It’s very rare to find a woke doc inside the VA but i’ve done did
And this is HUGE
the fact that it is in my records officially as a vaccine injury – despite the informed consent and non-traditional forms of treatment
And my new doctor has forbidden me to eat any meat or dairy (this should please the vegan?)
CARRAGEENAN FREE
I’m not allowed – furthermore – she removed me from my protein shake regime that the nutritionist had put me on – it has carriage in it or something (I’m not correcting the AI)
(More info I was given about my vaccine injury)
She was waving a book around, “i can’t get the VA on board, it’s not FDA approved, but you won’t need to go to the feed store”
And of course, I’ll have to pay out of pocket for the treatments
I won’t repeat everything said but it makes us sound super paranoid – but she unplugged from the Matrix
I specifically asked do I need to give up my medicinal and she said no
New treatment plan
She stated the international markets are okay to shop at, she specifically mentioned “black rice”
And now I’m wondering if I’ve ever even had black rice?
But you know, Walmart tried to kill me while I was paying for a membership
And it’s not hearsay because they sent me two emails telling me I was potentially exposed to E. coli and heavy metals
But to finally get someone inside, the VA to ACKNOWLEDGE and treat me for vaccine injury is huge, she also mentioned cancer
She doesn’t want it turning into cancer
I’m still losing weight but my labs look good, my kidneys, my liver
I’m on 10% energy – vaccine injury
(it is a side effect) (i’m not lazy)
I gotta give up the meat and the cheese, but I can keep the weed (legally)
no processed foods and I gotta go back in a few months. I didn’t see any mention of coffee on the list so we’re gonna have to have that discussion soon because I need to know, can I have coffee still?
Important stuffs
Anyway, I’m not in remission yet but my doctor has hooked me up with a connect that’s gonna get me ivermectin and I don’t gotta go to the feed store.
There’s also the long list from Amazon that I need to shop
Once I get my hands on the goods, and we’re looking roughly $300+ to start, and that’s not counting the grocery shopping for “the good food items”
Bananas are best when they’ve gone bad (you know when they’re mushy) that’s when they’re highest in whatever it was she said that was in there that I need (fiber?)
And I’m absolutely not allowed to do any more amoxicillin, she says that destroys my gut health
Cuz I broke out in a rash from the 2000mg that the dentist gave me
And had a two day migraine
She said cereal is bad
I’m not allowed cereal
I gotta get my diet under control if I don’t wanna die
(In summary: i don’t wanna die)
Oh you stayed?
From right now – no filter (but I swear they apply some sort of ugly filter when you don’t use a filter at all to try to force you to use a filter instead, but then I look in the mirror and I think it’s worse)
Ack
I’m going to a salon soon and I’m gonna see if they can remove some of these sunspots from my face and wrinkles (how much does Botox cost? Should I get a breast implant? Should I just pay off my ride?)
Byeee for now (and I really really really wanna catch up on y’all’s blogs. I really do. I really wanna go for a walk around the neighborhood. There’s so much I would like to be able to do and I just can’t?)
And I’m not autistic so you can let him know I’m not autistic but I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 16
FYI, I have not had Covid or any of the symptoms of Covid but I have underlying health issues that I was dealing with before I got vaccinated and when I injected the poison vaccine in me it made my underlying health issue become priority and it almost killed me and if I had gone to the ER I most certainly would have died but instead I took matters into my own hand and saved my own life
I haven’t had any flu symptoms or whatever
No fever, diarrhea, vomiting, ect
But I am still dealing with the side effects of the vaccine
And if you have underlying health issues you should not get the vaccine 💉
Honestly, if you are in shitty health condition and your diet is shitty, you shouldn’t come in contact with a vaccine or even Covid
Nobody should get the vaccine because it’s spreading the virus and herd immunity is way stronger
And I know TikTok is doing a lot of shit to fuck with our heads but you should know that in their own country they reward innovators on TikTok and here in America they reward stupidity
Everything they do is to keep us on edge and fighting
It’s narcissism and it’s just tools that the narcissists use to keep us on a low vibrational frequency so that the devil can steal our energy
I don’t have Covid
I’ve never had COVID or any of its symptoms
The Moderna vaccine gave me cardiovascular issues – heart inflammation (all the vaccines cause cardiovascular issues in any age group)
It’s possible I’ve been exposed to people who have had Covid and my vaccine worked or it’s possible that the vaccine is what put me in this fucking position to start with
I’m still uncertain if I had stayed unvaccinated and caught Covid would I wind up like my sister who unalived or would the vaccine save my life?
I know for fact that the vaccine did in fact hurt me by giving me heart inflammation and I have not had COVID-19
I also know that the devil lives in doubt
Though treated with the Moderna poison vaccine, I never boosted or got a Booster
I’ll never get a flu vaccine ever again either 👀
I will mask up until I feel safe to unmask
I’m starting to come to terms with the fact that I have a soul and I am in hell with a bunch of demons who are trying to steal my soul but they need to maintain their fucking distance and respect my fucking boundaries or God has given me permission to end their fucking life
I just didn’t want you to be afraid of me, you don’t need to be afraid of me
But I’m afraid of you so you probably are afraid of me
It’s cool
I work for God tho if that was in any way unclear
And the dude’s I lust after I legit love
We’re living lives in my daydreams
They keep me in the light
Somewhere, something in me tells me that they’re still fighting for the light
50% don’t recover from “heart inflammation” and they’re only talking about the teens and young adults 👀
They’re not even including my age group and I warned you before it was even in the fucking news or before teens and young adults could even get the vaccination
You know it’s true
I say Cardiovascular issues and blood clots but the CDC says “heart inflammation” I say extreme lethargy but the CDC says “tiredness” – they like to sugarcoat everything don’t they
Well it’s more than circulatory issues, people are fucking dying over it
Teens and young adults from heart inflammation
Only 50% of that age group recovers
*slightly starts to panic again*
👀
I list my symptoms now:
Chest pains – constant pain like a pulled or torn muscle and then random electric charges or shocks that last for several seconds followed by intense burning 👀
I generally stop breathing during these episodes and they come at random at rest or activity – and activity definitely makes the pain worse! Lately the shocks have been more intense. Today I’ve been feeling like I’m going to pass out. I started slipping earlier and thought for sure it was my last breath 👀
Feeling extremely cold – this correlated with my Blood Pressure (BP) dropping as the nurse recorded my BP – the results led to my doctor ordering an EKG – which showed an enlarged chamber, and one closed off – creating blood flow issues- basically my heart is having a hard time pumping blood throughout my body and it doesn’t have enough kick or force to be able to do it on its own so instead of it pushing blood throughout my entire body it only worries about my vital organs which are inside my ribcage which is why I start feeling extremely cold because in reality I’m actually fucking dying and your skin is not considered a vital organ. People dying feel cold. I told my doctor I felt like Antarctica and I live in Florida. My electric bill was $11 last month but not running the air caused a mold problem in my closet that I had to fix by myself – while dying – cuz mold is ancient and it too was trying to kill me 👀
Dizziness and extreme lethargy – like I’m on my deathbed and can’t keep my eyes open even though I’m getting more sleep now than I’ve done over the last decade 👀
I don’t like the taste of food anymore. The vaccines have changed my sense of smell and taste. A minor setback compared to my chest pains!
I’ve had a lot of anxiety and stress over this – the fears get me and then I spend hours under my heating pad crying because it’s the only thing that brings any relief to my heart (except him – there’s a guardian angel looking over me and feeding me in every way he can. But that’s a whole nother story!)
I’ve been down 2 months! The heart doesn’t feel better and the chest pains are getting worse. The reality is, I might not pull through.
There’s a good chance I’m gonna die from a heart attack over this.
I’m trying to get my affairs in order – and just want to die in peace.
When I was talking to my doctor on the phone about my EKG results, she specifically said she didn’t like how my heart looked for my age and that my heart should not look like it does. She then went on to tell me that an EKG is not a good test to measure the chambers (size) of the heart (but my EKG clearly shows signs of distress). She’s ordered several more tests And I’m pending receiving those with care outside of the VA because the clinic here can’t give me the test so the only nearest VA to me that can do it is 176 miles away so I had to get it approved locally and they only called me last week with a list of providers that I could go see so I finally have a provider but I’m still waiting on the appointment time.
Vets die on waiting lists.
👀
I was in so much pain the night my Holy Ghost visited me and he’s my guardian angel and the reason I’m still alive plus the universe and maybe because I really want to kiss him before I die 👀
Apparently getting lots of sleep is a side effect of the COVID vaccinations 👀
I haven’t slept since war in 2003 👀
But now that I’m semi-dying I can’t get enough sleep 👀
There are random times that my eyelids become so heavy I feel like I’m moving into my final rest 👀
Like, this may be the last time I lay down 👀
Like I’m dying 👀
But it’s a side effect of the vaccinations and can go on for weeks 👀
Lethargy 👀
From insomniac to I can’t get enough sleep 👀
*runs to the CDC website to check to see if lethargy is listed as a side effect* 👀
It is not 👀
Well, it does list “tiredness”, the CDC like to sugarcoat it though.
Tired 👀
I’m sorry but I can’t come into work today because “I’m tired”. 👀
Did you get any sleep?
Yeah, like 19 hours but I’m tired. 👀
Good luck keeping that job. 👀
Good luck getting a job that isn’t Big Corporation (which are mainly owned and ran by people from other countries who come here and pay all their people top dollar while paying the Americans minimum wage and rarely giving pay raises or using the recommended pay and reward systems 👀
(They don’t even give proper rest breaks) 👀
(Trump wasn’t wrong about them taking our jobs) 👀
*remembers I had to yell at my nurse to take this seriously because people are dying from this and I need to know if it is related to the shots*
*doc said yesterday that she looked into the side effects and what I am going through IS RELATED to COVID*
*it’s not in my fucking head*
The “No Child Left Behind Act” means everybody follows the rules and no one goes above and beyond to see what is going on with people when they’re having rare symptoms 👀
Including most people still plugged into the system 👀
But my doctor woke 👀
(And it’s really hard to find one in the VA)
I reminded my doctor yesterday that I am an old school Army medic and they don’t make us like they used to 👀
I was basically a nurse – I was EMT certified but trained to do a whole lot more on Soldiers than civilians 👀
The military have their on judicial system 👀
They have their own training system too 👀
I was a combat medic for half my career 👀
(7 1/2 years but remained the “medic” any time we had range or needed an extra hat to remind people to stay hydrated) 👀
I did way more than that 👀
They had me in charge of drug prevention and giving random urine test 👀
I got paid the big moneys in the Department of Defense 👀
I might’ve fell with the great economic collapse like the great fucking depression 👀
But I still remember all my training 👀
My resume is 4 pages long 👀
I was a super Soldier 👀
Now I’m super dying and it is COVID related my doctor confirmed 👀
I’m not losing my mind 👀
It’s not all in my head 👀
You might not see what is happening to me and you might not read about it on the CDC website but it is actually real 👀
(And you may need to find a good nurse or doctor who gets this) 👀
(If you know something is wrong but you aren’t getting the answers you need about your car or your marriage or your body, then you might wanna think about changing who you’re working with because they might not be very good at their job, maybe they’re just average at their job, maybe they do a pretty decent job but nothing more) 👀
I’ve read articles where teenage children burned in a house that was burning down simply because the mom said “stay”. 👀
I don’t listen to anything my parents say 👀
My skill sets are not like yours 👀
I only speak the truth 👀
It feels nice to wake up though to know that there’s at least one other individual out there who knows that what is going on with me is COVID-19 related 👀
I didn’t need to know that all this started after my first and second doses, there was already a correlation there even tho the CDC doesn’t list “blood clots” as a possible side effect and people are dying from it.
(Including Moderna) 👀
I’m “tired” because my BP (blood pressure) keeps dropping (which is why I get extremely cold but being “cold” isn’t listed on the CDC website) 👀
Dying is not listed as a possible side effect of vaccinations even though people are actually dying from these vaccines 👀
This pandemic was completely manmade but that’s an entirely different fucking argument that my heart cannot get into right now because it’s too fucking tired even though it slept through the night 👀
So if you are feeling “tired” after being vaccinated, it’s a side effect that can go on FOR WEEKS. 👀
And if your body feels like Antarctica even though you live in Florida and it’s 93° outside and you’re not running your air conditioning –
You might be dying 👀
(I hope you have somebody who can keep you suspended between heaven and earth or hell because I believe him and my doctor are the only reason I’m alive)
Him, my doctor, and aspirin 👀
(And what’s even scarier is when you’re going through all this and nobody believes you)
Doc ordered more tests for me today and DOES NOT want me doing ANY PHYSICAL ACTIVITY – she said light walking only until she has more answers. I’m not allowed to rebound. 😩
She looked into the signs and symptoms and said what I am going through IS RELATED to COVID.
But I asked her could a heart heal itself like a bone and she said yes! A heart can heal itself!
So good!
Cuz my body has healed from many broken bones and I’ve been doing the heating pad and positive self-encouragement even though tears have been streaming down my face.
She told me to keep doing the heating pad!
But no physical activity and more test have been ordered.
And she made it clear that what is happening to me IS COVID related.
Worth repeating.
My doctor has no hidden agenda.
Nor do I.
I’m gonna keep writing and working on my photography and cosplay but energy levels are near dead.
She did say these symptoms can last for weeks after and reminded me I’m about 3 weeks in (she said six weeks or more).
She also brought up the fact that these vaccines are incredibly new and there isn’t a lot of data to go by.
I told her she needed a pay raise and an award and a medal and that she’s doing a good job and she is saving my life.
She’s one of them good doctors!
She goes above and beyond!
I ain’t getting no booster shots!
My vaccination record better be enough to travel!
If it’s Boeing, I ain’t going!
(The test my doc ordered checks for clots in the lungs – been breathing okay – but she wants to make sure. Although there has been a few times I’ve struggled to take a breath).
Covid related all this.
To the guy who misses me – I miss you too. You’re my incentive to get better.
I think you may be the reason I’m still alive.
I’m bonded to you.
👀
I don’t even know how I could’ve gotten through all the pain I was going through and have been going through – without you.
Condoms are not 100% effective and neither is your vaccination. 👀
You can still get sick (or others).
So what does this mean?
It means Biden has a 15 year plan laid out for this pandemic and they’re now speaking of booster shots annually.
It means you still need to wear your mask, wash your hands and practice social distancing by keeping 6 feet.
Even vaccinated. 👀
Because we are now living in the New World order.
And since 1984 is now – and many are trying to silence me from reminding you of this blatant fact – I’m gonna put it on a tee.
You can still get sick vaccinated.
They are already talking of booster COVID shots for next year. 👀
(And did anybody notice how they quietly removed the Johnson and Johnson one shot vaccine temporarily because it was causing blood clots but it’s now back in circulation).
I already have heart issues, my BP dropped extremely low getting MODERNA dose 1 (so maybe a slight miracle I wasn’t offered the J&J, and the government likely wanted the MODERNA vaccines for the Soldiers, because it offers a 94% effective rate against COVID (but not the rapidly evolving strains), and let’s face it, a Soldier is a DOLLAR sign. We are only numbers. And many of us have unplugged and have come to learn this fact and they’re dying by suicide which is why the suicide rate continues to increase among veterans and active military). The government are building super soldiers and they spend a lot of money training us, that’s why they don’t want us to fucking die. They only care about stats and numbers! The J&J vaccine offers an 80% effective rate from COVID. MODERNA 94%. And I haven’t studied the other vaccines emerging. But I’m definitely glad I didn’t get the Johnson and Johnson one if it’s causing fucking blood clots and I already have heart issues!
Now I’ve just received my second shot, which I’m told is worse than the first vaccine (but you don’t need to take my word for it, it’s listed on the CDC website).
So here we go.
Dose 2 complete and now they are talking of booster shots for next year. 👀
This pandemic was manmade.
It’s clear to me.
Scientists playing God.
Narcissism ruining the world.
With just 1 move the NWO:
1. Put a lid on the “anti vacciner” by implementing a manmade pandemic encouraging (rather than enforcing) people to get vaccinated.
They do this by giving you incentive like, “fully vaccinated people can get a free donut at Krispy Kreme by showing their vaccination record”
Advertising about how cool it is to be vaccinated and to get vaccinated (even though you can still get sick and you need to wear your mask but they leave this out of the video don’t they).
Giving you the option to be vaccinated makes you feel like you have control over the situation but it’s just gaslighting, it’s just more smallpox on blankets to Indians (and I am part Native American Indian and my bloodline was almost wiped out so my fears are legit).
Eventually it will be enforced.
Through “no entry unless fully vaccinated” mandates. I imagine this will be for all public transportation, schools, hospitals, and government buildings.
2. Population control
The NWO want every animal (including you and me) tagged.
You are given a number at birth.
They call it “security” but I’m told when I’m at age to need it there won’t be any fucking funds.
“Social Security is under threat“, remember?
Was anybody actually paying attention to Obama anytime the words “New World Order” came out of his mouth? Because there’s video everywhere of him talking about it, along with all our world leaders.
It’s not every now and then they mention it, it’s all the time, during live conferences!
It’s not a conspiracy theory!
And just because something is a conspiracy doesn’t mean it’s not true!
Just because I’m paranoid doesn’t mean I’m not being followed!!!
You can still get sick even vaccinated!!!
Jim Morrison was acutely aware of the illuminati so was Michael Jackson so was Tupac so was John Lennon.
Knock knock
You are a slave, Neo.
I almost got arrested today because some lady didn’t wanna hear that she could still get sick even vaccinated but the other people around me did want to hear it so I almost got arrested for them to hear it.
I also yelled at the cop for getting in my face and not giving me 6 feet and respecting my personal space!
Then more cops rolled in.
1984 is now y’all.
Go ahead and fucking crucify me, you’re not going to silence me!!!
Welp, BIG BRO actually is working towards silencing many of us. Fairly certain Trump isn’t the only one who can be banned from the Internet.
And we can thank Bush with his “Signing Statements” for that because we’ve moved into a Hitler state!!!
I’m aware that this post is very political and many may not be able to keep up with the particular topics that are involved but I am a soldier, this is what I do, this is me, it’s part of who I am and will always be.
The key thing you need to take from all of this is, you can still get sick even vaccinated! Stay woke!
And that one lady was the only bad Apple that didn’t want to hear what I had to say, everybody else was thanking me because I potentially saved their life or someone else’s because they had the same mentality going forward that I did that you were going to be invincible once you were fucking vaccinated – free donuts and it’s cool getting vaccinated, you know!!
It’s hip, it’s cool man. It’s a hippie dippy cool thing to be vaccinated!
But you can still get sick! 👀
And booster shots annually.
Big Pharma got the money back they lost from the anti-vacciners and the weed smokers!
So I won’t be throwing away my masks or safety precautions any time soon.
This is end times my friend.
Pandemic life.
Heading in for Moderna dose 2 soonish – and this vaccine is only 94% effective against the COVID virus (and from my understanding only slightly effective from the rapidly evolving strain- I’d rather not toss out numbers, but I read something like 4%). Fuck 👀
Stay woke, stay safe.
Might be going back flaming orange red soon- if I can give more time for the black to fade from my fine, silky threads. Those roots showing mean my hair is growing longer – woo hoo. Y’all just gonna have to deal with my bed head look a bit longer. But summer is for shades, scarfs, and hats!!!! I live in hell! Gonna start using my umbrella for the SUN! DUH!!!
Umbrellas in the Sun! It’s the end of the world!!!
And y’all noticed how everything is connected and follows similar patterns?
We ain’t the only galaxy that has evolved life.
Porn and religion are the same entity.
The NWO run the world.
Our world leaders talk often of the NEW WORLD ORDER.
Open your mind/ears.
WAKE UP
Knock knock
Neo, the door
(So to sum things up, I’m still in quarantine awaiting dose two of the Covid vaccination and this does not mean I will be completely safe or immune from catching Covid or the rapidly evolving new strain, so I’m not gonna throw my masks away and neither should you- should you get vaccinated).
She said that round 2 of the COVID vaccine can get nasty, people are reporting having to “strip their clothes off” in the bathroom when they have diarrhea.
And it has taken me roughly 3 days to recover from shot 1. My heart was like holy fuck – we ain’t even had a hug since 2019! WTF did you give me.
And just think, in only a few weeks I get to do this all again!
I’ll keep you posted- And I am not looking forward to my body overheating so badly that I will need to remove my clothing and everything on the inside “potentially” (it is a side effect of the vaccine though)
*laughs insanely*
So I’m getting ready to shop for some butt plugs.
I’m all in. 👀
People say something is wrong with me because I sometimes laugh when people die or when they fall down or when they shit themselves and like it’s just how I process the bad stuff.
I’ve been having random burst of laughter all morning since I woke up because I’m terrified of what’s to come and the only way I know how to make some fun out of it is to buy some really cool butt plugs (like a glass one with a tail) that I can use in some of my cosplay photography on OnlyFans.
When life throws you lemons- buy some butt plugs.
That’s the lesson I’m learning here.
*laughs insanely*
Can’t. Breathe.
I finally got a good laugh in this pandemic, my gut is hurting.
My ass may soon be hurting too.
Just keeping it real…
Nicely put but the reality for some is “ripping your clothes off” in a meltdown because you can’t have any “fabric touching your skin”
Can’t.Stop.Laughing.
I’m gonna pee myself
If you’ve never had to violently remove your clothing while taking a shit then you don’t know struggle.
They are now pushing COVID vaccinations for all VETS (here) and with limited supply.
(So I got part 1 of a 2 shot vaccination series for COVID. I’m still recovering. I’ll get into all the details below but first… just wanna start from the beginning)…
Got hit by a freight train the night after I had a visit by the Holy Ghost
48 hours later or something and I am still recovering.
From a first time experience for something I will always cherish- to getting part 1 of 2 of the COVID vaccine- my fucking body went into overdrive and my BP dropped really low.
I was in an incredible amount of pain- but the thing that happened to me the night before, left me in a dreamlike trance.
I heard from him the next night- and was like- “sorry my energy levels are so low” – not knowing that my heart was actually having a hard time pumping blood throughout my body- my temperature had dropped- my skin was cold- my blood pressure was really low.
I went back to the doc today to get my EKG (a heart test), which I passed.
My blood pressure was also taken again today, I still feel extremely weak, but my BP has increased to a normal level.
My BP yesterday on 3/31 and today on 4/1. Yesterday my BP was extremely low- the doc wanted me to get an EKG while I was there, but I just wanted to go home. Everything at the VA takes 10 years to get done. I had the nurse write down my numbers today because I can never remember shit due to my brain injury.
His visit wrapped me in a protective bubble, I just know it.
His visit had me sedated- which kept me from getting in my head and having any sort of anxiety over how my body was feeling. I honestly don’t think my heart could’ve handled a fucking anxiety attack.
I was in so much pain I couldn’t even sleep. Literally moaning and tossing all night, uncomfortably. “Sore” she said. This wasn’t “sore”, this was a fucking softball that hit my arm.
If I would have died, it would have been okay tho.
I was so calm that I could feel space and time. Because of his visit.
I was dying but it didn’t matter. I was content. Minus the freight train hitting my arm. Like ow.
My heart had expanded with the entire universe. Maybe that’s why it had such a hard time pumping blood throughout my body. I was temporarily suspended between heaven and earth because of him. Maybe he’s the reason I’m still alive.
All I know is I’m having to go through this alone during a pandemic and somehow he made me feel less alone. Unknowingly. I call these things fate. Maybe even mercy. Fate and mercy.
It’s complicated.
He’s got more power over me than he knows.
It was one of the most amazing experiences of my life, followed by a really scary one, which was actually affecting my body (and still is as I feel it coursing through me) but all I could do is just lay there and be like, “eh, sorry my energy levels are low“. 🤢
Babe, it is my blood pressure.
I’m stretched from here to infinity.
I love you.
My preferred method of dying would be while making love to you.
In years past I always thought this to be selfish, given that my partner would be destroyed. But maybe some time alone with me would be OK. 👀
I am very sexually deprived but dying while having sex has always been my number 1 preferred way to die, in fact, it’s either immortality or death by sex.
Babe, fuck me to death.
Or, love me to death?
Even when I have low energy or low blood pressure.
Babe, now!
I don’t know who or what came to me but you must be reading this, you must be reading this right now, you know who you are, I love you. 💕
And I think on your visit, as a miracle.
I want to get the date tattooed on me.
Just don’t want to forget since I can’t seem to remember.
Did it mean anything to you?
Now I’m scared of me around you. It’s just a phase, it will pass. I can only process two things right now and that’s Covid and love.
I’m only scared because I’m inexperienced.
I was studying how to be softer not harder.
I’ve had to be so tough and hard all my life.
Here’s what I know about the vaccines, there are two going around: The Johnson and Johnson vaccine and the Moderna vaccine.
Moderna is a 2 part series and is 94% effective against the COVID virus. The Johnson and Johnson vaccine is 80% effective.
No vaccine is 0% effective against COVID.
Everybody will experience different side effects but I’m not going to gaslight you and tell you that my arm got “sore”, no, it felt like a motherfucking softball hit it and I couldn’t sleep all night and my BP fucking dropped the next day.
I still have one more shot to go and I’m told this one is really bad, people will start catching the fever, the chills, the diarrhea, and all the other nasty side effects, so I will keep you updated on my experience.
So far for me, the pain in my arm has been it. I already suffer from underlying health issues, which is one of the reasons I’m getting the vaccine.
I will shit my pants if it means I will get some peace of mind from this pandemic and if it means that I can travel again in the future and enter buildings AND because I now have a vaccination card- like I said- eventually they’re going to get all the stragglers by making it mandatory.
You need to ask yourself do you want to get the vaccine while they’re offering it to you or when they’re enforcing it? (I can already hear the skinheads lol)
It doesn’t really matter if you want it or not anymore. It will be made mandatory and you can mark my words. Vaccination record or no entry! Checkmate goes to the NWO.
Placing a bet. 100 dollar bill says they make vaccinations mandatory (for public access like schools, hospitals, transport, you get my drift!?!) Who wants to bet against me that they don’t? I got you a bill if I’m wrong.
I didn’t hesitate to get dose 1 when I saw they were offering it to the vets but I had my reservations…
Asking questions to the right peopleWe were taken to a special area to be “briefed” about the vaccinations. The government doesn’t do anything without a mile long paper trail. And per usual, Soldiers are on the frontlines. If you’re sitting there feeling like we are “entitled”, vets make up a huge portion of the population that make you feel safe in your homes. Civilians should be next in line for the vaccines. Unless you want to be the guinea pigs and go first? I’d be totally fine sitting in my fox hole with an M-16 watching y’all orgy fuck each other for it. Let me adjust my scope. The VA is always packed and understaffed, I just don’t like to take pictures of folks… Moderna is 94% effective against the COVID virus and issued in a two part dosage series. I was told that the Johnson and Johnson vaccine is 1 dose and 80% effective. No vaccine is 0% effective, FYI. I’m still a soldier with my boots in the trenches and yes I still get a paycheck by Uncle Sam. If I’m entitled to it it’s because I worked for it. Hard. But there are still people out there who tell me I don’t deserve my pension. Knowledge is power. Reduces fear. You’re welcome.
Please know that how the VA does things may not be the way things are done for civilians.
You may not have to go through a briefing before getting vaccinated.
Dose 1 of the Moderna COVID vaccine. Injected into the muscle. Have now had others agreeing with me that it feels like being hit by a baseball bat or “punched” in the arm. They also agreed they could not get comfortable enough to sleep. This was for dose 1. Another universal sign I was on the right path- we’re all matching. Gloves. Needle. Shirt. Same color. 90 degrees, into the muscle. I used to give vaccinations all the time working as a combat medic and medical specialist in the Army. First to fight. HOOAHAnd just think, round 2 may include the shits. 👀
Selfless service is part of the soldiers creed.
Didn’t spend my entire life in a fox hole fighting to protect you just to come home so I could cough on you and potentially kill you. Also, tired of fearing the individual coughing with their mask down touching my fucking shoulder. Like woah, personal space + social distancing- keep fucking back 6 feet! But now that there is mandatory social distancing, nobody respects personal space anymore. I haven’t even had a hug since 2019 and I don’t do good around people currently.
I’m ready to get back to life. Gigging. Travel. My OnlyFans photography will improve, just based on the fact that it won’t be in this fucking dreadful house anymore.
These fucking walls.
These fucking masks.
I read an article on CNN where the native American Indians were begging everyone to get the vaccinations, saying that the Indians are being wiped out by COVID and they understand the fears, and it was a turning point in my decision making- that- and the fact that they are now offering the vaccinations to veterans (at least here and in limited supply). I’m scheduled for part 2 of this vaccination series, which I have to get in about three weeks (this month).
I’m so tired I don’t even know what’s going on anymore aside from the fact that I was at the VA again today having my blood pressure rechecked and getting my EKG, which I passed. I have a sensitive heart. I’m sorry. Petite. 😔
Facts about death resulted from the vaccine per the CDC – just to ease your mind.
Well the chances of me dying by receiving the vaccine are low but the chances of me dying by contracting Covid are very very high because I have underlying health issues and I’m not taking the chance.
I’m definitely terrified and not looking forward to round 2 in a few weeks but it is a necessary evil at this point and my peace of mind is already so much better.
PoeEternal 