They make me feel cheap
Depreciative in value
I get no relief
Helping demons sleep
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
They got a room where they watch the tele with their cock half out and magical plates of food that appear
They gotta house
Big secrets
Landlines
Non-burner numbers
Zero shame
I got a little black book
Of all the names I hate
Some contain a face
Some I advocate
I got a little black book
But I own no estate
And I’m always running late
Procrastinate
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
I love how a Taco Bell subscription is $10 a month – Walmart $13 a month, the car wash $19.99 per month, but because I’m a commoner, and most men have a porn and gambling addiction, and most men wouldn’t spend a dime on me, let alone a penny, because they’d rather send me marriage proposals or tell me how much I make their dick hard, for three years on social media, because “your pretty” is the validation one needs and they just sold their house or whatever, and I’m suppose to chat with these men on the daily, without them so much as ever buying me a coffee, or joining my incredibly cheap Patreon tier of ONE DOLLAR, even though they tell me they visit my blog and “enjoy” the content and “I’m gonna go far”
You’re right
Far the fuck away
Under a new identity already born
He likes my fit peach
Wants it between his knee
Not out of reach
Says I make him lose his speech
My fit peach
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
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The day
He abandons me
I’ll be homeless
Complete psychosis
Without notice
Earth my focus
Death the prognosis
This site has been deleted!
Surprise! You were never needed!
Cast out and weeded!
All hope receded!
Compass points
To my heart
Upside down
In you
Without love
It’s all useless
The daily excuses
If we’re not exclusive
Hope is useless
He wasn’t ready for me
Giving himself away
He arrived late
Demanding me to stay
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Still writing my heart out – despite being completely cast out by the blogging community *bows*
Full unlocked exclusive set on my Onlyfans (where I snuck into Top 39 Thanksgiving. Thank you!!) 🥰
If I become homeless, I don’t wanna become homeless where it floods (perspective)
The content carries on two places at once: https://linktr.ee/PoeEternal
I know why everybody’s gone, halfheartedly
The Devil is a finely-tuned mistake
Just off center front stage
Sitting in a black box
Drinking champagne
His eye a spotlight
He keeps a letter in his pocket
Dark corduroy lint free
He smells of oak and pine
And her expression is a look of expectation she will never meet
He finds her in the most desolate ruin
Out of breath
Wasted time
Ready to die
Regret is a curtain pulled aside
And she dances with fury
He’s convinced the moon is under her spell
Gazing
Engorged
She prefers the clouds her audience
The quiet solitude
Where destiny won’t find her
Where broken promises and debts will never be paid…
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
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I try to hide my shame with socks
The bruises, the scars
There’s no love lurking in my mailbox
I’m chatter from the sidebars
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Thank you for everything. Practicing gratitude.
I honestly had no idea that covering my bruises with cute socks, would help my mental health, but it does… (proof on the OF)
The algorithm must’ve finally learned English and grammar
After I threw out the Smart TV 📺
PROGRAMMING
Albeit it recorded shame as SHEIN in caps so
I want an annoying old typewriter
Not synthetic fibers
Finally got my hands on some plates that say MADE IN THE USA and holyshite that’s rare
To be from a country where everything is sourced from China India Mexico Thailand Japan – if it does say USA now sometimes it’s a trick and most items were sourced from Brazil
I live in the USA but feel a stranger SLAVE
I’ve known him the longest
We met near a signpost called despondent
In a forest of fondness
Sadness my bonnet
I’ve loved him the longest
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
I abruptly stopped the detox days ago. Can still taste the poison on my tongue.
John has been down there struggling nearly 23 hours now.
In retrospect
They passed that cave off like a family event
Leavitt was shocked it closed. He was hoping a death would bring in more than 5000 visitors annually.
God bless John Jones
MURDERED
Given a FAKE MAP
“I thought I was somewhere else on the map. I thought it was going to open up. Why did you put me here?”
His faith couldn’t save him
Nor 100 rescue personnel on the tax payers clock
He died with shit running down his back
Hot and sweating and miserable
“I hate this cave”
Went in with his headlamp as a boy
Llitslitsututdlututitigdgiitutdututst
Gonna be an easy one huh
Nighttime huh
Management not even ensuring they have proper gear
Giving them a fake map
“Have fun”
Shocked it closed down
“There are things that happened down there that will never be disclosed…” Michael Levitt
Location
Dante’s Lair
The Seventh Circle
Under construction
Where I fell
“I gotta be honest, I fucking lie”
He said while eating pie…
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
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Would you still love me
If I broke in half?
And would you still want me
If I came in last?
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Sitting at the VA writing him rhyme ✍️
When I was age 10, I had a dream about a blonde haired, blue-eyed boy from Maine or Maryland, and he was driving down a long road on a motorcycle.
I knew he was the one from my dream when we met in my 20s briefly
Even if I lose all my teeth, I’m still gonna wanna suck his fucking cock…
Welp.
John was willing to be broken in half to carry on with his life
I know I’m just a dying fantasy
Clinging to hope
He’s young and has the world
I keep having visions of hanging from a tree and him finding me 😑
John would’ve kept crawling if he could…
“I’m not where I thought I was”
“I thought it was going to open up”
“Why did you put me here”
On a positive note, it’s warm today. Hot warm.
I called the skate park. I don’t need safety equipment.
I’m in good spirits despite no self-worth
Whatever you do, don’t get the vaccine or flu shot
Don’t do it…
Maybe I’m in Utah
Under martial law
Digging under nightfall
In a low crawl
Hopelessly trapped
Where new earth mapped
Sealed
To keep out the curious
But I am delirious
Don’t keep crawling
At the place you’re getting stuck (says John Jones)
Remember Jones?
Went digging for gemstones
Got stuck; earth clinging to his bones
God bless John Jones
John,
I know the depths you crawled
The barriers
I know how much you bawled
Earth superior
John,
I know you clawed
None merrier
I know once you called
And broke hopes area
Died upside down
Shit rolling along his back
Lost hope
In the black
28 hours later
Dies of heart attack
The constant variable
I find unbearable
My soul unwearable
I just feel terrible
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Victim blame all you want. The map was changed.
“I’m not where I thought I was”
“I thought I was someplace else on the map”
“I thought it was going to open up”
“Why did you put me here”
BRO, YOU WERE GASLIT AND MURDERED
BRO, THEY ARE DOING THE SAME TO ME ABOVE GROUND
THEY WANT TO COMMIT ME BECAUSE I KNOW THEY ARE MURDERING ME
IT’S A HITLER DEATHCAMP INSIDE THE MEDICAL SYSTEM
I FOUND THE ENEMY EVERYWHERE
BRO, POETRY ALL WEEK FOR YOU
I can’t sleep at night for what they’ve done to us
To what they’re doing
I fantasize about digging you out
“I want out”
“I hate this cave”
Bro, I’m so angry at the folks at the VA
I’m fantasizing about *insert positive context*
Recovery huh
You’re 400 feet from the entrance 100 feet below
Tattoo your name on my heart already
I’m coming to get you bro… come hell or high water
Don’t want the water, already contemplate some shit like that happening digging
“What the hell is that sound”
Desert floods. Welp.
Do I need to worry about gas being built up down there?
I have no problem dragging you out one bone at a time
He literally doesn’t want to be down there
His last will and testament verbally was he wanted to be broken in half to be pulled out
“Break me in half”
They dropped him on his head instead 👍👍
Tied the main pulley support on some clay
AND
Jerked harder when everything was going just fine
“It’s working, it’s working, pull harder”
WHY CHANGE IT UP IF IT WAS WORKING
GREAT RESCUE Y’ALL
Terrible management
Two kids got stuck there in that same section 6 months prior and it took like a 10 hour rescue and instead of marking that territory off they made a new map with MISSING DANGEROUS FEATURES
“I’m not where I thought I was…” John Jones
Well let’s go ahead and victim blame OK
See it in every article
NARCISSISM IS A PLAGUE
And once our enemy gets the people with the paychecks to kill off us then they’re going to come kill them off
Sometimes I want to let the darkness take over
John Jones died on Thanksgiving so
THAT IS WHY
Also, might’ve kinda met while I’ve been dying
“I talk to dead people” tearfully
Anyhoo there may be more poetry about the shit happening
His story is the icing on the cake in this hell
Nobody should be jealous of a dead boy (new band name)
He’s taking phone calls
Then running back to me
His rules, his protocols
But don’t have a skeleton key
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
WARNING BIG MOUTH BELOW
I’m sick of being quarantined. I’m sick of dying. I’m sick of the VA murdering me.
I’m crawling through hell to stay alive
Not getting phone calls. Don’t know his Twitter. But he need me to know he’s hot and after.
I would be hurting less with his cuddles. But nooo zombieeeeee
And he wanna punish me for getting stuck
At least John Jones’s brother said “I’m not mad at you for getting stuck” and he never saw him again after that
My sister died and went to hell with me mad at her
I’m still mad!!!!
I need to escape the Matrix. I don’t wanna vote. I need a small field. To grow things or die.
I do have a bunch of doctors appointments coming up, I fucking hate the Hitler deathcamp I’m trapped in
I don’t know how to escape the regime
Without leaping into the singularity
I would like to die in his arms. Just him.
The Devil is coming after me hard
So turns out he had trouble messaging too
Which means he didn’t block me
And all those other thoughts that followed after were untrue
“He was bored”
“He didn’t like the topic”
“He wanted to punish me”
WHAT DIDN’T I THINK UP
I don’t know anymore if people are being emo or if it’s the algorithm
I JUST DON’T KNOW
I absolutely did not block him from communicating tho – and he was blocked for like five minutes on my fucking phone
And he knows why
HE KNOWS
HE SHOULD NOT HAVE TOLD ME ABOUT HIS TWITTER
Don’t even need to say it
🤐
He wants me to know about the life he’s living that I’m not allowed to know about
I should probably cut my dead ends off but fuck it I’m almost dead
And I like looking like a mermaid
Apologies for apologies
Sorry never sorry
Maybe on safari
Headed for Centauri?
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Welp. Gone is gone.
Apologies for apologies
Like wind I flee
King of quitting
All hail misery
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
I’m not allowed in anyone’s garden. I make too many messes.
I wish he’d remove the veil
My face is pale
And death
Lives in my motel
A neon sign
Flashing I’m not well
I wish he’d remove the nail
We sin like hail
And faith
Is missing where I fell
A bloody road
Where we won’t leave a trail
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
I’m going through revelations.
Despite dying and running everyone off nearly
I’m writing rhyme
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I’m still quarantined
Like a zombie
Can’t feel a fucking thing
But my anger growing
Like Constantine
Got the Devil humming
Like his offspring
Forever running
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Don’t seek things in places that won’t be found
Connection’s bound
I’m not around
Going underground
John Jones profound
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
The Smart TV
In the trash
Propaganda machine
Gone in a smash
Glass flying like a limousine
Zero backlash
Fuck quarantine
But I am marching last
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Yesterday I carried the Smart TV to the bin. It’s stupid. The Internet is dead and ran by an algorithm. It should be made 21+. It’s full of propaganda, porn, and predators.
Walmart is selling sex toys in front of children – and online too in the “health” section.
This is not healthy or good. Growing up all my life, that stuff was found in Adult 21+ stores only.
Now I’m exposed to it shopping for essentials. I don’t own any toys. I don’t want to see anal plugs next to Lava Lamps or in the “health” section. Porn has destroyed humanity. FYI. I know you don’t care. 90% of all murders happen by men and since 1970 68% of ALL LIFE has gone extinct.
It’s synthetic everything now. Can’t even find some cotton from my hometown. I feel a stranger in my own land and country I fought for.
It was always the dollar tree, always. That junk was never worth more than pennies. Fucking GAWD. IMMIGRATION
I don’t want any part of toxic America society which has been destroyed by our enemy through globalism and narcissism.
I continue to receive the rainforest in my mailbox to eat at places or to shop at places I will never shop at.
I can’t opt out anywhere from anything. It’s toxic and sick.
They are trying to commit soldiers who are going after 100% disability for mental health through the VA.
I will go all Hannibal Lecter on your ass. I will. God knows. 👀
The suicide rate continues to increase among veterans and military because the OER’s and NCOER’s aren’t matching the Mission statement or what’s going on in the real world
I’m very depressed and suicidal but you’re not gonna lock me into a fucking jail cell because I don’t agree with this dictatorship society and never have
And now when you go out and about there are a bunch of desensitized GenZ and Millennials who only care about instant gratification, quietly quitting, or the LGBT community.
I am quietly quitting society
I’m not gonna sit back and let the enemy commit me for what they’ve done to me
I’m leaving here soon
This identity
It’s all gone
Back to reading books (I still have yours with ripped out pages and I’m still speaking to ghosts)
They want to commit us…
The rubberband is gonna pop
They keep pushing us and FYI we busted our ass more than any generation alive – with nothing but scar wounds to show for it – and they want to commit us – instead of paying us compensation.
It’s sick what the enemy is getting away with because the Millennials are so emancipated
I’m trapped like John Jones only I currently got a toilet which is now under BlackRock ownership
There’s no rent control out here
They are gutting us from the inside with policies that do not fit America
Joining an app or signing up for an account just means they are going to sell your private personal data and you can never fully leave
I CAN THO. YOU CAN’T MAKE ME WATCH TV
I’M NOT ANSWERING SURVEYS TO TRAIN THE ALGORITHM
I DO NOT LIKE ANY OF THIS
SUICIDE IS HUMANE
Recently I received a gift of Cinnamon bark.
And being the observant that I am, I read the details. It included a secret on the back. God wanted me to know. I feel it is a universal sign. I’ve been making many stews after all. And today, included cinnamon bark.
(Protein of choice can be used – I’m avoiding lab made proteins – but am Flexitarian and mostly consume a vegetarian/vegan diet. I’m a picky meat eater too; beef, chicken, turkey mostly and fish on the occasion).
I made my broth from scratch again – but memaw (my grandmother passed) never tossed out the fat from the meat and today I decided to do the same. Since I keep skin and seeds on, FAT PLEASE.
Ingredients used: spring water, Tomatoes from the Vine, cherry tomato medley (later popped), cinnamon bark, fresh garlic, onion, celery, cilantro, sweet yellow, orange, and green peppers with seeds, rainbow carrots, dry green split peas, wild rice blend, rosemary, thyme, parsley, salt with the necessary nutrients (maybe), pepper, potato with skin on and washed, red kidney bean (but I can’t buy canned beans anymore because they are putting things in them that they should not and I’ll stick to adding dry lentils, split pea, rice, ect). Added half can of tomato sauce too which it absolutely did not need and the stew would have survived without it)
I cooked up ethically sourced organic beef with onion and spices and put 4 spoons of the fat into the stew. I continued cooking the beef to a nice texture and gently added it to the stew – and then a shit ton of cabbage 🤪
I let the cabbage cook down some and then I added even more cabbage
But that wasn’t enough. So more.
IT’S THE BEST SOUP I’VE EVER MADE AND I SAY THAT ABOUT EVERY POT BUT THIS ONE CONTAINS A SPECIAL SECRET INGREDIENT
Cinnamon bark. It’ll be going in everything now. Practicing gratitude. Thank you Lord. Now maybe my stew is fit for a king.
And I put it with the leftovers. Apparently cinnamon is a great anti-parasitic and pet friendly too.
The dog went mad for my soup. He got second’s plus additional bites.
So the stew would be good without a meat protein source but the heart demanded. Just don’t add meat.
I made homemade vegetable beef this time. Probably not like anyone else makes it.
I’m terribly full but already greedy for another bowl. I’m stuffed. And definitely wanna enjoy leftovers so gotta ration and need a bigger pot! 🙂
Happy holidays. Still eating my nuts and things. I’m going to a food drive on Friday. Curious to know if the universe will gift me any secrets. I’m invested. 🙂
Oh and, scored my 3 pack detox for the price of 1. Grateful. The detox continues…. the heart journey, the healing.
Crows and raven patterns
Demands he’s going after
Rings as full as Saturn
Kissing under lantern
Unholy laughter
Coffee with warm milk and dark chocolate
Hearts come with broken lockets
Empty picture frames not flawless
I have skeletons in my closet
I make him feel all the senses
Dizzy jumping fences
Climbing towards defenses
He needs me endless
He’s possessed
Or the letter was written in blood
Signed and scribbled with mud
Let love manifest
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
“I don’t want my kids to see this” 💋
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Oh hi. My package arrived. People were complaining this hat was small.
I’m small too.
My package arrived on Veteran’s Day. I wasn’t expecting to see it today.
Satin Christmas nightgown, and Santa hat and leg warmers for any part of the day (tis fall)
But scored more items from ROMWE
And got a special XMAS teddy plus other special items I don’t want to show (I don’t even know if they fit yet, I haven’t had a try on)
Despite the semi-holiday and storm Nicole, my package arrived in rather quick time
Socks
And sunshades for the Jeep. Happy they arrived. And the lord blessed me with a week of rain while I went without. Great price. Great quality.
Got some shop rags and a cleaning tool
Scored some foot socks. Soft feet.
And…
A crop top and pair of leggings (if they fit)
Clothing and cleaning and protection and I’m not spending a fortune and everything comes in a neat little bag. There’s minimal cleanup or waste.
Unlike America where you spend half your time chasing your tail just getting into the package and SO MUCH WASTE
I had 1 bag arrive with little bags of goodies and all trash fit back in the bag it came. I didn’t have to make a huge trip to the dump.
I like shopping at Shein but they are changing
So far my experience has been good
My first Christmas lingerie (will it fit?)
So today is VETS day. I went out and enjoyed some of the free goods.
Also, my Shein package arrived (separate post coming)
They do verify if you qualify. I show proof of service with my ID card. But there are many methods.
I went to AppleBee’s to enjoy the free meal from the limited menu. I went with the HEALTHIEST option and my least favorite choice.
The steak. I requested well done twice but it came out bloody and medium. I ate that bitch. Practicing gratitude. 🙃
Water with extra lemon. And seating outside (it’s packed inside and fresh air please). I am not masked.
It’s been decades probably since I had a steak. This clocked in at nearly $15 on the menu (free today for VET’s).
While waiting on my meal, they gave me a gift card for $5 off my next visit (with an expiration date of like soon)
I’ll probably come get a brownie and use it! Get it to go. Fall into a sugar coma. 🙃
I’m buying a brownie bite today in fact. To go.
It’s here now and the plate is clean (minus the bites for the dog).
I also scored free donuts 🍩
That I absolutely do not need
It’s raining and packed outside now and I want to go. Eat my mini brownie. At home. Happy Veterans Day.
John,
Prayers for insane. Payers don’t get blamed. Layers for the game.
John,
Doomsayers say. Favors come with maim. Strayers have timeframe. I counterclaim.
John,
I have nightmares. Downstairs lost your way. Wares have minimal wage. Flares now come with rage.
John,
Affairs decay. Players turn the page. But what of you became?
John,
I’m not okay.
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
John, I haven’t forgot you were crucified upside down for Thanksgiving. Worst way to die. The very worse. “I’m spitting” hear, hear
Your story is a guidepost for my own wrongdoing.
I can’t get past the, “I thought it was going to open up”
“Yeah, we took that off the map. Figured people with common sense would know dusty means don’t go”
I want to rip his fucking dick off with my teeth, I mean Lorena Bobbitt cut her husbands dick off with scissors and they’re doing fine…
Just saying
Michael Levitt murdered John Jones
Psst… John is here. He’s refractive.
“Everything’s okay”
The sky is grey
The streets are flooded
May sound cliché
But hope cold-blooded
And hell to pay
My faith is studded
And he is my valet
The Devil mudded
Dirty like the clay
He won’t sound thudded
Rotting on display
His position rugged
New earth to survey
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
RIP JOHN JONES
Hope you’re enjoying the poetry! 🙂
Large dose of ginger
Ugly sweater for winter
Empty frame with picture
His kiss December
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Freestyle before I lose power 🙂
I wasn’t ready for Halloween to end lol but I do have some Christmas items arriving soon – they made it to Orlando. 🙂
Veterans Day is tomorrow but the streets might be flooded and I may be homebound and required by law 🙃
The lights have been flickering on and off so storm Nicole is near (I think that’s her name)
Florida does lose power
I’ve lost it for a week at a time on two occasions where I live 🙂
Not ghosting
I’ve been really busy in the real world but I do have some cute lingerie sets here already that are not holiday themed – as well as a halter and booty short set that sold out on Dolls Kill – in a small – that fits!!! I do wanna get proper photos in these things.
The halter set is vinyl. I wanted it in red. It sold out. Was lucky to get the mocha – in small – and it fit. Yay! Pics soonish! 🤪
It’s just… I’ve never had Christmas lingerie before – and my package is nearly here 📦
As far as I’m concerned, Christmas started when my skates arrived – and fit!
Was lucky to score a pair at all!
And I absolutely adore these. Kinda unisex. Fits my goth grunge style.
Like the bat, I am the dark
Oh, remember how I said we need to enter a black hole feet first
John kinda took it literal and is leading the way
He is the closest to the center of the earth
Where do you think the Sun is falling?
Even NASA (if you believe) stated we were 2000 light-years closer to Sagittarius A* than previously thought
Yeah because the math is wrong…
Management should have been replaced when two kids got stuck at Nutty Putty cave – but instead they decided to make a new map that did not feature parts of the dangerous cave and re-opened it for John Jones to get stuck
He owns that cave, that’s his ship now
Him and Earth became one
She accepted his sacrifice
And feet first we go…
Saving souls
Going roads
Where caves are closed
Nobody knows –
I’m where John erodes
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
It fits! 🙂
The dust is on the mirror, not the clothes. I can’t keep up. 🤪
I didn’t really know it was there. It’s only been two weeks since I last dusted it. How dare it. Get dirty. Just sitting there.
Today I shook hands with the Devil. He extended his hand. I took it with grip. Said “thanks for seeing me, Happy Holidays”. Practicing gratitude.
Also, nearly was not seen at the VA clinic because they are under orders to evacuate, as is everyone beachside. Scary storm again. Arrives tomorrow. Been raining two days non-stop.
Instead, a male doc took me on since the female care team are “insert something nice”
EVAC in order. Everyone had to exit the building by noon. Appointment over.
Clocked in at 112 pounds too (weight not speed)
Anyhoo
Everything has been halted again
And I’m still drinking Black Walnut Wormwood religiously
Herbals of the gods
I made the most amazing soup again – had a bowl today – God grows the most amazing things, and I need a bigger pot to put cook them in
I was slurping the broth out of the bowl, “thank you for healing me”
My skirt fits. I may have a future. I may not be yeeted out of society yet.
I’m ready to say yes to some of these side gigs
“I’ll give you 10-12 hours, with the potential for an additional 8, under one condition”
But I also filed for an increase again, and those take time, and it needs to be done right
Tests have been ordered
I’m lucky to be alive
This year has been a straight up fight for my life but no wonder no clothes was fitting me at 112 pounds 🤪
Gingerbread cookies are definitely in my future
Love me skirt. Denim. Perfect fall attire. I went with a medium (size 6). ROMWE. Said it would not be restocked. Doesn’t matter. I’ll wear it til it works no more.
Made the peach look good, not flat. Or maybe that’s the rebound fitness sessions 👀
I’m not allowed to go beachside, it’s shut down and under strict curfew and EVAC orders
Do you think me and that group hanging out on the beach last storm (the dude swimming in it) had anything to do with it?
Because they weren’t this pressed about Ian
According to all the official stats out here, Daytona Beach is going to continue to experience “severe flooding over the next 30 years”
Wanna go skating so bad but it’s been raining so much. Wanna do the outdoor skate parks first. Open air. Sky. Zero costs. Fitness exercise. The rinks cost the dollars. I’ll hit those up eventually.
I’m not wearing a mask skating tho no – just to take it off to eat.
Free skate park built here in 2019. 👍👍
Gonna test the new skates there.
I’m sorta nearly done shopping at Dolls Kill and Shein tho 🙂
Walmart is selling sex toys under the health department online. We once had to visit “adult bookstores” for any adult content.
21+ to enter
If Walmart is selling anal plugs, I guess the gas stations will be doing it next
America is toxic
I want out or far far away from society
And definitely stop supporting the enemy 🙂
I’ve scored some awesome things that will improve my life tho
Kinda need clothing that fits
Or that I want to wear
That isn’t business attire or military related
The whole mothership getting a makeover
Been getting so many job offers in the real world that I know I over qualify for, that’d I’d love to say, “I’ll give yah 10-20 hours”
But I have a hard time breathing 🙂
Skating will be so greattttttrttttrrttttrtr
“It can’t rain all the time…”
Some places it feels like it never ends. And I ain’t complaining. It looks creepy and scary out. Floods incoming again. End of the world.
Shook the devil’s hand today
Hold on, level up! 🤪
Challenge accepted
What are the terms? 🤪
“You go where I go”
112 pounds eh. Still gotta tone up. Shedding fat. But also need to fatten up and plan to include real butter in my diet again. Not vegetable oil. Not soybean. Not natural flavor lab made.
I’m still eating good
Until I fucked things all up with that Halloween candy
And nearly wound up in Urgent Care
And thank fuck the female team couldn’t do their job and the male doctor listened to me and things are moving forward with progress even though everything’s been halted because of the storm and the Evacuation orders
Happy holidays y’all
There are people out here still fighting for their life because of the vaccines and other things
Gulf war related thangs
Real soldier. Real battle wounds.
Friday is Veterans Day! HOOAH
I don’t know if anything will be open for me to go out and get any of the free meals or benefits due to the storm
I do like getting all the free thangs
Subs. Coffee. Donuts. Meals from Applebee’s and all sorts of places. Usually start early in the morn, pace myself, and make a day, evening included.
I am hungry. To eat another bowl had amazing soup.
THE LORD IS MY SHEPHERD, I SHALL NOT WANT
I wish I’d hear news of your death
I’d be winded
Overcome with giddy
You think I’m kidding?
I’d start a committee
Organize their pity
Piss on your city
Sorrow is silly
He likes to use the word “our”
But I’m not allowed in his yard
At any hour
The wind blows hard
I need to bunker down
Spend six months alone
Get out of this town
Let him feel the undertow
I’m reactive
Chemical explosive proactive
Positive attracted
Faith compacted
“Baby’s not allowed to see”
Words said cruelly
Cut right through me
Trust left fully
Got nowhere left to be
He wants me in a red bow
Lingering low
Black night and espresso
Staggering combo
He’s not a friend
He’s a one-way street
To a dead end
Devil called “shotgun” seat
I spend too much time and money for simple validation
Guys are cheap
There’s never a rose or coffee waiting
But another message complaining they are aching
Meanwhile, bills are paid and fridge is full – none of which they are responsible for
None of them would pick me off the floor
So I’m closing my own door
It feels redundant
Swimming up a current
I know I’m not stunning
Losing’s unbecoming
I deserve the cold earth
Rotting in the ground
Born with so little worth
Not gonna stick around
Kink and Coffee
Blowjobs and toffee
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
At some point, some version of me, wanted this;
So I woke up this morning and started cleaning the mess.
Are you waking in the witching hour?
Feasting on willpower?
Secrets to devour?
Do I make you rise like a flower?
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
I’m sleepy. I love my onesie by Dolls Kill. Tis all. 😌
I have a plan
If I can get it to stick
Keep missing
My own target
Maybe God’s middleman
I feel a lunatic
Roaming without land
In a panic
I give a damn
Lost without yardstick
Devil where lie began
Evil is arithmetic
I have eyes to scan
The earth they turn to scarlet
Dividing when they can
Label me a harlot
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Should I start over under a hidden identity with my face and tattoos never shown? And my opinion never disclosed? It seems I would have better odds if my mouth were closed.
John, what are you doing down there?
“I thought I was somewhere else on the map”
It’s November. John died in November. I’m grateful I can remember he was murdered.
I dissociateAnd think about dyingWithout any control,S’pose there’s no use in denyingTheres a hole in my soul.I say I’m happy, but I’m lying(And …
Uneaten plate.
The storm has settled
Where nose has meddled
Flowers depetaled
Advanced a level
Facing the Devil
Chances have crippled
Secrets are scribbled
Scrubbing our nickels
Sins are tripled
Betting ain’t simple
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Postscript (don’t read if thinking women trigger you)
It’s possible I wrote a new word cuz language evolves but whatev
It’s a full moon. Mars is out. Plus loads of other stars. It’d be easier to escape the planet if we could than defeat the delite cuz most are asleep.
I’m not tho. Fully woke. And dreary. But lurking around Top 46 currently on OnlyFans and I uploaded panty shots. Cheeky I know.
I have my own private strip club. I show my goods tastefully (I think). 🤪
At least we know where all the boys won’t be at the end of the world – they won’t be at my fucking strip club because I’m not a ten star
Guess we know where the Devil will be hiding 😈
I might have him hostage now 😈
Just waiting on my Savior to arrive 🎄
And pardon me of the sins it took to fucking capture him
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I reactivated my Instagram but if Mark Zuckerberg starts fucking with the election again I’m deactivating it.
I might ban myself from TikTok cuz I got in trouble again for free speech and my audio MUTED. I’m up and down there like my mental health.
I am looking to jump to a new blogging host but the leap ain’t easy. Change is scary. I need a guide.
The Internet is dead but my website is alive. By a thread.
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I live somewhere
On the outskirts
You won’t find me
Where his position asserts
I’m not responding
To alarms and alerts
Even when I’m craving
All his bloody desserts
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
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I’m lurking in his thoughts
He wants more slingshots
Warm peaches and apricots
Skeletons for his lots
My secrets in his plots
I’m into woven
I’m in a coven
But heart ain’t spoken
I’m dark not open
The lost barely coping
A map of might-have-been
John took my hope when
He crawled to omen
I’m on my own then
And heart still swollen
I’m not your mother
But I reckon I am
Everything including the damned
Mary Magdalene
My holiday stash
Includes one broken soul
Built over sinkhole
Let the dice roll
Conversation ended.
Connection can’t get through.
Highway recommended.
I am over you.
Bruised from head-to-toe
Distance from moon to shadow
As above
So below
Looking through
My window
HELL OPEN 24 HOURS
You’re like three different people
All with varying degrees of evil
You made freedom illegal
You will never be God’s equal
He’s demented
Must be denied
Always tormented
Author of genocide
“Maybe I will call”
Means you never will at all
Minds change
And numbers fall
You have to face death and hell
Before you find paradise
They’re not freckles
They’re radiation burns
Oh look my skin has turned
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Postscript
All my special items I ordered from Shein have shipped! 🙂 I really do love the quality of the material and items I buy! Got some more limited edition stuff from ROMWE that will not be restocked. Plus special XMAS eye candy treats 🎄
Got 2 sunshades coming for my Jeep. My God I discovered the woven pot hangers and they are gorgeous and well priced. So future home makeover stuff will continue, I need real plants on my wall. Maybe start with 1 or 2 and see how I do. Plants purify the air and the good spiders will have a new home. Please stop destroying everything. Animals would evolve and live longer if science and man wasn’t involved to tax us to death and destroy everything natural and organic that God made. I’m sick of BIOENGINEERED foods, GMO, “natural flavor” (it’s made in a lab by scientists who are putting it in EVERYTHING – IT AIN’T VEGAN)
Last night I uploaded some stuff in my story – the paid one – and I received a big tip! That’s cool. Thank you! 🙂
I’m trying new thangs!
I write and make all my content fresh, thanks for allowing me to live and express myself.
It’s a peculiar loneliness,Spreading likeAn unwelcomed guest.And I ride my bike,As I try to digestHow is it possible, that he loved me lessThan I …
Unwelcomed guest.
The US white majority will soon disappear forever – The Chicago Reporter
— Read on www.chicagoreporter.com/the-us-white-majority-will-soon-disappear-forever/
RACISM IS BRED
ACCORDING TO OFFICIAL STATS COVID KNOCKS OUT WHITE PEOPLE LESS
OUR ENEMY HAS BEEN TAKING US DOWN
THEY ALWAYS USE A WHITE MAN TO PIN AND BLAME
COLUMBUS
MARK ZUCKERBERG
THEY AIN’T IN CHARGE
NARCISSISM IS A PLAGUE
HOLY GAWD
The special Christmas lingerie sets I was picking out on Shein was SELLING OUT as I was attempting to load my cart up and shop
And there were other things I was shopping for. Sunshades for my Jeep (dashboard and steering wheel), cleaning rags, regular clothing, and special Christmas stuff (got a hat, socks, satin night cami) + silicone moisturizing socks for the feet (baby soft) 🛼
BUT THE BIG TICKET ITEM I WANTED WAS SELLING OUT. All I’d do is blink and another was sold. 🎄
I WAS LIKE – COULD YOU SAVE ONE FOR ME
Now I know I’m not a busty 10 star but damn I’m an original so that makes have value thank you. I’m here. Deal with it. Plus this is my first time ever shopping for Christmas lingerie. I got a good tip.
I got some really cool Christmas leggings if they fit me and a really cool crop top to wear to events or to go skating in (it’s versatile)
There was a skirt from a favorite designer and I bought the last one potentially. The same designer I scored my Halloween spider witches hat, to be buried in. 🤪
But the big ticket Christmas special lingerie outfit was selling out!!! I wanted it!
So shopping hour was over!!!! Time to checkout! 🤪
And I got it, in a small, and I hope it will fit! I hope I didn’t spoil the fucking surprise
I hope you like the special lingerie set that I got and it’s incoming, I’ll have a shipping status soon!
I’m glad I was able to budget in the big ticket items because I really wanted those but I had to put some stuff back because the other stuff started selling out! 🤪
My wishlist is growing full. But I’m not just buying lingerie. 🎄
I’ll probably wear that little satin Cami nightgown all through December and January (well it’ll get washed, but you know what I mean, sleep gown)
I like the quality and price of Shein. Shipping is never as long as it estimates – unless you get hit with a category 5 hurricane – that will set you back.
I really hope those black Christmas leggings fit because they remind me of Greese and I can go skating in them (you know the movie right)
I think it was John Travolta’s first film
If they fit, they will look good with my black and gold skates, and I busted out my measurements.
28 inch waist currently, 117 pounds 👀
Shoe size 6 1/2 – 7 (sometimes a 6)
34B (sometimes 36C unless lactating) (then like DD) 🤪
STOP PICKING ON ME
My mini tree is out and first ornament I ever made in kindergarten (school is slavery)
Hi! Thank you for putting me on the leaderboard!
Current position: TOP 50! 🥳
Thank you for your subscriptions and your tips and gifts! It’s a slight miracle I haven’t ran everyone off! I appreciate you! 😎
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My skates arrived earlier than the scheduled delivery date 🤩
No one stole my package
They fit 🤩
I’m keeping them 🤩
Forever
Put your foot forward for balance and to break
It’s 4 AM – my box was waiting for me early. It wasn’t stolen. They fit. My Cosmic skates fit.
I might never take them off again. I was moving around in them easier. The heart approves.
I can’t believe no stickers came. I mean WTF is going on in this timeline.
I’m keeping the box. The millennials don’t understand the importance of an original box and how it adds value.
Arrived in cosmic speeds too. Meant to be. Thanks uni.
Heaven is a skating rink y’all. I’m allowed to skate in the halls.
The dead-nosed reindeer
Will change the atmosphere
From cheer to fear
Instant in a light-year
The cynical snowman
Like an evil program
Hate will last a lifespan
Sin his piping plan
Dead to me
Like your Christmas tree
Presents for devotee
Rotting disbelief
Doomed dessert
Black your soul convert
I’ve seen them at work
Make you hurt the worst
Goddess of gloom
Now in the room
I come with doom
Prophecy assumed
Hollow pumpkin shell
Endless souls in hell
Can’t help myself
Hate is heartfelt
War of the roses
Love decomposes
Lies is where his nose is
Overcast is ghosted
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
My location is
The light from chandeliers
Knelt down
The thorns around your crown
Need the heavy glow of moonlight
The deep trails of twilight
Your words gives me appetite
Open wounds for sacrifice
Redemption on the dark side
His expression was burning like a sun
I wondered what had I done
Sundown soon
Turns out –
I’m just someone!?!
Hello Unicorn
Spooky tales
And wishing wells
Parables in parallels
Devil sleeps
In nine hotels
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
It’s Halloween y’all. I bought skates. I’m glowing. Another heirloom, so hope they fit.
Conversations with Millennials be like:
“Have you ever hung out at a Mall”
“DO YOU KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT GENX AT ALL?” 🫢
I beat Mortal Kombat on a quarter with a line of people waiting and watching me at the arcade with SubZero against GORO
My mom was a bitch but I beat the game on a quarter.
No easy task.
END OF.
Black were the colors
The rain came down in clusters
Like the sky was broken
A black hole formed open
Kneeling on all regret
Footing he’d soon forget
Black roses bleeding
Felt the moon was grieving
Wind blew brunette
Deep pain in his chest
Never saw her cheerleading
No hope proceeding
Hell fell upwards
Hell gained a new monster
The moment potent
Her body hopeless
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Happy Halloween 🎃
I’ll get more content posted soon.
You want divine spark?
Required: one dark heart
Break it apart;
Destroy the patriarch!
He wants the benefits without putting in the work
I’ll give it my all and still get rated the worst
I’m top of your list?
But you’re never around?
Cuz life it must persist?
Or hell will keep you down?
But where do I exist?
The lesson is too profound?
The truth I must have missed?
But who is safe and sound?
He fucking mimics
Everything I do
Wandering avenue
My biggest critic
He fucking limits
The destiny we construe
My sin his residue
Cuz sin’s an epidemic
Closest by a distance
No wall to break through
No sunlight where we grew
We’re outta minutes
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
P.S.
I got a new lace veil today at Spirit Halloween but would you know they were out of their infamous bleeding candles here and at every store nearby! Sold out! So wasn’t able to score another pair, nor will they have any at the huge after Halloween blowout sales lol
I got a military discount today and will likely sneak back and see what the vultures left behind for the huge blowout sale
But I still have one candle unburned and one that I just lit for a set that is still more than half (and now they feel even more special for the set I’ll use them since I wasn’t able to score any replacements this season. Boo)
Sometimes I score tee-shirts (plain but black or green or some other color but 100% cotton or near)
I really wanna save my dough for Dolls Kill and Shein – see what I can grab there this time – got my trick or treat shopping in early tho at Spirit – and with that military discount – but dammnit if they didn’t have the ONE THING I WANTED and really no point in going back but I know I will 👻
I do like grabbing the journals and the home stuff at discounted prices and I did score a really cool lunchbox that includes a poem 🎃
I can use it when I take my walks to the beach and park or travel wherever OR as a keepsake box or to store my gun in 🙃
It’s practical and my first real lunchbox since a kid that doesn’t look like I’m going to work or a hike. But remember when lunchboxes would have really cool things inside them (kind of like vinyl records).
😈
Oh and I got a new skull for the bookshelf 💀
And my military discount paid for those decals but I don’t know if I can use them in any of the photo sets on onlyfans because we’re not allowed to use blood, or say the word blood, or bleeding, so I don’t know if I can have bloody handprints even though they’re decals 💀
I can use them to decorate my Jeep tho or a wall or put it on forever furniture – I DON’T KNOW
I HORDE THINGS LIKE A SQUIRREL
I WAS INVITED TO A HALLOWEEN EVENT THAT INCLUDES PRIZES AND A SMALL MEAL
I RSVPD
I HOPE I GO 🎃
(Please go)
(I’ll let you know if I go)
(Free food even if I win nothing I won a free meal and I wanna get invited to the bigger Jeep events on beachside on Main Street when ONLY JEEPS ARE ALLOWED TO DRIVE ON IT
I’m trying to be a positive part of my community
My little Jeep is old and it could win a free part but I’m not decorating it but if I go – I could go in a costume, maybe I might win something for it or myself, but still free small meal) (networking)
(It requires communication and I’m an introvert so I probably won’t go)
Or go but not leave my ride 👻
Also more writing and stuff to come
My poetry is so fresh it normally comes with mistakes (no editor). ☠️
Yo. I mean, I have more content coming. But I make everything hot. 🤪
I don’t use a poem generator.
I don’t have a husband who could be my poem generator (like David Gilmour and his wife write lyrics together, I don’t have that)
But y’all inspire me
So I’m still here
Trying to get better
In how I hold myself
In how I present myself
On with the show…
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I don’t know how
To get out of this trap
There’s nowhere to plow
Unmarked territory on our map
But you’re my guidestone
The provisions you provide
I want you on my backbone
Like heaven is on my side
Did mother earth loosen its grip?
When upon heaven you did slide?
We’re in a fellowship?
There is no divide?
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
I’m dropping Halloween sets on my OnlyFans. Some people like my poetry and photography and that keeps me going.
I like exploring who I am this way.
The safety of the veil.
Fun fact: I’m actually an extremely skilled combat medic.
Trained to kill and to heal.
Dangerous combo ⚠️
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psst… he’s down here with me, he’s here, and he still wants out. He doesn’t try to stop me.
“I want out”
“I hate this cave”
“My legs hurt”
“Why did you put me here”
I’m still fighting for my life but I got a toilet
“I talk to dead people”
Apostrophe needed or misused
Goddess of confused
I’ve imprinted on you
Even when we’re crossed through
My skin is bruised
You’re sin or muse?
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
It’s just a poem. Chill.
__________ apostrophe to __________
I made Dark chocolate cupcakes with dark chocolate “tombs” and decorated them with Halloween cake rings (that can be worn)
I’m still detoxing so am not using icing (I think that stuff is overrated)
My cake was experimental
The cake is vegetarian cuz I used 3 brown eggs, unsweetened applesauce (about half a cup), coconut oil, pumpkin seeds, blanched and whole almonds, rolled oats, flax seed, and love 💕
It started with two brown eggs but I needed 1 more (or more applesauce so the egg won since I ate too much of the applesauce) 🤪
I did not want the batter dry because I was gonna add all the other ingredients and I had zero guidebook cookbook for the RECENTLY NEAR DECEASED
But I experimented by adding nuts, seeds, and oats
A semi-healthy Halloween treat that would have been good with some instant coffee tossed in the batter (next time)
Flax for the gut health
And I made a cake too
I was gonna share with the neighbors but naw
I should have sprinkled it with oats before tossing in the oven (next time)
Turned the whole house smelling good
I’m gonna enjoy with coffee over breakfast and/or treat time
Decoration isn’t my thing but A for effort?
And they actually do taste good which is why I wanna be greedy 🎃
Happy Boo season 👻
Uhm check the current census for a scare 👀
I used broken dark chocolate bits as the “tombs” 👻
Sidenote: some sort of non cancerous marshmallow could be used as spider webbing and edible decoration
I’m just throwing out ideas
If you make it better, show me
I don’t have a mama or daddy or brother or hubby
K, thanx, bye
HAPPY HALLOWEEN 🎃
P.S. If you have those little spiders – the black and orange ones that hang on your Halloween decorations – you can use those for your cakes – but please don’t eat your wearable cake decorations – get photos in them instead or actually share the cupcakes and let folks keep the Halloween jewelry (or ask for them back) 🤪
Let me know if you liked my idea or if it gave you any good ideas for treats of your own
I think some cute edible spider webbing would have been the spooky sweet perfection around the chocolate tombs (which could be a tad bigger and these are 70% and 90% dark chocolate bits)
You could carve initials or dates into the edible tombs for extra spooky vibes and put small white chocolate drizzle near the tombs as spider webbing
The saddest witch ever likes to smile
God (nor John Jones) wants me leaping from a building
But I’d do it with a smile
Sometimes suicide is docile
And death is more humane than life
That assisted suicide doc was my hero – but we’d all want to leave this Hitler regime immediately
Wouldn’t we?
I am dropping Rated R Halloween sets on my OnlyFans (I was born naked and Edgar Allan Poe died naked on the bloody street).
I’m holding TOP 49 currently and that’s cool 🎃
Top 49 for a petite ghoul from the deep deep south; cotton capital of the world (not Asia hint hint) 👻 https://onlyfans.com/poeeternal_sensual
Side-note: If you “don’t want your children to see this” stop letting them loose at Walmart and the Mall. 💀
Psst…
Halloween spider mesh bodysuit by Dolls Kill 💀
Witches Spider Cap by ROMWE on Shein 😈
Both sold out but may restock 🎃
One of my favorite new cosplay sets. I feel more myself in this attire and without loads of makeup making it theatrical and whatnot
I’m the real thang 🎃
You can’t burn me legally at the stake anymore 👻
So just wanted to see what it would feel like to do a midnight Halloween set without all the makeup and flare
I was wearing vegan flavored strawberry kissy lips and that made for an extra sweet midnight smile set (I can hook you up with a free glam bag on Ipsy) (most products are vegan) (cancellation is easy but I’m staying on for awhile) (I got a free Halloween glam kit for sign-up and love it) (you can adjust the frequency of delivery as well) 🎃
Halloween is my favorite season perhaps 🤔
Do you like my new set?
How is my petite pumpkin looking? 👀
“I don’t like your ass when you bend over, it disappears” (something someone said to me in my 20s directly after sex)
Yeah, just like any empathy I ever had for you.
Everyone has had such high standards of how my body should look 24/7 because apparently I’m supposed to be posing 24/7 that I’m afraid to even show my fucking skin because I’ll probably get yelled at for being fucking white anyway
Always told I need to “cover up” cuz they like it too much to “just be friends”
Heaven is empty and I cry a lot lol
I also talk to the dead
I have a budding relationship with John Jones
I also keep having images of him (not John) finding me hanging from a tree
The way he breaks and the strength it takes for him to not look away
To get me down…
I don’t know what’s real anymore
I’m focusing on my blog and OnlyFans for now
I’m sorry I’m not posting more yet on my free one – which I can go live on but I can’t go live on my subscribed one 😑
The way the wheels turn 💀
But I’ve started posting playful sensual videos on my OF
And as long as someone wants to support my content I’ll keep going
WordPress just emailed me telling me that I owe them $100 to keep the blog going but web links are broken and everything is chaotic inside the algorithm since they split it into
I need new web hosting and all sorts of cleanup in my life
My blog continues to remain advertising free
All my content is original
Trends make me feel obsolete and always behind
There’s always someone who can come along and do it better, I’m only ever average at anything even when I give it my all
Maybe once I was a giant
Roaming destiny
But now thanks to science
We’re too compliant
With low equity
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Happy Boo season. You can’t burn me at the stake anymore. 😈
Everybody having sex secretly and the divorce rate is 100% or something and like I got zero marriages under my belt cuz I’m not 20 anymore
💀
If he had the one thing he wanted he’d be so bored with it because I am a little bit of everything he wants
But he can’t have 🤪
He says maybe he’ll call which means he won’t
*leaps from bridge with broom* 👻
Curfew doesn’t apply to me
ENCOURAGING
I’m outside foraging
Nighttime flourishing
Forgive my offenses
Leaping over fences
Soul consequences
No shame dispenses
Maybe I’m like liquids
My blood is wicked
This tongue explicit
Soul sin omitted
Cop and crow
Linger on death row
I got front show
Walk with vertigo
You’re on speed dial?
Definition of reconcile?
My aim is hostile
Sit down awhile
Eggshell or limestone
Wait til I’m in prone
Crawling through milestone
Tearing down all throne
They are watching
Dark eyes mocking
I’m out here walking
White girl so shocking
I don’t want to wear pretty dresses made with poison
Competing against everyone and their perfect lies
Even in death
Forged and eulogized
Casket closed
The truth is never wide
Silence on our face
The dead won’t cry!
He is danger; know him like a stranger
I react with anger
Tunnel through the trigger
Lock and load with vigor
Cold as glacier
I am endangered
I don’t know whether to be offended or withdrawn
I don’t know the rules at all
He’s automaton
I dare not crawl
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Happy Boo season y’all. Hitting my grave soon.
I’m folding
Guess heart is delicate
Space dimension
Satan is malevolent
Wrapped up in King
Wildcard is element
I am Queen
And God can handle it
Angel on my wing
Me and the neighbors decided to get along
But we don’t know for how long
With gifts received
And gifts have gone
I want to destroy the very bridge you build to cross my land
Fences and shrapnel
Won’t keep you out at all
Won’t fall to command
Don’t care where I stand
Don’t care if you’re banned
He’s the weight of the universe
On my mind
A string to wind
A snake twirling on the vine
A crack in time
Nine meals from anarchy
9 miles to the sea
Cross of calvary
Hold line faithfully
Loose nails
Mixed messages
Maps without haphazardness
Excuse my negligence
Trapped up to my neck
Hell is a wreck
She always carried poison in one of her hair combs
Got suicide in her bones
Same chromosomes
Suffer from the same syndromes
Know I ain’t John Jones
We’re trapped at the event horizon
11 dimensions and rising
A hologram reflection of me crying
Every moment we’re climbing
A carbon copy barely surviving
He said I’m a sexy witch
My spell has a perfect pitch
But he is living under bridge
And I love him just a smidge
He tells me things
I don’t want to know
HE TELLS ME EVERYTHING THOUGH
Expression cold
And I’m left to fold
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
The new suicidal is becoming so isolated you don’t have a postal code
Death or suicide
Still trying to decide
Soups, stews, treats, and pepper sauce – all made from scratch and with love
Memaw always said heat the vinegar to extract “the heat” from the pepper
Measure out what you need in the jar, then heat to a simmer and remove from heat and pour over your peppers (you can leave them whole but remove the stems)
Slowly pour the vinegar over the peppers and set aside and let them cool and then put them in the fridge and forget about them for at least two weeks
The longer they sit in the fridge the hotter they will be and you can top up the vinegar by adding more hot vinegar to the peppers as it diminishes
I’ll eventually eat the peppers too but memaw said they are good for at least one year in the fridge – I’m gonna need a bigger jar 🤪
Currently I’m making stew with green cabbage
Fresh vegetables and herbs 🌿
It’s been simmering ten thousand years and I’m investing in a bigger pot soon
I also recently made spicy pasta
It was tasty and I’ll try different versions soon
Lots of fresh tomatoes, herbs, and peppers 🌶 🫑
Fresh garlic, olive oil, onions….
Tomatoes, more tomatoes, and a small tin of organic tomato sauce
I was out of penne pasta but had whole wheat spaghetti but used bow-tie noodles instead
I also added 3 bean trio cuz protein (it’s good)
Overall, my experimental spicy pasta was a hit (could make minor changes) (more garlic too)
And then, there’s the oatmeal peanut butter protein balls
Take 1 cup of peanut butter (a good one) and gently mix over low heat with 1 cup of maple syrup (a good one)
Once it has a light bubble – remove from heat (takes maybe 2-3 minutes) (maybe 5)
Add 1 cup of rolled oats by gently folding
I added flax and raw pumpkin seed to the mix – cuz tis the season 🎃
Put them in a better cooling tray and set in the fridge until they harden – then put in a storage container – these protein balls make around 2 1/2 dozen and could last you two weeks in the fridge but mine never go past 1 week
I could have used more oats cuz they were kinda sticky this time. Full of protein, vegan, and organic. That’s all for now. Gotta get back to the pot on the stove… 🤪
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