Saving souls
Going roads
Where caves are closed
Nobody knows –
I’m where John erodes

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© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal

It fits! 🙂

The dust is on the mirror, not the clothes. I can’t keep up. 🤪

I didn’t really know it was there. It’s only been two weeks since I last dusted it. How dare it. Get dirty. Just sitting there.

Today I shook hands with the Devil. He extended his hand. I took it with grip. Said “thanks for seeing me, Happy Holidays”. Practicing gratitude.

Also, nearly was not seen at the VA clinic because they are under orders to evacuate, as is everyone beachside. Scary storm again. Arrives tomorrow. Been raining two days non-stop.

Instead, a male doc took me on since the female care team are “insert something nice”

EVAC in order. Everyone had to exit the building by noon. Appointment over.

Clocked in at 112 pounds too (weight not speed)

Anyhoo

Everything has been halted again

And I’m still drinking Black Walnut Wormwood religiously

Herbals of the gods

I made the most amazing soup again – had a bowl today – God grows the most amazing things, and I need a bigger pot to put cook them in

I was slurping the broth out of the bowl, “thank you for healing me”

My skirt fits. I may have a future. I may not be yeeted out of society yet.

I’m ready to say yes to some of these side gigs

“I’ll give you 10-12 hours, with the potential for an additional 8, under one condition”

But I also filed for an increase again, and those take time, and it needs to be done right

Tests have been ordered

I’m lucky to be alive

This year has been a straight up fight for my life but no wonder no clothes was fitting me at 112 pounds 🤪

Gingerbread cookies are definitely in my future

Love me skirt. Denim. Perfect fall attire. I went with a medium (size 6). ROMWE. Said it would not be restocked. Doesn’t matter. I’ll wear it til it works no more.

Made the peach look good, not flat. Or maybe that’s the rebound fitness sessions 👀

I’m not allowed to go beachside, it’s shut down and under strict curfew and EVAC orders

Do you think me and that group hanging out on the beach last storm (the dude swimming in it) had anything to do with it?

Because they weren’t this pressed about Ian

According to all the official stats out here, Daytona Beach is going to continue to experience “severe flooding over the next 30 years”

Wanna go skating so bad but it’s been raining so much. Wanna do the outdoor skate parks first. Open air. Sky. Zero costs. Fitness exercise. The rinks cost the dollars. I’ll hit those up eventually.

I’m not wearing a mask skating tho no – just to take it off to eat.

Free skate park built here in 2019. 👍👍

Gonna test the new skates there.

I’m sorta nearly done shopping at Dolls Kill and Shein tho 🙂

Walmart is selling sex toys under the health department online. We once had to visit “adult bookstores” for any adult content.

21+ to enter

If Walmart is selling anal plugs, I guess the gas stations will be doing it next

America is toxic

I want out or far far away from society

And definitely stop supporting the enemy 🙂

I’ve scored some awesome things that will improve my life tho

Kinda need clothing that fits

Or that I want to wear

That isn’t business attire or military related

The whole mothership getting a makeover

Been getting so many job offers in the real world that I know I over qualify for, that’d I’d love to say, “I’ll give yah 10-20 hours”

But I have a hard time breathing 🙂

Skating will be so greattttttrttttrrttttrtr

“It can’t rain all the time…”

Some places it feels like it never ends. And I ain’t complaining. It looks creepy and scary out. Floods incoming again. End of the world.

Shook the devil’s hand today

Hold on, level up! 🤪

Challenge accepted

What are the terms? 🤪

“You go where I go”

112 pounds eh. Still gotta tone up. Shedding fat. But also need to fatten up and plan to include real butter in my diet again. Not vegetable oil. Not soybean. Not natural flavor lab made.

I’m still eating good

Until I fucked things all up with that Halloween candy

And nearly wound up in Urgent Care

And thank fuck the female team couldn’t do their job and the male doctor listened to me and things are moving forward with progress even though everything’s been halted because of the storm and the Evacuation orders

Happy holidays y’all

There are people out here still fighting for their life because of the vaccines and other things

Gulf war related thangs

Real soldier. Real battle wounds.

Friday is Veterans Day! HOOAH

I don’t know if anything will be open for me to go out and get any of the free meals or benefits due to the storm

I do like getting all the free thangs

Subs. Coffee. Donuts. Meals from Applebee’s and all sorts of places. Usually start early in the morn, pace myself, and make a day, evening included.

I am hungry. To eat another bowl had amazing soup.

THE LORD IS MY SHEPHERD, I SHALL NOT WANT

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