yes yas yes yas yesh

i was approved with conditions!

social credit system

don’t be poor or you will be punished by the ones we make rich!

the carefully considered scared me but they told me on the phone first like a normal person


the big move day is coming!

i get to go be miserable in a new place!

a new timezone!

a porch!

updated appliances!

vinyl flooring but the bedroom has carpet!

there’s a microwave!

it’s quiet!

no crime!

i was approved the same day!

they answer the phone when you call!

im grateful

i want to thank god



this is her!

a small quiet updated space with a porch!

happy i was approved!

only carpet in the bedroom

thank fuck


i woke up today and said today we find a place

and we did!

and now i have less than 60 days to vacate

and i must pay 2 months rent for abandoning ship (or civil court)

and i must pay an additional deposit for being on the lower portion of the totem pole


i had to pay for insurance too

but no hoa!

she also said the rent would not increase, i hope it really is locked in at the price it stands

i am doing 13 months!

sounds like hard time!

criminals don’t have to feed themselves

criminals get an hour of sunshine a day


meanwhile…

i mean, i guess it is better than an eviction notice?

i am evicting myself?

and paying for it too…


it is worth it to start over

to leave this portion of hell

i also never lived where i am moving, only vacations there

so new city

and not to be sentimental and all?

… but my apartment building happens to be C


my unit is C###


6 thoughts on “moving! (journal log entry # unknown)

  1. and thank you, the change is much needed. overdue.

    it took me realizing i am in control of my hand and just need to push harder through my barriers

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