How does the sky know about my love when the clouds here do dwell?

And now my wings are more than stuck, the rain has turned to hail.

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

Glass fell from the sky today. Since the end of the world started, I got struck by lightning in my Jeep, saw a 6-minute double rainbow, and now it just randomly started hailing over my little area today. Like Eeyore. Not all of my city, just a small area over my head.

Only I can’t tell if Thor is angry at me or just pinching me. Like “hey little sister, get yer act together, this is end times”

And then there’s those times I hear Chris Cornell, Jim Morrison, and Layne Staley singing. Full band and all.

No wonder I’m seeking the peace and quiet again, I need the music of the Gods.

I’ve lost me mind?

Seeking a friend for the end of the world?

I mean, it’s all downhill from here anyway.

Cruising my way into delirium?

Head first into love?

*dives in*

That’s it. You have to DIVE IN to a black hole. Not feet first. Dive into that bitch!

We’re 2000 light-years CLOSER to the center of the black hole in the center of our galaxy than we calculated.

Wait until they say, oh we’re even closer.

Objects in mirror are closer than they appear?

Does NASA ever account for that?

THEY MURDERED THEIR CREW, ON MORE THAN ONE OCCASSION.

IF IT’S BOEING, I AIN’T GOING!

All them times of flying in a panic, it was a legit panic. I’m not going crazy.

There’s so much gaslighting.

I have been disassociating a lot and it does literally take acts of nature to f****** wake me up.

Or like the Stuxnet virus. Jesus fucking Christ. Scariest film I ever saw. That shit is happening under our nose. But they hate us they f****** hate us but I’m glad we were able to get them to shut down 50 the 100 nuclear power plants they opened up.

Oh shit, I went into politics. Checking back out and back into disassociating and writing poetry again.

And it’s okay that you don’t know what I’m talking about because I’m a soldier I’m supposed to know things that you don’t know and I’m scared about things that you should be scared about that you don’t know but I’ve been fighting for our f****** protection on.

And when I get yelled at about my skin color or my f****** illness, I just have to remember that I signed away my rights for 15 years to serve my country for assholes like that…

So they could have the right to say that but if he’d only say that to my face…

Signing out, “the unknown soldier”

(But I need you)