yes yas yes yas yesh
i was approved with conditions!
social credit system
don’t be poor or you will be punished by the ones we make rich!

the carefully considered scared me but they told me on the phone first like a normal person
the big move day is coming!
i get to go be miserable in a new place!
a new timezone!
a porch!
updated appliances!
vinyl flooring but the bedroom has carpet!
there’s a microwave!
it’s quiet!
no crime!
i was approved the same day!
they answer the phone when you call!
im grateful
i want to thank god

this is her!

a small quiet updated space with a porch!

happy i was approved!

only carpet in the bedroom
thank fuck
i woke up today and said today we find a place
and we did!
and now i have less than 60 days to vacate
and i must pay 2 months rent for abandoning ship (or civil court)
and i must pay an additional deposit for being on the lower portion of the totem pole
i had to pay for insurance too
but no hoa!
she also said the rent would not increase, i hope it really is locked in at the price it stands
i am doing 13 months!
sounds like hard time!
criminals don’t have to feed themselves
criminals get an hour of sunshine a day
meanwhile…

i mean, i guess it is better than an eviction notice?
i am evicting myself?
and paying for it too…
it is worth it to start over
to leave this portion of hell
i also never lived where i am moving, only vacations there
so new city
and not to be sentimental and all?
… but my apartment building happens to be C
my unit is C###
Good luck with your move. Wishing you only the best.
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thank you so much hun! i am so ready to be gone from here!
i am getting an entire new city with this move!
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Well done. I am sure it will be good for you.
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i wish it was tomorrow, they have units available now
but i gave myself 60 days kinda
to vacate and get shit in order
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and thank you, the change is much needed. overdue.
it took me realizing i am in control of my hand and just need to push harder through my barriers
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You will get there. 🙏
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