they crashed into the abyss
mere seconds
artificial gravity isn’t so artificial when you can’t escape it
and they fell into cold dark waters?
you wouldn’t know which way is up?
and even if your windows were down?
the wind gets knocked out of you falling from a treehouse?
or missing a step?
they fell into the abyss?
and even if they were knocked out?
the cold water rushing in at your feet would bring you back from the near dead?
only to die in fear?
cuz they musta heard something?
and felt the vehicle falling forward?
i musta counted 4 cars with lights?
and AI could predict this
and scientist know how to put things in the environment to get the results they want
now i may not have the better argument
i may not even have the proof
but Riley was found with his clothes off
or at least his bottom half
i was happy to have “a boy” visit me in my dream
and i am not the reason for making him cry
someone mounted him in real life
he hurt his shoulder
the only way i could reach him for a hug was to “mount him” (hop up)
but this aggravated his shoulder and he began to cry in public
and i being humiliated “woke up” in a 4th awakening
tis all…
i’ve been watching that bridge fall
with traffic on it
and my irrational fear of bridges was not irrational at all
that old lady biking over the bridge a couple hours from here – who died clinging for her life – and fell – into concrete below
cuz our best jobs were given to third parties
“who work harder and smarter than us”
and other countries are happy cuz we are paying for their pensions
and even if i wanted to unblock his number – i destroyed all evidence – including the trash bin
call me gross one more time on my period
and by the way, “gross” is my favorite word to now comment on practically everything
a couple got married? gross
and they got CHILDREN inspecting the crash site
and Boomers wanna skip over GEN X and give House to GEN Y
please call me gross one more time cuz i will fucking hunt you down
cut your little fucking tongue out
kiss your little bloody pouty lips
what’s the matter boo? cat got your tongue?
it’s just a blog post with minimal freedom of speech
i hope i get banned from social media for not meeting community guidelines anywhere
rust is MOLD is the Devil
yasss rust is mold
moldy metal
i don’t know if i can ever drive across another bridge again
or take a flight
the risk isn’t worth it
a woman jumped into a frigid river to save her dog – leaving behind a husband and 4 children I would like
she was found 4 days later holding her dog, both dead
*selfish mode on*
i ain’t dying for you or a dog
God is real tho and i am paying for my sins
i just hope i can pay for them in better housing without an hoa or loaded gun in the doorway
i cancelled my 225 loan
devil gonna be hard pressed to get me to put my pennies in a shoebox taped up
or sign on any dotted line
motherfucker didn’t even offer me a sandwich, meal, or coffee (the realtor)
got me off bedrest to go see the devil with a gun
“this place is still occupied. the owner lives here”
me: “oh”
him: “there’s the owner”
me: *smile big, put out hand*
*do not appear a threat*
drove a total of 4 ish hours for barely a walkthrough
sometimes people put steps over land that dips
and i think im stepping into a sinkhole
“oh”
and the upcoming doc appt is with a girl
my life flashed before my eyes and i saw the life i lost
the life i could’ve had
and it’s hard to not drive off a bridge
Bible says Jesus will return as part if the 144k
i hope he hears me calling for him like Gavin does in a crowd
the good doctor didn’t trap bb in the mental ward (this time) to give her the “special treatment”
but it’s all coming back to me now
the 6000 lives i have lived
and still haven’t learned my lesson?
PoeEternal 