The new suicidal (poetry confessionals)

He whispered in my ear, said he wanted poison
I’ve got plenty here, with a bottle open ๐Ÿ‘€

He wanted to back off a cliff
By instinct, she wanted to climb in
No frenzy, no rush
Of sound mind, without fuss

He is jealous of her tide
He showed his shallow side
Says he never wants a bride

I only want the end to come with you ๐Ÿ’”

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

We both hate life so much but are stubborn, so want to see it through to the end (or at least not live life without the other)

Scary tide

But we have to stay quarantined from each other because he’s pure blood and I’m now the vaxxxxed and half-zombie ๐Ÿ˜ฉ

But my blood is one of the rarest and eldest (only 6-11% of the population have my blood type) and I already am part werewolf and part vampire (so hello from your favorite living-dead-girl) ๐ŸงŸโ€โ™€๏ธ

I know thangs and sometimes my spirit guides are the dead ๐Ÿ‘€

I’m complicated and absolutely different from you

But I won’t live life without him

I will fucking drown myself in the ocean and it won’t be hard to do right now ๐Ÿ‘€

One slip and I’m gone

I’m literally burying my feet in the sand as the tide is rushing away with so much force and I’m afraid of what’s under the sand but the crazy thing is, there hasn’t been any wildlife at all and that doesn’t help my fear factor any ๐Ÿ‘€

It’s usually common for a school of fish to swim past you or you know things to bump into you

But the vibe is all off

There’s negative energy when I visit the beach now

The clouds even spell doom

No lifeguard on duty and red warning flags flying high (that already put the fear into me)

I don’t ignore the red flags anymore


King Tide scares my hide ๐Ÿ‘€

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