I can’t decide if you are hell or Hades
Mind is full of maybes
Know your hand is shady
Still can you save me?
© Delia Ross. 2022
Jesus was angry before he died
John Jones was angry when he was dying
I’m angry 😤
But, I’m also just detached, completely broken, have lost my mind, live in paranoia, am homicidal and suicidal, think everything is the enemy
When all I really want is to snuggle in his arm
Fire exiting his hooves and mouth
He doesn’t want me around, so I might show up anyway 😑
Say whatever it is you need to say and finish breaking me so I can dies of heart failure
Have mercy please?
End my suffering