It broke my heart
Then fixed my vision
I’m deconstructing
With loose precision
No color chart
Mouth found derision
My soul eructing
Opposing decision
ยฉ Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
So change is hard. Reprogramming requires commitment. Daily sacrifice. Stopping negative thoughts. Mindfulness. You gotta climb after that shit like Mount Everest. YOU GOTTA WANT IT.
“But I like being sinister”. You’ve never tried anything else. And that’s the Devil talking. You should be put down. Like a homeless pet. Or an animal with the taste for human blood.
You shouldn’t be allowed to wander the streets of a “civilized society”. ๐
Personally, I’m under development currently.
UNDER CONSTRUCTION
I want to learn to exist with another when the time comes.
I also need a class on organization or for somebody to help me but I am still trying to figure it all out.
Windows open. Fresh air. Detoxing on Apple Cider Vinegar and Black Walnut & Wormwood DAILY
I MADE IT THROUGH ANOTHER NIGHT
I’M GOING TO TRY TO MAKE IT THROUGH ANOTHER DAY
I don’t have any design skills
I move furniture and things around from one spot to another
There’s got to be some better order
I hang things up with thumb tacks
Curtain’s are a foreign concept
I’ll eat food cold from the can ๐
Some people are rich and eat from pizza boxes while judging from their empty thrones
Meanwhile, spirits hang with me in the foxholes
I talk to the dead
I HAVE BETTER RELATIONSHIPS WITH THE DEAD ๐
I WANT TO BE HUMAN
*In therapy*
That’s what my welcome mat should say… ๐คช

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