is there a suicide hotline for trying to buy a home?

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mold specialist said landlord wont really do anything about it “there isnt really a law”

and the estimate is around $600 for them to “test the air” and “send to lab”

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honey, the house is sick

im sick

stay back

him: “wtf did you do while i was gone for 6 months”

me: it was 10,000 years

*witch burning*

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the curse would not have been released if they hadn’t built on the damn swamps

“natural aquifers”

“over development”

“globalism”

i knew the hope would be gone as soon as it came

im not wanted in their city

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cockroaches and mold

my worth im told

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daddy isn’t the best daddy in the world anymore

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this is why we pay for a third party tho?

so they cant not sell you a house cuz “they dont like you”

so the realtor can be left on read instead of me?

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me: “don’t give up”

the world: “give up”

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tricky slopes

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maybe they just dont want a vet there, with them bodies buried out back?

by the birdhouse?

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i know too much?

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them: “whats the combo to the lock”

me: “i didnt even know we had a lock”

“maybe dont bash my head into the concrete”

“cant narc if you cant remember”

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“cant find my keys, you know where those went off to”

also me: “oh i left them right where i said i would forget”

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you’re gonna forget you left them there…

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i don’t know if that classifies me as an oracle or what

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but like i know im gonna always do something wrong

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at least i can laugh about losing my mind

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the neighbor thinks im happy

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the laughter just goes on and on you know

followed by the cries…

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maybe the cold feet weren’t mine

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“i won’t”…”keep trying…” “ghosted me”

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daddy probably has skeletons in his closet

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and buried in the backyard

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people dont realize how many people have died before them

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in the same houses they sleep in on the new carpet growing mold within

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“it’s in the air” cuz they cut down the wrong trees

said “build here”

and when the good doctor was diagnosing folks with “sick building syndrome” the chinese government shut him down, said no mo!

people werent allowed to know that the brand new building was built on unholy ground

and you get sick – go to the good doc who gaslights you and makes you worse – and your landlord will say “natural, you’re breathing”

but they put up all these plastic strips on the window that harbor mold and let the water pool around the edges

until the condos fall in

“nature”

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“do not feed the wildlife”

everyone: *hunts them to extinction / watches them starve*

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