did i coin it?

going in some lines soon?

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it just keeps happening boo

could you look into what it means?

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ghosting the ghosted – coming soon

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boys spend money on hookers and blow

“keep your eye on the toys Annie, you know about toys”

so im out here buying guns and toys

and that cute crop top under $19

and i no longer watch tv – might as well wear clothing of band tees i care not about

like i lost my identity with music or stuff

you should be impressed im a total fucking mess

wrapped up in agony

wear heart on sleeve

but thesleeve is cute no?

should i start watching sailor moon cartoons?

or am i allowed to just enjoy the art?

and the cuddles with the like the pusheen plushy?

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the movie is a map

it imprinted on me

and i am Annie crying on a busy street

“keep your eye on the toys” – so that’s what im gonna do

i take my advice from old Hollywood films now

and music from the 90s is still a calling card

a good way to reach me

i rarely turn on the radio but now when i do sometimes my sister is sending me messages

or it could be guilt eating me alive cuz she died?

and my mother had made it very clear and apparent that she is mad i did not go visit her in the hospital

– even tho i was dying from the vaccine

i was having major problems with my heart even tho they waited until i was having minor problems with my heart to puta wire on but even then they found problems with my heart – and any minor problem is major when you are only in your 40s and now dying and your sister is too?

but i got a boomer mom

and a half sister still alive who was triple vaccinated and boosted but still got covid but “is fine” (she is Gen Y) (i cant wake my family up and some of them have died)

so im working with infectious disease now

(mold will fucking destroy your life)

(it’s not dust)

(cleanitsoitdoesntturnevil)

(my shit has defo been hacked)

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anyhoo – at least japan la sell officially licensed products

got some stationary to never write in and give away in 20 years cuz i horde?

but i like bootlegs too

and thats my box of prob unofficially licensed shit coming

sue me

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