I can’t decide if you are hell or Hades
Mind is full of maybes
Know your hand is shady
Still can you save me?

© Delia Ross. 2022

I’m angry

Jesus was angry before he died

John Jones was angry when he was dying

I’m angry 😤

But, I’m also just detached, completely broken, have lost my mind, live in paranoia, am homicidal and suicidal, think everything is the enemy

When all I really want is to snuggle in his arm

Fire exiting his hooves and mouth

He doesn’t want me around, so I might show up anyway 😑

Say whatever it is you need to say and finish breaking me so I can dies of heart failure

Have mercy please?

End my suffering