

im getting amazing products to hide the hideous weathering 😭

gwen aint weathering 😭

she came to earth with worth 😭

i dont wanna drive off the pier 😭

i want my icon box to arrive 😭

happy valentine’s babes!

treat yourself! ❤️

(there are several plans, they are easy to cancel, skip months, or change frequency! i’m having fun for now! when ai isn’t making me cry! 😭)

tip: on the quiz, don’t tell the AI you want to try everything, it will overwhelm him! 😭)

(and yes, even with quiz preferences, they will still send you things you may not want)

(or you may get lucky) 😭

(i was afraid to tell people to just visit her site and purchase it but they really wanted to get it with the box)!

this will be my first time trying it too! and they have some 3.5 million subscribers!?!

so the odds are?

i don’t know how many tubs they have

but it ain’t 3.5 million…

hope goes a long way in this hell… (and luck)

Posted on February 3, 2024 by poeeternal · 3 Comments

he wasn’t braking trigger warning

it was just the lights flickering

i thought (at first) he was braking (they finally pulled him out of the ocean)

but he drove through an iron gate to nosedive off the pier

he wasn’t braking

and i don’t know what bothers me more

the fact that he wasn’t hesitant or he was!?!?

i really have a hard time visiting (or sharing) any news sites cuz they are all plagued by ads eating your data, can’t scroll, can’t read, like picking flies off in Iraq when trying to eat

they will fucking swarm you

i watched him drive off that pier so much

never once was there a “sensitive content warning”

“participating in this activity could get you hurt”

i watched him drive off that pier doing only what i dare to dream to do….

he wasn’t hesititating

i would like to write a poem but words fail me

as i struggle with my own depression, my own identity, a place to belong in this world

but don’t hand your cards over to Satan

this might be his world

cuz i asked (while awake) for some clarity if this was “heaven or hell”

im like “yeah the sun feels nice – in limits – and we’re all eating one another to stay alive”

and i know we are suppose to work together

and i know we are born into a manmade prison cuz of his lustful nature

but I had a dream

and in that dream – i came to a realization, and stated to others i cannot recall or remember, in a frantic realization, “we’re in hell”

and it woke me up

but it’s just the tip of the iceberg potentially

and i don’t wanna be down in hell an eternity

i don’t like them odds

and those who worship the dark one make it so easy in society every step we turn to commit sin

i don’t want to live a life of sin and i do not comply with the social credit system

i DO sometimes think of driving off the pier

but man

you ever dove off a diving board and landed on your back?

was he knocked out when the car hit the water?

did he watch himself drown?

he wasn’t swearving

on a wet bridge

he didn’t seem intoxicated to me (maybe parasites)

i thought he was braking

but it was an optical illusion

just the car taking dips

i don’t think he wanted to be found

i don’t think he knew (or wanted) his ending broadcast on TikTok and social media

he didn’t want out, he didn’t want to be found

the only thing he regretted was his life

he didn’t regret having complete control over his ending (did he?)

were there regrets down there in those final moments?

did he struggle?

was he a gen x?

I NEED TO KNOW

Posted on January 17, 2024January 17, 2024 by poeeternal · 2 Comments

i was approved (pro 2a)

im not allowed to pick her up til the 23rd tho

but i signed the atf form, i passed my background check

but I don’t have a carry permit so shall not be infringed upon until the 23rd and then I can go pick her up she’s already paid for and she’s mine and the serial number has already been confirmed

I’ve already bought her ammo and a lock case; I have personal ammo and I have ammo for the range 🙂

yee-haw

and wasn’t i a kid in a candy store

One of the workers offered me a job and some of the bystanders were very interested in what I bought and everyone told me that it was an excellent choice and it’s a great starter gun 🙂

and it’s made in the usa

he said it fit my hand nicely

i got a picture of her 🙂

this ain’t no bb gun BB

new starter gun 🙂

couldn’t decide between a 38 special, a 9mm, or this 40

she comes with two 14 round magazines in the box 🙂

gotta get to the range soon – got ammo for that

and these hollow points that “spread out”

happies

scored this lock box for ten bucks and he made sure the size would fit by holding my gun to the box

pick her up soon 🙂

in Florida you no longer need a carry permit but if you wanna walk out with your weapons the same way you buy them you do

a little asmr gun unboxing at the store 🙂

i can’t promote anything gun related or i will get penalized and my account with an “armed and dangerous” flag 🙄

and possibly banned

because everything is Made in China but my fucking gun

I have been eyeing the revolvers though

and tho i have a soft spot for shotguns i dunno if i can handle kickback currently

I need to get my carry permit and I want to get to the range so I can get familiar with my weapon and be a responsible gun owner 🙂

guns be selling out fast and im jumping on that train

the boys were asking specific questions about what i bought

at one point i stated i knew how to drive but not familiar with all the models lol

I don’t recall firing a 40 or a 38 special in the army but a 9mm and an M-16 A2 rifle and live grenades and grenade launcher and all sorts of other shit I can’t remember yes 🤪

I was very efficiently trained to take my weapons apart in the dark including the firing pin and put them back together within a certain timeframe and wearing my gas mask

today I went and bought a gun and got a job offer

had several people tell me it was a good choice!!

i was like “i know i could buy a 9mil at this price but i wanted something a little smaller”

“i wanted a 38 but this kept catching my eye”

“there was three, and then two, and now there is one”

*laughter*

i just leveled up my game

and i need to refresh the skill sets i already have programmed in me

does it not come with a safety switch – lol

oh no

IS THERE REALLY NO SAFETY

babe why did you let me shop for a week for guns only to select one at 4:20 am without a safety switch

BABE

it’s his fault that he’s not here taking care of me and I selected something that I’m not familiar with or that I’ve ever been trained with

HIS FAULT

GOOD CHOICE THEY SAID

“don’t shoot yourself in the foot” was never once heard

hit the like button if you want to see how my range adventures go and I can’t post about this shit anywhere else on social media

I struggled getting the grenade launcher loaded in basic training

but once I did my drill sergeant was so impressed and he said I was the only one that hit the target which were tanks far far out but I used up nearly all my time to get it loaded

and you’re not allowed to throw the live grenade like a baseball and so it didn’t go very far and we had to jump in the hole the first time lmao

“I thought you played baseball” my drill sergeant shouted

“get in the hole”

Posted on January 2, 2024 by poeeternal

been talking to other bloggers who say…

they also have issues with “likes” not working on WordPress

so it’s not just in my head

and I tried to find the updated post about “how to post” on WP through JetPack and whatnot – but Google just isn’t the same

i just remember reading something about TAGS but maybe i’m wrong about what i read

i just know we all were using X amount and the post said X amount had been reduced to a lesser amount or else the algorithm will ignore you

kinda like that issue with that robot on mars that has too many tasks that it is overwhelmed and keeps re-prioritizing tasks that need to be done – but nothing ever gets done

they came up with a term for it

and that’s the state of me, my life, and my blog

and the fact that i leave “likes” multiple times on multiple days like a psychopath having a meltdown (this time it’s the AI and not me, swear) but you wouldn’t know? or maybe you do?

so now im leaving comments here and there going “it wont let me like anything”

“im here still” 🥹

and the ai knows i hate leaving my ip so now im being forced to give my age sex location just to breathe anywhere in society

i degress…

priority inversion problem

i swear i aint trying to cause any troubles

im just ~~lost in hell~~ having priority inversion malfunctions

“i know this needs done but we gotta do this first but can’t because we need to do this other thing instead”

*keeps chasing own tail*

“i keep doing but there ain’t anything done”

i think they changed the usage rules on hashtags on tiktok too – but *spins in circles*

*la la la la la la la do do do*

“hey you started that task yet”

“… yeah I’m on it…”

“hey you finished that task yet”

“…no man, apparently I’m missing components to complete task, please advise…”

isn’t it too late for pathfinder, just like me?

im pretty certain it spent up all its energy on pointless tasks, just like all them weekly conference calls at the DoD

Posted on January 1, 2024 by poeeternal · 5 Comments

tiktok achievement

so my hashtag on tiktok just hit over 24k!!! 👀

i should trademark myself 🤪

y’all still after the content

and i’m still writing on the wall

it was at 23k when i was tagging my latest post

but i don’t tag EVERY post on tiktok

mostly just the writing stuff

i may have forgot to tag an important thread or two

i just don’t tag everything i do

(im terrible at following rules)

but for reference i noticed that there had been A LOT of clicks for my hashtag on my account

i just thought that was cool

cuz im just some witchy gal from the deep south of Mississippi who co-exists with spiders

until i kick one out and feel bad and another comes along and i try again

i even post the gross stuff on the tiktok…

(i know my views are low but thanks for searching for me) (or whatever it means)

(i heart you)

Posted on December 11, 2023 by poeeternal · 2 Comments

An update and ramble

When you’re trying to TikTok shop but the plagues notice that the audience is the same size as the host and then follow you 👀

The Host: “I’m not sure what you’re implying but if you don’t stop, I will have to mute or block you….”

Him: “she is the same size as you”

Him: randomly tags me without a message

Him: “I like your fit”

Anyhoo. I guess the romper/shrug was a hit.

I gained 1 more follower (that isn’t why I shopped for a romper tho, it’s a separate goal)

I’m waiting on the bodysuits & accessories to arrive.

Yesterday it was hot in Florida and today I need a coat.

Yesterday I would have passed out in anything but slides, shorts, and a tank.

Today I need Arctic gear 🥶

If the doctor told me, I was menopausal, I would punch him, call him a liar, and tell him to pay my electric bill.

Fortunately for me, even in my age, those words never sound.

And my body isn’t behaving in such a way, EARTH is

Stop deflecting ✋🛑✋

Oh this has happened lots over the last month or two, so thanks

This was last night…

And my hashtag over on TikTok has reached 23K

If I could stop dying long enough and figure out, how do use social media, I might could put out some better content

Not even better just effort

Like here, here’s a poem I wrote 5 years ago

How hard is it to do a soft reading and hit record?

Is it worth 200 views?

I’m totally satisfied at 1000 views. I feel it’s worth effort.

But with nearly 5k followers, it’s hard to make sense.

I’d probably be happy with 500-700 views consistently

I’d hate it even worse at zero

But yeah, I did buy some yoga sets and things to keep warm for the winter

The price was good 👍

I’m getting good feedback

There was only ONE BOY who got mad at me spending my own money on things I actually need

🤡

I gotta take my dog out again before he makes me start WW4

It can’t be that hard taking care of a hellhound but once again I found myself sobbing in front of a mirror like God was behind the other end begging “please I can’t do this… take him to heaven with you”

And then the other version of me saying “get ahold of yourself”

And I took bath number two cuz he ruined the first one and has driven me to full insanity

The heart needs the hot magnesium salt baths…

If the ego can’t get a fucking grip, we backtrack and start again

Insanity!

It’s like when you feel yourself starting to fall slowly but you can’t stop the grip

And next thing you know the wind has been knocked out of you

And the only words that surface as you lay there contemplating existence is “goT damm it” or “fuck”

These demons trying to ban curse words 🤡

Thank you so much for all the awesome feedback on my little jumper set! I think I paid six or 7 bucks for the jumper, about the same for the sweater (which I can mix n match)

He asked, “why do you wanna buy something you won’t wear”

And like…

Blazer + yoga set is definitely my style

Sorry not sorry 🤔

But the Lord answered my prayers

I can wear my blazers and loungewear together

THIS IS LIFE 🤩

(Don’t tell him about the makeup and hair products I’ve ordered)

(I’m literally dying but it’s a transformation)

I’m transforming

At least I know what sex I am 👀

I’m also shopping for guns as there’s a no license to carry law in Florida now

Trigger happy 🤩

Because I’m a Soldier

And we at war…

NEED GUNS

Shhhhhhhh

Cute but fierce?

My bag will contain more than makeup or maybe it will be a decoy 🤔

Anyhoo

My sister died

And now I’m making Chinese TikTok hosts into my sister

Sometimes I tune in just to hear them say “Ill try it on for you” but I’m one of their best customers and they help me sleep

I find shopping with them soothing

Retail therapy 🤩

But c’mon, I love this phase I’m moving into

I didn’t know I could wear my blazers with my yoga sets

But I can 🤩

Cuz he’s probably right a tiny bit

And I’ve talked to God

And prayed about what to do

And I knew I could part was some of the clothing and donate it or thrift it, but I was having a hard time wanting to part with any of my Blazers, even though I wasn’t sure where I could wear them

Turns out I can wear them anywhere anytime

Who knew 🙄

Makeover in session….

Posted on June 10, 2023 by poeeternal

I don’t like Smart Post

Apparently if you have a package shipped with UPS, they won’t actually be delivering it, as they hand it over to the USPS for the “last mile”

More fucking gaslighting

I fucking hate USPS

Now I hate UPS

And it’s not as if I have a choice on who delivers

USPS ruins packages and misplaces them

Not to mention, it adds several more days to your delivery as it gets handed over – to the dreadful USPS for its “last mile”

China can burn in hell

They literally ruined everything

Why did Jesus wear a robe?

Cuz he was ANGRY

But I ain’t allowed to overturn the money tray in church

And now they pass it around more than once

I get agi

So stopped going

I hate everything

But your fucking writing

P.S. I would rather pick up my package from UPS for the “last mile” since they can’t do their fucking job

But that ain’t an option

More hands on my goods cuz China are filthy nosey lil spy cunts

Fuckkkkkkkxufzfylzydzhzkgd

I know I’m not supposed to hate other races but now I despise at least 3

Posted on May 24, 2023May 24, 2023 by poeeternal · 2 Comments

Dear Boomers

Do you know where your children are?

The commercial aired to our Boomer parents cuz they should all ~~be crucified~~ burn in hell

By the way, Mother & Father, do you know where I am?

Posted on May 21, 2023May 21, 2023 by poeeternal

Over 4500 followers on the TikTok

The TikTok

I’m just some gal from the deep south

Oh wait

Deep South should be capitalized but not earth

Why is earth not a noun

Whatev

The follows are still coming in today

Also reached over 37.5k “likes”

I don’t use fancy setups or lighting or filters

But will probably start posting rebounding and skate content for summer!

Along with complaining

It’s what I do best

But folks are trying to take me down in tricky ways

And I’m still recovering from CUD

And this cancer

2 days zero weed or vape or edibles

Not caving

Gotta clean the lungs

No more smoking

No more drinking

No more disassociating

Tough days

Not even allowed sugar or bread but haven’t fixed my diet completely

Cuz I need to hire a maid to deep clean my kitchen

I don’t know what’s holding me back from doing it

Maybe because I’m dying and have so little energy

But hopefully can show off my cute outfits from Dolls Kill soon

Embarrassing the mess currently

Took an assbeating on TikTok because of it but some have commented I’m adorable

The drafts will probably get deleted

I will post more cute booty content when I recover mentally from all the weight I lost

Itty bitty again

I want to be God’s favorite

But squirrel is so cute

And red bird

Woody has been quiet

So glad I captured him pecking when I did

I’m kinda homebound because every time I go out a cop gets involved

I think the last one wanted to prepose? To me

Proposal propose

The fucking algo makes it harderwith a brain injury but I hit space

Fuck you

Stumbling with speech more cuz brain rewiring itself with zombie weed

Know what I want to say, can’t get it out

A band is getting ready to play from a big race thing

I can hear it miles away

NIN was supposed to come

Now it’s Tool and Pantera and some others coming

Heard on the radio

I was like “too bad I ain’t supporting shit anymore”

Maynard’s a fucking dick

The cop told me to move

It’s unsafe to venture out

And I’m pro 2a and won’t think twice to shoot your shadow

Ohh poem thingy please

Also, if I reach 10k in this lifetime, I’m one goal away from turning on video gifts

Posted on May 16, 2023May 16, 2023 by poeeternal

Cash App founder Bob Lee attended underground sex, drug parties with sister of his alleged killer

Cash App founder Bob Lee attended underground sex, drug parties with sister of his alleged killer
— Read on nypost.com/2023/05/14/cash-app-founder-bob-lee-attended-underground-sex-drug-parties-with-sister-of-his-alleged-killer/amp/

And the plot thickens

Posted on May 2, 2023May 2, 2023 by poeeternal

How is this legal

Blocking access to your account through the web browser – and re-directing you to the app to install

So – you can’t use a web browser anymore to access TikTok

Only an app – a spy app

There is NO LOGIN option

Only redirect to install the app (no fuck you)

I hope TikTok gets banned

Byeee millions of views

Posted on May 2, 2023May 2, 2023 by poeeternal

Pro the TikTok ban despite millions of views

Someone insulted me

“Your reading comprehension could improve”

So I posted a lip sync video of “Dumb” by Nirvana and I was penalized for “harassment”

I uninstalled the spy app so am disappearing again for six months

I’m pro banning that app and Instagram and FaceBook and let the banks all crash

Posted on April 30, 2023 by poeeternal

TikTok heat + Boomer logic

The TikTok is still heating up and Boomers don’t like being called Boomers but they make up most of the HOUSE of CONGRESS

Therefore, I will not comply about referring to them as “politicians”.

One replied that they were enjoying their retirement and I told them congratulations, enjoy. All the Boomers will be gone by the 60s.

He probably never looked at it like that (forest for trees) and the comment remains unliked

They say any traffic is good traffic but I did block someone commenting multiple times

I’m very open, exposed, and raw delivering such heavy content such as “I lost half my retirement but it wasn’t because I was stupid, all Gen X did – so I feel slightly worse.”

I’m backing it up with real evidence tho (just not personal statements tho some comments phish for it)

Boomers won’t admit to any wrong doing, ever (prove me wrong).

Gen Y & Z should back X up in the fight to remove the Boomers from HOUSE

My TikTok is #poeeternal or PoeEternal

Thanks for your feedback here and there!

I love having a place to direct my rage: the Boomers

Cause-and-effect

Have fun love 🙂

I’m the Great Anomaly

WOKE

“Take a pill” – NO

Posted on April 29, 2023 by poeeternal

TikTok heat

Dropping complaints and codes on my TikTok and it’s getting some traffic

I’m not an ambassador and I don’t earn a dime

I normally get penalized

Basically calling out the Boomers

Moaning about the retirement age vs the life expectancy age

Cute clothes from a favorite store arrived

Once I get my hair/nails/facial, maybe I’ll try the clothes on

For now, you get to see how utterly stressed I look

I ordered more cute cotton clothing

I kinda can’t keep up with the 12 comments coming in

(I didn’t actually count)

AND

Not everyone is biting my head off

Some are just learning of the Secure 2.0 Act – new retirement age of 75

Through my TikTok

Just got called a whacko! 🙂

Posted on April 13, 2023 by poeeternal

Like why Bob (insensitive content below)

Like why were you walking around there at 2:30 at night?

Sources claim you moved via the crime (you helped create) – but yet returned for work – yet was trolling the streets – assumingely – without a weapon – and was stabbed twice with a kitchen knife – and all you can think to do is cling to your Android – you helped create – and chase after cars – instead of sitting down – stopping the bleeding – at least not putting MORE strain on your heart – but no – you just had to keep getting up and walking around

Like bro

You didn’t call your fam?

If John Jones could squirm in his grave, he would.

Clutching that AI device like it was God

Called the cops – didn’t say where you were or keep the on?

Just hmmm where is everybody at bleeding out?

Let me guess, it went like this

“Hi, I’m Bob, the Cash App founder, I’ve been stabbed. I’m bleeding.” *lifts shirt*

And so the cars drive off

It’s a typical after midnight don’t get involved in scenario – you must have missed the memo?

It’s literally the worse-case-scenario and you walked right in – despite knowing how dangerous California is – which is why you moved to Florida – so you could finish turning it to shit

I know you are “in the closet gay” – I have seen these types of relationships in the military – and billionaires don’t fuck fat wives (maybe out of obligation)

Looking at family photos – zero chemistry – but maybe I’m a kunt

I didn’t stab you with a kitchen knife – twice mind you – at 2:30 am

You didn’t even fight back dressed in fashionable apocalyptic wear?

You had the best and most expensive device – cops still took a slow 6 minutes arriving – despite TWO cops in the area

Bro – I’m researching who I’ve been buying my state weed from – turns out it’s the Russians – surprise!

Anything to quit this nightmare

I knew Cash App and PayPal was going down – like bro – I deleted my accounts – not long ago – and now you’re dead

I saw the red flags

America is under siege and you were bleeding out and going into shock – you might still be here – if you had sat down –

This goes without saying but women no longer can walk in broad daylight without being in danger

“It’s a man’s world” and look what you turned it into

I would have drove away too

My first thought, “safety first” and those circumstances do not scream safe – maybe you would have had more of a chance of getting said help – if you were a nobody

If it was a hit job – which would be an instant thought of “cash” “stabbed” – who would want to get involved and become a victim too? It’s the one thing our Boomer parents warned us about. “Don’t go wandering the streets after sundown”. It was our one curfew. “Be home before dark” and even then we crossed the lines. “Boy you were cutting it close” / “there’s still some pink in the sky”

The Mayor or whoever of Cali is edging us on, “you’ll be surprised” she says “at the details”

Somewhere between Bob dying, another someone got beat with a bat, and the FED launched their version of a Cash App

And Big Cannabis is Big Russia who is changing and gutting our policies

I’m ready to get rid of my phone all together

I mean, Bob helped create Android and Apple share videos on how your phone can save your life – but maybe people need classes on how and when to use it – in an emergency – because Bob was a poster board of all the things Not-To-Do

Bob separated from his wife to move in with his father – how gay (no judgement)

A billionaire living at home with daddy

Not impressed

I watched God push you down

You just kept going

Even dying, wouldn’t drop your phone

~~“In AI we trust”~~

God gave me eyes to see but not a mouth of silk

“I got a mouth of filth”

I’d really like some milk

So another Gen X white male is gone

We’re not allowed to have anything

Yeah you got that nice big house in misery (potentially) but you also got gutted in taxes and I would’ve hung myself with 10 foot rope (which means it was probably a failed suicide where I broke some bones instead)

Wait. What.

(I’m talking to a GenX who may or may not be a genx and is mostly a ghost in my head)

Your dad claims you were his best friend, but he didn’t teach you not to walk the streets at night!?! Unarmed!?!

You could afford to hire a bodyguard?

Have a gun?

Unless the killer wasn’t some random bum or hitman – but instead someone close – who could stab you in the left side of your chest – with a kitchen knife

Was it the same one from dinner?

I’ve been reading how lots of murders happen when people are dining or in the shower – by “loved ones”

Also – in bed – sleeping

Vindictive

Remorseless

No soul

Which makes therapy and treatment useless – for those who can’t change – and should be shot like a bear

And I’m tired of bear getting shot over you

Bear angry

Bear justified

I don’t believe in cultural diversification

I guess Bob didn’t get the memo

Here’s the thing, it will be so easy to take out the civilians we swore to protect – in the end – weaklings – but the enemy is using them against us

That couple got gutted in the street last year

And now poor Bob, with a kitchen knife, in Cali

Ironic he thought Florida was any safer

But then moved out of Cali for it being unsafe – but goes back for a business trip – to wander around the streets after dark –

Elon probably does have security when/if he leaves his Pedo farm

Elon pointed out something in his tweet tho – per chance hinting it was a criminal – someone with a prior arrest sheet – who offed Bob

So you had that phone the whole time and the cops were the only one you called? While dying? Clinging to your phone?

And John didn’t get a second phone call on Thanksgiving

Which was his dying wish

I wouldn’t take my dog out at 2:30 am on the 4th cuz I said “some shit is going down”, “I can feel it in the air”

I guess what I meant was the ether…

“He was my best friend”

My mom said the same thing about my sister, who recently died age 45

Strange, these Boomers are losing their first borns – almost biblical

(Was Bob a first born?)

Diversification is very very bad

Especially when it means other races are being wiped out

Hi. I’m part of the 244.

Anger is a legit mood when someone dies.

It’s part of the 7 stages of grief – interchangeably

I can stay angry for the rest of my life

“Take me from all this death”

She was chasing the Singularity

“I love you too much, to condemn you”

Wiki has already been updated and you’re not cold in your grave

Posted on April 11, 2023April 11, 2023 by poeeternal

Some updates

I dunno how I feel about “going live” again – but I probably will start sharing my fitness journey over on Instagram – and if I’m not too shy – will do some casual lives on the TikTok as well

I’m only looking to connect and be “social”, I’m not chasing the algorithm dragon for likes or paying META $15 monthly to be “verified”. Like, I would have paid that ONE TIME – but I’m not spending money to be seen.

I just want to be

I’m getting my fitness room in order and both mystery plants now have green growing (they’re in the window being bashed around by the blinds – wakey wakey)

Mystery plant 1

Mystery plant 2

Please note that I’m going through some sort of phase where I want to be natural – no makeup, no filters, no fancy dress, no fuss.

I am trying to fix my health, my finances, my diet, my mood, my self-esteem, and last thing I need to worry about is putting on makeup to go live or post when I’m cooking or working out.

It’s just not me.

I don’t want to have to worry about posting 4 times a day (or daily) either

And, I want to answer my inbox when I’m ready and am devoting days to be “social” so that my mood isn’t down and depressed

Furthermore, 95% of my furniture and household is gone.

I’m starting over but also want to be able to jump ship – when God allows

Right now, the enemy has us in a stronghold

Barricaded behind policy

I don’t have the latest XYZ to garner your attention

But I will share fitness tips and how I’m surviving the apocalypse

And thank you to those who have taken interest in seeing me go live again, whether to share the weather or my latest complaint

I took a long detox from social media and have been trying to find myself

I mean, I know I’m lost in purgatory/hell and am paying for my sins in this timeline

And wasted pretty much all of my life

I’m learning to be still

To stretch

Breathe

Exist in harmony with nature

I guess I took the winter hibernating

I’m trying not to climb in my coffin or a hole I can’t climb out of

I thought, how dumb was I to lose half my retirement – but then all of GEN X did –

It did help my depression to a degree (make it worse)

But it wasn’t because I was stupid

We were gutted essentially

Anyhoo, I’m a little seedling

And 4/19 is the last day my medicinal card is any good – and I blocked the doctor both via text and email

Now they’re putting less product in and calling it “head space” (and charging more)

They treat the medical shops like they are recreational

Anyway, I’m trying to get clean

It’s like the devil is coming at me

I don’t have fancy things, but what remains is what I like

I would like to follow you back – and interact – as and when I’m capable

I’m more like a turtle on social media – instead of that blazing fast coyote always getting into trouble

I mourned my social media accounts because I thought I had deleted, deleted them.

I did not.

They are there, for now.

I am #poeeternal on both accounts. My TikTok hashtag has over 20k views alone.

I’m not ready to give up my pseudonym / pen name.

I’m more present these days. More aware.

Thank you for being there.

New account: https://linktr.ee/poeeternal

Posted on February 13, 2023 by poeeternal

The use of WordPress in higher education

So – were you aware – that universities are on WordPress and require students to use WordPress to post and respond to other students post – and receive GRADED reports

Cuz that wasn’t in the Privacy policy or any of the FAQ or payment policies

I’m not just paying to reach my tribe – they are flooding the network however they can – so we can chase our tails – meanwhile the younger generations get fed with a platinum spoon – this society

We’re paying in the upwards of $300 -$600 to maintain our blogs/ websites every three years – to reach students and faculty! (Or around $150 annually)

F- U – C – K YOU

Here’s an example in use: https://intothewildbyjohnkrakauerthestoryofchrismccandles.wordpress.com/

https://wpengine.com/resources/wordpress-for-education/

https://www.eridesignstudio.com/insights/70-universities-using-wordpress/

https://wptavern.com/new-report-estimates-wordpress-market-share-of-us-higher-education-institution-websites-at-40-8

Just thought you should know before you bust out the checkbook to keep growing an audience ~~you like to run away~~

They also hire hackers to blow up the place to sell you “site security”

I can put two and two together

Posted on January 22, 2023 by poeeternal

Economics of the Underground Commercial Sex Economy

A new Urban Institute study sheds light on America’s underground commercial sex economy
— Read on apps.urban.org/features/theHustle/mobile/index.html

Old data. Since then the pimps have overtaken the White House and now sex toys are sold in front of children!

Posted on January 21, 2023 by poeeternal

Do We Want Mexifornia? | Flood of Illegal Immigration into California

Thousands arrive illegally from Mexico into California each year—and the state is now home to fully 40 percent of America’s immigrants, legal and illegal.
— Read on www.city-journal.org/html/do-we-want-mexifornia-12236.html

And now they can vote! Anyone can vote! Sex toys are sold in front of children!!!!!!

America is gone!!!! Too many hands in the cookie jar!!!!!

Posted on January 21, 2023January 22, 2023 by poeeternal · 1 Comment

Wage war on the cartels killing Americans

Wage war on the cartels killing Americans
— Read on www.cotton.senate.gov/news/op-eds/wage-war-on-the-cartels-killing-americans

Posted on January 20, 2023 by poeeternal

44 Shocking Animal Shelter Statistics (2022 UPDATE) | Petpedia

Unfortunately, most animal shelter statistics paint a sad story. Though the progress in the years is evident, there’s plenty that can be done in 2022.
— Read on petpedia.co/animal-shelter-statistics/

Hail Hitler! He’s alive!

I’m old and sick! Euthanize me!!!!!

It’s not 60k annually anymore. The numbers are much much worse.

“Since 1970 68% of all life has gone extinct”

And children are being conditioned as children to support prostitution and porn. That’s why the divorce rate is 100%!

Posted on January 19, 2023 by poeeternal

Ex-Porn Star Tells the Truth About the Porn Industry

Shelley Lubben, an ex-porn star, discusses the destructive, drug infested, abusive, and sexually diseased world of porn the porn industry.
— Read on www.covenanteyes.com/2008/10/28/ex-porn-star-tells-the-truth-about-the-porn-industry/

They’re all spreading diseases. Even the silent ones. The enemy knows how to destroy a nation.

Posted on January 18, 2023 by poeeternal

3 Reasons Why Watching Porn Is Harmful (And Research Is Proving It)

Just like it took decades for science to prove that smoking cigarettes was harmful, we are learning a similar lesson with porn in our society today. Science and research are proving that porn harms…
— Read on fightthenewdrug.medium.com/3-reasons-why-watching-porn-is-harmful-and-research-is-proving-it-bc572b1b0abf

The elite are building a society of psychopaths and narcissists period. They serve Satan, Black Holes, Dark suns, worlds, darkness in general, they are demented demons without a soul. They are nihilistic at their core.

Posted on January 17, 2023January 17, 2023 by poeeternal · 2 Comments

‘Girlfriend experience’ and ‘porn star experience’ – the facts vs the myths.

Seeing a sex worker for the first time is one of life’s greatest thrills. But it comes with a bit of a learning curve. If this is a recent hobby, you may have noticed two of the most common phrases in the escort industry: ‘girlfriend experience’ (GFE) and ‘porn star experience’ (PSE).
— Read on tryst.link/blog/girlfriend-experience-and-porn-star-experience-the-facts-vs-the-myths/amp/

“Life’s greatest thrills” huh!

Regular women should stop having sex with men. Let them pay for it forever more, the fantasy! They’re so bored with us anyway. They don’t want sensual sex. That isn’t what the porn industry conditions them to do, nor the prostitutes.

And it states right here, “porn isn’t real. Big dicks and endless sex isn’t real”. “You have to treat your PSE professionally”

Meanwhile the divorce rate is over 85%

I feel I was left behind sexually.

The only justice is knowing these prostitutes are actually miserable and disassociating while performing sex work. It’s fake fantasy. Delusions of grandeur. Unrealistic.

But the money is under the table and tax free and many men go during “working hours”

So I’m no longer looking at man in the real world – in any capacity

They won’t stop looking at me tho

Posted on January 17, 2023January 17, 2023 by poeeternal

Big Porn & prostitution (not opinion, FACT)

They’re in-love with the porn stars and prostitutes (according to scientific studies)

Except, it’s not real.

The prostitutes – according to studies – create alternative personas while doing sex work – causes negative mental health – and men do not need to be tested for STD or STI – even though they are the silent carriers – often without any signs or symptoms – which can lay dormant for years – and parasites and cancer can be spread from semem, as well as simple skin-to-skin contact.

I’ve shared every study backing this up.

The prostitutes “rub their back” before doing sex work – and they do not use the same style to connect in their personal lives – they make up personas to get through the sex work – many were abused as children, forced into sex work.

Prostitution is a direct link to sex trafficking – making prostitution legal creates MORE human trafficking – which they now have undeniable proof of.

Many countries have made prostitution legal, while other countries have made it illegal but still sell sex via entertainment – creating street hookers, violence, and other negative social impacts. The doors to America remain open for sex trafficking.

Furthermore, the divorce rate is over 85%.

Prostitutes do not “enjoy” their line of work – disassociating from what they do – separating personal life from work – over 75% remain “single” and “would never marry the men they service” – even though they program them to love them (some maintaining sex relations with “repeat customers for years”)

And the fact that they can’t fall in love or show signs – makes it more exciting to them

They walk in with their dicks hard and ballsack full – ready to shoot them their biggest load

These prostitutes don’t even like the line of work

Porn and prostitution is creating monsters in a soulless society

Women and children at home – suffer extreme abuse

Porn isn’t real – it’s fantasy football. It’s soap operas in the nude on repeat. Porn stars fucking themselves in the ass with a wine bottle for decades – then taking a drink

Same story over and over

And the men get hooked as CHILDREN – many get into porn and prostitution by their own fathers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

They have brain rot! Their primal side of the brain is activated – hence all the crime!!!!!!!!!

It’s the devil!

They’re selling sex toys at the mall and Walmart, CVS, Walgreens, Dolls Kill, and many more! It’s not behind a curtain!!!

It’s a society of sickness

Our very foundation is built on a sin and lie

All so men can go to war in exotic lands and experience exotic women – while the wives are at home

It’s turned into a well-oiled beast

It’s demon vs human down here (likely opinion but I identify as Angel Baby)

They say in the press that “narcissism is rare” but it’s actually a plague

They say psychopaths “are born” but a “narcissist is made”

Yeah, and it starts in the Bible (narcissism is throughout), with porn and prostitution

Big government is to blame

“The sins of the father”

Apparently you will experience 3 deaths: one when you die, the second when you are buried, and third and finally, the last time your name is ever said.

I’ll probably wind back in “Misery” because there’s only one person I want to see me dead – or bury me.

So if I wind up in his yard half-alive, it won’t be long. I will likely be nude – like our dear Edgar, to keep with tradition

Don’t make fun of my emaciated frame

You don’t know what holes I crawled out to get here

I was reaching depth blackout – but I am slowly retreating – and repenting these days – I think that’s what the holes in the wall mean – repentance and awakening

God put me down here on this earth to judge you

Taking my freedom of speech – silencing me from atrocities – will not stop me from truthmonging

But I’m still a woman with needs unmet, with a private strip club, where the devil is kept (poetry)

LAUGHS

Apparently it’s not a good time to move but I feel I will die if I stay here (it’s not just a “feeling”, there are many red flags)

90% of all homicide happen by men (verifiable)

Since 1970 68% of all life has gone extinct (verifiable)

We are in a 6th mass extinction (verifiable) (over never ending porn, prostitution, sex trafficking over 6000 years)

The leaders running things serve Luci

Apparently I was right about the enemy in the White House because the females are upset the law was changed (mostly voted in by men) – that they cannot show their shoulders

LAUGHS

They kept fucking with the female Soldiers changing the regulations telling us how to wear our hair, nails, makeup. I got out.

It was already strict when I swore my life to “America and our way of life” – which has been completely destroyed by immigration

Had no idea the waters I was swimming in

I had no idea the seabed could drag you down due to gravity – and with the pressure of the ocean above – you sink quickly

They are turning Florida into Dubai – but FL is limestone – and sinking – so not a good idea

The floods, the condos collapsing, I ain’t all talk

You have to turn it off if you want to change

I know you think you want how you are – but I don’t buy it

You have to remove predictive programming

I never said it was easy

I’m done supporting toxic masculinity society

I just still have hope I might get through to someone – who might change for the better

As far as the hypocrisy of doing nude art, I’m not compromising my soul, I find it therapeutic, I’m not disassociating to make photography or poetry

At the moment I’m overcoming dying and a major illness – heart inflammation and depression

I’m barely working or putting out content unless you count my blog work – and WordPress says I’m on a 19 day streak or something

I’m also in the middle of getting rid of everything I own – either in an attempt to save my life or end it

The odds are set

I’m just awaiting the verdict

And if I’m gonna be “responsive or reactive”

Don’t judge me

That’s my job, that’s what God put me here to do (potentially)

In the court room: “because God ordered me to do it”

The only thing God should be ordering you to do, is “tender mercy” (tho I’m not obliged to be telling him what you outta do)

God can hear me cursing outside his church

I live in hell…

Posted on January 16, 2023January 16, 2023 by poeeternal

But it’s what men want…

catwinternational.org/wp-content/uploads/2019/09/Ten-Reasons-for-NOT-Legalizing-Prostitution.pdf

Prostitution is a root cause of sex trafficking, but it’s what men want…

They want us living in fear, not just Black Lives Matter.

Yesterday I was having chest pains and no weed but today some birds moved in next to me and I got a nap

The sun is finally out

Posted on January 16, 2023 by poeeternal

Why Do Men Buy Sex? – Scientific American

They form attachments and bonds
— Read on www.scientificamerican.com/article/why-do-men-buy-sex-2012-10-23/

I’m no longer available as a girlfriend or a wife

Posted on January 15, 2023January 15, 2023 by poeeternal

Principalities and Powers

Demonic forces never stopped running through human affairs. We just stopped seeing them.
— Read on www.theamericanconservative.com/principalities-and-powers/

People like killing dogs and cats too. Facing my own issues with an animal; I find end-of-life services to be inhumane and Hitler regime.

Many just give up, shelter’s are full – animals will be sacrificed.

I’m not making this up. They are eager to take that money too.

One humane society charges more for you to “go back”. A significant amount more.

I’m autistic, “what do you mean “go back” and she explained – “to watch – to be with them” – “that cost more”.

And, an additional cost if you want a “box or urn”.

He’s had 3 end of life appointments made – one with his primary veterinarian, two with the humane society.

I called eventually a third time and stated, “I won’t be able to do this by appointment, I’m having a hard time letting go”

Because – I researched the chemical used to stop their heart – their bodies jerking around.

When someone ODs they go out peacefully and you can call it humane, but I disagree that End Of Life Services are anywhere but “humane” when their bodies are literally jerking around.

My grandmother let her dog “die naturally”.

Anyhoo – I’m against abortion and apparently against manmade animals from a lab getting sacrificed to the dark entity

My dog has a strong heartbeat and will to live. He may be a hellhound – but he’s my hellhound for “better or for worse”.

He may qualify for end-of-life services, and that may be the “easier” path for me – but it requires ending a life, stopping a heart. I do not comply.

And I’m so fucking depressed and suicidal that I would rather jump off a fucking bridge than figure out what to do with my dog, which means I’ve quit weed so that I can figure out what to do with my fucking dog because apparently this new age weed complicates PTSD (hear, hear) and causes suicidal ideation

Also, these drugs folks are doing, probably have code written in them, that’s why they see “the same thing”.

Autistic doesn’t mean “dumb”.

Gullible sure. I know that they use art and cartoons to imprint on us.

NASA is extreme religiousness – they “the physicist” now are pushing “dark worlds” with “dark suns” and “dark planets” – made of “dark matter”.

It’s one extreme to the next – from walking on water to miracle pregnancies – to “dark worlds”.

They serve a dark entity.

Can I please have a tech free zone? Tech free state?

Posted on January 14, 2023January 14, 2023 by poeeternal

Global study on homicide

About 90 per cent of all homicides recorded worldwide were committed by male perpetrators
— Read on www.unodc.org/unodc/en/data-and-analysis/global-study-on-homicide.html

90% of all murders happen by MEN

Porn activates the PRIMAL side of the BRAIN 🧠

Females go in heat too

Learn to control your urges

Clearly you can’t handle leading a double/triple life

Posted on January 14, 2023 by poeeternal · 1 Comment

Now we have documentation: Women earn less than men in the same job

Norwegian women earn 9 per cent less than men, even if they work in the same workplace, have the same occupation and the same job. Fifteen countries, including Norway, have been investigated in a large international study.
— Read on sciencenorway.no/economy-gender-and-society/now-we-have-documentation-women-earn-less-than-men-in-the-same-job/2120512

“Never catch up”

It’s narcissism. They don’t want us in the game when we come from “rib of man” – like they see us as sex objects only. Why would we get equal pay when we belong in the kitchen.

Men do not care about us and neither do the gays.

Posted on January 14, 2023 by poeeternal · 2 Comments

‘I don’t come here for the conversation’

Why do ordinary, respectable men visit prostitutes? Jacquelynne Bailey spoke to customers at Australian brothels to find out. Her interviews provide a rare insight into how some men see not just sex, but women.
— Read on amp.theguardian.com/world/2002/apr/08/gender.uk

“It’s always better with a whore”

“Older, but not over 35…”

Posted on January 14, 2023January 3, 2026 by poeeternal · 3 Comments

Study Finds Men Want Love With Prostitutes

Are Men Looking For Love With Prostitutes?
— Read on www.huffingtonpost.co.uk/2012/08/13/relationships-men-fall-in-love-with-prostitutes_n_1772680.html

It’s all been conditioning – these men have been buying sex since children

And now children can see and buy sex toys – toys aren’t behind a black curtain….

The Devil’s society…

Give it time, LGBT will have an orgy in the street.

Porn has ruined man

They fall in love with an idea – and the porn industry repeats the same story throughout years – with all sex workers.

They need the girls in the pictures so much that they use “commoners” as fleshlights

“No one knows why” – ahem bullshite it’s porn

Porn segregates us from unity, imprinting

Well – these boys are exposed to porn at a very young age and it imprints on them.

And image is important to them – gaslighting – so the Church offers a safe haven for these demons – who want us paying for their housing and meals.

They disassociate when they use porn so it’s like they become a completely different person and that’s why there’s no remorse when they do the shit that they do to you

They have an addiction created by the enemy to break up the traditional family value home – all while the immigrants take throne during “yellow fever”

Suicide is a top leading cause of death worldwide

Porn is the gateway drug to ruin

It could be easily censored like they do my free-speech

All the little commoners who get on onlyfans, they just use us up like they do in the real world

Most anyway

OnlyFans say most users loose out – it’s only the top folks with value (society is the Titanic)

They steal money from users too

And as much as I love blogging, I don’t want to continue paying the enemy

Pay to play

I’d rather die than give the state another penny

And I can’t even visit Orlando without having to pay four tolls to return and they aren’t cheap anymore

It’s the same fucking county, but I have to pay to return to the city I’m registered to live in.

Florida is gone

Overrun with evil and immigration

I mean immigrants get here and naturalize faster than we can even procreate or vote

Native Americans were doing just fine here until my bloodline was nearly wiped out by the fucking immigrants that you say bring so much greatness to our country

I fantasize about dying by suicide in terrible and terrifying ways

I know you’re a nihilist and do not care what happens to me…

”To be seen and not heard” while man destroys everything

But as long as we are making him a meal and doing everything for him

While he jerks off to the pretty women prostitutes

And by telling a man not to fall in love with you, they probably absolutely fucking do fall in love with these prostitutes (not commoners)

Because even the guys without any teeth, think they deserve a ten star

And I’ve never been rated a 10 or treated with any value

Lots of marriage proposals though

Fleshlights….

Posted on January 13, 2023January 14, 2023 by poeeternal

Inflation Experiences for Lower and Higher Income Households : Spotlight on Statistics: U.S. Bureau of Labor Statistics

This Spotlight presents consumer price indexes for groups of households at the lowest and highest end of the income distribution for urban households to examine how different spending patterns can change measures of inflation.
— Read on www.bls.gov/spotlight/2022/inflation-experiences-for-lower-and-higher-income-households/home.htm

It’s gentrification and narcissism and those in power set the inflation rates.

They are the reason the rent keeps going up.

They weren’t hurting or remorseful when we were suffering. They were spending money on travel, entertainment, phones and cars. We were trying to pay rent and eat.

They’re amused by our suffering.

A 10% difference is a lot when the majority can’t eat while the rest are at play and having fun. Killing the world is fun!!! We’re kings!

I’m done. With everything. I no longer support society. I am withdrawing from everything. It does not serve God or the natural way.

This is so sad. We only get this one life. Our nation was crippled by immigrants who are not crippled.

Those at the top are the immigrants!

Posted on January 13, 2023January 13, 2023 by poeeternal · 1 Comment

Charts show immigration have our best jobs

In 2019, there were 28.4 million foreign-born people in the U.S. labor force, comprising 17.4 percent of the total.
— Read on www.bls.gov/opub/ted/2020/foreign-born-workers-made-up-17-point-4-percent-of-labor-force-in-2019.htm

I know what it says but look at the chart – immigrants have overtaken 3 of those categories and are quickly nearing the other 2 categories of work filled

And, according to the color, Florida is absolutely gone (same as California and New York – all owned by immigrants)

THEY HAVE ALL OUR BEST JOBS

Posted on January 13, 2023 by poeeternal

In China, growth policy compounds the toll on parents who lose a child

One-child policy leaves some parents childless, hopeless and facing financial ruin in old age
— Read on www.washingtonpost.com/world/asia_pacific/in-china-one-child-policy-compounds-loss-of-child-for-parents/2013/08/07/063716fe-e877-11e2-a301-ea5a8116d211_story.html

It’s tragic. Our mental health is directly connected to our dicks and vaginas. They sterilized and aborted an entire nation!

They’re still doing it with vaccines!!!!!!

I also learned the vaccines contain aborted babies (it’s real)!

The government needs shut down!!!!!!

This is tragic!!!!

It’s narcissism! It’s all serving the Devil!!!! Or darkness! It’s not unity or being one with earth!

Stop killing everything! Women and babies especially!!!!!!

Y’all are insane but want to commit me!!!

Immigrants have taken over California and New York and they are coming after Florida. Most Floridians say Florida has changed for the worse.

The VA is corrupt and so is the White House

And according to the official stats, the majority of immigrants vote one way

I will rise up

And if it takes five people to arrest me, five people will go fucking down

I’m fed up!

The fact that most Chinese thought the one child law policy was a good idea….

It also creates narcissism

They’ve ruined America with insurance and taxes and COLA

They’ve ruined everything and everyone it seems

Too much control

And Genzie and millennials don’t give a fuck about anything so they’re not gonna rise up and fight anything except for the wind to light the fucking lighter for the goddamn weed

And their sex toys

LGBT is a cult

Sex toys are being sold everywhere in front of any age…. little curious boys looking at the anal plugs at Spencer’s

Can buy online at Walmart, CVS, Dolls Kill, Walgreens, ect

Dildo’s and vibrators for “health and wellness”

Disgusting 🤢

Posted on January 13, 2023January 13, 2023 by poeeternal

China drops one-child policy

Lavishing attention on an only child takes its toll on parents.
— Read on www.washingtonpost.com/world/asia_pacific/china-drops-one-child-policy-but-exhausted-tiger-moms-say-one-is-plenty/2016/10/14/336f1890-8ae7-11e6-8a68-b4ce96c78e04_story.html

China is the biggest political fuck up power in the world 🛑🥴⚠️🫣👀🛑

And they took over America 🇺🇸

Constantly telling us what we can and cannot do

Crippling a nation with divorce, disease, depression!

I don’t fucking trust you if you’re in a position of power or brown-nosing these ridiculous policies.

And I think a lot of Americans are ready for the big immigration push back.

Too much conflict of interest – everything benefiting other nations (who took throne here).

Check the migration stats, jobs, and census. Do you have reading comprehension though?

This is 2023 (not really – it’s a manmade calendar and they took away a month! April fools! The gaslighting in this society never ends.)

Always got us chasing our tail!!!!

It’s 7 years behind in Ethiopia

I wasn’t learning about that in school when they were teaching about “time zones”

I hated every moment of school and working 90 hours a week (2-3 jobs) to pay my electric and rent

I keep hoping to have hope – that my future includes a real bond with a man, as God intended. A pure love where he isn’t giving his best energy and time to other women.

But, even if a man is going through a Great Awakening, when he settles down, he’ll go for the young one.

I’m obsolete

Thank you for pushing me into the extinction zone

“Men can have babies”

Have fun with that

Posted on January 13, 2023January 13, 2023 by poeeternal

In China and India, men outnumber women on a massive scale.

China and India have 70 million more men than women. The consequences are far-reaching.
— Read on www.washingtonpost.com/graphics/2018/world/too-many-men/

All the violence. And we open our borders in America and let them extend the same violent upbringing on us. Porn is an issue but let’s just destroy the world so you can keep gaslighting and jerking off.

He bought his wife and demanded sex four times a day and beat her when she did not comply. Then she fled and left her 3 year old daughter with him.

Pedophilia starts in the home.

“Too many men” and too much violence. Porn activates the primitive side of the brain. Rape, murder, lies.

This society is all built on a crumbling lie.

Those in power want the world end so they can rebuild it under their fucking rule – using AI, and the DNA ark in Antartica.

They are playing god and creating a matrix filter (the great filter is real) where generations born will be made under them.

So they can claim all this as their own – as they believe they are god

The Bible has been re-written many times (it’s called versions dummy) and is Satanic

There is so much fearmongering and narcissism in the Bible. Just like Hollywood and NASA (asteroids are bombs)

I’m not saying asteroids aren’t real, but they can’t stop dropping bombs everywhere….

“Since 1970 68% of all life has gone extinct”

“6th mass extinction”

But as long as you can cum….

Posted on January 13, 2023 by poeeternal · 10 Comments

The holy inquisition yellow fever madness (free speech)

Let him get back to the holy inquisition yellow fever madness
Magical pussies
Walking on water
Delusions of grandeur

Hello God

*waves*

It’s astounding to me that these yellow fever men do not have the sensibility to see – on the cover itself – which edition of the Bible they are reading

Because there are many versions

And they are different

The Old Testament versus the New Testament

The new revised standard version

The King James version

New International version

New Living translation

Just the fact that it was translated is a red flag – I watch basic movies in both languages – the original or translated – and the translated version most always certainly changes the meaning

Remember that study, where you tell someone something – and by the time it reaches the other end of the room – it’s completely changed.

Something simple like “the sky is red” will turn into “the sky is bleeding”! It’s obviously misleading (The Bible)

(I think I’ve read them all – I have a stack of varyingly different versions, some with the word of Christ “in red” (the conditioning), some that are super tiny, some large, and the first I ever received age 4 – in color, with a map).

Men try to control my every thought and move – but didn’t think I’d be smart enough to study the Bible and learn anything other than “to be seen and not heard”, “women come from rib of man”

No Asia, everyone comes from vagina – and not just magical Asian ones

Men come from vagina

Men cannot have babies

I will go down fighting

God exists outside the yellow fever Bible – that has been re-written many times – and the edition can be found on the cover – it’s not opinion asshole

Furthermore, I do have a degree and did study World Religions.

But because I’m white and female – my word will always just be “opinion” to man who creates and controls this entire delusional world – that I don’t want to participate in!

I don’t have value because I’m not an Asian with a magical sideways pussy.

Y’all are fucking insane

Porn destroyed you

But keep blaming marijuana as the gateway drug OK?

You’ll soon be selling sex toys at the church for health and wellness

The way you are now selling sex toys at Walmart, Dolls Kill, CVS, Walgreens, the mall…

You don’t even need to be 21+ anymore to enter

It’s all been conditioning

And because Asians supposedly are the “most educated and hard working” they come over here and they take all our best jobs too and that’s also not fucking opinion

I’m pretty much done voting, dating, or looking at men

If you are white, I will boldly presume you have yellow fever

If you support the Bible, I will boldly presume you have yellow fever

If you are married to an Asian, you most definitely have yellow fever

If you look at me with any interest, I’m gonna assume you have yellow fever

If you are alive, you have yellow fever

If you act interested in me, I’m just gonna reply “I’m not a ten, I’m not Asian”

“I don’t want to be your fleshlight”

And that’s what living with real autism is like

Many of Genzie and millennials, who claim to be “autistic” are really just emancipated

I’m kinda disgusted with humanity and those “in charge” ruining everything with religion and race

They use art and cartoon to get yeah

And NASA admitted it’s all “CGI artist interpretation”

James Webb only sees in red

I don’t know how else to get through

The rest is just data and numbers

Dots

They assign colors to numbers

It’s not even art, it’s an algorithm

And I’m tired of being conditioned to think that AI is art, it’s fucking not

It’s cutting corners

It’s lazy

It’s cheap (tho expensive lol)

Like I worked really hard to be a decent woman for man

And you all have yellow fever

At least the majority do

The fact that I’m still ascending (descending into hell)

The fact that God doesn’t want me disassociating anymore

“Where do you get your truth”

Not from the Bible – it uncovers the grand lie

The Great Pyramid scheme

The Great Wall of Deceit (is being disassembled on the black market and sold to build homes yassssssss – tear down the wall)!!!!!!!!

Did it ever occur to you that I am the truth

I’m one of God’s angels (I declare this and identify as angelic)

I am a truthmonger

I’ve been questioning my parents and the establishment since I was very young and I knew this was all bullshit

“How do you know the sun is so far away, you’ve been?” (Asked age 5)

“We shon a laser on a wall”

And I hate to be the bearer of bad news, or whatever news it is because you won’t believe me anyway, but the sun is electrical and closer to us than you’ve been told

Now I don’t mean plug in a socket electrical

But water exists as a fourth stage: plasma

Also, the Moon is a dead star (earth probably actually formed from her but whatev)

Again, I never believed the earth-moon theory

Never believed in the Big Bang model

Or the evolution theory

Or, that “women come from the rib of man”

If that somehow makes Asian women better than me – because I don’t believe in delusions of grandeur – and instead equality – then so be it. I’ll die alone without any worth from man cuz I’m not plastic surgery or yellow nor will bow to them simply to bow

Respect is earned

I know my worth even though I’m constantly crying to God “I’m worthless”, “I don’t deserve anything”

Apparently, this new age weed can cause suicidal ideation, and further complicate PTSD.

I’m getting off it now as I’ve never been more suicidal in my life

Big pharma also made me extremely homicidal

I will be real with you – so-in-so needs to go ahead and file multiple restraining orders- and I hear the more you have – the less they work

“90% of all murders happen by men“

But the other 10% – !?!

Are people worth going to jail for? No

But if you’re already dying and dead…

And you’ve sold or trashed everything you own…

What’s to lose!?!

It’s not murder if eye for eye

“You took my life”

But I have faith that God wants more for me than dying on the street or revenge from atrocities

It can go either way

I’m prepared for the worst outcome – dying

It won’t be jail or committed

DO NOT MOURN FOR ME

Porn has made it that man has no value at all – though he is racist to his core

I read into many articles about yellow fever – and migration patterns to the USA

It’s only the immigrants who say that are satisfied with their income and family here – and I summed it up to gentrification.

And now Biden made it so non- citizens can vote.

Americans are slaves to the Asian and Asian Americans who identify mostly as “Chinese American” and mostly only care about Chinese culture

Chinese culture has taken over America including yellow fever

Magical childlike pussies huh

Y’all are disgusting

I don’t wanna look at anybody in the eye

Some guy paying me a compliment: “I’m not Asian, shut up”

I don’t even wanna hear what any have to say…

I’m not Asian therefore white lives don’t matter

Posted on December 26, 2022December 26, 2022 by poeeternal · 2 Comments

The ‘E-Pimps’ of OnlyFans

Clever marketers have figured out how easy it is to simulate online intimacy at scale, ventriloquizing alluring models with cheap, offshore labor.
— Read on www.nytimes.com/2022/05/16/magazine/e-pimps-onlyfans.html

Y’all getting off on ghost writers.

Justice maybe.

You got an addiction and wasting your dough on e-pimps.

Selling sex toys at Walmart and turning every woman into a sex worker.

At least some are making money at it and not having their mental health destroyed.

Posted on December 20, 2022 by poeeternal

The other end… (fact)

Coming out of the dark to let you know, you gotta open the carton from the opposite end…

The opposite without the arrow

It’ll pop open with ease and without struggle

Love you

I’m not okay…

Posted on December 12, 2022 by poeeternal · 3 Comments

Walmart is selling sex toys online in the health department (proof)

When I was growing up, sex toys were in the “Adult stores” that were age 21+ and only

But now anyone can buy sex toys at any age – (the Mall is also selling adult toys in front of children; conditioning).

Look how the algorithm includes suggestions

And over 1000+ search results….

So this is America now.

I am LOUDLY quitting

And I just thought you should know

What our children have been exposed to

And how you should stop supporting the enemy

Boycott Walmart

I did send up feedback in the app to the AI in control

I am uninstalling the app

I’m gonna keep starving until I find food that isn’t poisoned 🤢

No one is doing anything to protect my precious energy

I do not own sex toys and have not for years

They desensitize

It’s not actually “healthy” despite being sold in the health department online

What’s next? The gas stations? Next to the crack pipes?

Also, Walmart is adding natural flavor to the beef. It ain’t vegan if it’s got natural flavor in it.

Go look for yourself if it will help you transition

The firming agent in the beans is actually ruining the beans!

When is the uprising again?

Y’all all have so many addictions.

Synthetic material is highly flammable, and when they go to drop their little bombs in the air, you’re gonna go poof poof

It’s extremely hard to extinguish

Corduroy was always 100% cotton (no synthetic fibers)

But now that the Chinese government openly control everything – they are changing the literal definition and meanings of words.

The first Bible can be traced back to Asia.

“Made in China”

The Bible has also been rewritten so many times that it’s Luciferian in nature.

Still think porn should be widely circulated on social media – while our free speech is not?

The Internet should be made 21+

I see one little thing and get traumatized

My sexual energy is pure

My body

There are parts of me untouched and untainted

I have a shit ton to learn with a man

If and when the time ever comes

And God knows the sacrifices I’ve made to cleanse myself of a curse

I’ve got holes in my fucking wall…

I need out of the city

I don’t want to support the enemy

There are people in China suffering from their own fucking government that I can’t fucking stand who has taken over America.

I’m still a Soldier!!!!!!!!!!!!!

They are going after soldiers who want 100% for PTSD. They’re trying to fucking commit us because the goddamn enemy is inside the White House.

Can anyone hear me through their addictions and own personal hell?

Or naw? Pretty certain naw…

Because sex toys are being sold at the health department at Walmart