some deserve my wrath
my fist into their back
a kiss and that
sometimes i laugh

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look at what your gods have done
you worship all and no one
look in the mirror son
trains run through oblivion

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DO NOT OPEN
on log written
with blood and stencil
and mud or pencil

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i’m not allowed to follow and you know I would if I could
but the ground would shake under us and you would lose foot

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the avalanche is coming down the road im traveling
so now im shoveling
sins so heavy they are troubling

historic torrents
pushing forth like

the dam overflowing
feet feel slow yet running
what are we towing?

our lost destiny?
6th mass extinction; we’re dying!

the winds are reversing the tides
one-up we tried

rainbows form from heaven
sins i’ve counted seven
seals are broken
in pieces eleven

cry angel
her eyes are brown or hazel?
sadness stamped her label
broken wings she’ll cradle

or sinning like i’m Abel
was it just a fable?
can you build a table?

i like them round
where wildlife is found

not in the city
cannot leave a pity

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killed one but let the other live, i cannot know a thing

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“don’t come around here”

“i told yah”

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it’s definitely hormonal though because some days I’m willing to fight and other days I’m willing to fucking create

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The problem is most people are destroying faster than things can create because nihilism is rampant

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and if stats are 3 to 5 people have an STD we can assume that they are sterilized and unable to have any children

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Sterilization is happening in so many different ways though

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as long as the rich can continue ivf abominations

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if you’re offended it’s not my problem

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you can continue to shadow ban me but every checkmark page that shows up on my fucking profile I’m gonna block it

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any time i get a penalty for anything – BLOCKFEST

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using a favorite song but getting an “unoriginal video removal penalty” – bye bye band – BLOCKY

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i can keep going because I block people just looking at FYP videos and reading comments that have nothing to do with me or the creators video

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even with the shadowbans and blocking sprees, i’ve somehow managed to linger around 5k on the potential tiktok ban

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fighting for my life still so making content is not priority number one

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recently i reached out to an old schoolmate and then i casually blocked them

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i wasn’t trying to get back into their life

just having revelations

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“like remember that time you stoned me”

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need a sling and rock me thinks

moving into that portion of the Bible/Matrix

when they take on the giants/ mr smith

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“got any weapons on you”

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the cop telling me i need to take a walk to cool off

honey, you need to take a walk to lose some of that fat

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he’s a fucking cop and I’m dying and I make better attempts at keeping up with my health than he does

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i’m on the damn MRI table sitting in a hospital gown that’s 100 times my size too big and telling the doctor I’m not “marriage material” and he’s like “what? well if you think it’s your looks it’s not that…”

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my damn mechanic thinks i’m fit

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like no

my back arms are jelly

i need to work on my triceps and my booty gains and i’m not getting to do anything but try to fucking not have my throat close up on me in this fucking toxic environment

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And do I just pay the rent or do I go through all the legal fucking bullshit to tell the landlord fuck you you ain’t get another dime from me?

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The headache and stress involved in doing this and also trying to quit weed medicinal again at the same time and moving on my own and just everything

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I already turned in my notice to vacate and I did send out the certified stuff

this place is a dump and the law is on my side – but there are obstacles and headaches involved – they make it so – the librarian even pointed it out “The forms the landlord needs are easy to find and accessible but not the tenants” (cuz i was embarrassed i could not do a simple task)

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He would send a cease and desist to stop the eviction process and im gone anyway he said

“dont pay june rent – ride it out until xyz”

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im ready to post reviews and give one star ratings

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“if you like living with cockroaches, mold, and crime, where half the amenities posted online are nonworking and the slumlords gaslight you daily, you found the right space…”

“see piccys”

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the blm community have children and teenagers stealing packages and banging on doors

CALLING A SPADE A SPADE

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30% of the crime 90% of the time

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PLEASE TURN ANOTHER CHEEK

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