does he hold me hostage in his mind?
is that why i cannot escape his presence in my living dream?
he has touched me in places i have never seen
majestic sunrises with his hands wrapped around my thighs
he turns my low to highs
the devil lives three doors down
i got his number
unholy ghost in town
and i still can’t slumber
is that you
shining light in my path
just a crush?
you spin the earth
like heaven
i can feel the rush
but time ain’t changing near you
my cheeks turn rosy
got a royal flush?
you must be the warmest place in the solar system
you must be a taste of the life i am missing
i walk around a zombie hissing
but in my dreams we’re kissing
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got a reason to live, even if delusional and not in sync with reality
but i’ve been dying – and you likely won’t find that in my file folder – but i have also been praying, that i could just “see” my soulmate “one time”
and i only got a minute before everything went blurry – but time stood still
i think i might have loved him instantly
i think i may love him now
everything is so fucked up
it was like my life was flashing before my eyes – and now my dreams are everything i’ve lost
and have you seen me? no many would ever find value in me.
still. i have never had any man look at me or touch me or move me the way he does – both in dream or reality.
the man could have been frightened but im dreaming of making babies with him
i have zero worth im aware
but we can’t help who we love, right?
he gives me the most beautiful dreams
God said alright you got a minute
i really hope he’s happy
whatever life he has chose to live
do we collide in each others dreams? cuz they feel real
plot twist: patient falls in love with doctor
oh well